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oh, thank years ago, did fall on work differently today or more violent than ever before. 20 years ago. it did really kind of stick with central special park today, do not have non approved principal as well, except that b principal can, has their own interest. but years ago, there was some sort of kind of dial up with the address to see what they can do today. they are so kind of restrict limit if you checked up your chicken, one cabinet from one to speak. well, question and from, from inside question, just completely concentrated on what's called this with if you look at this panel, you can see a lot of the old place and screws that were done by your previous surgeons. they did a great job, really your, your orbits,
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naval bones are in the right place. and as just left over titanium plates will put the dental implants in take out the titanium mesh. and then when we uncover the implants, we'll do the last one that will be creating the vestibule. okay. come along. why? you got a lot of surgery? yeah. there's still another one to go after that just from at least. yeah. yeah. i'll be happy when you're smiling with teeth back at me till you take good care of her until then. remember not to eat anything after midnight. right? yes. can have pizza and beer upcoming night, but not up to a a
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what i got locked up for the time. she was pretty she had the baby boy. so like i said, somebody like me that our car, a new president with get a hold of your father a little more that very much because i know like i'm kind of saying good. the news . a lot of people, a lot of people knows them to or someone and public. a lot of people shake my head . hey i'm i do stuff
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with rural. definitely sees poets is role model wants to be like count in myers everything about his day care. fine is very strong with you have it. i know that will has been through a lot of things in his younger years. i think he probably just said that he went to jail. he did sing years, i guess that was probably just straight for oh yeah, i did, seniors on chow, i sent her away for murder. i was there, meeting him now. i was just like, well that was the past. but how did you overcome all of day a. 9 job dodgy for him. honestly. he's
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a strong, mentally, strong, to overcome all day in such as deal with in, in come out a good person. when he 1st moved up here. if we had, we were in a town or something, we do the front door wide open for the dogs. get in and out. we had no fears. pit del change pretty fast. i of devices that helped me know what's going on around my place. 247, the ukraine. triple irish. i know somebody's been walking in the woods around my house. i put up motion detector is i'm not going to tell you whether at each one
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gives off its own signal. so i know the house was one activated. i can tell the sound of every car that associate with this road i know exactly who it is without looking at. so i has how, where i am of things going around me. i put things to where i can get to him. no matter what situation developed really been no day or the middle of the night. ah, i'm afraid to go to bed. i actually am at time to hit my wife. afraid i haven't laner shirt. i wake up screaming. i wake up last. dreams are horrible. i can hear myself talking and i know
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i'm in bed. i can't share lou. i see things age that i have to rationalize. is israel. ah, i see images on a wall. i see people standing already. i say i'm looking at those current chinese shape a that occurred or silly santander. i dream and again and that's the scary part is waking up in reacting to something that is real how i me react to it. yeah. it's irina is a different experience. oh,
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i really love this every day. with people look at it. i've got some really good frank. it. when everything new people make comments like day kevin, how are you doing? getting day to day? he's comment sometime thing a little bit. yeah . pam, please. we
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been married 25 years. our life is pretty much right around here. it love i already was i 6 we sold wearing down a highway for 10, almost getting it where you go. i took when looked at that dog and i fill e mean a lot. parties, 14 him was 15 years old. you thought born was an animal. you spend that much time. i've never had a thing or a you were in so you voted to me he would give up his own life for me and i 2nd
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those were hard. he's going to go right up here. i got cedar tree. yeah, no, we're here. and i'm gonna pull it up, i'm gonna make bench right here. i got this crush marble. well done. i'm gonna frame and cover it with a white marble rock. this is what i've been working on. now i'm gonna paint all this lettering in until it looks cool. i'd use my most in depth, soul searching and pondering things, said or i or just like this. there's no phone, there's no tv. my quiet place
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has been most had time reflecting on harley my family can of course that happened here but never goes away with looking through his eyes. when i look into his eyes, i seen his father wasn't there. and when i looked and it was a scene, his mother didn't care what to look into was as i saw, death and destruction. and when i looked into his eyes, i saw suicidal button before looking to was either sitting down on a chair. and he's saying the money to get him from here to variable was his mother will be there. was this part really working?
