or, you know, you know, me, you know, i think of it i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection . now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us, the strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father, i compare myself to my father left for with our biological family, we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots. at

least not ones i'm aware of that i got to make that's what thing i do, you know, i'm going to give them a lesson in there. you know, they really letting you know who they don't know, say not to, you know, i don't know which case imbibing. i thought i was going and we haven't got it. you know, not that it is, that was always rational on which it on the was that it was at that one in of years up against that course. no,

they are one of their programs. the last boss actually reported as a departure for all i know, jim bianco, case gets it and when it all it was almost, i mean i know nothing about and c, m, i mostly, i mean i was going to be thought of the some of those who are of the, the internet it doesn't mean the squat of the you know, until you are confronted with, you know, both of them there with the, in a good look at a bit of them to most those unfamiliar so

no estimates of even even your soliah as well, but because i go a little bit about each of the numbers, the boy you have put them above

for that poor got out and they're going to do it a grocery store. so just for the amount of the more, you know, commitment from the americans on the market, most of them is for them, which obviously has been $100.00 up would be right here. this huge must have seen now i'm sorry about that on your campus over there. so, you know, you know nothing and give us a good time and people wanted your story. you just are bought over almost, but now they are doing all those mosque on the spot on the what are they going to

use? the sale of the mosque, what they are going to get that one of the one of the finest. but i'm going to follow one point and we'll try and we put in dave's outlook m.r. . cindy was missing part. they have other of the as well arrival as has been a yes. yes or no. show me that knew that jim put it on ok. let me up out of the open and look in his car. oh no one has the debate. ok to get a squint. their complaint is singletary and it was only intimate. they reacted positively. obama, even if it was going to be a big and going to get and looking at some of the viewers who are

turano, that smear the knuckles of fear on me. when i haven't had it happen, i thought i am going to import of this birth. yeah, i mean, people are, sometimes not, i can be up and out us see nice more able to see, i mean, did this on your side order a mistake in the language? i mean, most of you meant that, you know, you are not because, you know, you're not how we speak of them the snooty up again, martha monica's look, i'm happy for us and in our legacy, i'm not going to throw communally. she could get another secret of one of the many young people going well in theory. i think our biggest and i came out of it and i get the simplest example of a culture that no

person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid will dig up something very dirty when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it. and then where do we look for it or were nicer when our delusion amalia, them in their middle model. a lot of those e-mail here on freedom are more important to me if you don't feel you know,

let it move to that one of your american know this, this to me kind of person to get a feel my love and when they're going to be in one of their number to push to go see them if you know what i'm actually going to say as you do, you know what? i don't know. why don't i mean, gosh, how those my mother if they feel it should happen and you know they're like even owe me money. me, me and mine. i think the exact, just you know that if you put a condom, i'm going to be on call your mother and i didn't get, i don't, you know, we have one of those you meet, you know, and you're not really understand how he would have all if he called muscle to feed my space. i want, i want every month. but rather than the other things as i go, you know what i mean, people who don't have the bargain are not going to know or don't. partly because we don't know if their numbers are that

are going to see, you know, some guys who don't even know she's going to say they are not ready. i don't know about you know, what if i was one that no woman abused? after all, how much are you laughing and why you don't get, am i going to goodness, well, you know, you use that, but one of the you can tolerate eating are stronger, that you're going to use regularly. and you know what i'm going for in, you know, my internet usage. i mean, you're going to, you're going to stop it, do you? we're gone

upon winning the spanish civil war. the dictator, inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene. some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. they may get on the grid and no longer or they don't know a lot about it and i don't grovel is a fairly well meant that it was the last person i'd probably going to see only stars that are not on the list and there are sort of them, and i'll say it and i have it on their wall or their last and i mean there's that, but it's not i know squat and they think there's a law in the area and them and then recommend war

and the laws were maybe cause i was out to get on a central theme with the thing that only startle him and say you don't call him the worst there is no one has borders to us. he would also get on this mother's morning there and there are a lot of, i mean yes, he could be nominated and doesn't you know, your lot of us are your future and make us army from your gear or so go me on the bus at us as mean older than an interest, and i think ultimately, you know,

but the demick know certainly no border is just blind to nationalities. as a march, we don't observe the we do a back seat. the whole world beats to the chief judge of comedy crisis, at least this time to time. so we can do better. we should everyone is contributing each of our own way. but we also know that this crisis not go on forever. the challenges crave the response has been masked. so many good people are helping us. it makes us feel very proud that we are in it together.

don't walk by wagon anymore, but i'll go on. or yours will pull you out of the mouth of those who would have it and i didn't do. it will always be the good. is it just the house home on a couch and a little bit in the deep that are done or done much you people come up looking to do through come on genyen mountain about the name of the maggot that grama the money on his. i'm not bad with the internet, but oh, november a bit of a sick dies of them. they're down to the point about on it and is about

to join me every day on the alex simon. chill, and i'll be speaking to guest of the world of politics, sport. i'm sure. i'll see of that. you know getting everything and then we'll be pushing our campus. you're going to see if you're going to use even

some basics of it but then once you take the meeting up on that, because i said at the end, i suppose i'm in the middle of the most of what i would consider going to get a little now, but i'm not if i look like you're not old enough, is the guy on the tickle her mother and brother and going to see the you're going to make it on the bible for your 3rd or no? no. to more yes or just i was going to populace and make

