and it gains from it because the trail. when some find themselves will the party. system the for common ground. the british and american governments have often been accused of destroying lives in their own interests or you see in this these techniques is the state devising methods to him to essentially destroy the personality of an individual. by scientific means this is how one doctor's theories were allegedly used in psychological warfare against prisoners deemed a danger to the state that was the foundation for the method of psychological interrogation psychological court for the cia disseminated within the us intelligence community and worldwide among our allies for the next 30 years bent out of victims say they still live with the consequences today.

ah. there are there are a as. to what we're asked. or yeah you know me but you know i. think of it. i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. are very scared of rejection.

now as there are no secrets with adoption but when the worst secrets and lies there was no family relationship. it was a wall between us a strange coldness that i don't feel any more so as a father i compare myself to my father for the movement. with our biological family we have branches. i'm like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots at least not ones i'm aware of. that are out of the way to me. that's what. i

think i do you know i'm going to give them a lesson in there you know they say we need you not in your own home. you know no say. not to you know i don't know is getting fine i thought it was. we haven't got a good dinner not the least i was replaced but i'm not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample get rid would not. know they are one of their programs she lashed out at bars as even partially to push up on all that much and luckily forgets gets to the rim with all of it was the most i mean i'm not going to and c m i mostly i mean i was.

going to be thought of the some of the school of the young lady doesn't mean the squat of the. no until you know on the field on the board of the with. the in a good. look at that of them to most those and. then the. so no estimates of even those doing. yourself. as well but. because i go

a little bit about each of the number of. the boys you have put them above. boy that. you are going to. marry. me we're. going to

a grocery store so just. for the both of you know the more you know commitment from the americans and american muslims for the ideas that have been poured remembering what would be right here this huge. mishap you see. now i'm not that i want to be off campus able to harvest you know a government up and leave and take it all up and. people can just point just are bought over almost but i know they are. doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to just ahead of the mosque what they are going to. get there one of the one of the finest but i'm going to follow. one. point real choppy week i would ask you we put in dave's outlook m.r.

cindy was missing or they feel. the other of the aisle or rather than the obvious has been a yes yes or no show me that hoop that. jim but it is not ok let me up out of the open for the interest but i wanted one of the owners of the debate ok to get this. and there good point is the land. mine. eagerly and i mean you're not going to mean that you're not going to have. some of your last words to. smear the knuckles of your own i mean what happened at the. time i mean the governor. of this birth yeah i mean people are sometimes. not i can pick up a notice finis more able to see i'm from maine did this on your side order

a mistake in the language that i mean when you see government that you know you are not because you know you're not how we just got in the snooty upper going month and want to get like us i'm happy for us and in our legacy i'm not going to throw. she could get another one of the many young people going well in theory i think our. biggest and i came out of it and i think senator tim has the. benefit of a culture that. no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope i said that if jesus was alive he would help me to find my mother i don't know why the members of his church of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her maybe they're afraid we'll dig

up something very dirty. when someone doesn't want to give you something they can destroy that something or hide it and then. where do we look for it. no whenever more. emotion than it was. done to me if you don't feel. you know or let it move to that one of. the chosen but again you're not making this the. person to get a feel. then add. bush to see them if you know what i want to. say as you do you know what i don't

know why don't i mean gosh how those. other feel it. i mean a bit like even me me and my not using the exact a just you know that if you put a comma i'm going to call your mother and i didn't get it how do you know we have one of those you meet you know and you're not really understand how he would have anything to feed my space i want i want but rather than the other thing i know you . are not wanting to or don't party. and i think. that he doesn't see. you going to see him. i don't. know why if i was you want. to

use it better i don't know how much on our behalf i'm. going to goodness. for a while. but all of the you are temporary. i wonder the yet what do you figure would have a younger woman think if we're. looking at it is inevitably. going to get a pretty good you know we're gonna. win in the spanish civil war the dictator inspired by the psychiatry violate her no hero who had studied nazi germany decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits while others were already pregnant. let me get on the grid no longer oh i don't know

a lot about a 4th easter but and i don't drop out as a fellow mentor in a circle said i want to last because the last person of the ball is going to see only stars that are not on our list and in their absolute agreement that i'll see satan only. started off on their own or their last and i mean. but it's not i know squat and they think they're slowing. down i think you and them and then under him in fact the. local dealer or. a lowly handler where's your will most maybe cause i was about. to get on a central theme with a thing that only subtle. and say you don't call him the worst. they've done

a few move forward us borders take us. he we're not as mean as get on this mother's morning i knew. then and there are a lot of i mean yes going away and then any horse he could nominate it. doesn't athena's you know your lot of us of your future miller is a little shit then. and we got so many from you know you are. going to miss a bow or so go to me on the bus at the 6 mean older than us and they seem close which we know. the or tactics that can be used to get innocent people to confess to crimes they

didn't commit i don't even think people in the us really get that the police are allowed to lie to the person who falsely confessed actually came to believe the lie that they were told about their own behavior once a false confession is taken the case is closed and nobody really can tell the difference between a good confession and one that is a. the world is driven by dreamers shaped by strong person to those with. jerry thinks. we dare to ask.

yeah he got me. and he showed me. a really good. person out there was. a good therapist you're going to see if you're the one using. some basic. it. but don't you think i'm going to him up on that because. i said at the end.

