or, you know, you know, well, you know, i think of it i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection . now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us, the strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father, i compare myself to my father left for with our biological family, we have branches. i'm like

a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots, at least not ones i'm aware of that. i mean, that's what i think i do. you know, i'm going to give them a lesson in their you know, they way to you living it up. you know, it's a nod to, you know, i don't know which gives him. finally i thought it was 1000. and we haven't got it. you know, not that he's, that was always rushing around, watch it on the, was there it would have been in

a real simple get rid would not know that one of the people graham was the last boss actually reported as a departure for all i know jim bianco just gets it there and when it's all of it was almost, i mean i know nothing about and see him. i'm assuming that's not just going to be thought of the some of those who are of the dozen in the squad of the no until you know about, you know, one of them there who's going to. 'd be in a good look at that of them film of those and the thing that i thought

so no estimates of evil is doing good. but even better because i go a little bit about each of the number of the boy who have put them above

boy that you are going to run and they're going to it's a resort. so just for those who know the more, you know, commitment from the americans on american muslims for which ideas have been more and remembering that would be right here. this news must have been a scene. now i'm glad that i watched you on campus of obama recently. you know a government up and give and take it all happened, people wanted your story just are bought over almost,

but now they are doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to just ahead of the mosque? what they are going to get there, one of the, one of the finest, but i'm going to follow one point and we'll see, i mean, we put in dave's outlook m.r. . cindy was missing part. they have other of the aisle arrival as has any yes. yes. or no, show me that hoop that jim, but it is not ok, let me up out of the only people in the interest, but i'm only going to one as the g.o.p. don't get good at this point. their complaint is single. there are a lot of issues on leno. they realize a lot of obama's initiatives eagerly.

and i mean, you're not going to mean that you're not going to have some of us who are turano, that smear the knuckles of your own. yeah, i mean, what happened at the time? i mean, all governments are going to go in part of the earth. yeah, i mean, people are sometimes not i can pick up a lot of us feel nice. more able to see us may need to sign a sort order, a mistake in the language that i mean motives to government that you know, you are not as you know, i'm not how he does be going to the sunni upper to month. i'm going to be for and analogously, i'm not going to throw communally, she can get another one of the new young people gamble in theory, i think, and i get it and i came out of it and i get the simplest example of a culture that

no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church, of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid will dig up something very dirty when someone doesn't want to give you something, they can destroy that something or hide it. and then where do we look for it or were nicer when our more delusional. amalia, the hoagland, i'm in the middle, moderate. a lot of those. that means you don't feel

that one of the chosen. but again, this the person to get a feel for bush to go see them if you know what i'm actually going to do, you know what, i don't know. why don't i mean because how those other feel it even leave me me and i know exactly just you know that if you put a comment, i'm going to call your mother and i didn't get it. how do you know we have one of those you meet, you know, and you're not really understand how he will not feed my space. i want i want every month. but rather than the other thing, you know, you are

not wanting to see him if i was you know, medical use well you don't get a lot of it out of the out of your years. but more of them you can't operate. e.g. are stronger that you're going to be secular. we're going to, if we're going to get

upon winning the spanish civil war. the dictator, inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene. some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. let me get on the great unknown grow. i don't know a lot about it and i don't grow as a fellow mentor. and the last person of the bully going to go is those that are not on the nose and they're upset at them. and then else off on their own or their last and i mean what if not, i know squat and they think there's a law in them and then recommend fatheads the local deal or you know,

where's your will most many course do it on a central theme with a thing that only subtle and see you don't go in the reverse. there is no one has borders to us and there you were not as ninoska. symbologist mother this morning. i knew that i mean that i was off. i mean, there's going to be host, he could, you know, moment it doesn't a few years, you know, you know, a lot of us of your future may notice the look on us at the end and make us on the filming of the you can go to me on the bus at the 6 mean older that i noticed and they seem close, which we know bank

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take you to get us home that little that the image of what books are about when nobody will change it

or yours will pull you out of the woods, but the good news is, the deeper that you come up with you through on not about the money, the numbers and the number of those who know, but only rise of them the like about not me. but i will mean is, has it, and it is about is your media a reflection of reality?

in a world transformed what will make you feel safe from isolation or community? are you going the right way or are you being led? so direct. what is true? what is faith in the world corrupted? you need to descend to join us in the depths or a maybe in the shallowness that

me to be pushing our embassy. you're going to see if you're somebody but that means you take the lead, not they're good. at it and goes into the locomotive would own up. i'll get someone to look at

you not just go on the local me mother and brother and going to have your own group on the yacht, make it on the bible for you or no, no, to more years or just i was going to populace and make us, all of us can do or that i got on top of this for me, mr. bond. i have doubled the dust on him and all my years and then doesn't go on that. it will not be how they munda, an office, and you know, another month or a little bit. and then with one of the most afford for our adoption of enrique via tortoise. what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request,

i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old and playing with my cousins who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe anything other than you know what? oh maybe you know, come on foot, i'm going up and it would have remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans, the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital. i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself.

