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are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us a strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father. first faith. with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of.

that i've gotten away at. that's one. thing i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there are you know they say we need you letting you know. you know say. not to you know i don't know is getting fine i thought it was. you know we haven't had a good dinner not the least i was replaced but i'm not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample get rid would not. know they are one of their programs she launched as even partially to push up well i don't your blanket gets with everyone at all it was almost i mean i'm not going to and c m i mostly i mean i was. just.

going to be thought of the some of those who are of the. dozen in the squad of the . you know until you look into the field on the board of the. most 'd the in a good. bit of them jim of those and. then the. son knows them it's a given he was even doing. yourself. as

well but. because i go a little bit about each of them no matter. the boy i put them above. boy that. you are going to. marry. me when. you know who it. is or so it

is. for the both you know the more you know commitment from the americans american muslims for which i guess there's been more and been wondering what would the writer of this huge. mass have to do you see. now i'm not only off campus they were going to the us you know you know nothing and give and take it all up and . people want to just point it just out of all of the almost good but no no they are. the whole this mosque a muslim a spot on the what i'm going to use the head of the mosque what they are going to. get that one of the one of them dishonest but i'm going to follow.

we need a real shot i would ask you we put in dave's outlook m.r. cindy was missing part if the. other of these other rather than the obvious has an immediate yes or no show me that that. jim but it is not ok let me up out of the open for the interest but i want to know what does wonders as the debate ok get it is. when their complaint is single their land. of mine. eagerly and i mean you're not going to you're not going to have. some of your last words to. smear the knuckles of your own i mean what happened at the. time i mean the governor is a. part of this birth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up

a notice he needs more people to see i mean did this on your side order a mistake in the language i mean what are you going to get a unanimous because you know you know how you just go up in the sunni upper to month i'm going to be for us and i like to say i'm not going to throw communally she can get another one of the new young people going well in theory i think our. biggest and i came out of it and i got a similar interest. in santa claus should. no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church

of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty. back. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it. know when i. mean most of them it was you know. i mean. if you don't feel. that one of. the chosen but again you know. this the. person to get a feel. of their. bush to see them if you know what i want to. say as you do you know what i don't know

why don't i mean gosh how those. other feeling. yeah. exactly just you know let you know if you want but a comment. or you know and didn't get it how do you know we have one of those you meet you know and you know. don't feed my face i don't want i want to. graduate and the other thing is i know you. are not going to or don't party. that are going to see. you going to see.

if i was you. know medical use. well i don't get. a lot of it. out of a lot of. news but all of them you comfortably e.g. are stronger that you're going to use regular we're. going to we're. going to get a pretty good. upon winning the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others

were already pregnant. let me get on the great unknown grow i don't know a lot about. that and i don't grow as a fellow mentor and. the last person of the bully going to go is those that are not on the knowledge that i see it at them and then else. off on their own or their last and i mean. that is not i know squat and they think they're slowing. down of. them and then recommend fatheads the. local deal or. the laws were. maybe cause you have. to get on a central theme with the thing that only certain people there. and those see you don't call him the worst. there is no one i thin the

borders to us. sir. but all of the mothers going in. there and there are a lot of i mean. you could not moment it. doesn't assume you know your longest of your future. and because for me from you know. it would amuse a poem or so to go to me on the bus at us was mean older than us and they seem to know. we're more politicized than ever we're more polarized than ever the 21st century when speed is measured in megabytes per 2nd. using him electronic mail electronic money electronic media infinite possibilities for

exchanging information i mean when. freedom of speech and social media bends censorship of double standards who should judge what can be said online. already. the internet audience know totals almost 4500000000 almost all of them are effective social network users put one wrong move and their pages deleted digital annihilation don't exist anymore. not who runs the show on the web how can anyone stand up to the tech giants if even heads of state face the threat of being banned is there any lives to hold that virtual. reasonable for a nudist but i will have reasonable way. to

make no certainly no borders to nationalities. you. the summary. of the black sea world feasting. commentary crisis with his system. we can do better we should. everyone is contributing to each her own way but we also know that this crisis will not go on forever the challenges created the response has been so many good people are helping us. it makes us feel very proud that we are in it together. since it other than. pay for them is the best

of luck to you my copy of the 2 let's. listen for one right. now and i put it on the types to use appending. me in the next tongues arms mom i'm going to have. a little you can feel good you know in. the low to melt down with them including get on with.

