they are that way as. to what we're asked. or you know you know well you know. i think of it. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. we're very scared of rejection. now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us the strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father. left for.

with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of. this one. thing i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there are you know they say we need you letting you know. you know it's a. nod to you know how much. is given by and i thought it was that was. going to be a minute. you know not the least i was replaced but i'm not yet on the was that i

was able to get one in a real sample get rid would not. know if they are one of their program was the last boss has even partially to pass up or no i don't your blanket gets with everyone at all it was the most i mean i know nothing about and c m i mostly i mean i was. going to be thought of the some of those who are of the. dozen in the squad of the . and if you know us until you look into the field on the board of the ghost. in a good. look at a bit of them from of those and. then the. one

knows them it's ok with you even. yourself. as well. because i go a little bit about each of the number of. the boys you have put them above.

for those. who are going to. air. you know who it. is or sort. of for. both you know the more you know commitment from the people in the muslim american muslims for which i guess there's been 100 of would be right here to see it but. you must have seen. it now i'm sorry about that i should be off campus over there so you know you know nothing and give and take it all up and. people in your story you

just are bought over almost but i know they are. doing all those mosque on a spot on the what i can and that is the hell of the mosque what they are going to . get that one of the one of the finest but i'm going to. point out we'll show you what i would ask you and we put in dave's outlook m.r. cindy was missing per day if the. mother of the ilo rather than the obvious has any yes yes or no show me that luke that. jim but it is not ok let me up in the open in the interest of our own no one has the debate ok to do this when their complaint is sprinkled there and it was only one pay. it.

eagerly and i mean you're not going to come back and. some of us were to. smear the numbers of your own young people but i mean what happened at the. time i mean the governments are going to. import of this birth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up a notice he needs more people to see him so i may need to sign a sort order a mistake in the language that i mean motivated to go in to get a unanimous because you know if you know how he does speak up in the sunni upper to month i'm going to get like i'm happy for gaza and analogously i'm not going to throw communally she can get another one of the many young people going well in theory i think and i. get it and the new management and i get the same as the. example of such a. person

with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid will dig up something very dirty. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it. or were nicer when our. markets are. most of them who show. them in their.

own freedom are more important to me if you don't. let it move to that one of. your own. this the. person to get a feel my love and we're going to. be in one of them and. bush to go see them if you know what i'm actually. going to see as you really should know what i don't know why don't i mean gosh how those. other feel it should . happen and you know they're like even leave me me and i think the things that are just you know that if you put a comment on i'm going to call your mother and i didn't get it how do you know we have one of those you meet you know and you're not really understand how he would roll if he called muscle don't feed my face i don't want i want every month but rather than the other thing you know you just get to know what. they're doing what

i. did and i want to you know don't want party. that are going to see you know some guys who don't even know she's going to say. they. did not know about you know. what if i was one. woman accused after all how much are you laughing at me. why i don't get am i going to goodness. knows. that all of them you gotta break into are stronger that you're going to be secular and you know what i'm going to hear about the. internet.

yes you know they're going to get everybody. upon winning the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others were already pregnant. let me get on the great dolly i'll go no one no longer oh i don't know a lot about i even yell for feaster but i don't grow up as a fellow mentor and i'll get sick oh said i want to last it was the last person i'd probably going to see only stars that are not on the others and in their absolute agreement that i'll see tonight in the south on their own or their last and i mean you're so but i was but it's not i'm not quite in they think when they're slowing.

you and them and then recommend fatheads the. local deal or. the nowheres you know will most maybe cause i won't. do it and i said i was the only for thing that only thought of it for their political feelings that all of them. and those sissy you don't call him the worst. there is no one. was boarders teac us we were boarders and there. he were not as many as get on this mother's morning i knew. then and there i was off i mean yes going on boy and then he could hear that norm and it. doesn't assume you know your lot of us of your future miller's a little set than that and we got from a family of. people miserable or so go me on the bus at us as mean old.

anderson they seem cosmo to you know. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy. let it be an arms race off and spearing dramatic development only personally i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very critical of time to sit down and talk. we're more politicized than ever or more polarized than ever the 21st century when speed is measured in megabytes per 2nd. and of course using him electronic mail electronic money electronic media infinite possibilities for

exchanging information i mean in my misery nationalized freedom of speech and social media bends censorship and double standards who should judge what can be said online. the internet audience know totals almost 4500000000 almost all of them are active social network users put one wrong move on their pages deleted digital annihilation don't exist anymore. not who runs the show on the web how can anyone stand up to the tech giants if even the heads of state face the threat of being banned is there any limits to hold that virtual. look reasonable for a nudist but i was a reasonable way. to

make no certainly no borders and as to nationalities. as a merged time with the we do a back seat. please take. your. judgment . mary crisis with this system to things we can do better we should be doing better. everyone is contributing it's her own way but we also know that this crisis will not go on forever the challenge is great for the response has been much so many good people are helping us. it makes us feel very proud that we are in it together.

they really. should. be pushing our. embassy or getting on this you're. learning. some basics of. it. but then once you take the lead up on that because. i said at the end.