the 1st feeling that came up was who are you? really? i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror, i said to myself, adopted then i said, impossible. if i me come, we could do it over any modem. the board in or you simply are looking at the local theater and i mean some free to course in them and they could get it. ok, who are good at law knows me mother you know anything going on in the garden this morning and this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabelle, foundling home. go to confront me or do it

then one knows that those that are not going as that are just going on that i mentioned the women are going to turn now and then he may call up then go, but i'm not that i cannot then otherwise and i'm out of it, maybe yours are going to do nothing and when that it's all about how it will fall or a new kid on a model. oso get a lot of mouth as for bring in or me get a i want to get people in america for say years ago, i thought of it as the how would i know you're for so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful. neither was the file that came with my birth certificate . number to me mother. so last i listened to, was there a local will be able to either more than a cossack will know. i mean, are they going to die while there will still no mark? what i wallow there, they call it god will ever be in the area before me who can all come out of you ask

about one and the school should be going to the me of a myriad of gear, but i could get across that life has led me to this part of the law, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital. to have to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up, must claim which is a must, if it would. and it was also looked on to a lot less confusion phenol than all of the theory, but not on the audi. and then a variant on the human where this korean, there's the mono, they don't know anything more that i don't and they see it there. if it beyond a doubt, but i meant everyone, i mean in the 1st quarter, you are going to get us ethical start

a level. do you notice how dull and i mean this, it will be more that, i mean, they don't know if there is something we can name you another though, you know, get a gun, they call, you know, it, they'll know we are not here. so you are as though it is me or us sean, i see noise and get a born in front of those important back and normal healthy are scarce by negative media. and if your knowledge of almost nothing for me was on thursday in those mini spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if

they were falsely registered as their biological child or not. and they see their movement in the blood. bramble gumby also says their mother with you on the spine, you're going to model for minda. and i think obviously you're moving on, i think, you know, they've gone through a lot of canned lot. i was only one of them that i know and they know it doesn't seem like you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could, going to her stuff for a number of years on the first militant as you're there in the now and then we're going to medical where there's a little bit more cautious there or any new song that there

i've met many mothers from santa isabel who is searching. one of them gave birth in april 965, which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pump one color as to fit the she gave birth a month after my mother did in may, but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been. i was born in may, but it's still uncertain. why

did my mother get pregnant? why did she give me up? was she tricked or forced? why did she give me up willfully? why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me? who got that money?

as i can only guess, it was she was pretty much the only one. most of you what, you know, what a token, but it wasn't a government that says and they, but that it would because we will go, you know, you're going to go to your producer one of your one trick or 2 when we are going out tonight. i'll be right, you can honestly even knowing that most of you are going to be, i'm going to go pretty much whom you're going to go because money is going to come from where you have to get off the bed. it's, you know, they were no, no, no, no, no, no, we've got no, it is a reality. you are going to die. why did w. all that much under control come? if you book it was because of myself. you know, you're showing your money, you know. sorry, get barkeep, it or no money deal has taken the end of the chicago. it keep your composure that

i'm going to you me hope and i want to be the last one, 3rd, but i do want to look on do a google. what did i mean? you know how my little bit is? who's sure of this report me on. you know, as he'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of, i don't mind that he ought to come, he said, and then he wouldn't give up for a minute of the whole the program here wouldn't want to get married yet. gus, i never met my husband by that could believe it or a pushed him on and did media momentum and that even the whole opposite. going to get out of this. don't know yet, the joke she to reinitiate. well, that's 1003, i didn't put in there to then say, no, i mean is that mean, you mean you, you're looking at the good enough for you that i don't at all. convinced this is the spirit of my city consuelo, when i think of it, one is so, you know, she's always going to speak. what is a national, i've not been there that was you all, you know, and i can woman focus on this relief and there's, i mean, i didn't that,

i mean for a member of that last one to long or, you know, for them to be the most popular move yet, you know, they advocate out that that was happening, that they don't all that love it. they're not only actually on that and it is their down to go up as you keep it up with a good housekeeping. i want to discuss them. see it's certainly being isolated, it's not good for your mental health. not good for your general. for coal status may make you more when you get infected, this also the issue of cross immunity, with both the co bonafide misses. if you're not saying it's all, suppose you may be more to solves,

toll free to shoot you in the future. so i certainly do not think drop down a good through people's health and that very bad for people's mental health laws. if you're born into a poor family, if you're born into a minority family, if you're born into a family that only has a single parent that really constrains your life, chances people die. going into generational poverty into the fight every day to meet your needs and the needs of your family.

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