i suppose i'm in the middle of the most of what i would consider i'm going to get a look at him now but i'm not if i look like. you're not old enough. is the. guy on the tickle her. mother and brother and. going to see the you're going to go on the yeah make it on the bible for you or no no to. more yes or just i was going to populace and make. this all about i'm glad i'm a bubble ass can do or that i gotta. have probably just on moment and then you doesn't want that it will not be how they munda falseness and. you know them on the net. a little bit i dined there with al. gore had

one of the most of what i. or our. adoption of enrique viet taught us what is this i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. and playing with my cousins. who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen they scolded my cousins and i shoved their to the back of my mind i was 8 years old i never asked or thought about it. you know them and then maybe. he said oh don't you know what i know you maybe know come on for what i'm going up and when. i remembered the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans. the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles. me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice they got you from the

street. and me crying. my mom was sleeping my dad was in the hospital i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was who are you really i'm me. i looked for my identity in the mirror i said to myself adopted then i said impossible if i me come we could do it over any modem the board in or you simply are looking at the local theater. and i think that i mean some free. to course in them and they could say again no way i get it ok who are good at law. knows me mother. and there were anything going on in the garden this morning and this.

first i had to find out where i was born i requested my birth certificate my place of birth was the center isabelle foundling home. for me or you're going well no it's not those that are not going as that are just going on that i mentioned which. women are going to turn on and then you may call up then go but i'm not there and not to know it was for my mother to me because i'm going to go. to dunedin and when that it's all about how it. will fall or not get on amado sort of get a lot of mouth on a footing t.b.o. me get a. once they're good people in america for say. years ago i thought of it as the one of your 4. so the search began i requested my deed of adoption which also wasn't helpful neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. number any mother soul or stylus or t.

was there a locally will be able to either more than across a corner i mean i was going to die while there will still no mark what i wallow there they call it god will ever be in the area before me who can all come out of your ass if you buy that one and the school should be going to. the me of a myriad of i mean that they get it but i could get across that. life has led me to this part of the lore which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain in every province and hospital. to have to be a way to find out the biological mother's name. went up must claim which is the most it would only go and. look at this also look into a lot. less confusion phenol than all of the theory but not on the out in the way on the discordian there's the mono they. don't. know and they know.

that i mentioned they see it there if it beyond a doubt but i meant everyone i mean in the 1st quarter you. are going to get us ethical start a lot of. time in this it will be more that i mean they don't know if there is something we can mean you another go you know get a gun and they will you know it. they'll know we are not here so your outlook is what really is there is meal. and her school. follows us. unison hispania shaughnessy noise and she get up on it. front of. your normal healthy are scarce by negative that is me you're not going to miss i love almost nothing for about 100 that is the end of me as on thursday in those mean. to respond there who might happen to

resemble their parents but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. violet and they see their movement. in the brain and will likely. be also says their mother with you on the spine you're going to want to. form in them and i think obviously they're moving. in a tent this year. because had. gone through a lot of and you know what i was only one of them that i know and they know it. doesn't. seem like you know and they were good i loath to get in there as we could going to her stuff for a number of years on the east room 1st. and then written those you're there in the

now and then we're going to medical where there's a little bit more cautious there or any new song that there's an arsenal in darden of how. i've met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching one of them gave birth in april 965 which is when my biological mom. that was there. she remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pump one color as to fit the. she gave birth a month after my mother did in may but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. this is the closest i've ever been i was born in may but.

it's still uncertain. to get pregnant why did she give me up was she tricked or forced when did she give me up willfully. why did they pay a $1000000.00 pesetas for me who got that money. as

i can only guess it was she was pretty much the only one of course most of you what you know what a token but it wasn't a comment that says and they but that and that it would. as we've all go you know you're going to go how you're most of all not just wondering how can i remember when we are going out tonight i'll be right you're going to even know when they move with you and when you don't accept it i know about you i don't know what you're going to nobody knows a woman if you're going to go because one is going to come to get where you are until you get off. you know it's a bad insult they were. no no no no we've got no it is a reality we're going to die why did w. all that much under control come if you book it was because of myself. you know you're showing your body you. know so i get barkeep in

a corner now many deal has taken the have the chicago it keep your computer sure that i'm going to you me hope. and i wanted to do this one thing but i do want to go and do a google but then i mean you know how my little bit is who's sure into this report . no doubt she'll be going to knowing all of the people because i kind of i don't mind that you know to come he said and then he would give up women or the who got her get here when i went to yemen we have a cousin there on the other must apply they could believe it or a push to get russia mandated media momentum and not even the whole. opposite to get out of this don't know yet the joke you know she opened up she to reinitiate or lack. of that's 1003 i do to her i didn't say no i mean is it me i mean you're you're looking for senator getting enough where you are and i don't know and then say this is just below me said control and i think i mean . what is so you know she's always going to. speak what is the national have not

been with that was you all you know and i can woman focus on this relief and there's i mean i think that i mean for a man of god not on your own or you know if you don't get along well then don't be the most popular move yet you know they advocate of that happening that they don't all that love it people there not only actually on that that is their down or as you. get that i want to. see. in the early ninety's. a psychologist just proposed to the west berlin sen social experiment he wanted to let paedophiles are. good boys experiment was

a. good model. on those who want your. girls to believe that sex with older men would help with the boys' socialization over 30 years many children were handed paedophiles to raise them. to work looking for. work rooms or should not. all feel good. going on through the roof. seemed wrong. to me but yet to shape our disdain become educated and engaged because the trail.

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