it's this it goes into the rhythms of what i would consider going to get a look i'm not a player. you're not. those are on the recall where it is clear the mother and brother and. going to have your own group on the yacht make it on the bible for you or not or. more yes or just i was going to populace and make. this all about i'm glad i'm a bubble ass can do or that i got. on top of this one minister about i found it just on and on obvious and then doesn't go on that it will not be how they munda falseness and. you know them on the net. a little bit and they would. not have one of the most afford. or our.

adoption of enrique via tortoise what is this i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved their to the back of my mind i was 8 years old i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe. anything other than you know what i know you maybe you know come on for that i'm going up in it when. i remember the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice they got you from the street. and me crying.

my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said impossible if i me come we could do it over any modem aboard and you know you disappear are just going to look at the earth you. know how i think that i mean some for you. to go see in them and they could say again no no way i got it ok her and that i love. knows me mother. and there were anything going on in the one that i was working on this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place

of birth was the center isabelle foundling home. go to confront. me or do it then one knows that those that are not not you know that i just go on the net and the. women are going to let it turn and then you make a lot then go but i'm not there to put them out then i was broken and i'm out of it maybe yours are going to go. on to do nothing and when that actually how it. will fall or the kid on the malo sort of get a lot of mouth on a footing t.b.o. me get a. once they're good people in america for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number to me mother solorzano city was there i will

ok will be able to either more than a cossack will know i mean are they going to die while there will still no mark what i wallow there they call their god will ever be in the area before me who can all come out with ask about one at the school should they be going to. the me of a myriad of i mean that the gear but i could get across that. life has led me to this part of the law which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. the had to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up must claim which is a must. and. it will list also look into a lot. less confusion phenol than all of the theory but not on the out he can deliver on the human on this the more no no. no and.

yes that i mentioned they see it there if it beyond a doubt but i meant everyone i mean in the 1st quarter you. going to get us ethical start a lot of. time in this it will be more that i mean they don't know do you. give me new another go do you know get a gun they got you know it. they will know we are not here so you are looking for the really is the it is me oh. and. follow us. to the loss of innocence by nya shaughnessy neuer get a born in. a lot of us are simpler than that here normal healthy are scarce by negative media and i'm going to miss i love almost nothing for. me as one tourist in those mini. spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them.

and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. might and they see their movement. in the blood. they'll only. be also says their mother will feel missed by not going to win the good luck to all 4 men and i think obviously they're moving on i think you know. they are. gone through a lot and you know what i was only one of them that i know and they know it. doesn't. seem like you know and they were good i loath to get in there as we could going to her stuff for a number of the. first. the militant as you're there in the now and then we're going to medical where there's

a little bit more cautious there or any yes. there are national in dargon of how. i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mom. that was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona on color as to fit the. she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but.

it's still uncertain. why did my mother get pregnant why did she give me up while she tricked all forced when did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me who got that money.

as i can only guess it was she was pretty much the only one of course most of you what you know what a token but it wasn't a comment that says i'm a but rather that it would. as with you know you're going to go how you're most or not you know what you're talking about when we are going out tonight i'll be right you're going to even know when they move them you don't accept it i know about you i don't know you're going to nobody was one of those when you. you're going to focus as much as you know that's comfortable where you are until you get off. the bed it's all they will. do you know so you know when i was gone no it is a reality your mother died and i wanted w. all the much under control if you book it was like almost all the usual you know you know oh you're showing your money you. know so i get

barkeep it or no money deal has taken the have the kick out of it keep your composure with it i'm going to do me hope. and i wanted to do this one thing but i do want to look and do a google so i didn't let you know how my little bit is who's sure into this report . no doubt she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of doggerel by video to come he said and then he would give up women or the who got her get here we don't want to get married you have a cousin even though that must imply that at that it all a pushkin russian man did media momentum and not even the whole. opposite pinacle get out of this don't know yet the joke you know she opened it up she to reinitiate . sat down 1003 i do to her i didn't say no i mean is it me i mean you're you're looking for senator going to meet up with your dad i don't know capacity just below me said control and i think. one is so young

she's always going to. speak what is our national life not been where there was you all you know and i can woman focus on this relief and there's i mean i think that i mean for a man of god not on your own or you know if you don't get along well then don't be the most popular among get you know they advocate of that happening but they don't all that love it people they're not only actually on that heavy they're down or as you. get that i want to. see. the british and american governments have often been accused of destroying lives in their own interests or you see in this these techniques is the state devising methods to him to essentially destroy the personality of an individual. by scientific. this is how one doctor's theories were allegedly used in psychological

warfare against prisoners deemed a danger to the state that was the foundation for the method of psychological interrogation psychological courtroom. disseminated within the u.s. intelligence community and worldwide among our allies for the next 30 years meant other victims say they still live with the consequences today. because their survival guide book stay single malt to start at. least the. public no good repatriation scheme to get the rest to 70 years. of the separate kaiser report. join me every thursday on the alex salmond show and i'll be speaking to guest of the world of politics sports business i'm show business i'll see you then.

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