normal people not here seeing things that normal people don't see his. he sees details that we don't hear things that we don't and i would love to see the world as he sees it because he picks up everything. he feels things that we don't feel temperature variation differences and textures, smell it off. i'd never ever, ever want him to be quote normal cuz kids with autism rock he shall be yankee sat 22. he shot 25. 0 that he talks about him with an aching ruins been when money but yeah, he has, he has his own. when he gets 100, who gets healthy, him for him, stand up for a long period of time and handle the recorder. we'll go to

our love and 18 busy day to day. biggest story in our city for sure. when your remembrance of the clackamas town center shooting. cindy, your last or life there should hospice care nurse or daughter jenna is in the studio minutes. how are you doing it yearly? i don't know. not great. honestly. angry i would be so yeah. ringback ringback ringback someone asked me the other day if i will ever be able to forgive that person who killed my mom. the answer is no. john, hope everything gets better. hang, i really do. will be out there tonight. 530 candlelight, vigil, clackamas, down center. i hope you come down at the time of the year around the

country are packed with here and that children, many of them are going to the dance and for a lot of families who were here at the clock in the town center, one year of the night that magical moment. me. ah jenna. are you going to speak 1st? name because those day my mom, her mom me. my mom absolutely rate she was

i don't know how to express that. how much we miss every day. me i miss last october. my sister in law, jesse, she was brutally murdered. she was shot in the head by her husband who she was in the middle of a divorce with. she got a restraining order. not too long after he forced his way into her house and shot her in front of the 2 young daughters. i was asked afterward by several people. chris, doesn't that change? how do you see gun control? i always responded with. absolutely not. my wife is over there, selling shirts,

to raise money for domestic violence awareness and our sister's name. can you go back to the day? well, we are getting ready to watch the football game. as i do, lord. they're getting ready to watch the foot long in the ducks were playing and i was i got to call my mom and she said that there was a shooting over and just apartment and we didn't know where jesse was. and 1st i was like, ok, so there was a shooting. didn't know it was jesse's. we didn't really know anything. and then i called her and of the hospitals and they told us where she was at and we found

her. and i was the 1st one there to see that she was shot him if her address was conceal a little better and probably kind of at least floated down. but i think the biggest thing that would have helped is if she was armed, the ridiculous ness of the gun grabbers has gotten to epic proportions. people. how many of you guys have heard of the board game clue? you've got the pipe branch lead, tie the rope. guess what? the revolver piece that was less than a half inch, big, offended a parent and they removed it. i think they have forgotten. we are the boss, they work. so what we say go is not what they say the me all

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i i why do you think there isn't much civil dialogue? why has it become so polarized? and is there a middle way? is there a middle ground somewhere that we could you know, after newtown, i thought there was a middle ground. i thought were going to ban these clips. these multiple shot clips . that's going to happen. and we're going to get background checks. but then both of those things were blocked, those things never happened. and i sort of lost hope. and i think

a lot of people with lost hope that really doesn't seem to be a middle ground. and one of the things that i've tried to establish in, in guns was that there should be a middle ground. yes. no, thank something simple, bass like, maybe something like this where it's just a simple out of the state. and then just get rid of the background color you just had, right. and that was it, right? the gun control movement needs to understand it takes a long time. it takes persistence. it takes patience, but it takes constant advocacy. mothers against drunk driving was started in 1980. it was one small change after one small change on one small change might occur in one state and then another state would adopt that tougher penalties for offenders. more prevention programs lowering the legal limit from drunk driving. i

have seen a similarity between some of the tactics. i think the energy is using compared to some of the tactics that the alcohol and hospitality industry used in our fi, particularly to lower the illegal drunk driving limit the alcohol industry initially in illinois said absolutely not. they are going to take away your glass of wine at dinner. they are going to make a criminal out of somebody who has a cocktail. all these bars and restaurants are going to have to close. we were able to prove that those claims were number one, not true. and number 2, once we did past the law, the hospitality and alcohol industries joined with us to promote the law. so it will be great if at some point the n r a joins with the gun control advocates and says, let's do work together on this. and we can find common ground by the

me, the if it seems, there is a shooting in a school every week. now, a group that keeps count says they're nearly is about one a week since newtown. the latest happen just hours ago near portland, oregon. and it was deadly, they say the shooter that went into that high school this morning as dad along with one student. that shooting began just after 8 o'clock this morning. just as students were getting started with their day, a very active scene and a community in shock after a shooting in trout dale at reynold high school. again, my 1st reaction was not again,

my 2nd reaction was to get really mad. somebody was raising a child in a house with an a r 15 and hundreds of rounds of ammunition. what kind of message was that child being sent? living in a house like that? yeah, they have a 2nd amendment right to do it. and we got to dead kids to show for it. and i just feel a sense of personal failure. what could i have done to make a difference? and that haunts me all the time. we have to work orders the oh right now there are 2000000000 people who are overweight or obese. it's profitable to sell food that is tracey and sugary and the

victim is not at the individual level. it's not individual willpower. and if we go on believing that will never change as obesity epidemic, that industry has been influencing very deeply. the medical and scientific establishment, ah, what's driving the obesity epidemic? it's corporate. me. they didn't take into account with one thing for their own capabilities and they didn't want to face the truth if you will. you. lots of truth is that the u. s. is no longer capable of playing the role of global hagaman. i mean the role which had had assigned to itself. we took a weapon, glove was do more with

lack of universal healthcare makes america the country of every man for himself. we have a retirement crisis in this country and we have a health care crisis for seniors in this country as well. so private business has come up with a special mechanism for that. it's called the live settlement market. we are a life settlement provider, which means that we buy life insurance policies from primarily seniors throughout the united states who no longer want or can't afford their life insurance policies . if you're sick and for want to live a few more years, you can sell your life insurance. that way you get more money right away and the company collects your insurance payment off to your dad. there's a group of people out there, i guess, hoping that people die soon. what kind of motivation is i give them when i start crying about them dying?

