the trail when so many find themselves will depart, we choose to look for common ground in the way this is what happens when you have a child with large medical problems. all right. i'm putting all of these in one school and he just surgery and august. this one right here they did was that he has a bundle of thesis and he has an extra vertebra city like this,

like this. and it was cutting off blood flow and nerves and all of that he is higher functioning, autistic. i wish i could see the world like he sees it for one day. the hearing things that normal people hear seeing things that normal people don't see his. he sees details that we don't and he hears things that we don't. and i would love to see the world as he sees it because he, he picks up everything. he feels things that we don't feel temperature variation differences and textures. smelled and it's awesome. i never, ever, ever want him to be quote normal because kids with autism rock

he shopping yankee shot 22. he shot you know 25. 0 that he talks about he wants an aka ruins. been that much money but yeah, he has, he has, you know, when he gets a 100 and gets healthy, him for he and stand up for a long period of time and handle the recall when got it and oh, i love an 18 busy day today. biggest story in our city, for sure. when your remembrance of the clackamas town center shooting. cindy, your last or life there should hospice care nurse or daughter jenna is in the studio venice. how are you doing in your life? i don't know. not great. honestly. angry. i would be so yeah,

yeah. ringback ringback ringback someone asked me the other day if i will ever be able to forgive that person who killed my mom. the answer is no. john, everything gets better. hang, i really do. will be out there tonight. 530 candlelight, vigil, clackamas, down center. i hope you come down at the time of the year around the country are packed with hearing that children, many of them are going to the dance and for a lot of families that were here at the clock in the count center, one year of the night that magical moment. roger. me. ah jenna. are you going to speak 1st?

because those day, my mom or mom me. my mom was absolutely right. she was i don't know how to express that. how much we miss her every day. me. i

miss last october, my sister in law, jesse, she was brutally murdered. she was shot in the head by her husband who she was in the middle of a divorce with. she got a restraining order, not too long after he forced his way into her house and shot her in front of the 2 young daughters. i was asked afterward by several people. chris, doesn't that change? how do you see gun control? i always responded was absolutely not. my wife is over there, selling shirts, to raise money for domestic violence awareness and our sister's name. can you go back to the day for we are getting ready to watch the football game as i do, lord there . good reason to watch the foot long in the ducks were playing and i got to call my

mom. and she said that there was a shooting over at johnston apartment. and we didn't know where jesse was. and 1st i was like, ok, so there was a shooting. didn't know it was jesse's. we didn't really know anything. and then i called her on the hospitals and they told us where she was at and we found her. and i was the 1st one there to see that she was shot him if her address was, can feel a little better and probably kind of at least floated down. but i think the biggest thing that would have helped is if she was armed the ridiculousness of the gun grabbers has gotten to epic proportions. people. how many of you guys have heard of the board game clue? you've got the pipe branch lead time, the rope. guess what? the revolver piece that was less than a half inch big, offended

a parent and they removed it. i think they have forgotten. we are the boss, they work. so what we say go not what they say. the me all i i i

shame on you looking for you until you get every interest to you. are you burning right and flaming in the i i i why do you think there is a civil dialogue? why has it become so polarized? and is there a middle way?

is there a middle ground somewhere that we could you know, after newtown, i thought there was a middle ground. i thought were going to ban these clips. these multiple shot clips . that's going to happen. and we're going to get background checks, but then both of those things were block. those things never happened. and i sort of lost hope. and i think a lot of people with lost hope that really doesn't seem to be a middle ground. and one of the things that i tried to establish in, in guns was that there should be a middle ground. yes. still think something simple past like maybe something like this where it's just the simple outline of the state. and then just get rid of the background color you just had, right. and that was it, right? the gun control movement needs to understand it takes

a long time. it takes persistence. it takes patience, but it takes constant advocacy. mothers against drunk driving was started in 1980. it was one small change after one small change on one small change might occur in one state and then another state would adopt that tougher penalties for offenders. more prevention programs lowering the legal limit from drunk driving. i have seen a similarity between some of the tactics i think dnr is using compared to some of the tactics that the alcohol and hospitality industry used in our fi, particularly to lower the illegal drunk driving limit the alcohol industry initially in illinois said absolutely not. they are going to take away your glass of wine at dinner. they are going to make a criminal out of somebody who has a cocktail. all these bars and restaurants are going to have to close. we were able to prove that those claims were number one, not true. and number 2,

once we did pass the law, the hospitality and alcohol industries joined with us to promote the law. so it will be great if at some point the n r a joins with the gun control advocates and says, let's do work together on this. and we can find common ground. my big the, me, the if it seems there is a shooting in a school every week. now, a group that keeps count says they're nearly is about one a week since new town. the latest happen just hours ago, near portland, oregon, and it was deadly. they say the shooter that went into that high school this

