because humans were geared for, you know, millions of years to build up an emotional when the communication happens within 10 milliseconds, instead of after dad, because it takes about $260.00 milliseconds just for now, if we are together in the same room, you know, this emotional bond between us is very different and is fine and she will bring this back

ah there already is or yeah, you know what? i think of it. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection . now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies,

there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us, the strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father, i compare myself to my father. for the first few with our biological family, we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots. at least not ones i'm aware of that are out of the way it was a saturday. that's what i think i do. you know, i'm going to give them a lesson in there. you know, they say we need you letting you know,

you know, say not to, you know, i don't know is getting fine. i thought it was you know, we haven't had good, you know, not the least eligible boys are not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample, get rid would not know they are one of their programs. the last boss actually represents a departure for all i know, jim blanco gets in the room with all of it was almost, i mean i'm not going to and see him. i mean, i'm sorry, i mean i was going

to be thought of the some of those who are the but it doesn't mean the squad of them and they thought, you know, until you look into the field on the board of the the, in a good look at that of them, jim of those wins and then the so no estimates of even going to be your goal of the year. so that's what about 10, because i go a little bit about the number of the ball you have, but the level of boy

that you are going to run and they're going to be a grocery store. so just for the both of you know, the more you never miss a moment from the americans, american muslims, for which ideas have been more and remembering that would be right here. this news

for us. have you seen the times about that on your campus over there? so, you know, examine them up and leave and take it all up into people to just point just out of all of the almost good, but none of them. and then all those mosque comes on a spot on the what are they going to use? the sale of the most what they are going to get that one of the one of them dishonest. but i'm going to point out, it will shock you. i would ask me, you mean, but then dave, how you don't get more. cindy was missing per day. if the mother of the ilo, rather than the obvious, has a media,

yes or no. show me that hoop that jim, but it is not ok, let me up out of the open for the interest. but i want to know one of the owners of the debate. ok. it is, and there good point is their land all my economy and we're not going to go back and some of us were to smear the numbers of young. yeah, i mean, what happened at the time? i mean, the government of the earth. yeah. i mean, people are sometimes not, i can pick up a notice see, nice, more able to see i'm some may need to sign a sort order, a mistake in the language that i mean motives to government that, you know, you are not as you know, you're not how you just be governing the snooty upper going month. i'm going to get

like, i'm happy for myself and i like to say, i'm not going to throw communally. she can get another one of the new young people going well. in theory, i think our biggest and i came out of a mechanic and senator sanders, the financial person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty back when someone doesn't want to give you something, they can destroy that something or hide it and then where do we look for it?

know when i hear more like this, i mean most of them it was, you know, i mean to me, if you don't feel you know, a lot of it moves you to that one of the chosen. but again, you're not making this the kind of person to go to feel my love and we're going to be in one of them and bush don't see them if you know what i want to see as you, you know what? i don't know. why don't i mean, gosh, how those other feeling it will. yeah. yeah. i mean, i would like even leave me and mine. i mean,

the things that are just, you know, let you know if you want, but a comment i'm going to be on call, you know, and i didn't get, i don't, you know, we have one of those you meet, you know, and you're not really understand how he would roll if he called muscle don't feed my face. i don't want, i want. but rather than the other thing, you know, you do not want to know don't or don't party because we don't see you going to see him. i don't know if i was, you know, maybe i could use it after all, how much are you laughing? i'm going to goodness

well, you know that but one of the your top rate each year, however, the yet what do you figure would have a younger do not agree with your mother. that it is inevitable that we are going to get it all going to get our body. do you go upon winning the spanish civil war? the dictator, inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene. some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. let me get on the great unknown grow. i don't know a lot about. i even yell for feaster, but i don't grow up as a fellow mentor and i'll get sick. oh said i want to last the last person,

i'd probably going to see only stars that are not on the knowledge that i see it at them and then i'll see the south on their own or their last. and i mean, you're so, but i was but it's not, i'm not quite in. they think they're slowing you and them. and then under him, in fact, the local dealer or handlers were, you know, will most, maybe cause i won't do it on a central theme with nothing but only subtle. and those see you don't go in the reverse. there is no one i thin them for want us borders, take us and they call me or anyone else's minions get on said by all of the mothers morning. i knew then and there i was off. i mean yes. going away and then you can

nominate, it doesn't assume you know your love best of your future. miller's a little shit then and me goswami from any of the you are there. and what i mean by war. so go me on the bus at us is mean older that i noticed and i think as much we know

well, you boys will pull you out of the woods with a good. is it also household keep it or don't or don't let you come up with your troops on the money because i'm not bad. but a general point about nanami

is about joining me every week on the alex salmond shill. when i'll be speaking to guest of the world of politics, sport, i'm sure. i'll see that getting everything that he had getting and then we'll be pushing our embassy to get a gun if you're going to use even some

