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join me every 1st day on the alec salmon show, and i'll be speaking to guess in the world, the politic sport business. i'm show business. i'll see you then in if we look at this panel, you can see a lot of the old places cruise that were done by your previous surgeons and they did a great job, really your orbits. naval bones are in the right place and as just left over titanium plates will put the dental implants in take out the titanium mesh. and then when we uncover the implant, that will do the last one that will be created vestibule, okay. you come along like you've had a lot of surgery. yeah. there's still another one to go after that. just for natalie. yeah, i'll be happy with your smile when he's back at me. miss hill. you take good care of her until then. remember not the anything after midnight. right. ok. yes. can

have pizza and beer. come midnight but night after that the what i got locked up last year for the times. it's pretty she had the baby boy. i like life like our, our present man when i got home father

. hello, my dad very much like kind of famous because he knew a lot of people, a lot of people knows every, some in public. a lot of people shake my head. my dads stuff like that. you bro, definitely sees well as his role model wants to be like him in myers everything about his day care fun is really strong. the if you have, if it i know that will has been through a lot of things down for years. i think he probably just said that he went to jail

. he did sing years like that was probably just straight for yeah. did senior way for murder. there meeting him now. i was just like, well that was the past, but how did you overcome all day for judging for him? honestly, he's a strong mentally, strong to overcome all of the integers deal with in in come out a good person. the when he 1st moved up here, if we had ruined town for something really the front door wide open with ours get

in and out. we had no fears that dal changed pretty fast. i of devices that help me, you know, what's going on around my place? 247 and the cream trip wires. i know somebody who was around my house. i put up motion detectors. i'm not going to tell you where they're at. each one gets out their own signal, so i don't want the house will explain to me. i can tell us that every car that's associated with this road, i know exactly who it is without looking outside where i am and things going around me. i put things to where i can get to him, no matter what situation developed really being no day or the middle of the night.

ah, i'm afraid i show them at time to hit my wife. afraid i'm laying there, sir. i wake up screaming, i wake up, last dreams are horrible. i can hear myself talking. i know i'm in bed, but i can't sher me. i see things that i have to rationalize. this is real. i see images on a wall. i see people standing already in the sale, looking at those curious chinese shape. they had occur stanon or me, you know,

my dream. and again that's a scary part. is waking up in reacting to something that isn't real. how i may react to it. yeah, it's every night as a different space. i really live this every day. the people look at i've got some really good friends that were everything. do people make comments?

they kevin, how are you doing today? he's gone this time a little bit. have handlers we've been married 25 years. her life is pretty much right around here. it already was 6. we sure we're in the, on the highway for almost getting it when i took when live it that dog and i feel me

parties 14 was 15 years. all the born with it. and we spend that much time in i've never had anything or you weren't so devoted to me. he would give up his own life for me in a 2nd. we're hard, he's going to go right up here. i got cedar tree down over here. and i'm going to pull it up, i'm going to make bench right here. i got this crash model. we're all doing, i'm going to frame it and go with a white marble rock. this is what i've been working on. my pain all is lettering in

school. i use most in depth, soul searching and pondering sinner. i are just like this. there's no phone, there's no tv, it's my quiet place. and i spend most had time reflecting on harley my family. and of course, that happened here that there was away the

looking through was when i looked into with i think his father was in there. and when i looked into it with the scene, his mother didn't care what i'm looking through with the thought death and destruction. when i looked at that with i thought, suicidal button before looking through was sitting down in a chair. and he's saying is money to get him from here to there, but was a motherly. there was a really working looking with are the thing is little care was hurt. and so i thought to myself like, was not missing because i want to give me money. but the week when twitching, he was ever kind of funny. so i say the weight or the crack is a no, i need somebody to get me there. and bang. i looked into with the say the truth, sharon phillip, the newest merc like, man, was even karen. i know the story also. well when i was that age i see using my cell 7 to 5 the so i was raised by the stories. i'm a grilled cheese sandwiches over care. see he was a high school dropout. i experimented with drugs and the parents of robin the

neighborhood socially out of the house on a block. and they've been dashing the cuff until i got caught, and i just sit in the court. now back on the street says layla true. i'm here to bri hope. tiffany, don't you? he said that was me. you want to help. i. so i look at the us when i look and see, i thought image a myself, me ah, me ah, well, you come back into the community. regardless, if you want to help and people may not want to embrace forgiveness is a lot to a person and need to forgive the new

kid that was not just me in time me days and wanted to see the whispers in getting a new shooting. and if that got to what my password, i know he was me dear. we were friends on his free inquiry growing up. he definitely wanted to murder with. and it scared me to know that this guy killed his guys' brother. and then it was hard talking to him and talking to him until they talked to one another. when he was in my name is i know i thought for a minute, i was like, how give me a 2nd. i was going to something missing. i don't want to say no,

i want to talking. we said that way. i said ok. i was, it's about a they say, i think, you know, face of beginning were you know, exactly with what it was about. i know him, he wanted to kill will escape me even said his day. now, you know i'm talking to you and i'm telling you from heart. but these are 2 men that any given time. he could feel some kind of way. in any given time, the people i had a still agree with this. there people are headed look to say ok about what he said . that was my best friend. i don't care about what he said. that was my nephew. me make no, certainly no borders of my teeth emerge . we don't have authority. we go to the back seat world needs to take action and be

