ah, there's a survival guide, a federal reserve there you don't get a back. oh no. what with what we get the rest the 7 years. so with the report on the way of life of reindeer leading, a traditionally nomadic lifestyle in the tundra is similar to a parallel reality. while the men and women carry the weight of the household work on their shoulders rather than with windows. she now with, however, in the vast expanse of russia, there is a spot where

a house wife could secure a regular employment. it's in the final semester with ah, the unique thing about mars for our lives is that the adults are afraid of us. quite frankly. members of congress are very afraid of us, and that's something we know and we definitely use to our advantage. we're able to get meetings with people who quite literally will never vote in favor of any den balance prevention bill. they're afraid to not be with us because i don't want to see what would happen if we were to call them out or not taking our meeting, but a $187.00 total instances. 38 deaths. 93 injuries and

15 teenagers killed or injured children, zeros who of a we go into these rooms with the sensors and with these house members. and they'd be surprised because we were these young faces who had experienced to come by myself. my friends bring them into those rooms. suddenly the senators didn't have the same kind of talking points which they normally had. they couldn't just shout us down with. so i don't know foreign talk to you or powerful, i'm seeing that and seeing that young people can really affect that room just showed me that across issues across spaces, across the nation. we need young people to be able to stand up and actually make that voice as hard because they have an impact. they have a real,

measurable with really toyota ah ah,

i wish i'm like a father big brother. i'm that i'm that figure, that bags a voice that they might not be getting in between like living reaches and the adult level. a lot of my time. but again, people, whether it's taking them to go eat, going to play basketball, they come to my house, they play games and they also, i educate them and you know, bring them together around issues that are affecting them in that community.

it's not empower them to take leave to speak at one of these events to run one of these events. so it's a bit from that or march just it's just showing them that they are capable of starting their own move. oh with me . sure,

definitely connect. it's the size of the same coin, i think in the order for you to see real change there, it takes good in that relationship there, different levels of relationship that they have to occur when you're trying to make make real change. so it's one thing for us to be on the grounds, be grassroots, be on the field, but there's no mandate that's helping us to do those things. so i think having the right people who have those connections, you need that i need you need that folks to getting folks were actually in, in the field who are living this on everyday basis, trying to make a difference. and the folks who are able to reach those and the power to have the power to write laws to give resources to, to defend funds, to these companies that need it. good afternoon, everybody. so before we get started, i know raw, noticing how the young people behind me are wearing a red tape across their mouths,

the words on it. and just to show that represents either a powerful word quote or a loved one that they lost to gun violence. while it while in the fight. c. e. o. d kayla dan's very was kia may 15th 2016. she was my friend twining so jojo era. james was here on april 15th 2019. he was my brother. 19 o. delmonte jazz was girdle september 5th 2018. it was my brother losing down months. it was a breaking point for me. he was a young person. we lost the key of my city. i didn't know how to move for what the young people or resilient they knew. he was someone who wants to make a difference and they didn't let that dev gourne vain. me. i really miss my baby. so he's he

away me. i get you. i yeah. yeah, getting mentally prepare myself mentally. really prepare myself because, you know, as you see in like i hear, you know, there's certain things in our sit up and wait on them. you know, that can hear my mom. you know, i can hear them a window calling me back to deal with the memories for like you say he still here with me. ah, this happy strong get through the day because i've come to sit down and talk to them. maybe not a physical form of spiritual danielle was the mom will make you happy will make you happy. nowhere bad. don't go school, graduate b, d,

just read to me that has everything down. south getaway few ah yeah. right. there is perfect. all right, a go, sir. thank you. this

bench is one of the thousands and thousands of benches over thousands and thousands of years. some bench has fallen locks or ledges of slate or edges straight from manufacturers of all kinds. where people come to convene cult, remember, forget to resist settle, rest, reset. this bench is somewhere on the eastern seaboard of the united states of

america. eventually walked by every day i era until one day to me. and i have the most beautiful poetry ever heard of my life. that's right. that's today. october 7th. 2019. mm hm. i saw the wall street journal on a bench left behind by an investment banker at night, a woman experiencing homelessness. used the news as a pillow and a blanket. she spread the business tech sections across her legs, politics across her breasts. she adjusted her head on life and arts and used the bench itself as a bed sized for a queen. i saw a full life living death or dying breath alive in a chest with an open in order

a human warning where a body left behind untold obituary, a journal, and unrecorded light on a bench with ah, see the map you see where we are right there where is a rescue mission that no san piedro and 6 here. ready? we're going to come up on the back of it right now.

