it's hard to take some from somebody if you know have someone to replace. want to do this interview today and all these market move in that they take me. to area. so i'm going to tell you stop selling drugs if we'll hire someone to put the money in a box. they just mean life has almost been basically a color speech before. do you guys know what security security positions i've been in that day jack me again. you see people get all their cars and i'll see you coming in no hard and it seems like they'll hurry up and run into the house like they don't want to they don't want to talk to your get your mail or anything like that. i just want to go. and do this. just try

reading a. chance to give me. grano it was hard but you gotta make the best how you. come up and live so i mean having graduate and i showed up. my mother was

a crack seized to do crack when i was a kid or when she had me or whatever she's she don't belittle him or my dad he was like a just a thief so you know i got like what i needed when i was a baby but i had a bad childhood from 1st grade i was a cool kid i mean i really was a 1st grade to middle with us when i left my childhood which was bad and love with somebody else i was a family my mom's friend and from like. every since i left the house that i like and i went to another person and i swear i started doing bad stuff you know it's being sneaky and i jot down a line down the remember i like 10th grade so when i'm on say you don't have to go to school if you don't want to so i said i'm down that never wore my school and i never want to go back to school i guess is in my blood so. i mean i was always. just

a big kid so and i always wanted to be better. i mean my mind's made up i want to do this for the rest of my life so you know i mean it's what i've. the. trail that early people most of them have like them mentioned or park as then disease are some contests a sickness where they can't help with their self so i have to help them with deigning and clothing and feeding and things like that. and

a lot of the people i've never met before so it gets kind of scary going to new houses and things like that but i guess you get kind of you so after a while. i got out that bell for a while and i let me try to resolve the how that does and then by rizal i just felt like i was another employee like i didn't make a difference in anyone's lives that's when i decided to get mine are same degree i've been doing this for 4 years now. i have a. nursing degree while suffocation i go again nursing homes and people's homes. and i love helping people like that's my biggest thing i don't know god out of always had people reach out to help me a lot so i'm like why not give out like i'm such a caring person then. mrs

ealey yelled hey how was your day it was signed in see me on friday was everything ok. no i wasn't here for 2 on friday they called and told me not to come in oh. you're not too hot. ok are you hungry i want to be somebody's sandwich ok i'm going to put this on you if you get too hot you can pull it back down ok we've acknowledged it and we get something to eat. helping people sit me means that disability anything me like if is just grocery shopping or reminding them to

take their medicine or saying hey did you eat today let me fix you something me this anything whatever they need from me i'm willing to help because i've always struggled in life and i've always wanted someone to help me like that and i don't always have it so for me to be able to give back to people that there that makes a difference in me makes me feel warm inside. he sealy his assailants baby he set up a nothing yet i phone why isn't he but i say oh it's. you hammer me tell ya still make you want to. let go a lot is right here if you need it now see in a little bit. how right. i jot down don't like my life temporary so i barely want to have a job but you know i got to kid him every day you know i'm trying to do what i gotta do to take care i. do everything i gotta do to take care of myself that's number one so you know me i've been just as hard on her you know i mean. people die

every day people are gruel would bury their dead or in joe or my heart like that never mattered that everyone each. time i used to be would be shot out of this out of copping out 30 to 60 years he's my i mean i was just what happens when you use god be smart when you're gone up so you know me in jail forever or i've been in kill someone here. 6 years on foot. i can do that i can maintain because i'm not going to yank some people for money i'm going to go get my money and i mean so i hustle and everything but i do it mostly for you know what i mean like to take care of anything i could

think of this was they were my kid she grow up to be whoever but i think is better . and i mean be smart i hear when you have a kid you know what i mean but i protect my daughter you know what i mean she's i mean she's smartest she's just like me. stay home because the sticks are used as they were john equestrian. the bus really gets here at like 720 s sometimes she's late you go to the daycare today though. and mom will pick your from the work.

