well, the main drive, the women carry the weight of the household work on their shoulders rather than with death. with, however, in the vast expanse of russia, there is a spot where a housewife could secure regular employment status. it's in the final semester with ah, the unique thing about mars for our lives is that the adults are afraid of us. quite frankly. members of congress are very afraid of us. and that's something we know and we definitely use to our advantage. we're able to get meetings with people who quite literally will never vote in favor of any gun battles. prevention bill.

they're afraid to not be with us because they don't want to see what would happen if we were to call them out or not taking our meeting. but a $187.00 total instances. 38 deaths 93 injuries. and then 15 teenagers killed or injured 3 children, 0211, a. we go into these rooms with the sanchez and with these house members, and they'd be surprised because we were these young faces who had experienced gumbo, myself, my friends, i'm bringing them into those rooms. suddenly the senators didn't have the same kind of talking points which they normally had. they couldn't just shout us down with. so i don't know foreign talk to you or how awful i'm seeing that and seeing that young people can really affect

that room. just showed me that across issues across spaces, across the nation. we need young people to be able to stand up and actually make that voice as hard because they have an impact. they have a real, measurable with really toyota ah

ah, i wish i could have a father, a big brother on that figure that bags to voice that they might not be getting in between like the younger kids and the adult level. a lot of my time, but again, people, whether it's taking them to go eat, going to play basketball, they come to my house, they play games, they also,

i educate them and you know, bring them together around issues that are affecting them in that community. it's not empower them to take leave to speak at one of these events to run one of these events it's, it's a bit from that or march just it's just showing them that they are capable of starting their own move. oh with

me. sure, definitely connect. it's the size of the same coin, i think, in order for you to see real change there to it takes build in that relationship there, different levels of relationship that they have to occur when you're trying to make make real change. so it's one thing for us to be on the grounds, be grassroots beyond the field, but there's no mandate that's helping us to do those things. so i think having the right people who have those connections, you need that i need you need that's what you got. any folks were actually in the field who are living this on everyday basis, trying to make a difference. and the folks who are able to reach those and the power to have the

power to write laws to give resources to, to defend funds, to these companies. debbie. good afternoon, everybody. so before we get started, i know raw, noticing how the young people behind me are wearing a red tape across their mouths, the words on it. and just to show that represents either a powerful word quote or a loved one that they lost a gun violence. while it, while in the fight cod kayla danbury was keel made 152016. she was my friend 24 year old era. james was killed on april 15th 2019. he was my brother. 19 o. delmonte jars was girdle september 5th 2018. he was my brother. losing down months, it was a breaking point. for me, he was a young person. we lost the key of my city. i didn't know how to move for what the young people or resilient they knew. he was someone who wants to make

a difference. and they didn't let that dev gourne vain. me i really miss my baby. so he's he awake, me, i get you down. yeah. yeah. i get in to mentally prepare myself mentally really prepare myself because, you know, as you see in like i hear, you know, there's certain things in our sit up and wait on them. you know, that can hear my mom, you know, i can hear from a window called me. you have to deal with islam, memories for like you say he still here with me. ah, is happy, strong get through the day. because i can come to sit down and talk to them,

maybe not a physical form of spiritual danielle was a mom will make you happy make you happy? nowhere bad. don't go school, graduate dgc resume that has everything down. so anyway, feel ah

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people come to convene pulp, remember, forget to resist settle, rest, reset. this bench is somewhere on the eastern seaboard of the united states of america. eventually walk by every day ira until one day. when i hear the most beautiful, bold and poetry ever heard of my life, that's right. that's today. october 7th, 2019. or i saw the wall street journal on a bench left behind by an investment banker at night, a woman experiencing homelessness. used the news as a pillow and a blanket. she spread the business tech sections across her legs, politics across her breasts. she adjusted her head on life and arts and used the

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in the world corrupted, you need to descend a join us in the depths or remain in the shallows. a it's open also most basic, but i still believe we did. who bought. i bought a dial tomorrow, a couple of reviews on your quote, but i know from politicians to athletes and movies. does the musicals does it seems every big name in the world has been here last year, hope of miss you can work out. this goes to school. ah, what are wish them budget when you get the call for anything unusual booklet?

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hey, we're almost there. you remember this? i there to, we're below that one are you? there it is. so this is where we used to live at the union rescue mission. this is the front door. yeah, we stayed here 8 months. at 1st, there were so many families, women, and children here that we stayed in the day room, which is basically like a large dining room, large cafeteria, south setting linoleum floors. it looks like a gymnasium. but we had air mattresses and slapped on the floor for the 1st couple of months. um, so from september until december and then in december we were placed into a room. and because my daughter was with me and not my son was just me and one child, i was sharing a room with 4 other mothers who all had one child with them at the time.

