many painting a less than rosy image for the remainder of 2021 which will likely lead to a continuation of restrictions in some form all of which will take a serious toll on germany's ruins peter all of a. you know one good thing about our dear old human race versus the breeds engineer it is they say you see it time and time again and i keep a close eye on what's happening armenia flood stories interesting you today on our site r.t. dot com with our regular updates for the next 4 hours i can tell you that out of course we're talking about so much more as well but for now this friday morning kevin oh in signing off if you have to watch the blog it's 13 minutes past the hour 30 and 30 seconds to be precise the late for work now goodbye.

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there are there a as. to what we're asked. or yeah you know me but you know. i think of it. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us the strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father. left for.

with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of. that are out gotten away at me. that's one. thing i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there are you know not a way to unite in your own home. you know say. not to you know i don't know this case and finally i thought it was.

we haven't got a good dinner not the least i was replaced but i'm not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample get rid would not. know they have one of their programs she launched as even partially to push up well i don't have blanket gets with everyone at all it was almost i mean i'm not going to and c m i mostly i mean i just. got a few to be thought of the some of those who are of the. dozen in the squad of the . and if you know until you look into the field on the board of the. most 'd the in a good. look at that of them to most those and. then the. so

no estimates of even doing. yourself. as well but. because i go all the little bit about each of the number of. the boys you have put them above.

boy that. you are going to. marry. me we're. going to be a good story or so just. for the both of you know the more you know commitment from the americans and american muslims for them which obviously has been more and remembering what would be right here this huge. mishap i mean you see i'm. not i'm not at all you'll have to say we're going to reduce you know a government up and give us a good time and. people can just point and just keep our ball over

almost but i know they are. doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to use the sale of the mosque what they are going to. get that one of the one of the finest but i'm going to. get it. we need a real shot at me we gotta meet him we put in dave's outlook m.r. cindy was missing per day if the. other of the aisle arrival is the obvious has any yes yes or no she told me that i knew that. jim but it is not ok let me up out of the open for the interest but i'm only going to. get there is. their complaint is their land.

mine. illegally and i mean you're not going to mean that you're not going to like. some of us who are to. smear the numbers of you on your program but i mean what happened is that. i mean the government. of this birth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up a notice he needs more people to see i mean did this on your side order a mistake in the language i mean most of you see them and think you know you got an oscar you know and you know how he does be go up in the snooty upper going month i'm going to get some of the thought process and and i like to say i'm not going to throw. she could get another one of the new young people gamble in theory i think our. get it and the name out of it and i get the same as the. santa clause that.

no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it. you know when i heard more. like i said the most and then it was you know. i'm in

the middle. of and if you don't feel. you know let it move to that one of. the chosen but again you're not making this the. person to go to feel my love and we're going to. be in one of their. number to push to see them if you know what i'm actually. going to do you know what i don't know why don't i mean gosh how those. other feel it. and you know they're like even owe me money me me and my not even the exactly a just you know let you know if you know but a comment i'm going to be on call you know and i didn't get i don't you know we have one of those you meet you know and you know. understand how he would have all the time feed my space i want i want every month but rather than the other thing i know you.

are not wanting to. see. him. i don't know about you know. why if i was you. know maybe i could use it after all how much are. you going to goodness. well. that all of the you are temporary. on to the yes what do you figure would have a younger demographic when. you sort of pull.

it off they're going to get a pretty good year to go. upon winning the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry valley hoda hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others were already pregnant. let me get on the grid no longer oh i don't know a lot about feaster but and i don't drop out as a fellow mentor and i'll get sick oh said i want to last it was the last person i'd probably going to see only stars that are not on our list and in their absolute agreement that i'll sit and give all that off on their own or their last and i mean you're so but i was but it's not i'm not quite in they think when they're slowing.

you down i think you and them and then recommend fatheads the. local deal or. candles were you know will most maybe cause the i won't. do it on a central theme with a thing that only subtle. and those see you don't go in the reverse. there is no one i thin move forward us borders take us and go mia. he would also get on this mother's warning i knew. then and there i was off i mean the escanaba and then the horse he could not comment it. doesn't us us you know your lot of us of your future millers the look on us at the end. only from you know. when we suppose. to meet you on the bus at us is mean older than us and they seem close much we know

. when a traumatic changes us literally it causes a chemical change in our d.n.a. and this changes the way or genes function sometimes for generations. since it either a boy doesn't. come along with everything they've paid for them is going to the both of us he might be a threat to let me do so isn't a. threat you've got to. get back you're not just the type there's a pending. me in the next just tons of mom i'm going to have. been. used in feel good in the interview to how little

melodramas doesn't it putting together with the little. person i. am just your comments you are to. her news even.

but aren't you taking the lead in a book on that because. i said at the. informal process of closing in the middle of the most of what i want up because i'm going to get a little not a lot in my lap like. you're not. those of a moment on the tickle her yesterday where the mother i'm borrowing me by the way and we get. going here you're going to go on the yeah make it on to buy it off i said oh no no to. more yes or just i was going to pop at us and make us up was this all about i'm glad i'm a bubble ass can do or that i gotta on top of the show minister about an example of just on women don't have yes and then you doesn't go on that it will not be how they munda falseness and. you know them on the net. a little bit

of than them would. not have one of the most afford. or our. adoption of enrique via tortoise what is this i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind i was 8 years old i never asked or thought about it. you know them and them maybe no. method other than you know what i know you may be normal for what am i going up and when. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin

saying without malice they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who i. really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said impossible if i me come we could do it over any modem the board in or you simply are looking at the local theater. and i think that i mean some free. to course in them and they could get it ok what i love. most me mother. there were anything i learned in the garden was reading the news.