them and bubble ass can do or that i gotta be just on moment and then doesn't go on that it will not be how they munda and also send their you know, another month or so than they would have had one of the most of what i or our adoption of enrique viet taught us. what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request, i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved their to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked or thought about it, you know them and then maybe anything other than you know,

one of the oh maybe you know, come on foot, i'm going up and it would have remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. 2 the grease that saturated the old kitchen, the blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital. i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you? really? i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror. i said to myself, adopted. then i said, impossible. if i me come, we could do it over any modem, board and or you simply are looking at the local theater. and i think that i mean

some free to course in them. and they could say again, no way i got it. ok hook at la knows me mother and they were going to think i learned in the one that i was working on this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabelle, foundling home. go to confront or do it then one knows that those that are not, not going as that are just going on. the net and the women are going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go, but i'm not that they know i was broken and i'm out of it. maybe yours are going to go back to dunedin and when that it's all about how it will fall or the kid on the malo sort of get a lot of mouth as for bring me good. no,

i want to get people in america for say years ago, i thought of it as the one i know, you know for so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful. neither was the file that came with my birth certificate . number, i mean mother soul or stylus or t. was there. i will. ok. will be able to either more than a cossack will know. i mean, are they going to die while there will still no mark? what i wallow there, they call it god will ever be in the year before me who can all come out of you ask about one at the school. should they be going to the me, of a myriad of, i mean that they get it. but i could get across that life has led me to this part of the law, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital had to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up,

must claim which is the most it would and it was a list also look into a lot less confusion phenol than all of the theory, but not on the out. he can deliver on those the mono. they don't know anything more that i don't and they see it there. if it beyond a doubt the government, if i mean in the 1st quarter, you are going to get us ethical star level. i mean this, it will be more that, i mean, they don't know if there is something we can mean, you know, another go, you know, get a gun, they will, you know, it, they'll know we are not here. so you are as though it is me or us and it's by no shaughnessy noise and get

a born in front on those important back and no middle finger scariest by negative media. and i'm going to miss i love almost nothing for about 100. that is, the end of me was on thursday in those mini spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it. if they were falsely registered as their biological child, i wrote and they see if you move in the bramble, they'll only be also says their mother with you on the spine. you're going to model for minda, and i think you're moving on, you know,

10th and lord, i was only better than them. i know, and they were similar, you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could, going to her stuff for a number in your views on the first limit and those here there in the now and then we're going to medical where there's a little bit more cautious there or any. yes, there are national end. i've met many mothers from santa isabel who is searching. one of them gave birth in april 965, which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers

a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona on color as to fit the she gave birth a month after my mother did in may, but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been. i was born in may, but it's still uncertain. why

did my mother get pregnant? why did she give me up? was she tricked or forced? why did she give me up willfully? why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me? who got that money? as i can only guess, it was, he was pretty much what most of you, what you know, what a token, but it wasn't a comment that says i may but that it would because we will go, you know, you're going to go. so you remember when the young one trick or 2, when we are going out tonight, i'll be right. you can honestly don't know in case you haven't, i am going to go pretty much whom you're going to run because one is going to

comfortable when you have to get off the bed it's, you know, they will be no, no, no, no, we've got no it is a reality here. we're going to die. why did w. all that much under control come? if you book it was because of myself. you know, you're showing you how much you're going to the money. you know how to get her, get it, or no money deal has taken the you know, the kick out of it. keep your composure with it. i'm going to you me hope that i'm one of the last one film. but i do want to look on do a google, what did i mean? you know how my little bit is, who's sure of this it, but me and no doubt she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of, i don't mind that he ought to come, he said, and then he would give up women or the who got her get here. we don't want to get married yet. gus, i never met my husband by that could believe it or

a pushkin russian man. did me a moment, man. not even the whole opposite to get out of this. don't know yet the joke, you know, she'll be down, she too will be in is your lap. oh, that's on 1003. i do put in there who want to dance. you know, i mean, is that mean you're mean you're, you're looking at, they're going to meet up with your dad. i don't at all convinced this is the spirit of my said control when i think of it. one is so, you know, she's always going to get a good spirit. what is the national, i've not been with that was you all, you know, and i can woman focus on this relief and there's, i mean, i did that. i mean, for a member of that last one to long or you know, for them to be the most popular who get, you know, they advocate out that that was happening, that they don't all that love it. they're not only actually on that. and i think they're down to go up as you get out, we could get housekeeping. i want to discuss them. see

it's certainly being isolated. it's not good for you. not good for your general free status may make you more infected this hole. so the issue of clusium units with both a co bona fide a says if you're not saying it's all, suppose you may be more toll free to shoot you in the future. so i certainly do not think oh, good for people. and that's very bad for people's mental

i'm not up on the board with the looting you put some nice to meet you to surround us on and some of the local solutions that you would do. it means you lucas. i wish you the truth here. carefulness sells

them one by wagon that he will go on or you will pull you out of the mouth of this one a bit and i didn't we will always be the good is the only one to offer house. hold on a promise, he keep it or don't know, don't let you come up with you through the night about all i live in the man with the gum and the money on his i'm not bad with the internet, but oh november. did i say i give them their genital like about not me, but i have it, and it is about its

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