that's usually what it's about. it's just the sheer unfairness of it all. sony said, i don't know in some other patches guy in here wish i nice friendly don't hand in hand. oh i oh oh i oh so it goes oh your my friend, i great down on

the and in arm and i roll. this is the aftermath of gun violence, but i truly believe that we can have our guns and we can do so responsible. it shouldn't be that hard. so it goes, oh, oh, oh oh, i

here's how it shakes out. first, there's the shooting. second, the initial t v. news reports are accompanied by flourishes or music and dramatic breaking news logos. 3rd comes confirmation, and it's not a false. a lot of ammunition. 4th, the 1st video, it's always from a cell phone. the 1st on the news reports filed by those local reporters who must sub until 18 arrives. one or more will use the phrase at as many as 4 followed by a number. 6th, the correct equation, x dead y injured tense. the shooter is identified correctly and we get to look at

a yearbook photo in which the guy looks pretty much like anybody. 14th recaps of previous shootings begin 17th the n r a announces they will have no comment until the details become clear. 18th, while politicians decree a national dialogue about gun control. 21st. any bills to change existing gun laws quietly disappear into the legislative swamp? 22nd, it happens again, and the whole thing starts over. that's how it shakes out. i don't know if anybody will remember that s a 50 years from now or anything else

that i have written or might write in the future about guns. but if they do, the only thing i, i'd like is for somebody to say he was on the right side of the issue. and i hope i am, i believe that i am, but of course police as part of the problem here is that i mean, does strong belief on both sides. i in i me in

the tonight every town is having their kick off of and i get to the point a lot or i'm like, nothing changing. you know, the same old, same old and then i'll do these little things and i'm like, oh yeah. okay, i can make a difference so we're about to start the next session. we are really hoping to pass goals finally i oh i oh i

don't. c know, 941 passed by just a few bose for several hours of me . ah, stakes are higher because it's got a lot of anxious, one way or the other. it's a big deal. never gotten what i want to thank everybody for coming. we're going to work as hard as possible to make sure that everybody is able to get their voice her despite continuing

incidents of violence in our own state, oregon, lawmakers have failed to fix problems in our guidelines. that isn't embarrassment. and it's time for a change. me ah, we're about to reach the combination of a 20 year close to a 20 year process. i good morning, colleagues. happy monday to everyone. the house will come to order representatives . williamson moves adoption and the committee report on senate bill 941. it closes the loophole in oregon 25 year background check la for selling in transferring firearms. why realize that things might actually change when we are in a balcony are actually voting on a clerical open the voting system. i

. in today's climate, it is almost in the freaking possible to pass any kind of guns, safety, perform, but organ fucking the national trends, the i to a perceived to see need to live for others. but it will have a positive impact. and i will say, lives down the road. there's no question about it. we have accomplish something, something that we did with cindy in our minds. she was a marshal warmer. she was a very strong advocate for justice. and for things that are are right.

really proud. she won't be wearing a thing off, stuff like that. like i wouldn't be doing this if it weren't for her death, but yeah, now she'll be really proud to be sure enough on totally i there is a lot happening in our country is just not happening as fast as some people would

like including me. but it is happening, i don't see myself backing away from this issue for quite a while. there's too much at stake me . it takes time to change things around. i've learned to accept that. but change those count as long as they are persistent. ah, it's turning one more into an issue for people. every one person that's kill affects the whole community. i um i don't accept the idea that mass shootings have to be a part of american life. me

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so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy for taishan, let it be an arms race is often very dramatic. development only personally, i'm going to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, a very critical time. time to sit down and talk the is your media a reflection of reality? the in a world transformed what will make you feel safer? tyson lation community. are you going the right way,

or are you being that somewhere? direct? what is true? what is the in the world corrupted? you need to defend the join us in the depths. will remain in the shallows, use the . i don't know, i mean i some steps in there were rescuing the food that they were scabbing or, or where were rescuing resources that are still good. this is best by march 21st which is in 2 days. all these potatoes, hall panels, onions, all of these came from waste round sources. this is great for me because i'm always looking for a way to give things away. dr. because the impact laws, you know,

definitely do benefit the wealthier people and our society. so that makes sense for them to throw it out right off, rather than give it to somebody who could use it, then that person is not going to buy it. ah, the week tell stories and i see the russian city of perm morton's, the loss of 6 people killed in a university shooting. our correspondent traces the steps of the team gunman, deadly rampage. this is the exact road the perpetrator took while he was carrying out his vision planet. also ahead from safe political dialogue within nato is non existent, has the us and britain struggle to come french under, over a security park with us really.