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there are there are a as. to what we're asked. or yeah you know me but you know i. think of it. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us the strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father. in the. first few.

with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of. that are out of the way it. was a sentiment that's one. thing i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there are you know they really letting you know. you know say. not to you know i don't know this case and finally i thought it was thousands. you know we have a. good you know not the least i would wish but i'm not yet on the was that i was

able to get one in a real sample get rid would that. cause i know they have one of their programs the last boss actually requested it possible i don't jim bianco gets it i want it all of it was almost i mean i know nothing about and c m i mostly i mean it's not just . going to be thought of the some of those court of the internet it doesn't mean the squat of the. and the. no until you know on the field on the board of the with. the in a good. bit of them from of those lines and. then the. so

no estimates of even going. then because i go a little bit about each of the number of. the boys you have put them out of.

boy that. you are going to. and they're. going to it's a grocery store so just. for. those who know the more you know them some of them if enough people are on the market most of them is for them which idea is that before and remembering the would be right here this ridge. was happy to see. it now i'm so glad that i watched you all have a super bowl recently you know you open them up and give us a good time and. people to just point just out of all of the

almost but not know them and then all those moss comes on us but on the what are they going to use the sale of the most what they are going to. get that one of the one of the finest but i'm going to follow. one. point out real shopping week i would ask me and we put in dave's outlook emerson the most esteemed are they if the. mother of the aisle arrival is the obvious have any yes yes or no show me that hoop that. jim but it is not ok let me up out of the open for the industry alone are going to lose us the. good at this point there could. when is the land.

mine going to. take. equally and i mean you're not going to mean that you're not going to have. some of your school to. smear the numbers of you on your program but i mean what happened at the. time i mean all governments are going to go in. import of this perth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up a notice he needs more people to see him so i may need to sign a sort order a mistake in the language i mean motives to government that you know you are not because you know you're not how he has been governing the snooty upper going month i'm going to look i'm happy for us and in our legacy i'm not going to throw communally she could get another one of the new young people gamble in theory i think and i. get it and i came out of it and i get the same as the. santa clause that.

no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid we'll dig up something very dirty. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it. know when i heard more. emotion that was.

done to me if you don't. let it move to that one of. the chosen but again you're not making this the me. person to get a feel. good movie in the near. bush to see them if you know. what i don't know why don't i mean gosh how those. other feel it. even me and my not exactly a just you know let you know if you know but a comment. or you. didn't get out you know we have one of those you meet you know and you're not going. to feed my space i want i want but rather than the other thing that you.

are not wanting to or don't. see. i don't. know why if i was you. know maybe i could use. phantoms. well you don't get. a lot of it. for. years but all of them you comfortably e.g. are still under the yoke what do you. think if we're.

going to give. up on winning the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry valley hoda hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others were already pregnant. let me get on the grid no longer oh i don't know a lot about. it and i don't grow as a fellow mentor and. the last person of the bully going to go on is those that are not on the list and in their absolute agreement that al's. started off on their own or their last and i mean. but it's not i'm not quite in they think they're slowing . them and then under him in

fact the. local dealer or you know. where's your will most many course. do it on a center with your own with the thing that only subtle. and see you don't go in the reverse. there is no one i thin the borders to us and the media. ninoska. symbologist mother this morning i knew. then and there i was off i mean escanaba and the only horse he could you know moment it. doesn't us us you know you a lot of us of your future mirrors the look on us at the end and we got on the forming of the mic or freedom of gear. so to go to me on the bus at us is mean older than i notice and i think ultimately you know.

we're more politicized than ever we're more polarized than ever the 21st century when speed is measured in megabytes per 2nd. and of course he's in

him electronic mail electronic money electronic media infinite possibilities for exchanging information. freedom of speech and social media bends censorship and double standards who should judge what can be said online. but i want. the internet audience now totals almost 4500000000 almost all of them are active social network users put one wrong move on their pages deleted digital. don't exist anymore. not who runs the show on the web how can anyone stand up to the tech giants if even heads of state face the threat of being banned is there any limits to hold that virtual. revolution will.

seem wrong. to me. world yet to shape our disdain become educated and in the game trade equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart when you choose to look for common ground . getting any. closer to. the really good. person on.

the campus you're going to see if you're. gurus even. some basic. but then once you take the meeting up with that because. i said at the. local process of closing in the middle of the most of what i would consider only to get a little nobel i'm not even a player. you're not. just . go on the tickle her is there me mother and me brother and we.