basic stuff. but that means you take the man up and that's because i said at the local process of closing in that the most of what i went up a lot because i'm going to get a little now, but i'm not even a player. you're not, you know, those are my go on the tickle here yesterday where the mother and brother and going to have your own group on the yacht, make it on the bible for you. if there were no more,

yes or just i was going to populace and make them and bubble us can do or that i gotta have just on moment and then doesn't go on that. it will not be a hard day munda, an office and you know, another month or a little bit and that would not have one of the most of what i or our adoption of enrique viet taught us. what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request, i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old and playing with my cousins who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved their to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked

or thought about it. you know them and then maybe anything other than you know what i know you may be, you know, come on for that. i'm going up in it. when i remember the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans, the grease that saturated the old kitchen, the blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital, i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you? really? i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror. i said to myself, adopted. then i said, impossible. if i me come, we could do it over any modem board and you know,

you simply are looking at the local theater and i think that i mean some free to go see in them and they could say again, no, no way i got it. ok, heard that i'd love noise mean mother and there were anything going on in the garden this morning and this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabelle foundling her. take on iowa for me or you're going to lose that. those that are not going as that are just going on. the net and sort of going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go, but i'm not going to put them up in otherwise and i'm out of it. maybe yours are going to go up on to dunedin and when that actually will

fall or we'll get on our motto, sort of get a lot of mouth on us for bring in ken or me get a once they're good people in america for say years ago, i thought of it as the one of your 4 so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful. neither was the file that came with my birth certificate . number, any mother soloist, i listened to was there, i will get there. we'll soon be there more than a course of time. you know they're going to die while there will still no mark what i wallow in it. all a god will ever be in the area before me who can all come out of you ask about one in the school. should they be going to the me of a myriad of, on their gear, but i can get across that life has led me to this part of the lore, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital. had to be

a way to find out the biological mother's name went up. go must game, which is a must. and it is a list also look into a lot less confusion. phenol, but not on the out. he can deliver on those the mono. they don't know, and they know that i don't and they see it there. if it beyond a doubt what i meant if i mean in the 1st quarter, you give us ethical start. a lot of time in this it will be more that. i mean, they don't know something we can mean you another go, you know, get it done. they got, you know, it, they'll know we are not here. so you are looking for the really is the, it is me. oh. and follow us to the loss of

innocence by nya shaughnessy neuer get a boner front of your normal healthy are scarce by negative. but i mean you're not going to miss. i love almost nothing for about 100. that is the end of me as on thursday in those mini spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child or not. and they see if they do move when the girl, his lowest point in the brain will be also says their mother will feel missed by noon. going to someone for minda,

and i think obviously they're moving in a tent. they said they will feel they are on draw a lot. and you know what? i was only one of them that i know and they know it doesn't seem like you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could, going to her stuff for number of the first and then written those here there in the now and then we're going to medical where there's a little more cautious there or any nurse song that there are than of her i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching. one of them gave birth

in april 965, which is when my biological mom, the was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pump one color as to fit the she gave birth a month after my mother did in may, but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been. i was born in may, but it's still uncertain. why

did my mother get pregnant? why did she give me up while she tricked all forced? when did she give me up willfully? why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me? who got that money? as i can only guess, it was, she was pretty much what most of you, what you know, what a token, but it wasn't a comment that says and they but that it would as with, you know, you are going to go how you are the most or not, you know what you're talking about when we are going out, you know, i mean like you going to even know when they move with you and when you don't

accept it, i know about you. i don't know what you're going to go be most of all you're going to focus as much as you know, when it's comfortable, when you have to get off the bed itself, they will do, you know, so you know when i was gone, no, it is a reality you were going to die and i wanted w. all that much under control. if you book it was like almost all the usual, you know, you know, you're showing your mom who took on in the money, you know, sorry, get barkeep. it or no money deal has taken the end of the chicago. if you're tickled to death with it, i'm going to do me hope and i wanted to do this one thing, but i do want to look on do a google. what did i do? you know, how much the companies, whose shoes into this report now are she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of, i don't mind video to come, he said, and then he wouldn't give up for a minute of the who got her get here when i went to yemen, we have

a cousin there on the other must apply, they could get it on a push, get russia mandated media momentum, and not even the whole opposite to get out of that is don't know yet the joke. you know, she opened it up, she to reinitiate was asked and that's him. 3. i do to her. i didn't say no. i mean, in that movie, i mean you're, you're looking at, they're getting enough where you are and i don't know and then say this is just below me. said control. and i think, i mean one is so, you know, she's always going to speak. what is our national life not being with that was your, you know, and woman thought process really kind of there's, i mean, i think that i mean for a man of good luck on your own or, you know, if you don't get along well then who would be the most popular get you know, they advocate of that happening, but they don't all that love it. they're not only actually on that heavy they're down or as you can tell, i want to see for

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