2 first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place of birth was the center isabelle foundling home. for me or you're going well knows that those that are not going as that are just going on the net and the. women are going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go but i'm not that. they know there was no mother to maybe you're going to go. on to do not even when that actually. will fall or get on a. lot of mouth as for bring in or me get a regular wife once they get. an american for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth

certificate. number to me mother so lawyer. and then i will ok well we'll see won't either more than across a corner i mean we're going to die while there will still knock on wood i wallow in it all a god will ever be in the new year before me who can all come out of us if you buy that one and the school should be going to. as the need of a myriad of on their gear but i could get across that. life has led me to this part of the lore which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. i had to be away to find out the biological mother's name. went up go must game which is a must. and. it was also looked on to a lot. less confusion phenol than all of the theory but not on the out in the area

and on the human where this korean there's the mono they. don't. know and they know . that i mentioned they see it there if it beyond a doubt but i meant every one of them in the 1st quarter you. give us ethical start a level. and i mean this it will be more that i mean they don't know do you. give me new another go do you know get a gun they got you know it. they'll know we are not here so your outlook is worth really is mia. and. us. unison hispania shaughnessy noir the instigator born in. front. of them back in the middle of your scariest by negative on that is me you're not going to miss i love almost nothing for a while to hide that is the end of me in those mean.

to respond yards out there who might happen to resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. they said they were going to delay his notice by not coming early in the bramble. gumby also says their motto finish by noon we're going to model when they're going to get one for minda and i think obviously they're moving on you know 10 this year . they've. gone through a lot of and you know what i was only one of them that i know and they know it. doesn't. seem like you know and they know it get i loath to get in there as we

could going to hurt or stuff slumbering abuse of a keystroke 1st. and then letting those who are there in the know and then we're going to medical we're this innocent in most cases there are warning us that there are national in. i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona on coleus to fit the. she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that

month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but. it's still uncertain if. why did my mother get pregnant why did she give me up was she tricked or forced why

did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me who got that money. the 2nd illness it was he was primo so. most of you what what took him by talking with me comment that says something but look at that one of. those with a look you know you're going to go to you remember when the young ones are talking like the one we are going out tonight i'll be right you going to even knowing they must be done to stop it i. don't want your young going to nobody was a woman if you're going to go because one ask you know them is going to get where you are. going to bed itself they were. going oh no no no i would got no it is a yeah you want to die why did you all who attend the angels gone if you book it

was like oh my. goodness oh you're showing your mom what you're going to the money you. know how to get it or no money you must take india because it could your ticket it was worth it on money you owe me hope. and i want to be the last one to put up but i do a google what did i mean you know i might look old but it was sure into this. being of the people because like i was gonna go by and video to come he said and that he would give up for a minute although. there were no wonder your memory. by that at the vigil a pushkin russian mounted media momentum and not even the whole. get out of this don't know yet the joke and. she to reinitiate. that's unfair to. me means that maybe you mean you're you're looking.

at it i don't know capacity just below my control when i got. her she's always going to. speak what is a national. you know and i can woman felt relief and there's i mean i did that i mean for a man of god not your all you know. for them to be the most popular generator advocate of our time but it they don't all that love it people they're not only actually on that heavy they're down or as you. can. see. the. shots seem wrong. why don't we just don't call. me.

yet to seep out just to come after. and in detroit because betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart weak just to look for common ground. the british and american governments being accused of destroying lives in their own interests well you see in this these techniques is the state devising methods to end to essentially destroy the personality of an individual. by scientific means this is how one doctor's theories were allegedly used in psychological warfare against prisoners deemed a danger to the state that was the foundation for the method of psychological interrogation psychological torture. disseminated within the us intelligence community and worldwide among our allies for the next 30 years and other victims

say they still live with the consequences today. governments miss those books. in the early ninety's seventy's helmet a psychologist 6 although just proposed to the west but in senate a social experiment wanted to let paedophiles adopt and care for neglected boys experiment was a. good model. on one door. for girls to tend to believe that sex with older men would help with the boys' socialization over 30 years many children were handed paedophiles to raise. little heard more than the. work of. boyfriends or

she didn't just hope for good person someone through the roof. in the headlines this friday morning. international political division is an armenian deep in the opposition as the opposition perceived as parliament seen some scenes of what's been going on opposition groups stand with military chiefs calling on prime minister nicole pressure to step down after he sacks the head of the armed forces saying in his view as part of live to. other news for across you come out against plans to make coronavirus short obligatory for front line workers. and the e.u. chief enters open conflict with the head of the biggest.