produces the vast majority of germany small brewers sell direct to bars and restaurants all of which are closed with no real indication when they'll reopen the german government towers provided financial aid while it has helped it isn't a solution over 300 brewers have signed an open letter sent to angle of merkel's government warning of an existential crisis in the industry while a lot of the talk has been about getting schools shops and hairdressers open there's no end in sight to covert restrictions on the hospitality industry if i can open i have to take on more debt but i really need an opening date i understand that it's difficult with the situation as it is but if i don't have an opening date i don't know. how much money i will need to until that day and i constantly will need to keep looking for more money somewhere and this is just it's i'm just immense challenge and eventually it will not work any more and eventually water won't make any sense this breweries use the time that they've been closed during

the pandemic to upgrade production facilities in order to allow them to sell beer in pounds but that's all comes with extra costs and extra costs come with extra risks just by a government support alone it's impossible to survive this so it's just more and more debt and eventually it's already almost impossible to get money from banks because they're seeing the situation as it is and why would they give businesses that are basically bankrupt at this stage why would they give them money so it shows private investor state you rely on that you hope that they will believe in the business believe that it can come back strong the hope is that scenes like these can be seen again by the someone who is openly tainted variants of code 19 spreading to germany has led him to a less than rosy image for the remainder of the 2020 war which will likely lead to a continuation of the strict. for all of which will take

a serious toll on the newsgroups peter all of us ought to. just gone in the evening thanks for watching us tonight we're back with the headlines and more stories at the top of the.

ah. there are there are a as. to what my. or yeah you know me but you know. even then. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. are very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us a strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father.

sed faith. with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of. that are out of. this one. thing i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there are you know they say we need you letting you know. you have no say. not to you know i don't know his gaze and finally i thought it was.

you know we haven't got a good thing or not the least i will do as arsenal are not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample get rid would not. know they are one of the people graham was the last boss as even partially to push up on all that much and luckily for gaskets with everyone at all it was almost i mean i'm not going to and c m i mostly i mean i was. just. going to be thought of the some of the score of the. dozen in a squad of them. and they thought no until you look into the field on the board of the. most in a good. bit of them to most those unfamiliar. so

knows them once again but you are even doing. yourself. as well but. because i go a little bit about the number of. the ball you have put them above.

boy that. you are going to. air. it when. you know who it. is or what is more. for the. number the more you know commitment from the people in the american muslims for which ideas have been 100 nobody really has reached a point. must have enough time to move. forward. now i'm not at all you'll have to say we're going to you know examine them

up and leave and take it all up into. the people for your story just out of all of the almost but i know they are. doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to use the sale of the most what they are going to. get that one of the one of them dishonest but i'm going to. point out real shopping week i would ask you we put in dave's outlook m.r. cindy was missing per day if the. mother of the aisle arrival as has any yes yes or no show me that hoop that. jim but it is not ok let me up out of the open for the interest but i want to know what does one as a stadium pay don't get it is. second point is think of their land. back

. home and. economy and we're not going to go back and. some of us were to. smear the numbers of young japanese companies what happened at that. time i mean the government. of the birth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up a notice the nice more able to see i mean did this on your side order a mistake in the language i mean what are you going to get a unanimous because you know you know how we just got up in the sunni upper to month and i guess look i'm happy for us and i like to say i'm not going to throw. sea could get another one of the new young people game on in theory i think and i. get it and i came out of a mechanic and sent it to mr. santa claus should. no

person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it.

know whatever more. marcus i mean most of them in the show. i mean they're. going to make you don't feel. that one of. the chosen but again you're not making this the. person to get a feel. one of their. number to push to see them if you know what i want to. say as you do you know what i don't know why don't i mean gosh how those. other feeling. you know they're like even leave me and mine i mean the things that are just you know let you know if you put a comment on i'm going to be on call you know and i didn't get i don't you know we have one of those you meet you know and you're not really understand how he would handle it he called muscle don't feed my face i don't want i want but rather than

the other thing you know you. do not want to or don't party. because we don't. see. you going to see him. i don't know about you know. why if i was you. know maybe i could use. oh how much are you laughing i'm. going to goodness. well. there's that but one of the your temporary ers. really you know what are you secular would have

a young to do not think of when. you think is inevitably. going to get everybody out. upon winning the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry's to violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others were already pregnant. they may get on their. own grow i don't know a lot about a 4th easter but and i don't grow up as i fairly well meant that. the last person i'd probably going to sit on is those that are not on others and in their absolute agreement that al's. started off on their own or they're almost and i mean you're so but i was but it's not i know squat and they think they're slowing.

you down i think you and them and then under him in fact the. local dealer or. handlers were you know will most maybe cause i won't. do it on a center all thier own with a thing that only subtle. and those see you don't call him the worst. there is the one i feel move toward us borders take us. he would also get on several of us from others. there and there are a lot of i mean yes going on boy and then any horse he can nominate it. doesn't on a few us you know your lot of us are your future mirrors the look on us at the end . let me guess only from you know do you. get what i'm supposed. to meet you on the

bus at us it's mean older than us and they seem cause much we know. when a traumatic changes us literally it causes a chemical change in our d.n.a. and this changes the way or genes function sometimes for generations. since it other blood doesn't. come along with them if they pay them is also both of us that you might be hobby to let. isn't. very. good that you're not just the type to use appending. me in the next holiday as tongues are small minority have. been. used and

few get in though it is a. little too where the trail mix doesn't even get out of the little. person that. you're going to see if you're it's. somebody.

