the one of the worst ever mass shootings in america was in las vegas in 2017. the tragedy a close a little live in real life. vega, where many say elected officials are controlled by casino owners. the vegas shooting revealed what? the l v n p. d really is and now it's part of the stem machine. most of the american public barely remembers that it happened just shows you the power of money and las vegas. the powerful showed the true colors when the pen demik hit. the most contagious contagion that we've seen in decades, and then you have a mayor who doesn't care. so here's caroline goodman, offering the lives of the vegas residence to be the control group. to the shiny facades conceal a deep indifference to other people. by going to be saved if they were to take an action. absolutely keep the registering and keep the slot machines doing. this is

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the heavenly father. thank you for the way that you have blessed and guided us and thank you for our family. this occasion be mass special as it is unique. we pray in jesus' name, a man looking back sometimes. i mean, this is a difficult memory for all of us to unpack and to try to address it. sometimes it

helps, but one of the things was what were we initially concerned about in those early days? i still wanted taylor to be a happy little boy, and i don't know if how you will be able to handle it. i didn't want the memory to heart to all your life. obviously the huge concern about the worst ancient you know, he was so little and so what is he going to have to go through who i was young and i didn't understand was what was going on at the time. and it was difficult for me to process and i look back as i guess it wasn't the greatest thing everybody out from, from me i guess have been for a distance from people. and i was just the way of the way i've been dealing with it . but

i know through family and everything, it's all about us closer then they all done for me. it has changed my perspective on life. and i know that that i think about daily's our matthew expecting me to mean a sample. now what do you want me to live? the kind of big brother wanted you to

lose well, and we're probably all needed to say they say, well, probably needed to be able to express this. because to a great extent, we have suppressed our failings in order to be protective in order to hope all of this would turn out. well me this is the nice

strong me. oh really. yeah. so it felt very warm over to chelsea and i remember why she the tree branches away. i felt for the 1st time and once

i got a telephone call from a detective about 2 in the for noon, she was in intensive care. and if they hadn't told me, i was christian, i don't think i would have known that it was. she was just virtually unrecognizable . it was the next morning when we went to her apartment and i went out onto the balcony and there were a bandages bloody bandages needles. the most dramatic thing i remember, and i still have a very hard time with this. there was actually still a piece of her jaw that was on the, on the floor of the apartment, the floor or the balcony. and i don't think i even told kristen this before. but

that is probably what brought the whole thing most dramatically home to me. the look at that darkly. now i remember the ceiling, the unreal that's so real. i just thought about what it must have been like from my friends i have she clean up. there were pieces of teeth. i'm phones and so much flush the i can't imagine what hard for them to has to face that

it's so weird to go back into that mindset to see that balcony and think about what was going into my head of this. i shot they're gone. i. 6 i nickname, way for that i can leave,

i can live it went to my the i want to the last a few more stuff, for example, how to pull him. i 1st screaming on the ground where i miss lee. so i look around the pole to corner, i see 3 missed in all 3 of them are going out slowly. and then as soon as i turn around twice when our friends in contact

with allow tenants fall in the ground, a split picking up the splitting in a walk over there was the one as far as running back miss my direction to turn around and walk away from the 1st her i feel over the reason being is because i always justify unless someone did something to me or try to take my life than it was of anything i dental and then

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provinces of afghanistan, cost lacey, which time i thought, sure, no problem, but i shall did that update you and i'm glad you got the notes that she does her best to fight for women's rights, i was just wondering what you got that donors. you know what i do? i know that the season here by her nickname, the king was a got it doesn't was really a good one day. i

guys can hear out and they do have appear. he gave whatever measures after you protect yourself and it was around you. the prosecutor tried to do everything you could define charges to push. yes, we have it because you guys were in my house. and i didn't know if they're armed or not. it was dark. windows were closed. i saw him standing there, i told him to stop. they wouldn't stop. they kept, i don't know where they are doing. and i said, okay, i mean my mom does it live, say the whole thing when you asked about 20 or 30 seconds and then i got ugly it took was a half an hour before the police showed up and stage is not going to come in and do

anything until was seen secure in the scene was secure because it took the guy 40 minutes to die as a long time told somebody he kept reach and i need to his belt, he wouldn't, he wouldn't roll over and he kept reaching in his pants. i didn't know where i was reaching for could have been a guy and i oh, he was reaching for age derrick, meaning he crawled towards the name of collapse and i don't know what his intentions were. he wouldn't, he wouldn't say a word. so you know, i was still a certified medical person at the time. if i felt the scene was safe, i don't know what i could have done, but i would have done something you know, trying to help the guy. but i was a long as 3040 minutes in my life. i knew that i was going to be on, i've seen enough gas in my life life career. i knew there's,

there's nothing new to this guy. me i wish i could put it behind me and move on like never happen. i know i never will . i don't think anybody ever could hear it over it. i doubt it. i'd like to find somebody to ask

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me, i'm doing my normal routine into the bathroom. i get a shower, brush my teeth in my hair done. i want matthew as he was in the bathroom while he was up on the counter. i'm not sure why is up on the counter. was me for santo op to my mom's room. i see the gun lying there on the underneath the left side of the med and i and i walked back into the bathroom with a gun in my hands, out of curiosity, just looking at it and trying to figure out what it does and how to work it and i so we proceed to the safety. ah,

and then from there on, i talk the gun back, putting a boat around in the chamber. and i just remember matthew says to me, you know, that was a gift from papa to mon or safety. and i didn't answer, i just hear a gunshot, i and so at 8 o'clock that same night, december, 1st, one by one. we say goodbye and the last one.

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