the man, one letter reporting the 4 year old finding a gun and accidentally shooting into them. a gun. violence is a uniquely american problem. gunfire isn't uncommon. local skate re 19 year old man, shot in violence, takes the life of a young african american man. every 5 driven in because the way you've been 3 of the young life taken was handling the loaded guide after his brother accidentally shot him. we were playing with a gun when we have to leave me and is recovering after being shot in the calm. no dad ever should. she was virtually recognizable miraculously survived. but with life changing injury on the plan to intruders in his house by quantity park intertwined with invisible, devastating. what is wrong through the individual has to live with what they are and how it all unfold. that

i through i used to be a pretty girl. i was a very happy outgoing, very physically fit, successful person. i had a lot of friends. ours were those people that just look at it and think, well they had the ultimate life. one of the hardest things that i had the face was not having

a face the 2 years that i couldn't he talk or drink were the most difficult. all i could do was grunt trying to and just to have him one i i get busy very easily. i run into things. scene at night is difficult.

who is ago? my stitches got infected and my face actually exploded. when my 6th job replacement failed. that was the low point the eye has a stomach too, and i would feed myself ensure several times a day with a syringe. i drew incessantly because i couldn't shut my mouth. my surgical in point is when my face is as soon as possible as possible. and the scars have been released so that i can move and eat and

talk without pain. and basically when the surgeon said or may this is as good as it gets them on. know i'm done. the prison. i think it is all been created here and a barber, so i was like, oh, i can do the things i was

able to do that really thought of my journey. everybody comes in marks out of what i was facing. so the problems with therapy can really therapist and most of the young people, law, they ignore neither not being met. so therefore they don't know how to live. so it was easy for them to give up one life. like me, i had a lot by pacing the life i accepted that i accept the fact that i made that appointment when a person will feel like they do things and they might have more most of the

the born rich country. boy i was in diapers through the time i got my feet. i'd take me if i can back and rifle when i was like, i'd like to

have not where i'm looking for the position open quillen turkey and it was oil. i was right. but as far as taking someone's life, i thought of you a lot worse the in

the me. ah me. friday morning. we had a cold. 0750 a little there was a shooting linwood road. oh, i 1st officer almost like in to the home. i went on into the bathroom in the hallway. i. when i got there, so the mother told her son left me. most of them were covered in blood. screaming all my baby

baby. it's my fault, my fault. the little boy is a brother, toner. i believe he was sitting in the hall outside the doorway. he was kind of in a bowl certain position, his knees and his arms around his knees. and the state of shock on her appointed me there was in school a lot. so he, he was in raleigh capitalized. so you know, after a little, just for me or text me of the boy in. and so i had it

in the night, i guess this morning i just forgot me . you know, the in panic. me that comes through in the midst of a situation like that is, is unlike anything else and you recognize even without knowing anything of what is happening, you know, simply from the time of voice. this is not a good phone call. me. i didn't believe that from the injuries that that they would ship on. good people have bad things happen to more time. and i think that was this case. mom got distracted and didn't secure the weapon. and little boy found that

thought it was a toy, pulled the trigger and shot his brother i i've had 4 or 5 surgeries his age i don't remember the 1st 18 because that happens when i was in this in my career service i've had have a factors every single heart of my bye. there was a von graph from my lower right leg, my hip shaved down twice

a phone graph from my upper left side. a roof taken part of my staff villa. 2 thirds of my right brass was used to rebuild the skin on my face. and a skin graft was taken from my wrist. so every single bit of re hudson harvison to fix my face every day is a struggle physically and chronic pain and suffering. i can say good,

survive something and survival. so going to another surgery number, 46. 0, i do it again. i wish there was a finish because i actually got an uncovered face, men's clothing and shoulder stuck. it's

a kind of gun feminism. its name is camina ah, well above that, put a human about some of the whole model that it was. it was good to learn about the job. but you know, the ones that gave me she lives in one of the most dangerous and patriarchal provinces of afghan has done caused lacey which time almost i should know when i shall did that updated kit. i'm glad that i got the notes that she does her best to fight for women's rights. i want to tell you, i wonder what you got. donors, you know what i do? i know that the season here by her nickname, the king was i got a call about y'all, doesn't was really good monday.

ah, i'm at kaiser one more of my guy to financial survival. this is a hedge fund, is a device used by professional value ags to earn money. that's right. these hedge funds are completely not accountable, and we're just adding more more to them. totally, the stabilize the global economy. you need to protect yourself and get inform. watch because we're getting me brothers. i have a good i. so last one question. how many you guys want to change your life? ok. so hopefully in this presentation i will be able to give you some insight on how to do that, how to navigate your way. i broke my hair stuff,

you ah, growing up in the streets in a row. they learned that just because of the level right. i like a lot of young kids with the fingerprint. oh oh no, no. the. when became what the street for the drug who, your killer you got to a lot of the cases. my guys is excessive with. we had plenty of and you know, the good it kind of makes you not afraid anything anymore. i expectations of living was very, very soy. because i knew i was spirally controlled. i only had no way out in