that there in. there. and. goes into the locomotive would own up allah is going to. look at. you not. just. go on the tickle her where the mother i'm borrowing your brother and. going to leave you on the yeah make it on the bible for you oh no no. more yes or just i was going to populace and make. this all of. us can do or that i got. on top of this for me mr bond i have doubled the dust on him and all my years

and then doesn't go on that it will not be how they munda conscious and. you know another month or. a little bit and that would. have one of the most afford. for our. adoption of enrique via tortoise what is this i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind i was 8 years old i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe. anything other than you know what i know you maybe know come on for what i'm going up and when. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old

saucepans. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said impossible if i me come we could do it over any modern aboard and you or you simply are looking at the local theater. and i think that i mean some free. to course in them and they could a again not always get it ok heard that i'd love. nice me mother.

you know anything going on in the garden is funny and this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place of birth was the center isabelle foundling home. go to confront the sorow me or do it then one knows that those that are not going as that are just go on the net and the. women are going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go but i'm not going to put them out there no it was for my mother to me because i'm going to go. back to dunedin and when that it's all about how it. will fall or not get on a. lot of mouth on a footing t.b.o. me get a. once they're good people in america for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of

adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number any mother soloist i listened to was there i will ok will be able to either more than a course of time you know they're going to die while there will still no mark what i wallow there they call it god will ever be in the new year before he may hold an argument with icici about one at the school should he be going to. the me of a myriad of the gear but i can get across that. life has led me to this part of the law which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. to have to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up go must claim which is a must. and.

if the list also look into a lot. less confusion phenol then all of the theory but not on the out he can deliver. on those the moment they. don't. know and they know. that i don't and they see it there if it beyond a doubt that i am and if i'm in the 1st quarter you. can easily get us ethical start a lot of. time in this it will be more that i mean they don't know. something we can mean you another go you know get a gun they got you know it. they'll know we're not here so your outlook is worth really is mia. and. follows us. into the loss of innocence by nya shaughnessy noir the instigator born in. funds. are normal healthy are scarce by negative. middle of almost nothing for.

me as on thursday in those me it was. a spaniard out there who might happen to resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. and they see if they are moved when the. point of cumbia live in the brown will. be also says their mother will feel missed by not going to someone. for minda and i think. you know it and they said they will feel they are. on draw a lot of and you know what i was only one of them that i know and they know it.

doesn't. seem like you know and they were good i loath to get in there as we could going to her stuff for numbering abuse of the. first. and then written those here they are in the now and then were going to medical where there is a little bit more cautious they are warning us that their national end. i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mom. or was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pump one kelly as the fit the were.

she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but. it's still uncertain. if.

why did my mother get pregnant why did she give me up was she tricked or forced or did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me who got that money. the 2nd illness it was he was pretty much on the fair work most of you what we're talking about the money comment that says something but look at that and that i want to. close with although you know you're going to go so you remember when the young ones are talking not only are they going out i mean like you can honestly don't know when they move you don't accept it i. don't know if you're going to go but most of all. you're going to go because one risk you're not going to is going to get where you are. going to bed itself they were.

also yours i would got no it is a yeah you were going to die why didn't you all who attended to was gone if you book there was no mass no other use for you. oh you're saying your mum would choke on it how many you. know sorry get it or not many has taken. the kick out of it you're tickled it was with it already your me. and i want to be a tourist one thing but i do want to look on do a google what did i mean you know how my little bit is who's shoes into this airport. no doubt she'll be going on being all of the people because i kind of doggerel by and that he overcome he said and that he wouldn't give up women or the who got her get here when i went to yemen we have a cousin there on the other must apply they could get it all a pushkin russian man did media momentum and not even the whole. opposite get out of that is don't know yet the joke you know she'll be done she to reinitiate or

lack. of that's unfair. i do to her who want to dance you know i mean is that mean you mean you're you're looking for senator getting enough money in your head i don't know capacity just below me said control when i think. one is so young she's always going to. speak what is the national have not been where there was you all you know and woman thought process really kind of all there is i mean i think that i mean for a man of god not on your own you know. for them to be the most popular i'm getting a great advocate of that happening but they don't all that love it they're not only actually on that and i think they're down to go up as you keep it out with this house because i want to. see. when a term that changes us literally it causes

a chemical change. and this changes the way our genes function. sometimes for generations. the british and american governments have often been accused of destroying lives in their own interest or you see in this these techniques is the state devising methods to him to essentially destroy the personality of an individual. by scientific. this is how one doctor's theories were allegedly used in psychological warfare against prisoners deemed a danger to the state that was the foundation for the method of psychological interrogation psychological torture of the cia disseminated within the us intelligence community and worldwide among our allies for the next 30 years then to other victims say they still live with the consequences today.

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