going to leave you're going to go on the yeah me. or no no it's. more years or just i was going to populace and make. us can do are they like us are on top of this for me mr brown infallible but it just a moment and then the doesn't go on that it will not be how they munda can also send their you know another month or. a little bit and then with. no one of the most afford. for our. adoption of enrique via tortoise what is this i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my

adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved their to the back of my mind i was 8 years old i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe. anything other than you know what i know you maybe know come on for what i'm going up and when. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old songs poems. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice they got you from the street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said

impossible if i me come we could do it over any modem aboard and you or you simply are looking at the local theatre. and i think that i mean some free. to course in them and they could say again no no way i got it ok herc i love. putting them in the long. nose me mother. you know and the thing i learned in the garden is reading the news. 2 first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place of birth was the center isabelle foundling home. for me or you're going well it's not those that are not going as that are just going on the net in the. valleys women are going to turn now and then you make a lot then go but i'm not there to put them out there no it was for my mother to me

because i'm going to go. to dunedin when that actually. will fall or not get on malo sort of get a lot of mouth as for bring. me good. once they get people in america for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number to me mother solorzano city was and then i will ok we'll see either more than a corner i mean i was going to die while there will still knock on wood i wallow there they call it god will ever be in the new year before me who can all come out of you ask about one and the school should be going to. the me of a myriad of i mean that they get it but i could get across that.

life has led me to this part of the lore which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. to have to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up go must claim which is a must if it would only go and. look at this also look into a lot. less confusion phenol than other theory but not on the out he can then of and on the human discordian those the more know they. don't. know and they know. that i don't and they see it there if it beyond a doubt but i meant everyone i mean if you 1st. going to get us ethical start a level. one time in this it will be more that i mean they don't know if there is something we can name you another though you know get a gun and they will you know it. they'll know we are not here so you are. as though

it is me or. us. shaughnessy noise and get a born in. front of. their normal healthy are scarce by negative media and i'm going to miss i love almost nothing for a while i hope that is the end of me as on thursday in those mini. spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. or adult and they see that your move going to. be

a little. gumby also says their mother with you on the spine you're going to model. for minda and i think obviously they're moving on you know 10 this year. they've. gone through a lot of and lot i want only one of them that i know and then over for dinner boy or girl doesn't. seem like you know and they were good i loath to get in there as we could going to her stuff for a number of years on the. first. militant as you're there in the now and then we're going to medical where there's a little bit more cautious there or than he knows that there are national end.

i've met many mothers from santa isabel who is searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mother was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pump one color as to fit the. she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but. it's still uncertain.

why did my mother get pregnant why did she give me up was she tricked or forced why did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me who got that money. as i can only guess it was she was pretty much told what most of you what you know what a token but mostly comment it says and they but that it would. because we will go

you know you're going to go to your promotion when the young one trick or 2 when we are going out tonight i'll be right you can honestly even knowing that most of. us . you're going to have the i'm going to go pretty much who missed me you're going to go because money is going to come from the point where you have to get off or the benefits you know they will. do you know so you know if i haven't got no it is a reality you are going to die why did w. all that much under control if you book it was because of me. you know you're showing your money you. know how to get barkeep it or not many deal has taken the. the chicago if you're to compare it with that i'm going to you're me . and i'm one of the 2 groups one thing but i do want to look on do a google what did i mean you know how my little bit is who's sure. of this report.

no doubt she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of i don't mind that he ought to come he said and then he wouldn't give up for a minute of the all the people get here we don't want to get married yet gus i never met a muslim by they could believe it or a push to get russia mandated media momentum and that even the whole opposite pinacle get out of this don't know yet the joke you know she'll be down she too will be in is your lap. sachin 1003 i do can refer to then say no i mean is that mean you mean you you're looking for the good enough when you get it i don't at all convinced it is the spirit of my city control when i think of it. one is so young she's always going to get good. spirit what is a national i've not been with that was you all you know and i can woman focus on this relief and there's i mean i did and that i made for a man of good luck on your lawn or you know if you don't get along well then don't be the most popular move get in a great advocate of that and i was happy that they don't all that love it they're

not only actually on that is they're down to go up as you keep it up with a good housekeeping i want to discuss. them see. the british and american governments have often been accused of destroying lives in their own interests or you see in this these techniques is the state devising methods to end to essentially destroy the personality of an individual. by scientific. this is how one doctor's theories were allegedly used in psychological warfare against prisoners deemed a danger to the state that was the foundation for the method of psychological interrogation psychological courtroom. disseminated within the u.s. intelligence community and worldwide among our allies for the next 30 years and other victims say they still live with the consequences today.

to spring governments there's the drum. for most women. in the early ninety's seventy's helmet a psychologist 6 ologist proposed to the west berlin senate a social experiment wanted to let paedophiles adopt and care for neglected boys the experiment was a. good model. good on your. your girls to cancer believes that sex with older men would help with the boys socialization over 30 years many children were handed over for paedophiles to raise. heard more. work looking for. work rooms or she didn't just go for group or search

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