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hey, we're almost there. you remember this? i there to word hello. are you? there it is. so this is where we used to live at the union rescue mission. this is the front door. yeah, we stayed here 8 months. at 1st. there were so many families, women, and children here that we stayed in the day room, which is basically like a large dining room, large cafeteria, south setting, linoleum floors. it looks like a gymnasium, but we had air mattresses. i slept on the floor for the 1st couple of months. um, so from september until december and then in december we were placed into a room. and because my daughter was with me and not my son was just me and one child i was sharing a room with 4 other mothers who all had one child with them at the time the redding

. mm mm mm mm ah, i dug me. aunt jackie are both of us go to adelaide every afternoon about 75 miles 80 miles from our ball park. the longest distance is when we do that

in santa monica, that takes at least an hour and 40 point. next to that we do is 5 nights of the monday through friday. mm mondays control endow tuesday or wednesday and send them on friday in downtown the civic center union station. mm. the we have designed our program is to serve them if they are going to ask them any questions, don't judge them that somebody log how they ended up being on the street. it's not god job the judge. ah, nobody likes to be sleeping on the payments that their traffic running down in

a totally unsanitary conditions. that's nobody's wish to be that ah ah, there's a 1000000 reasons why people become homeless. it's not always mental illness and it's not always drug addiction. yes, those are 2. i think those are 2 reasons that have a really negative connotation. so it's easy to say, only crazy people become homeless and it's easy to say only addicts and drug users become homeless. that's never gonna happen to me and my family. but the truth is in the united states, most people are a paycheck or 2 away. they're. they're one unpaid credit card away. you know they're one payday loan away. they're one unexpected pregnancy away there one job

loss away there. so many reasons why you could end up homeless and unable to pay your bills and unable to keep a roof over your head and your families had lots of people leave the foster care system and have nowhere to go. you turn 18 years old and you are out. that's it. you go from having no parents and just a foster family to being on the street. all the sudden you're in, it's like you're an adult, figure it out. ah, [000:00:00;00] ah, when you're running on the street, when you are an unselfish person, when you have nowhere else to go and you have nothing to look forward to, i really think that i can understand how easy it must be to slip into drug use and

then fall into addiction because if you've just got nothing else good going on in your day and you need something to make you feel good. i can't imagine that there is you know, i can't imagine that much else is going to make you feel good at that point when you hit rock bottom like it is what it is. i don't know. so i do have an immigrant coming from india. it was very, very hard for me because i've seen power deal with bother me here to see these homeless people who are raised here on here. such a wealthy them 3 of the wealthiest them 3 of the world. and yet these people aren't

going to trash cans to say, why? ah, ah, a we have a program called or she and i me, we basically take food to part meals because a homeless that i would be on

a on an average lisa of about $150.00 to $200.00 park meals a night. we make it a point that we don't have them fall my line if somebody comes to the truck, fine. those line in my opinion is kind of a meeting when i think that's not the idea that we started bed. we want to give big nitty is the big thing with us. we are setting up the table and getting this water either way,

we need to bolt the wallen piers as well as them receive something i would like to say it is. warranty is the see more than what they have given with us. again, we might be passing a few bucks worth help, but ito of school dogs, so donations uploading sanity. but in the moment here, what you're good is an expedient self compassion profession. and i'd be taught. compassion can only be expedient and you know what value on that's priceless.

i was basically faced with that situation where the apartment manager knew i didn't have any way paying immediately. but when i told her i was going to start working and i had family that would cover the rent until then it didn't matter to her. she said that she knew i was going to go back to him that she'd seen it happen hundreds of times before where women claim that they're being abused and then they run right back to the man that they're alleging abuse against. and she didn't want to deal with that drama, and she thought it was better if i just moved out for the manager, gave me a deadline to leave before she filed the eviction paperwork. and so i left because i knew it was just going to be that much harder to find an apartment. if i had an eviction on my record. but the day that i left the apartment, i really, i did not have anywhere to, but i had

a little bit of money from my aunt. and so i went and booked a hotel room as langley and i was staying in hotel rooms by myself or like, i didn't have enough money, i would see for my car. and i would try to, ah, like, oh, like i had packed up and put everything into storage, but i didn't really know how he's gonna pay the storage bill. like how many gonna pay for you know, to keep the kids clothes and their toys and things like that. and so i started selling things out of the storage unit to keep the storage unit and then going and selling blood plasma. i was working on doing online transcription so, so that was piece rate. it was very, very small sums of money. i might work all day and make you know,

$15.00. i had never been on welfare before. i had never been honest. this was before i've, i've had unemployment when i lost jobs in the past, but i had never gotten food stamps. i had never gotten any. and to go from having had a job since i was 13 years old to being in a motel wondering how i'm going to get $40.00 to find somewhere for me and my kids to sleep. it was like an impossible momentous. i just had no comprehension of how do i get to a homeless shelter. so that whole process was from may 15th of 2017 and we moved into domestic violence. shelter was july 3rd. so all those months were in motel rooms were sitting in the car

when i was so seemed wrong when i just don't move any room yet to sleep out disdain, we come to the african an engagement equals the trail. when so many find themselves worlds apart, we choose to look for common ground o the way of life. so reindeer leading a traditionally nomadic lifestyle in the tundra is similar to a parallel reality. while the men and women carry the weight of the household work on their shoulders rather than with death, when was the last heed now with however, in the vast expanse of russia, there is a spot where

a house wife could secure regular employment status. it's in the final semester with ah, it's also month basically, but i still believe school he did. who bought? i bought a dial tomorrow. a couple of these on your quote, but i know from politicians to athletes and movies. does the musicals, does it seems every big name in the world has been here last year cope of ms. euclid corpus goes to school. ah. and when you get a call, when you finish with give me

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