ah, me dares thing we dare to ask me. ah, this is what happens when you have a child with lots of medical problems. i'm putting all of these in one

school and he just had surgery in august. this one right here they did was that he has spinal thesis and he has an extra birth sitting on this. and it was cutting off blood flow and nerves and all of that he is higher functioning, autistic. i wish i could see the world like he sees it for one day. the hearing things that normal people won't hear seeing things that normal people don't see he is. he sees details that we don't and he hears things that we don't. and i would love to see the world as he sees it because he he picks up everything. he feels things that we don't feel temperature variation differences and textures smell it. awesome. i never, ever,

ever like him to be quote normal cuz kids with autism. rock he shopping at 22. he shot you know 25. 0 that he talks about he wants an aka ruins. been that much money but yeah, he has, he has, you know, when he gets under, who gets hell he him where he is stand up for a long period of time and handle the recall will go to our love an 18 busy day to day. biggest story in our city, for sure. when your remembrance of the clackamas town center shooting. cindy, you lost your life there with hospice care nurse. her daughter jenna is in the

studio with us. how are you doing and you're like, i don't know, not great. honestly. angry i would be so yeah. ringback ringback ringback someone asked me the other day if i will ever be able to forgive the person who killed my mom. the answer is no. john, everything gets better. hang, i really do. will be out there tonight. 530 candlelight, vigil, clackamas, down center. i hope you come down at the time of the year around the country are here and children, many of them are going to the dance and for a lot of families who are here at the clock in the counseling or one year of the night. that magical moment. me. ah

jenna. are you going to speak 1st? because of the day. my mom, her mom, me. my mom was absolutely rate. she was me. i don't know how to express that every day. me

miss last october, my sister in law, jesse. she was brutally murdered. she was shot in the head by her husband who she was in the middle of a divorce with. she got a restraining order, not too long after he forced his way into her house and shot her in front of her 2 young daughters. i was asked afterward by several people. chris, doesn't that change? how do you see gun control? i always responded was absolutely not. my wife is over there, selling shirts, to raise money for domestic violence awareness and our sister's name. can you go back to the day for we are getting ready to watch the mon am as i do, lord. very

good to really watch the foot long in the ducks were playing and i was i got to call my mom and she said that there was a shooting over at johnston apartment and we didn't know where jesse was. and 1st i was like, ok, so there was a shooting. didn't know it was jesse's. we didn't really know anything. and then i call her in the hospitals and they told us where she was at and we found her. and i was the 1st one there to see that she was shot him if her address was, can see a little better and probably kind of at least slowed it down. but i think the biggest thing that would have helped is if she was armed the ridiculousness of the gun grabbers has gotten to epic proportions. people. how many

of you guys have heard of the board game clue? you've got the pipe brand, lead pie, the rope. guess what? the revolver piece that was less than a half inch big, offended a parent and they removed it. i think they have forgotten. we are the boss. they work. what we say, go not what they said. me all i

i i shame on you looking for you. i tell you get every interest to you for you burning right and flame and tell me i i i

why do you think there isn't much civil dialogue? why has it become so polarized? and is there a middle way? is there a middle ground somewhere that we could you know, after newtown, i thought there was a middle ground. i thought were going to ban these clips. these multiple shot clips . that's going to happen. and we're going to get background checks, but then both of those things were block. those things never happened. and i sort of lost hope. and i think a lot of people with lost hope that really doesn't seem to be a middle ground. and one of the things that i tried to establish and in guns was that there should be a middle ground. yes, it still thanks something simple, bass like, maybe something like this where it's just the simple l end of the state. and then

just get rid of the background color you just had, right. and that was it, right? the gun control movement needs to understand it takes a long time. it takes persistence. it takes patience, but it takes constant advocacy. mothers against drunk driving was started in 1980. it was one small change after one small change in one small change might occur in one state and then another state would adopt that tougher penalties for offenders. more prevention programs lowering the legal limit from drunk driving. i have seen a similarity between some of the tactics. i think the energy is using compared to some of the tactics that the alcohol and hospitality industry used in our fight, particularly to lower the illegal drunk driving limits. the alcohol industry initially in illinois said absolutely not. they are going to take away your glass of wine at dinner. they are going to make a criminal out of somebody who has

a cocktail. all these bars and restaurants are going to have to close. we were able to prove that those claims were number one, not true. and number 2, once we did pass the law, the hospitality and alcohol industries joined with us to promote the law. so it will be great if at some point me in our a joins with the gun control advocates and says, let's do work together on this. and we can find common ground, like the me, the if it seems there is a shooting in a school every week. now, a group that keeps count says they're nearly is about one

a week since new town. the latest happen just hours ago near portland, oregon, and it was deadly. they say the shooter that went into that high school this morning as dad along with one student. that shooting began just after 8 o'clock this morning, just as students were getting started with their day, a very active scene and a community in shock after a shooting in trout, dale at reynolds high school. again. my 1st reaction was not again. my 2nd reaction was to get room and somebody was raising a child in a house with an a r 15 and hundreds of rounds of ammunition. what kind of message was that child being sent? living in a house like that? yeah, they have a 2nd amendment right to do it and we got to dead kids to show for it. and i just

feel a sense of personal failure. what could i have done to make a difference? and that haunts me all the time. we have to work orders. i the who's

ah, is your media a reflection of reality? in a world transformed what will make you feel safer? tycer lation for community. are you going the right way or are you being that somewhere? which direction? what is truth is faith in the world corrupted. you need to defend the join us in the depths will remain in the shallows. ah oh right now. there are 2000000000 people who are overweight or obese.

