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ah there are that way as to what we're asked or you know, you know what you know, i think and then i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection . now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us the strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father,
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i compare myself to my father left for 5th. with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots. at least not ones i'm aware of that are out gotten away at a monastery. that's one thing. i don't know. how do you know many of them, unless they know there are, you know, a way to unite in your own home, you know, say not to, you know, i don't know this case. and finally,
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i thought it was you know, we have a good dinner, not the least. i was replaced but i'm not yet on the was that i was able to get one in a real sample to get a drink one that i know they have one of their programs. the last boss actually requested it possible. i don't have a blanket case gets with everyone at all. it was a must. i mean i'm not going to and c, m, m, m, m, d, i mean i was the 1st so i got a few to be thoughtful. some of those who are the dozen in the squad of the and they thought, you know, until you look into the field on the board of the most,
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now i'm not that i want to be on campus lubavitchers, you know, you know nothing and leave and take it all up into the video store. you just are one of the almost, but i know they are doing all those mosque on a spot on the what i can and that is the head of the mosque, what they are going to get that one of the one of the finest. but i'm going to follow up we need a real shot in a week. i would ask you, we put in dave's outlook m.r. . cindy was missing per day if the mother of the aisle arrival in the audience has an a yes yes or no. show me that hoop that jim, but it is not ok, let me up out of the open for the interest, but i'm only one of the owners of the debate. ok,
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good. it is. their complaint is ink on their land mine illegally. and i mean, you're not going to mean that you're not going to have some of us who are to smear the numbers of young people, but i mean, what happened at the time? i mean, the governments are going to go in and part of this her. yeah, i mean, people are sometimes not, i can pick up a notice she needs more people to see. i mean, did this on your side order a mistake in the language that i mean motivated to go in to get a unanimous because you know, you know how we just got up in the snooty up again, martha going to be for us. and in our legacy, i'm not going to throw communally, she could get another one of the many young people going well in theory think and i
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get it and i came out of it and i'm getting into some of the insanity of culture that no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church, of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty when someone doesn't want to give you something, they can destroy that something or hide it. and then where do we look for it?
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you know, when i have more emotion than it was, you know, if you don't feel you know, let it move to that one of the chosen. but again, you're not making this the person to get a feel good movie in the near bush to see them if you know what i want to do, what i don't know. why don't i mean, gosh, how those other feel. it even me, me and my not exactly a just you know, let you know if you know, but a comment or, you know, and didn't get it. how do you know we have one of those you meet, you know,
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and you're not really understand how he would be my space. i don't want, i want but rather than the other thing that you are not wanting to, or don't want to see him if i was, you know, many of us i know most are going to well, i don't get a lot of it around one of the well, you know, it is that all of them you can try to break into are still under the you're going
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to be secular. we're going to, if we're going to get upon winning the spanish civil war. the dictator, inspired by the psychiatry valley her now hero, who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene. some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. let me get on the great unknown grow. i don't know that and i don't grow. and the last person of the bully got to see only stars that are not on the list. and in their absolute agreement that ailes started off on their own or their last. and i
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mean, but it's not. i know squat and they think they're slowing you and them and then recommend you know, where's your will most? maybe cause i won't do it on a central theme with a thing that only subtle and see you don't go in the reverse. there is no one has borders, take us, he would get on. but all of this from august 20 4th. and i mean that almost off. i mean, yes. going to boy, it could, you know, moment it doesn't, you know, you know, a lot of us of your future may notice the look on us at the end and make us all the
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were geared for, you know, millions of years to build up an emotional when the communication happens within 10 milliseconds, instead after that because it takes about $260.00 milliseconds just flip. now if we're together in the same room, you know, this emotional bond between us is very different inside will bring this back. seems wrong to me, new world beliefs yet to shape out disdain for the conflict as a kid. and in games from it equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart, choose to look for common ground. getting
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the whole. but then once you take the man up on that, because i said at the end, i suppose i'm in the little most of what i would consider going to get a little now, but i'm not even a player. so you're not old enough. those are on the market on the tickle her to me. mother, i'm borrowing me, brother, and going to have your own group on the yacht, make it on the bible for you. if there were no notes or more books on this, i must add more. yes or just i was going to populace and make us up. wasn't this all about i remember? well, us can do or that i gotta do you know, on top of this for me, mr. brown example of the dust on them and on my yes. and then the doesn't go on that it will not be a hot day munda and also santa there, you know,