morning as dad along with one student. that shooting began just after 8 o'clock this morning. just as students were getting started with their day, a very active scene and a community in shock after a shooting in trout, dale at reynolds high school, again, my 1st reaction was not again, my 2nd reaction was to get really mad. somebody was raising a child in a house with an a r 15 and hundreds of rounds of ammunition. what kind of message was that child being sent? living in a house like that? yeah, they have a 2nd amendment right to do it. and we got to dead kids to show for it. and i just feel a sense of personal failure. what could i have done to make a difference? and that haunts me all the time. we have

to work orders mine across the board. defer to focus bittman. no ball here but me. oh oh oh i i ah ah me, i understand. i

ah, the, i don't know. i mean there's some steps in there were rescuing the food that they were scabbing or where were rescuing resources that are still good. this is best by march 21st, which is in 2 days. all these potatoes, holla panels, onions, all of these came from waste, found sources. this is great for me because i'm always looking for a way to give things away. dr. because the tax laws, you know, definitely do benefit the wealthier people in our society. so that makes sense for them to throw it out right off rather than give it to somebody who could use it, then that person is not going to buy it. so on it's it in our shop

in some other just got in here we sit, i need friendly don't hand in hand. oh i oh i oh oh he oh my friend in grey down on the and on and on. i roll.

this is aftermath of gun violence, but i truly believe that we can have our guns and we can do so responsible. it shouldn't be that hard. so it goes, oh, oh, oh oh, i

here's how it shakes out. first, there's the shooting. second, the initial tv news reports are accompanied by 4 issues, music and dramatic breaking news logos. 3rd comes confirmation and it's not a false, a lot of ammunition. 4th, the 1st video, it's always from a cell phone. the 1st on seen news reports filed by those local reporters who must sub until 18 arrives. one or more will use the phrase at as many as 4 followed by a number. 6th, the correct equation, x dead y injured tense. the shooter is identified correctly and we get to look at a yearbook photo in which the guy looks pretty much like anybody. 14th recaps of previous shootings begin 17th,

the re announces they will have no comment until the details become a clear 18th. while politicians decree a national dialogue about gun control. 21st. any bills to change existing gun laws quietly disappear into the legislative swamp? 22nd, it happens again, and the whole thing starts over. that's how it shakes out. either of anybody will remember that s a 50 years from now or anything else that i have written or might write in the future about guns. but if they do, the only thing i'd like is for somebody to say he was on the right side of the issue. and i hope i am, i believe that i am, but of course,

belief is part of the problem here, isn't it? i mean, does strong belief on, on both sides. i in i me in, in the tonight every town is having their kick off of and i get to

the point a lot or i'm like, nothing changing, you know, same old, same old. and then i'll do these little things and i'm like, oh yeah, okay, i can make a difference. so we're about to start the next session. we are really hoping to pass and goals. finally i oh, i i ah,

bill today and 941 path, i just knew that for several hours of debate. me. ah, i think the stakes are higher as it's got a lot of anxious, one way or the other. it's a big deal. never gotten this far. i want to thank everybody for coming. we're going to work as hard as possible to make sure that everybody is able to get their voice her. despite the continuing incidence of gun violence in our own state, oregon, lawmakers have failed to fix problems and our guidelines that isn't embarrassment. and it's time for a change. me

. ah, we're about to reach the combination of a 20 year close to a 20 year process. ah, good morning, colleagues. happy monday to everyone. the house will come to order represented williamson moves adoption the committee report on senate bill 941. it closes the loophole in oregon 25 year background check la for selling in transferring firearms . i realize that things might actually change when we are in the balcony, are actually voting on a clerical open the voting system. i

in today's climate, it is almost in freaking possible to pass any kind of guns safety reform, but organ fucking, the national trends. the i to a for steve to interesting to me for others, but it will have a positive impact and i will say lives down the road. there's no question about the accomplish something. something that we did were cindy in our minds. she was very much warmer. she was very strong advocate for justice and for things are, are right, really proud. she won't be as we are and stuff like that. like i wouldn't be doing this if it weren't for her death,

but yeah, now she'll be really proud to be here in a phone totally. i there is a lot happening in our country. it's just not happening as fast as some people would like including me. but it's, it's happening. i don't see myself backing away from this issue for quite a while. there's too much at stake. ah,

it takes time to change things around. i've learned to accept that. but change those count as long as you're persist ah, it's turning more and more into an issue for people. every one person that killed affects the whole community. i um i don't accept the idea that mash shootings have to be a part of american life. but me

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you know, one thing we don't talk about america is class or other countries from class war like great britain is a prime example. but in america to play? no. except now. yeah. the one she's that a gas station cashier in germany. i have to be asked to wear mosque sparking horror and debate in the countries media. frustration growing. had coven restriction mornings, declared the central russian city, a perm off the university, shooting the killed $602.00 pay their respects and memorial to the victims. a correspondence there speaks to the mother of a badly injured student, the shot, my daughter in the buck she was running away. she saw him and started running. she had to have her kidney removed.