got into an altercation at the scalar cross track, and i kill somebody. young man, 800. the thing is i was found guilty of the degree murder. i said to myself, baldwin, transform, i have my, my deal with probable issue i get into the valley. i had to take my metallic hotel, my anger, react and respond if anything, i mean, so you guys already have that you want to change your life around. so guy with 3 gifts 1st get to give a life the 2nd, get him to give a reason. and the 3rd one is what? every well as actually we will in the power choice. we are going to the choice thing the

me ah ah, ah weddington over turkey. and just so happened i had my shot getting a truck. we immediately noticed me as you are out for the gate. ah! where on a corner i saw that sliding glass door open. i knew that i came right . your answer here. and you can see me with a door open, his current darkened and causes shades and you're close that door. you can't see what's in there. i saw the 2 figures standing right there that door

and they had a lot of my guys piled up on this table right here that you came in and or and i stood right here and i yolanda stop 3 times. and they were right here. and as soon as they pop that door open and i realize i didn't recognize me and they were panicking, trying to get out and they wouldn't stop at almost 3 times. they wouldn't do it. and so i fired one shot right from here. and he fell right darren, the grass and he would not quit moving and i chased the other guy out there. he jumping the vehicle. he was pulled off and i popped round off right about here and the car is sitting right there. so darn close. it, like i said,

the power i was too close for his good fortune. so he took off in the car. i stood here scream, or this guy allison, i bolted. i went to his neighbor and, and she still over him and that's when he was aggressive towards her and she fire a warning shot near course i was up the street, but he said he shot somebody. the guy was not dead. he was hurt for certain. he was out of it, he was not, is incapable of doing a life, but he's pretty much groaning. but he died forever understand. failure for a tech will take 40 minutes. 30 minutes for the cops. got her pretty brutal watch and the guide. i a bo kevin didn't

it's pretty brutal. it's pretty tough to do. spray tough to live with. you know, i know he cried for 2 days. you know, after it happen, when, as soon as you start thinking about it, you know, i mean what he'd done but, but then he would to come to a realization, i think that he just knew what he did he had to do. but it was, it was tough on him really was, you know, and i mean, i still don't think that he's really quite come over here. you know, it's always been a couple years now. ah, ah, ah.

the process that gilts the grief mainly the guilt that i have from that day. like what i haven't gotten the biggest thing like i how stupid could i have been you know like what was, what was i thinking what just the constant thing like just why did this happen and dealing with that i don't think it's honestly ever something i've ever deal dealt with, dealt with just and i've been there, i've come to turn good. you're out, family and things. my parents said reassuring me. i remember exact things when i was a kid, you just believe what you're saying is what you're doing me . i really know how i've dealt with it. honestly. i'm just forgotten about it

mailing i ah ah, i have it. welcome into his house this morning. in a doing the thing is phrased this morning and dedicate ourselves to him. you know, there is certain times in our lives that we encounter circumstances that we would never have planned about 10 years ago. december was one of those events

in our lives for me, for me and taylor and my younger son, matthew died and he was 5 years old at the time. and it was a very surprised when a tragedy like this happened. i think one of the automatic responses is whose fault is it? for me, i did not 1st externalize that i 1st internalize that if i had only he died as a result of a gunshot. for taylor, i don't really think of the in the sense of blame for him and i never really have to be on his stress. i think it was actually the next night or 2 family was together and we were just kind of waiting for this conversation. it was initiated by darren and beth,

as they were trying to say some things to us. there needs to be a, a statement. people need to express how they feel. there needs to be an unburdening of how you feel. and so in that process of things, and i said, there will be no blame in this house. there will be no fixing a blame we will all love you and we will all accept. we're okay as we are together in this in the guilt of it. i just would, if i would have done things differently, they may not be where we are today because of it. but that's why i had that heart because i was still even the guilt. and it made me feel better that i realize i me that wasn't

a good i guess. always dreamed it is wisdom happening like a family then lose a child. so in a board just wasn't my platen i think probably the best response that we can have in a situation like that is to say it's not a guilt placed, but it's a guilt shared. just like it's a grief shared because that amount of guilt for being responsible for a life in this setting. it's really it's not only too much for one person to bear. i think it's something that's meant to be

borne together. thing, i'm sure you're in here. yeah, i just, i wrote, i think i know where it is, i think a little black, but he read that he was writing this. i know since i was 11 years old when that in 7th grade and hit it off immediately. i was visiting me after my surgeries and i says map, i have a realist of favor task. can i stay with you through the rest of my surgeries and afterward recover? i said, i love you. of course you can stay with me. and that's my friendships. you can't, okay. i know i

got to say we're going to get right down to business. so i want to just examine you now and then we'll take a look at the x ray together. and then we'll kind of tell you what we're planning for thursday. now what i'm doing, this is piano hard. the bone is and i'm impressed. it is very hard. it's like normal bone. ok. ok. now you see how your lip is scarred down a little bit. yeah, that's the other thing we're going to accomplish. been released the scars, huh. and create a vestibule in the mouth, which is like this base between your cheek gum. we need to create them. okay. so for lack of a better term, this is tooth ready. surgery does the we all see it and we all feel that the significant increase of inflation has many

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