in the. sports clothes political it. starts with. there's always been single mothers in african-american communities or says slavery or a sense they took the men out of the family stay create what's happening now this is just

a continuation of was it started when they 1st brought us here in families that were there bafta american females flourish. i think it's more of an issue these teenagers having kids in you can expect a 14 or 15 year old 1st daughter now old enough for him to be a father. and he's a child no one talks about that they skip all the way up and till they talk to the child after they've done something and they blame it on him the father well your father was a kid and what he was in a man anything move into the house with your mom who was the same me 1516 i mean they can even drive you. go to a club but they want them to be parents. it doesn't make sense.

a lot of young women. did 18 months education programs and or nursing is in the nursing field whether they're nurses aides only up to nurses but. they make it to women straightness survival. because if you figure if you're 14 or 15 and you had a child there is something in your household. that. even want a child that isn't say i want to someone to love me. on them or my baby mother ok. when i was a ball like 17 years old i was on the internet i met some girl i started talking on

the internet or whatever and i go with this girl is supposed to be this life going to girl but that is how i got there it wasn't to grow expect that i had the wrong person or my so was somebody i would never ever have a baby with my kids. you know what i mean i love the kid but the baby mama i really don't care about you know you got to do it you got to do something and. she grow up and be whatever but i'm overprotective were. close throughout all the times i'm always going to be you know or you know i mean so i'm always closer i know where she's out so i take care of my child yes i do in a way down feel like she has nothing to worry about like. i want and she. trusts because i'm our own father you see i ever need to go always the. time is

gone oh you know what i mean i feel like i'm strong enough to be like whatever she me i got. like nowadays i got. going to run this out for you ok and then i'll bring it back. but i just want to make sure it's playing that we don't have the drums around it ok so always safe than sorry. my day is pretty laid back maybe impregnate i don't have much lifting and things like that but if i wasn't pregnant then i would have to do a lot of lifting and cleaning and things like that i'm going to see you tomorrow ok . i. put this out for you pick a sandwich up so i can take this back in the living. i'll see you later ok i

love you. they can come and blow our brains out at any given time and we can't really do anything actually america is the only country in the world where you can kill

people outside of war and legally get away with. all the fire crawls still brilliant all the trouble here street fail the point it's hollow playing the k.k.k. exists because america wants it to exist there's a biggest terrorist group to ever operate in this country and they're dead to me they're worse off than the people who destroyed the world trade center or the scroll. at this one of the boy his name is going to be jeremiah and if it's

a girl it's going to be carrying. i'm hoping for a boy though because i can't deal with another grows out of. this state house me with health insurance i get health insurance from the state i get food stamps on this day and right now i get on day care from them last night they help pay would they come in the big help in a way but soon as i start making star mana money i lose all that so it's kind of like a win lose situation they help you up until 5 they feel like oh you make enough money to pay for this and then they stop helping you but right now they are helping me already all right. let's. put it on i've got something for you. let. us look out for you don't even have it in just about what. you got it isn't my little pony are you hungry. yes.

this is what i want to do i want to so drugs because you know just better or oh i came up in life you know i mean i'm still 100 percent going to be out here nobody can stop me i look at myself as i'm like a boss in macao no way because i can get issues i could get any drug telling you that's what i used to do to it's like you know you know i go to jail a lot of been the show like 10 times so you know i mean is telling drugs getting caught with drugs. was so i wanted the money or whatever and been a struggle china get the money and trying to be like maintain my so and make sure i got enough money to every mall pocket every single day so i messed with legit people to be how i am like to be in my predicament only has to mess with legit boss

people in order to not i mean people understand me because you know i mean i want to show that she will not like play i'm trying to improve on. like how rude how much of a boss i could be. were . did. she lie. what same. street. says he have a. time when he.

had a lot of family member that's a sad. sad. sad . sad. song. solve all the sixpenny. none of the cases. have family is really hurting. children was left. without a father. and we just haven't. act was say 60 percent of the marriages as.