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there are looking to was on the scene as little kid was hurting. so i thought to myself, like, was my position because i want to give him money, but the week when twitching, he was ever kind of funny. so i say is a weed or is a crack? he said, no, i need somebody to get me there and back. i listen to was odd to say the truth. you now sharon, he looked the movie smirk like, may i was even karen. i know the story. oh to well, when i was your age i see using myself. say i was the father, this child. i was raised by the streets. i may grow cheese sandwiches over care. see he, i was a high school dropout. i spare minimal drugs. i did pretty tough, some robins with a neighborhood both the i was a hostile on a block. i'd been dodge from the cups until i got caught, and i just sent me a quote now and back on the street. he says in my la, true, i'm here to bri hope. philly's only you. he said, that's good. know what made you want to help. i so i look and see us. when i look and see i saw image of myself. mm. with
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me. 2 2 when you come back at your community, regardless if you want to help and not people may not want to embrace you. so forgiveness is a lot to a person and need to speak with a new they got killed at a brother. that was our history and that was slimy news. and when to shoot me there's always whispers in getting, shooting and this and that to go to what my pass me. i know he was me card there. we were friends on his brain corner growing up.
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he definitely wanted to murder with and it scared me to know that this guy killed disguised brother. and then it was hard talking to him in talking to him until the talk to one another. when he was in the barber shop, then it is a, you know, i thought it for a minute. i was like, how give me a 2nd? i was going, my thought, the guess i'll be with you. i don't want to hear her. say now i want to talk to you . when we say that we, i said ok. i was just about hey there he said, i forgive you. and the widow mason of a guinea worries. i know exactly what's what it was about. i know him, he wanted to kill, will an escape me even said his day. now. you know i'm talking to you and i'm telling you from our heart. but these are 2 men that any given time. he could feel
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some kind of wet in any given time to help people. i had a still agree with this. there are people i hated look to say, i don't care about what he said. that was my best friend. i don't care about what he said, that was my nephew the bible ministrations decision to leave afghanistan was correct in long overdue. however, the way america's longest war ended as a different question. it was a botched affair. the generals will most likely never be held to account, put alone marine, lieutenant colonel does face court martial. is this justice now in the 21st century, we have a panic buying spree and commodities. commodities have had a new all time high, higher than the 2011 higher than at any time in history. and yet what's lagging horribly, gold and silver. this commodities boom is being spurred really by
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oil. oil is to really the new goal is to global goal is to global currencies to petro dollars, than whether since 1971, when the u. s. white from gold to oil, to back its currency. and so j girl, the fear alive today, he would be cornering the oil market to try this for a commodities panic. trying to get offload is week when i was a well and every day i would feel different var some days i will feel like i hope you know they are i did they and over days i'm like while a getting better at it. because no matter what his brother go, not knowing, look in a picture bill, i just got to kill my brother. so that's not easy test. but you hear me
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say when matthew died, taylor was 8 years old. so trying to figure out his emotional state and what he was actually feeling was difficult. well, what kind of guilt does he caring about? this was always a big concern. and so we spoke of it to him in terms of being an accident with for many years we didn't have any type of weapon in the whole room from shot guns, hand guns, rifle, everything got rid of all of that stuff is when he was about 12 he started expressing again and interested in wanting to shoot when it would come up in those
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moments. how do you, how do you feel? you know, how, how do you think are you, do you think you're ready for that? and we've, we've shot a lot since then. i believe that the mind informs the emotions and this is why i chose to shape things for tailor the way i did and, and give him the information that i did so that as he came to understand these things, his feelings would follow. and i believe they have ah, to me it was important that he comes through this on the other side. okay.
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yeah, that's pretty much about the anesthesia. do you have any questions regarding anesthesia for me now about the surgery now? now i had total facing now think total faith with with a thank you. in to do it on kristin, begin with is now
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a 47 year old woman who has suffered a gunshot wound to the mandible, upper neck, and mid face period. she has gone through numerous reconstructive surgery and currently has a mature bone graft in place. that is housed by a titanium mesh period. today she requires a placement of 5, ashton integrated pictures, removal of foreign bodies as well as deep adding have her graphs we'd probably see $50.00 to $60.00 done shalt wound can, can per year of which can 12 of them require major reconstruction. ah, they are what we call impulsive financial aid is to displace tissue or to basically remove it, blow it away if you will. a lot of individuals who come to us with guy shall want.