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another month or a little bit of than that with an out of one of the most of what i or our adoption of enrique viet taught us what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request, i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins, who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe with it ever. oh, don't you know what? oh, he may be no more for that. i'm alone up in it. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. 2 the grease that saturated the old kitchen,
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the blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital. i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you? really? i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror. i said to myself, adopted. then i said, impossible. if i me come, we could do it over any motor aboard and you or you simply are just going to look at the earth. you know, i think that i mean some free to course in them and they could get it. ok, whatever love knows me mother
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they were going to think i learned in the one that i was working on this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabelle, foundling home for me, or you're going well knows that those not going as that are just going on the net and the road going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go, but another can not then or there was no model, maybe yours are going to go to dunedin and when that actually about how it will fall or not get on a lot. and i would often ask for, bring in or me get a regular wife, wants to get people in america for say, years ago, i thought of it as the how would i know you for so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful,
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neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number to me mother soloist. and then i will ok, well we'll see won't either. more than a course of, i mean are they going to die while there will still knock on wood? i wallow in it will a dog or later be in the new year before me who can all come out of yessica about one and the school should go. one of these was the need of a myriad of, i mean that the gear, but i could get across that life has led me to this part of the lore, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital had to be a way to find out the biological mother's name went up, go must claim which is a must, if it would only go. and if a list also log on to a lot less confusion, phenol,
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but not on the out. he can deliver. and this korea knows them on their own and they know that i mentioned they see it there if it beyond a doubt, but i meant every one of them in the 1st quarter, you are going to get us ethical start a lot of time in this it will be more that, i mean, they don't know. do you give me new another go, you know, get a gun. they got, you know, it, they will know we are not here. so you are lurkers with really is the it is me or us us all fairness and spine, you shaughnessy neuer get a born. it was a big on those important that your normal healthy are scarce by negative on that is me. you're not going to miss. i love almost nothing for me. it was on thursday in
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those mini spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. i don't and they see if they were going to kill, he's know it's going to come yearly in. the gumby also says their mother will feel missed by not going to some of the form in them and i think, oh yes, i see them moving on. i think you know, they've gone through a lot of and you know what? i was only one of them that i know and then we're going to similar, you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could, going to have cost us
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a number of years of accused through those in the region. those who are there in the know, and then we're going to medical where this innocent in most cases they're all and he knows that i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching. one of them gave birth in april 965, which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona on kelly as she gave birth a month after my mother did in may. but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that
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why did she give me up willfully? why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me? who got that money? the 2nd illness, it was he was primo. so what, of course, most of you, what they are going to be mostly comment that some day, but look at that one of those with, you know, you are going to go how you remember when the young ones are talking like the one we are going out tonight, i'll be right. you going to even know when they move? you don't? you know, you're going to your yeah, i'm going to be most a woman if you're going to go because one, you know them is going to get where you are going to bed itself. they will be no, no, no i was i was got no, it is
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a. yeah. you want to die. why did you all the time the angel was gone. if you book it was almost no good. no. oh, you're showing your mom what you're going to the money. you know how to get it or no money. you must take in the you know, the kick out of it. you're tickled it with a diamond your me and i want to be the last one. philip, but i do want to look into august. what did i mean? you know, i might recall, but this was sure the end of this report, no doubt she'll be going on being all of the people because like i was, i don't mind that you know to come. he said, and did he order to give up a room in a little, although there were no wonder your memory of a custom there on the other must imply that at the vigil a push to get russia mandated media momentum are not even the whole opposite. in a go get out of the storm. oh, yeah. the joke. you know, she'll be down. she too will be an issue that i'm 33. i
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didn't put in there who i didn't say no. i mean me that mean you're mean you're, you're looking good on enough with your dad. i don't know. and then said it was below me. said control when i think of it, one is so young. she's always going to speak. what is the national, i didn't know that was you all, you know, and i can woman focus on this relief and there's not any one thing that i mean for a man of good luck on your or you know for them to be the most popular among get, you know, a great advocate of that are somebody that they don't all that love it while they're not only actually on their own every day down or as you get out with a good housekeeping. i want to see
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lead you to surround us on some of these which is going to be local 0 or one group. you were pleased to see just to look at ease of lucas, which you might what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy. let it be an arms race, spearing dramatic development. the only really loses. i don't see how you will
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