it's profitable to sell food that he's 20, and sugary and faulty, and he's not at the individual level. it's not individual willpower. and if we go on believing that will never change as obesity epidemic, that industry has been influencing very deeply. the medical and scientific establishment, ah, what's driving the reason for them is corporate me the it says in, in the shop, in some other patches guy in here wish i nice friendly

don't hand in hand. oh i oh i oh oh he oh my friend i great down on the and on and on. i roll. this is aftermath of gun violence, but i truly believe that we can have our guns. we can do so responsible it

shouldn't be that hard. so it goes, oh oh oh oh i here's how it shakes out. first, there's the shooting. second,

the initial tv news reports are accompanied by 4 issues or music and dramatic breaking news logos. 3rd comes confirmation and it's not a false a lot of ammunition. 4th, the 1st video, it's always from a cell phone. if the 1st on c news reports filed by those local reporters who must subbing children 18 arrives. one or more will use a phrase at as many as 4 followed by a number. 6th, the correct equation, x dead y injured tense, the shooter is identified correctly and we get to look at a yearbook photo in which the guy looks pretty much like anybody. 14th recaps of previous shootings begin 17th the n r a announces they will have no comment until the details become clear. 18th, while politicians decree a national dialogue about gun control. 21st. any bills to change existing gun

laws quietly disappear into the legislative swamp. 22nd, it happens again, and the whole thing starts over. that's how it shakes out. i don't know if anybody will remember that as a 50 years from now or anything else that i have written or might write in the future about guns. but if they do, the only thing i'd like is for somebody to say he was on the right side of the issue. and i hope i am, i believe that i am, but of course, belief is part of the problem here. isn't it? yeah, i mean does strong belief on, on both sides. yeah. i

in i, [000:00:00;00] in, in the tonight, every town is having their kick off of and i get to the point a lot or i'm like, nothing changing you know, same old,

same old. and then i'll do these little things. i'm like, oh yeah. okay, i can make a difference. so we're about to start the next session. we are really hoping to pass and goals. finally i oh, i i ah,

today an 941 path i just took your vote for several hours of debate. me. i think the stakes are higher as it's got a lot of anxious phones. one way or the other. it's a big deal. they'll never gotten that. i want to thank everybody for coming. we're going to work as hard as possible to make sure that everybody is able to get their voice heard. despite continuing incidents of gun violence in our own state, oregon, lawmakers have failed to fix problems and our guidelines. that is an embarrassment . and it's time for a change. me .

ah, we're about to reach the combination of a 20 year close to a 20 year process. ah, good morning, colleagues. happy monday to everyone. the house will come to order represented williamson moves adoption the committee report on senate bill 941. it closes the loophole in oregon 25 year background check la for selling in transferring firearms . i realize that things might actually change when we are in a balcony and actually voting on a clerical open the voting system. i in today's climate, it is almost in freaking possible to pass any kind of guns safety reform. but

oregon is fucking the national trends. the i instantly perceived to interest and need to look for others, but it will have a positive impact and i will say, lives down the road. there's no question about the accomplish something, something that we did with cindy in our minds. she was a marshal warner. she was very strong advocate for justice and for things are, are right, really proud. she won't be as where anything else stuff like that. like i wouldn't be doing this if it weren't for her death, but yeah, now she'll be really proud to be here in

a phone totally. i there is a lot happening in our country. it's just not happening as fast as some people would like including me. but it is happening, i don't see myself backing away from this issue for quite a while. there's too much at stake. ah. it takes time to change things around. i've learned to accept that. now,

but change those count as long as you're persist. ah, it's turning one more into an issue for people. every one person that's kill affects the whole community. i um and i don't accept the idea that mash shootings have to be a part of american life. me . when you

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so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy foundation . let it be an arms race is often very dramatic. development only personally, i'm going to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very critical of time. time to sit down and talk the i don't know. i mean, there's some steps in there were rescuing the food that they were scabbing or were rescuing resources that are still good. this is best buy march 21st, which is in 2 days. all these potatoes, hall panels, onions, all of these came from waste ground sources. this is great for me because i'm always looking for a way to give things away. dr. because the tax laws, you know,

definitely do benefit the wealthier people and our society. so that makes sense for them to throw it out right off rather than give it to somebody who could use it. and then that person is not going to buy it. the ah person and you can them russia is fundamental election that the she remaining both. so counted sick that and more than 2 dozen wounded and a shooting of central russia, the taca is under arrest. i run into the building and one person coming down the stairs. the young man pointed the gun at me and find a show off to that fund. in return, i run close to and pinned him down. the suspect it was

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