remained in the shallows, the me, me make no certainly no borders and the blind number please emerge. we don't have authority. we go to the back seen the whole world needs to take action and be ready. people judge, you know, come crisis, we can do better. we should be better. everyone is contributing each in their own way, but we also know that this crisis will not go on forever. the challenge is paid for the response has been massive. so me, good people are helping us. it makes us feel very proud that we are together in

the way this is what happens when you have a child with large medical problems. i'm putting all of these and one, you know, at the school and he just had surgery in august. this one right here they did was that he has a bundle of thesis and he has an extra vertebra city like this. and it was cutting off one flow and nerves and all of that he is have functioning autistic. i wish i could see the world like he sees it for one day. the

hearing things that normal people out here saying things that normal people don't see his. he sees details that we don't and he thinks that we don't. and i would love to see the world as he sees it because he he picks up everything. he feels things that we don't feel temperature variation differences and textures, smell in his awful i never, ever, ever like him to be quote normal because kids with autism rock he shall be yankee, sat 22. he shot 25. all that he talked about. he was an aching thing on ruins. been when money, but now he has, he has his own. when he gets better, who gets healthy and where he is, stand up for

a long period of time and handle the recall will go to oh, love an 18 busy day to day. biggest story in our city for sure. when your remembrance of the clackamas town center shooting. cindy, your last or life there should hospice care nurse or daughter jenna is in the studio minutes. how are you doing in your life? i don't know. not great. honestly. angry i would be so. yeah. ringback ringback someone asked me the other day if i will ever be able to forgive the best person who killed my mom? the answer is no. john, everything gets better. hey, i really do. will be out there tonight. 530 candlelight, vigil, clackamas,

down center. i hope to come down at the time of the year around the country are here and children, many of them are going to the santa and for a lot of families who are here at the clock in the count center, one year of the night. that magical moment. me. ah jenna. are you going to speak 1st? because here those day. my mom, her mom, me. my mom was absolutely rate she what i

me i don't know how to express that every day. me this last october, my sister in law, jesse, she was brutally murdered. she was shot in the head by her husband who she was in the middle of a divorce with. she got a restraining order, not too long after he forced his way into her house and shot her in front of the 2 young daughters. i was asked afterward by several people. chris, doesn't that change? how do you see gun control?

i always responded with. absolutely not. my wife is over there, selling shirts to raise money for domestic violence awareness in her sister's name . can you go back to the day? well, we are getting ready to watch the football game as i do hoard. very good to really watch the foot long in the ducks were playing and i got a call from a mom and she said that there was a shooting over at johnston apartment and we didn't know where jesse was. and 1st i was like, ok, so there was a shooting. didn't know it was jesse's. we didn't really know anything. and then

i called her and of the hospitals and they told us where she was at and we found her. and i was the 1st one there to see that she was shot him if her address was, can see a little better and probably kind of at least floated down. but i think the biggest thing that would have helped is if she was armed the ridiculousness of the gun grabbers has gotten to epic proportions. people. how many of you guys have heard of the board game clue? you've got the pipe branch lead, pipe, the rope. guess what? the revolver piece that was less than a half inch big, offended a parent and they removed it. i think they have forgotten. we are the boss. they worked so what we say, go not what they say. the

me all i i i shame owns you can for you. i tell you get every interest to you. are you burning right and the flaming in the

i i i why do you think there isn't much civil dialogue? why has it become so polarized? and is there a middle way? is there a middle ground somewhere that we could you know, after newtown, i thought there was a middle ground. i thought were going to ban these clips. these multiple shot clips . that's going to happen. and we're going to get background checks, but then both of those things were block. those things never happened. and i sort

of lost hope. and i think a lot of people with lost hope that really doesn't seem to be a middle ground. and one of the things that i've tried to establish and in guns was that there should be a middle ground. yes. still think something simple, fast like maybe something like this where it's just a simple out of the state and then just get rid of the background color if you just had right. and that was it right. the gun control movement needs to understand it takes a long time. it takes persistence, it takes patience, but it takes constant advocacy. mothers against drunk driving was started in 1980. it was one small change after one small change in one small change might occur in one state and then another state would adopt that tougher penalties for

offenders. more prevention programs, lowering the legal limit from drunk driving. i have seen a similarity between some of the tactics i think dnr is using compared to some of the tactics that the alcohol and hospitality industry used in our fi, particularly to lower the illegal drunk driving limit the alcohol industry initially in illinois said absolutely not. they are going to take away your glass of wine at dinner. they are going to make a criminal out of somebody who has a cocktail. all these bars and restaurants are going to have to close. we were able to prove that those claims were number one, not true. and number 2, once we did past the law, the hospitality and alcohol industries joined with us to promote the law. so it will be great if at some point the n r a joins with the gun control advocates and says, let's do work together on this. and we can find common ground. my big the,

me, the if it seems, there is a shooting in a school every week. now, a group that keeps count says they're nearly is about one a week since newtown. the latest happen just hours ago, near portland, oregon. and it was deadly. they say the shooter that went into that high school this morning as dad along with one student. that shooting began just after 8 o'clock this morning. just as students were getting started with their day, a very active scene and a community in shock after a shooting in trout, dale at reynolds high school, again, my 1st reaction was not again,