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they want to be reconstructed to what they look like 10 years ago. i always told them reconstruction is just that it's reconstructed, it's not normalcy. every reconstruct. acacia is never as good as the natural tissue that was lost in 2 a cutter fe for taking his brother's life. and i think he did that because of the person to come mentally for gaming by his art for getting 1st and when that
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it was like really impactful. she knew and i was like wow, i think i can be forgiven blah. so pay attention forgiveness in tce are p. s desk and we, i mean we mainly to do is educate our community about that. israel bonus, how you deal with it? with their said forgiveness and peace. i able to heal yourself and still live your life in a harbor so much anger and frustration. and he, we all grew up believe in a lot of districts told us that we had to behave a certain way that we could back dale from a conflict that we could college as to when they were me. all. busy those things were a weakness action towards you don't deserve a reaction. sometimes you just had say, you know what, i'm, which is ignoring and let it go. because you know, any given moment, the situation is been going up in the day every other week. and i'm talking about
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daily fe, we went out to the luminous st. good. we know that when we grew up with this, the bobby reached up to this, right? cuz stuck. always say this, hers for given. this is really for yourself 1st. but i have to go around harbor a lot of emotion is anger, frustration. any heart, if i didn't, they can't live. my son got killed. i feel that when i'm later on me, i will not. i held myself accountable last bill myself count. and i wasn't a good file, but that's still my boy started me to the day where you are. we are. you are out there. you must have did it yet to have mailed it in. there. you go. are you going to be, are you still got a not, there's lost my team rocket with balance it. i know. i understand what people say you never want bear your child. i guess like one
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of the most part is buildings in the world. and then you know, get that person life was to and then they have to keep this. i gave myself a long time ago. you know, when i started the transformation, that's the reason why i wanted to change my life. so i could forgive myself. oh we're doing i never really comes out of it. i guess the same person i guess all from the like. you can only help and feel alone or something like that happens and like you're the
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only one out there that's feeling this way. i could field of there's all different types and groups and my class, andrew and j sounds pretty different from other people if i didn't know that they understood me more than the others did. so yeah, that's what i told her. yeah, i don't think that was the right decision, but make a bob mike bomb. yeah. me and tiny met in 6th grade. he was about half my height. i just nicknamed him tiny tight. we need someone to shoot a gun, usually tiny, that's kind of his position and our cash, the people with with some
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people would say like, oh goodness your brother died. so why do you still on guns certain you have gotten rid of those a long time ago. and my answer is no and guns fascinate me by how like the mechanics of on the stuff. that's always why i'm fascinated with stuff like this and like mechanical stuff like that. but my idea of guns has not changed in the fact whether i should own them or not is change in the effect of safety. today, we're going to pull up a banana. that's my nana. because you know why not the idea of taylor being involved nail in things when he wants to go shooting. when i know that one of the experiments that they're going to do is going to involve an explosion. one of the things that are rely on
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is that for years i have poured into him safety and i just stick it in. perfect. i do know that tiny held the gun not knowing how to blow it in it. he has guns all the time and i trust him to be around me. i'm not like you put that down. you're gonna kill someone cause any and he's not a murderer. it was an accident. you can like put in the clip of like him like getting blown up. i think the accident happened because that was god's timing for matthew. and i do believe that's how god intended it to happen. that's what he low down in taylor's taylor's book, a life we don't really know what was going to come out of these explosions, each explosion that we do. we don't know what's gonna happen, but i trust god that whatever happens,
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it's gonna be his will. and his timing for us everyone . all right. oh oh, oh no, great. i was those that is fine. 2 car garage. walker is the 1st dog i've had for 2 years and i've raised from a baby or
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a child. hi is kevin leonard. we have a scheduled today for my dog. i got everything re going. i'd kind of like to get this but behind yours. oh. okay. hey. hey, hey, no. that
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that imagine picking up a future textbook on the early years of the 21st century. what are the chapters called gun violence school shootings, homelessness? first, it was my job and then it was my family. didn't was my savings. i have nothing. i have nothing and it's not like i don't try. i look for resources, i look for jobs. i look for everything i can to make this pass and i end up doing is passing the road to the american dream paved with dead refugees. it's this very idealized image of those older america. native americans look past the deaths that happen every single day. this is a modem. history of the usa by america
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r t a u. s. politicians call for new sanctions against russia, with the north string to pipeline accusing mosca of manipulating the natural gas market. days off to have legit, pearson flesh to bruce supplies to europe. dozens of people are reported to killed and apparently assigned bomb attack on a sri most in northern afghanistan. it comes just 5 days after another time that also targeted and most with the european parliament, positive and non inviting resolution seeking to bond police use of facial recognition software in public places with m p.

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