i think of it, i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us, a strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father i compare myself to my father left for with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots, at least not ones i'm aware of

that i've got to make this one thing i do, you know, i'm going to give them a lesson in there are a way to letting you have to know say not enough money is given by and i thought it was 1000 and we haven't got it. you know, not the least that was always marginal on which it on the was that it would have been in of years up again. would that i know that one of that bill graham was the last and bars as he of it, but as it is, i don't guess gets it that i want it all of it was i must. i mean, i don't know. i mean, honestly, i mean,

i was just going to be thought of the, some of the school of the, the internet. it doesn't mean the squat of the you know, until, you know, content of, you know, one of the most sort of, the, in a good look at a bit of them, jim of those. and here they are. so

i noticed them once again, but you were even doing the yourself as well. but then because i go a little bit about the number of good will you have put them out of the way that you have a and

there if you know who it is or so just for the number of the more you never miss a moment from the americans on the market, most of which i discussed before and been wondering what would be right here, this huge mishap. you're seeing now i'm not that i want to be off campus able to harvest, you know, a government up and leave and take it all up and get your point. just are bought over almost, but i know they are doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to give us a hell of the most what they are going to get that one of the one of the finest. but i'm going to follow

one point and we'll stop you. can we put in dave's outlook m.r.? cindy was missing part of the if the mother of the ilo rather leave his house in iraq is so nocioni that nuke that jim. but it is not ok, let me up out of the open for the interest, but i wanted one of the owners of the debate. ok to do this when their complaint is singletary was only numb to realize it was not obama's good even if they make it up and going to you're not going to like it. but some of us would sure know it becomes a smear the numbers. yeah. but i mean, what happened at the time?

i mean, all governments are going to go in part of this birth. yeah, i mean, people are sometimes not, i can put up a notice finis, more people to see. i'm from maine, did this on your side order a mistake in the language that i mean were you going to get or you are not because you know, you're not how you just get up in the snooty uppercut month and i guess like, i'm happy for us and in our legacy, i'm not going to throw communally, she could be an unorthodox, you could have one of the many young people going well in theory. i think you know it and i came out of a mechanic and it seemed as though in santa claus that no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope,

i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church or precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it. and then where do we look for it or were nicer when i don't live very much in delusion. amalia, the hoagland, i'm in the middle model or that those don't feel much more important to me if you don't feel you know or learned that one of the judges, but again and you know me at one another, it is the person to get

a feel my love and look, they're going to be in one of their number to push to see them if you know what i'm actually going to do, you know what i don't know. why don't i me guys how those the holy to me mother if i don't feel it will. yeah. yeah. you know, they're like even leave me even when i think the things that are just you know that if you put a condom i'm going to be on call your mother and i didn't get it. how do you know we have one of those you meet, you know, and you're not really understand how he would really think don't feed my face. i don't want, i want but rather than the other thing, i know you don't want the born again or not want to know don't or don't party because we don't want their family members have to convert us and see, you know, some guys who don't even know she's going to him

i don't know about, you know about, you know, if i was, you know, that no woman abuse after all, how much are rough and what i don't get, am i going to goodness well, you know, if there's that, but one of them, your temporary, e.g. are still under the, you're going to be secular. and you're going to do, i'm going to forward your mother. you know that. you think, you know, i mean, you're going to get it or you're going to stop it. do you come upon winning the spanish civil war? the dictator, inspired by the psychiatry is no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that

spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene. some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. they may get on their own no longer or i don't know a lot about feaster, but i don't drop out as a fellow mentor. and the last person of the bully, guys are going to start their own minister on the knowledge that i see it at them. and then i'll see satan olimpia it off on their own or their last. and i mean, you're so, but i was, but as you know, i'm not quite in the thing when there's a law and you and them. and then under him, in fact the local deal or the laws were, you know, will most maybe cause i was to be honest and i was the only father and that only

suddenly put him there. police and lawyers say you don't call him the worst there is no one i thin them for want us borders. take us he were not as many as get on said by others from others. morning i knew then and there i was off. i mean yes. going away and then the horse nominated, consequent doesn't us us, you know, your lot of us, of your future mirrors, the look on us at the end. and we got on the forming of the you are going to miss about war. so go me on the bus at us as mean older than us. and i think ultimately, you know, join me every 1st day on the alex salmond show and i'll be speaking to guest of the world of politics, sports business,

i'm sure business. i'll see you then don't walk by wagon anymore, but i will go on for you boys will pull you out of a good mouth and they would have it and i didn't if we were boys. but the good is it also helps home on a punishment to keep it or don't or don't let you come up to the group. come on in about the holonomy. have them have the gum and the money on because i'm a number of those who know but own november of it. if i stick by them that i don't know what about it,

but i have the only thing it is about that's good. there's survival guide, book stacie, just like all i'm going to start simply have to travel all the service. be sure it's still there. are you going to get back home after all? it's no good. says a repatriation scheme. forget the rest of 7 years to build a separate large kaiser board. dance was dank, you had here you may copy any way you look like it would if you don's must get enough book as a comedian, a composer a good mother would come to this. it is a lunatic. you can go google of mere hire,

somebody that come with us from the museum, look up in the times will do the jobs and all that as of the young. and that's going to need to get 70 2000000 votes. not ever really. what's going to come back by milan and all the bad books about about one or you'll get the government are part of a lot of good will get you and it's a comment about the buying. even if you going to get some of the monkey, it's going to