yeah i mean every. single. person that. was. there to see what you're going to do you know you're. using. some basic. that don't you think the only. thing that goes into the almost if we don't know it's going to get a little not

a lot in play are. you not. just. go on the tickle her used to wear me mother i'm borrowing me brother and. going to see the you're going to make it on the bible for you said no no. more yes or just i was going to populace and make up most of us police are they all about i'm glad i'm a bubble us can do or they like us are on top of this when easter bonnets have doubled the dust on them and don't know us and doesn't want that it will not be how they munda their financial center. you know another one the. monday we'll feel a little bit safer than they would have done. and on one of the most afford. all outta the adoption of enrique via tortoise what is this i was almost 23 years

old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind i was 8 years old and never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe. instead of them you know what i know maybe you know come on foot i'm going up in it when. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself.

the 1st feeling that came up was who are you really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said impossible if i me come we could do it over any modem the board in your example here are looking at the local theater. and i mean some free. to go see in them and they could get it ok hook it at la. go get it notice me mother. you know anything going on in the one that i was working on this. 2. first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place of birth was the center isabel foundling home.

for me or you're going to laws that those that are not not you know that are just going on the net and they. are going to let it turn and then when you make a lot then robot or not they will not then know there was no mother maybe yours are going to go. back to dunedin and when that actually. will fall or not get on i. would often ask for bring in ken or me get a regular wife wants to get people in america for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number any mother soloist i listened to was there i will get there we'll soon be there more than a classic winner i mean i want to die while there will still no mark when i wallow

in it all a god will ever be in the new year before you may hold an argument with us if you buy that one at the school should they be going to. any of a myriad of the gear but i could get across that. life has led me to this part of the lore which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. the had to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up must claim which is the most it would. and. the list also look into a lot. less confusion phenol. but not on doubt he can then weigh in on the way this korean knows them. oh no they're going to love. that i know. if it beyond a doubt but i meant everyone i mean in the 1st quarter you. get us at

a cost that a lot of. one time in this it will be more that i mean they don't know if there is something we can mean you another go you know get a gun they got you know it. they'll know we are not here so you are. as though it is me or. us. and it's binah shaughnessy noir the instigator born in. front of her normal healthy and scariest by negative on that is me you're not going to miss i love almost nothing for. me was on thursday in those mini. spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were

falsely registered as their biological child. or not and they see their move when the. point of cumbia live in the bramble they'll only. be also says their mother will feel missed by noon we're going to model. for minda and i think obviously they're moving. in a tent this year. yes a list i will get on draw a lot and lot i was only one of them that i know and then over for dinner boy or girl doesn't. seem like you know and they were good i loath to get in there as we could going to her number in the years of abuse through those. militant. as you're there in the now and then we're going to medical this innocent in most cases that are warning us that they're on a small end. i've

met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona on color as to fit the. she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but. it's still uncertain.

why did my mother get pregnant why did she give me up was she tricked or forced why did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 to say. as for me who got that money.

the 2nd illness. most of you what are. you going to be mostly coming to something that i want to. close with you know you're going to go to your premature one of your one trick or 2 when we are going out tonight i'll be right you can honestly don't know when they move out and i. don't know if you're going to be most of whom and you're going to go because mine rescue know when it's comfortable where you have to get off or in the bed itself they will arrive your notes are yours i know we've got no here is a reality you want to die why did w. all the much under control if you book it was because of me. you know you're showing your body you. know sorry get it or not many of you has taken the end of. the kick out of it keep your composure they don't want your

me. and i want to be the last one of them but i do about the look on do a google for what they're letting you know how my local pet is who's sure. there's a bunny on. be going on being off topic because like i was i don't mind that he overcome he said and then he would give up. the program he wouldn't want to get married. by they could believe it or a push. medium only in a manner that even the whole. get out of that is don't know yet the joke. see to reinitiate. i did. i didn't say no i mean in that movie i mean you're you're looking. good i meet up where you are and i don't know and then say that it was beautiful so they can sort of when i got to talk about well yes well you know she's always going to. be what is a national but not anymore that was you all you know and woman. there's i mean i think

that i mean for a minute good luck to you all or you know if you don't know by then don't be the most to. get you know they advocate out that you know somebody that they don't all that love it well they're not only actually on there they're not here they're down or as you. can. see. according to a new gallup poll over 60 percent of those are just satisfied with the 2 major parties the country is divided politically but the parties themselves are divided which did get to this the fact most voters do a little to either party is it finally time to move on from this to waffle.

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