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in santa monica. that takes at least an hour and 45 minutes to get there. we do this for 5 nights of the monday through friday. mondays. control and dow tuesday or wednesday south central la is venice or santa monica friday in town. the civic center union station mm. the lead we have designed our program is to serve them better. they are. don't ask them any question, don't judge them. that's pretty much how they ended up being on the street. it's not god job the judge. ah, nobody likes to be sleeping on the payments that their traffic running down in a totally on ah,

that's nobody with ah, a 1000000 reasons why physical homeless, it's not always mental illness and it's not always drug addiction. yes, those are 2. i think those are 2 reasons that have a really negative connotation. so it's easy to say, only crazy people become homeless and it's easy to say, only addicts and drug users become homeless. that's never going to happen to me and my family. but the truth is in the united states, most people are a paycheck or 2 away. they're, they're one unpaid credit card away. you know they're one payday loan away or one unexpected pregnancy away. there one job loss away there. so many reasons why you

could end up homeless and unable to pay your bills and unable to keep a roof over your head and your families had lots of people leave the foster care system and have nowhere to go. you turn 18 years old and you are out. that's it. you go from having no parents and just a foster family to being on the street. all of a sudden, you're 18. it's like you're an adult. figure it out. ah . ah, when you're living on the street, when you are an unselfish person, when you have nowhere else to go and you have nothing to look forward to, i really think that i can understand how easy it must be to slip into drug use and has then fall into addiction, because if you've got nothing else good going on in your day and you need something

to make you feel good, i can't imagine that there is you know, i can't imagine that much else is going to make you feel good at that point when you hit rock bottom like it is what it is. i don't know. so i do have an immigrant coming from india. it was very, very hard for me because i've seen power deal of what it bothered me here to see these homeless people who are raised here. bond here, such a wealthy country of the world, the wealthiest country of the world. and yet these people are going to trash cans to see why.

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on an average lisa of about 150 to 200 wheels a night. we make it a point that we don't have them fall my line. if somebody comes to the truck, fine, those line in my opinion is kind of human. i think that's not the idea that we started bid. we want to give big nitty is the big thing with all their setting up the table and getting this water either way we need to, i had

both the wall and peers as well as them receive something. i would like to say it is waldron t as the see more than what they're giving with us again, we might be passing on a few bucks worth help, but ito of food on donations of clothing, vanity, i work in the lawn and hear what you get is an expedient self compassion confession and i'd be taught compassion can only be expedius and you know, what value on that that's priceless with . i was basically faced with that situation where the apartment manager knew i didn't have any way of paying immediately. ah,

but when i told her i was going to start working and i had family that would cover the rent until then it didn't matter to her. she said that she knew i was going to go back to him that she'd seen it happen hundreds of times before where women claim that they're being abused, and then they run right back to the man that they're alleging abuse against. and she didn't want to deal with that drama, and she thought it was better if i just knew the manager gave me a deadline to leave before she filed the eviction people were. and so i left because i knew it was just going to be that much harder to find an apartment. if i had an eviction on my record. but the day that i left the apartment, i really, i did not have anywhere to go. i had a little bit of money from my aunt and so i went and booked

a hotel room as langley and i was staying in hotel rooms by myself. or like if i didn't have enough money, i would see for my car. and i would try to like mm. like i had packed up and put everything into storage, but i didn't really know how he's going to pay the storage bill. like how me going to pay for, you know, to keep the kids clothes and their toys and things like that. and so i started selling things out of the storage unit to keep the storage unit and then going and selling blood plasma. i was working on doing online transcription. so that was piece rate. it was very, very small sums of money. i might work all day and make you know, $15.00. i had never been on welfare before. i had never been on assistance before.

i've, i've had unemployment when i lost jobs in the past, but i had never gotten food stamps. i had never gotten any. and to go from having had a job since i was 13 years old to being in a motel wondering how i'm going to get $40.00 to find somewhere for me and my kids to sleep. it was like an impossible momentous. i just had no comprehension of how do i get to a homeless shelter. so that whole process was from may 15th of 2017 and we moved into domestic violence. shelter was july 3rd. so all those months were in motel rooms were submitting are nice guys, are financial survival guide, liquid assets are those that you can convert into quite easily. but keep in mind,

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a face at a low expectation to life. i accepted accept the fact that i made that appointment . we had no fears. del change pretty fast for shots. different stories behind the bullets. ah basements accused, the spreading hates and weakening democracy by whistleblower. the revelations that he us senate hearing son is thought contrast to just a few years ago when social media platforms were hailed for bringing about the arabs bring its energy, crisis deepens with italy, bearing the brunt reco gas prices have left many unable to pay the bills would you tell me, i am really shocked, i'm aware of what is going on, and i have to say we are upset, an absolute shame the italian state, instead of protecting its citizens, does exactly the opposite. it has raised the tariffs of goods such as electricity

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