go to the really pushing our embassy or get it done because you're if it's not that into you take the lead in a book on that because i said at the end, i suppose i'm in the rhythm, which is what i want up, because i want to get a little numb, but i love it. i love playing you. not those

are on the market on the local heard yesterday where the mother i'm borrowing me, brother, and going to leave. you're going to go on the yeah, make it on to buy it off. i said, oh no, it's more vocal on this. i must make more. yes or just i was going to pop at us and make us up this all about. i remember, well us can do or that i gotta, you know, on top of the show minister, but i thought about it just on home and on. my yes and then you know, doesn't go on that. it will not be a hard day munda falseness. and you know, another month or a little bit of than they would have done. and i had one of the most of what i or our adoption of enrique viet taught us. what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request,

i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old and playing with my cousins who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe with it over and then you know, one of the you maybe, you know, come on for the what am i going up? and when i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans, the grease that saturated the old kitchen, the blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital, i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came

up was who well, you really? i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror. i said to myself, adopted. then i said, impossible. if i me come, we could do it over any motor aboard and you or you simply are looking at the local theater and i think that i mean some free to go see in them and they could get it. ok, who are good at law knows me mother and they were in the thing going in the one that i was working on this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabel, foundling home for me or you're

going to lose that, those not you know, that are just going on that. i mentioned the other going to literature and then you make a lot then go, but i'm not there and not then or there was no mother to me because i'm going to go back to dunedin when that actually how it will fall or not get on. i get a lot of mouth as if i bring in a regular wife once they get an american for say, years ago, i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful. neither was the file that came with my birth certificate . number. any mother soloist, i listened to was there. i will get there. we'll see. won't be there more than a classic winner. i mean, i want to die while there will still no mark when i wallow in it all. a god will ever be in the new year before me who can all come out of us if you buy that one at

the school should be one of these. and it was the need of a myriad of other the gear, but i could get across that life has led me to this part of the lore, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital to have to be a way to find out the biological mother's name went up, go must claim which is a must if it would only go and look at this. also look into a lot less confusion. phenol, but not on doubt. he can deliver and this korean knows them on their own and they know that i don't and they see it there if it beyond a doubt, but i meant every one of them in the 1st quarter, you are going to get us ethical start. a lot of time in this

it will be more that, i mean, they don't know something we can mean you another though, you know, good exam and they want, you know, it, they will know we are not here. so you are as though it is me or us shaughnessy noir, the instigator born in front and back and no melvin to scare us by negative. that is me are not going to miss. i love almost nothing for the end of me in those mean spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it. if

they were falsely registered as their biological child, i don't, and they see if they were going to come here live in the gumby also says their motto, finished by noon we're going to form in them. and i think obviously the movie, you know, 10 this year they've gone through a lot of and you know what? i was only one of them that i know and they know it doesn't seem like you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could. going to her costar slumbering abuse of the east room 1st and then written those here. they're in the now and then we're going to medical where this innocent in most cases they're all in enough song that they're on a small end. i've

met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching. one of them gave birth in april 965, which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona 3 or 4. women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been. i was born in may, but it's still uncertain if why

did my mother get pregnant? why did she give me up? was she tricked all forced? or did she give me up willfully? why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me? who got that money? the 2nd, their own lives it was he was pretty much the only one of course, most of you what we're talking about the mostly comment that says something,

but look at that. i would close with a look. you know, you're going to go to you. remember when the young ones are talking like the one we are going out tonight, i'll be right. you can honestly don't know when they must be done to stop it. i know about you. i don't know about, you know, the, i'm going to go. but most of all, if you're going to talk as much as you know that it's going to get where you are going to bed. it's all they will your know how you are and i would got no, it is a yeah, you want to die. why did you all who attend the angel was gone? if you book there was no mass. no. good. no. oh, you're showing your mom what you're going to marry. you know how to get it or not many you must take in the the hca if you're tickled it was with a diamond your, me and i want to rush one thing. but i do want to look into

a google. what did i mean? you know how my local press was shrewd into this report? no doubt she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of doggerel by video to come, he said, and then he would give up women or the who got us get here. when i went to yemen, we have a cousin there on the other must apply, they could get it on a push, give me a momentum, and not even the whole opposite to get out of this. don't know yet the joke. you know, she opened up she to reinitiate or lack of that 1003 i do to her who want to dance. you know, i mean, is that mean, you mean you're, you're looking for senator getting enough where you are and i don't know and then say this is just below me. said control when i didn't want to use or you know, she was always going to speak. what is the national have not been with that was, you know, you know, and i can woman focus on this relief and there's, i mean, i think that i mean for a man of good luck on your own or, you know,

if you don't get along well then don't be the most popular move yet, you know, they advocate out that that was happening, that they don't all that love it. they're not only actually on that heavy, they're down to go up as you can. i want to see world is driven by shaped by snow day thinks we dare to ask

you to feel welcome. you called a memory a little bit in august when you're watching closer up on the board with the novel in unison. you lose it in you. but i'm still playing you yes, yes. my long and stuff. do you really believe in any of these? which wouldn't be on the local, which is based on what goes on with your leanings lead to such a look at your bullshit. i look at you look as i watch you,

that it would always be polite, never engage with a negative, a good or competent. don't get into any conversation or start answering questions. just ask for an attorney to survive and definitely don't want to jump ship one cups. you're more likely to walk free if you're rich or if you're poor and you've got 2 eyes, 2 ears and one mouth. so you should be seen here and a whole lot more in your sand. if you don't take that advice, easy going to dig yourself a hole. in

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