some. want. it taught. and all we did. person comes up the street came down here to see if they will stand. with. me and on the. 4th. part of the. mark because that's make us mamas feel that we have to solve the case

and that's not right. ringback my childhood was pretty difficult my mom she was the only one of my life she she worked all the times i didn't really get to see air as i was either bouncing from family house or friend's house and things like that she kept her wolf overhead but it was just i never got to spend time with her she was always working working working. imanpa has been we're going to separation right now. i'm going to say he made some bad choices in life when it came to the lights of us and things a lot of women have trust issues i know i do trust issues is a big thing for me is hard to open up to i'm in trust down but a lot of females they feel like like with me i feel like

a man is post up post the house hold their post to pay all the bills make sure we're good so if we want to be a stay at home mom we can a lot of men al here aren't like that anymore lake i don't know their mom they were raised the same way they all raised to be good men for. a lot of females status. say they just had babies with anybody it doesn't go right man to be. single parents. a lot of men that i know they are at a young age and it kind of follows them as they get older so people look at them and like he is a troublemaker or he is a crime maker or he sells drugs and they don't want to give them a moment on a 5 so they have to resort sued doing other things and sometimes it's you got to

make ends meet no matter how you do it even if this is the hustle or whatever you got to do people make ends meet my kids actually they have the same dad his name is malcolm in the one that i'm pregnant by is also their father also and. even though i'm pregnant with this cell it is it is a joy i take it as a blessing because i know no matter what the guy's not going to put mommy there what i can handle no matter what i go through. that i'm going to come out on the top because i'm determined to i'm going to be strong in a better way i have soup is already looking up to me now what the men know that no matter how hard life gets you will always make it on top of you try you can't give up because if you give up there people are going to give up on you. and. i will raise by my birth parents but i was raised by my grandparents and they were

true grandparents they were. 30 when i was born. they say quiz a 15 year old has a baby and they have that baby has a baby at 15 or 16 that's the cycle of fear 14 or 15 and i are on welfare because now you're in a cycle. and you think people. in it because you grew up in a house when i want to work and take a. check every 2 me. in it that's the problem. there's no accountability in people. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. in communities where it's still considered taboo that as i happen i think the main challenges for women. that have been resources. or circumstances from the beginning of their childhood or young women are trying to be

grown women in 20 years before 10. and maturation only is just not on work or socially or economically because 14 year olds can't me. a salary. of an adult and i think. our racism that african-american women face is more systematic and that i would even venture to say we experience more sexism and racism more said in african-american males. yes she's going to come out we're ultimately over a month. we actually lost our place and. my car you know breaking down and i was unable to get to work on time so they let me go and then that's how we end up in the shelter because again if you can't get to work and pay your bills you don't you're not going to have a home so you're only supposed to be at the shelter for 3 months i am in my 3 month

span with my paycheck that i bring home i have literally enough to pay my car insurance and put gas in my car a 1000000 a lot like that's why it's so hard for me get out the shows are going on like i feel we got money to pay my car favorite going to pay rent. oh no. it's always let me call like i lost everything kind of rebuilding. we have income tax and that was able to help me get a little bit of my stuff back but that doesn't last forever as. i'm hoping that i don't lose my job my main dream is. give my own place like to own a house as my main touring is the own house and not have to go back to michelle's or like never that i'm not anything ever but not sad to go in a shelter anytime soon and i'm hoping to be able to stay in a home have them be able to at least turn 18 and be on their own and be like ok mommy was strong like mommy was able to fight through it no matter way that's

that's my enduring. it is hard i'm a it's by the grace of god i'm not by hound that i'm still floating. i cry a lie thinking oh my god i'm going to do this with another child by a i'm hoping that i never has a result into selling things but if it happens hey it happens. yeah we're gone home. i unfortunately i can't let you guys follow me to us that away because the shelter doesn't allow you guys to be there so yeah it was nice meeting you by.

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bests drugs were at her cocaine as were 4 bucks for dia and just for the. joy everybody use cocaine crack cocaine you can smoke it this is worth like 1530. 20. score came to this is about a $15.00 bet and people smoke this one bigger 2nd sweetie you don't find these drugs in any city in the united states that you walk along as you want to get about the. make money. and that's what i did every day.

but just to set a restaurant a blaze swallow a police chief quit says another african american dies at the hands. in the stories of the week protesters in seattle occupy 6 blocks of the city's. entrance to. protest the creasing militarization of the u.s. police.