my 2nd reaction was to get really mad. somebody was raising a child in a house with an a r 15 and hundreds of rounds of ammunition. what kind of message was that child being said, living in a house like that? yeah, they have a 2nd amendment right to do it. and we got 2 dead kids to show for it. and i just feel a sense of personal failure. what could i have done to make a difference? and that haunts me all the time. we have to work orders were told, the new strategic alliance comprising the united states, the united kingdom and australia is not directed against china. but of course, it is. washington has developed numerous alliances against staging,

but our coast has a new killer dimension. tensions arising in the pacific, and no doubt china will re main across the board of the search and focus bittman ball here. but me o o, o i o me. i understand i

o, why now, there are 2000000000 people who are overweight or obese. is profitable to sell food that is pricey and sugary and healthy and addicted. not at the individual level. it's not individual willpower. and if we go on believing that will never change as obesity epidemic, that industry has been influencing very deeply. the medical and scientific establishment, ah, what's driving the obesity epidemic? it's corporate. mm. so it says in our shop, in some other patches guy

here wish i knew friendly? don't hand in hand. oh i oh oh i oh oh, he oh my friend in grey down on the and on and on. i roll. this is the aftermath of gun violence. but i truly believe that we

can have our guns and we can do so responsible. it shouldn't be that hard. so it goes, oh, oh oh oh oh i here's how it shakes out. first, there's the shooting. second,

the initial tv news report, accompanied by for issues are losing and dramatic breaking news logos. 3rd comes confirmation and it's not a false, a lot of ammunition. 4th, the 1st video, it's always from a cell phone. see if the 1st on c news reports filed by those local reporters who much sub and children 18 arrived, one or more will use the phrase at as many as 4 put followed by a number 6. the correct equation, x dead y injured tense. the shooter is identified correctly and we get to look at a yearbook photo in which the guy looks pretty much like anybody. 14th recaps of previous shootings begin 17th the n r a announces they will have no comment until the details become clear. 18th, while politicians decree

a national dialogue about gun control. 21st. any bills to change existing gun laws quietly disappear into the legislative swamp? 22nd, it happens again, and the whole thing starts over. that's how it shakes out. i don't know if anybody will remember that as a 50 years from now or anything else that i have written or might write in the future about guns. but if they do, the only thing i'd like is for somebody to say he was on the right side of the issue. and i hope i am, i believe that i am, but of course, belief is part of the problem here, isn't it? i mean, does strong belief on both sides. yeah. i

in i me, in, in the tonight, every town is having their kick off of and i get to the point a lot or i'm like changing, you know, same old,

same old and then i'll do these little things and i'm like, oh yeah. okay, i can make a difference so we're about to start the next session. we are really hoping to pass . and finally i oh, i i ah, i've gotten today. c and 941 passed by just for several hours

of debate me. ah, if stakes are higher because it's got a lot of anxious phones, one way or the other, it's a big deal. never gotten this far. i want to thank everybody for coming. we're going to work as hard as possible to make sure that everybody is able to get their voice heard, despite continuing incidents of gun violence in our own state, oregon, lawmakers have failed to fix problems and our guidelines that isn't embarrassment. and it's time for a change me . ah,

we're about to reach the combination of a 20 year close to a 20 year process. i good morning, colleague. happy monday to everyone. the house will come to order represented williamson moves adoption and the committee report on senate bill 941. it closes the loophole in oregon 25 year background check la for selling in transferring firearms. i realize that things might actually change when we are in a balcony and actually voting on a clerical open the voting system. i in today's climate, it is almost in the freaking possible to pass any kind of guns, safety, perform but organ fucking the national trends,

the i to a perceived to interesting to me for others. but it will have a positive impact, and i will say lives down the road. there's no question about it. we have accomplished something in something that we did with cindy in our minds. she was a marshal warmer. she was a very strong advocate for justice and for things are, are right jamie, i'm really proud. she won't be wearing a thing off stuff like that. like i wouldn't be doing this if it weren't for her death but but yeah, now she'll be really proud. she made sure enough on totally

i there is a lot happening in our country. it's just not happening as fast as some people would like including me, but it is happening. i don't see myself backing away from this issue for quite a while. there's too much at stake me. it takes time to change things around. i've learned to accept that

now, but training those count as long as you're persistent. ah, it's turning one more into an issue for people. every one person that's kill affects the whole community. i um i don't accept the idea that mass shootings have to be a part of american life. but me and i you

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one thing we talk about america is class or other countries from class war like re, britain is a prime example. but in america typically, you know, take step now. yeah. the i don't know, i mean there's some steps in there were rescuing the food that they were scavenging or, or where were rescuing resources that are still good. this is best buy march 21st, which is in 2 days. all of these potatoes, power, pianos, onions, all of these came from waste around sources. the. this is great for me because i'm always looking for a way to give things away. dr. because the tax laws, you know, definitely do benefit the wealthier people and our society. so that makes sense for them to throw it out right off rather than give it to somebody who could use it,

then that person is not going to buy it. the ah, a man shoes that a petrol station cashier in germany off the being off to where i'm off. talking horror and debate in the countries media. frustration grows, restrictions us president joe barton sends the running call to matter because eyes and talks piece at the united nations that made an unprecedented dispute with nato allies from sign accusations of a cold war mentality from china today of mornings declared in the central russian city of austin about the shoot him, the killed of 6 people. hundreds of.