ready and not a joke. people judge commoners crisis, we can do better, we should be better. everyone is contributing each in their own way, but we also know that this crisis will not go on forever. the challenge is to response has been massive. so many good people are helping us. it makes it feel very proud that we need together. now when i was overwhelmed every day i would feel different bob, some days i will feel like i hope you know they are today and other days i'm like wow, getting better at it because no matter what his brother go, no looking at picture and belie desta got to kill my brother, so that's not easy test. but here now

when matthew died, taylor was 8 years old. so trying to figure out his emotional state and was actually feeling was difficult. what kind of guilt does he carry about? this was always a big concern of mine, and so we spoke of it to him in terms of being an accident. for many years, we didn't have any type of weapon or shot guns, hand guns, rifle and everything. got rid of all that stuff. is when he was about 12,

he started expressing again an interest in wanting to shoot it would come up in, in those moments. how do you, how do you feel, you know, how, how do you think are you, do you think you're ready for that? and we've, we've shot a lot since then. i believe that the mind informs the emotions and this is why i chose to shape things for tailor the way i did and, and give him the information that i did so that as he came to understand these things, his feelings would follow. and i believe they have the to me it was important that he comes through this on the other side. okay.

the yeah, that's pretty much about the and is this about, do you have any questions for me now about the surgery? no, no, i have total say so now your total faith on the way. okay, thank you chris

and begin says now a 47 year old woman who has suffered a gunshot wound to the mandible, upper neck and mid face period. she has gone through numerous reconstructive surgery and currently has a mature bone graft in place of house by katy and mesh period. today, she requires a placement of 5. she integrated pictures, removal of a foreign body, as well as deep added have her graphs we probably see $50.00 to $60.00 gunshot wound patients per year, which $1012.00 require major reconstruction. the they are what we call involves a balls is to displace tissue

or to basically remove it, blow it away if you will. a lot of individuals who come to us with gunshot wound, they want to be reconstructed to what they look like 10 years ago. the rate always told them reconstruction to the job that it's reconstructed, it's not normalcy. every reconstructed tissue is never as good as a natural tissue that with loss i think for taking life. and i think he did that because the person i'm to come

in a gaming by forgetting and when that was i really impactful as he knew. and as i wow, i think i mean last. ok. and again, this is a, that's when we on a we maybe try to do is educate our community about that issue. about how you deal with it. with their said forgiveness empties. are you able to him to self and still live your life and harbor so much anger and frustration? and he, we grew up believe in a lot of districts told us that we had to behave a certain way that we couldn't backdate from a conflict that we could apologize to whatever may, like all those things were we action towards you don't deserve reaction. sometimes

you just say, you know what, i'm going to ignore and let it go. because you know, any given moment the situation go probably day. and i'm talking about really when our children live in that same life, know that when we grew up with that it's a virus, it's up to this right to talk with his 1st giving. this is really for yourself, 1st love to go around harbouring a lot of emotions, anger, and frustration, and a heart if i didn't, they can't live. my son got killed. so that when i'm letting me, i will not help myself accountable left on my own account. i wasn't a good file, but that's still my boy to the day when you let it out, you must have that in. yeah. to have that in you going to be in real life there's laws much my theme, much violence,

not understand when people say never one barry, a child, i guess like one of the most part is building world and didn't know that person life was took and then they had to teach myself a long time ago when i started a transformation. that's the reason i wanted to take my life soccer. forgive myself . oh, the i never really come to like the same person,

i guess all from the one. you can only help and feel alone or something like that happens. and like, you're the only one there that's feeling this way. i could feel the there's all different types and groups in my class, andrew and a sound different from other people have enjoyed. they understood me more than the others did. so yeah, that's what i told her. i don't think i was the right decision. but make a box, make a bomb? yeah. me and tiny met in 6th grade. he was about asked why height? i just nicknamed him tiny like we need someone to shoot a gun. usually a tiny that's kind of his position and they are cast the people the

saw people would say like, oh goodness your brother died. so why do you still own guns? certain you have gotten rid of those a long time ago. and my answer is no. and guns fascinated me by how like the mechanics of the stuff. that's always why i'm fascinated with stuff like this and like mechanical stuff like that. but my idea of guns has not changed in the fact whether i should own them or not is change in the effect of safety. today, we're going to of a banana. that's my nana. because you know why not the, the idea of the tailor being involved now in things when he wants to go shooting. when i know that one of the experiments that they're going to do is going to

involve an explosion. one of the things that i rely on is that for years i have poured into him safety digging in perfect. i do know that tiny held the gun. no knowing how to blow it in it. he has guns all the time and i trust him to be around me. i'm not like you put that down. you're going to going to kill someone because any and he's not a murderer. it was an accident. you can like put in the clip of liked him like getting blown up. i think the accident happened because that was god's timing for matthew. and i do believe that's how god intended it to happen. that's what he will down in taylor's, taylor's book, a life we don't really know what level is going to come out of these

explosions, each explosion that we do. we don't know what's going to happen, but i trust god that whatever happens, it's going to be his will and his timing for us the everyone. alright. oh great. so satisfying me our last walk is a 1st dog i've had and 40 years i've raised from a maybe like

a child. the hi, this is kevin leonard. we have a scheduled today for my dog. i got everything ready to go and i kind of like this but behind yes. very, very, very know what

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