tv Documentary RT October 9, 2021 12:30am-1:01am EDT
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and violence is a uniquely american problem. good fire isn't uncommon. well, with a local skate. 19 year old man shot gun violence takes the life of a young african american man. every 5 hours is driven out because of what he's been 3 of a young life taken while handling the loaded guide and his brother accidentally shot here. we were playing with a gun with me and is recovering after being shot in the calm. no dad, ever shilling. she was virtually on a recognizable miraculously survived. but with life changing and your family like to watch orders in this house like logic park, intertwined with devastating before as well through tonight. the individual has to live with a sigh and how it all unfold. it. ah,
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when my 6th jaw replacement failed. that was a low point i had a summer active and i would feel myself and sure. several times a day. with a syringe. i drove incessantly because i couldn't shut my mouth. when i surgical in point is when my face is alice symmetrical as possible and the scars have been released so that i can move and eat and talk without pain. and basically when the surgeon said or may this is as good as it gets. then on know i'm
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done. oh, when i got out of prison, i don't get a job or all of that. i created a barber shop because i was a toller. i knew okay, well i can do the things i lisa feel free and able to be there barbershop that really started my journey. everybody comes to the barber shop, looking for it, conversation, tell the problems with therapist. i mean,
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we can really therapist and also was miss is that she a little older, they lost their ignore. then these are not being met. so therefore they don't know how to live. so it's easy for them to give up on life. like me. i had a low expectation to life. i accepted that i accept the fact that i made that it's not with the personnel, so why they do things and make them feel my remote for most of the resort the well
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for friday morning. and we had a cold out 750 a little there was a shooting linwood road. ah, 1st offshore, almost like a dad to the home. i went on in to the bathroom in the hallway in when i got there also, the mother told her so matthew, in both of them were covered in blood sugar scream, and all my baby. my baby. it's my fault, my fault. a little boy was a brother,
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toner. i believe he was sitting in the hall outside the doorway. he was keller, and a bowl slip in position his knees. welcome his arms around his knees. he was in the state of shock or up for there was in school lot. he was in raleigh talbot, a little gun just from rejection from the other boys in . so i headed out in the, at the 9 stuff, i guess just that particular morning i just forgot a
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ah, panic not comes to rule. in the midst of a situation like that is, is unlike anything else and you recognize even without knowing anything of what is happening, you know, simply from the tone of voice. this is not a good phone call. i did not believe that from the injuries that i observed that they would survive good. people have bad things happen to them or tom and i think it was those kelly's mom got distracted and didn't secure the weapon. and little boys found thought it was a toy trigger. shortage brother. i've
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had 45 surgeries to date. i don't remember the 1st 18 because say half and when i was in this, in my coma the surgeries i've had have affected every single part of my bye. there was a bond graph from my lower right leg, my head shaved down twice. a bond graph from my upper left thigh, a rib taken part of my sky fella. 2 thirds of my right rust was used to rebuild the skin on my face. and
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so going to another surgery before you say, you know, look forward to talking to you all that technology should work for people. a robot must obey the orders given by human beings, except where such order is a conflict with the 1st law show your identification. we should be very careful about artificial intelligence. and the point obviously is to great trust, rather than fear i would like to take on various jobs with artificial intelligence
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. real summoning with a robot must protect its own existence with imagine picking up a future textbook on the early years of the 21st century. what are the chapters called gun violence and school shootings? homelessness 1st was my job and then it was my family. didn't was my savings. i have nothing. i have nothing and it's not like i don't try. i look for resources, i look for jobs. i look for everything i can to make this pass and i end up doing is passing the road to the american dream paved with dead refugees. it's just very ideal and age. older america, native americans look hosted a dance that happened every single day. this is a modern history of the usa,
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my america. oh, now t o b, me brothers. i have a good are so maximum question. how many you guys want to change your life? okay, so hopefully in this presentation i will be able to give you some insight on how to do that, how to navigate your way. uh, brooke wright soft, olivia ah, growing up in his cheeks in the eighty's. there was road dangers. those dogs murder data sticking to the level, right. a lot of young kids or a single bring on. oh no, no we are. we became what districts for this. we were
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a drug dealer who asked us to your killers. we got to a lot of notifications. so you saw by a good guy is accessible through us and we had plenty o and you know, we get the possession of a gun. it kinda makes you. i'm not afraid anything. any more expectation is living was very, very short. because i know i was spiraling only control and i only had no way out i got into an altercation at this gateway across threats. and i'll kill somebody. another young man that he's 18 is o saying is i was and i fell go the other way to be murder. i said to myself, possible in france for my severance hayes, my mind and not deal with every problem or issue. i'll get into volley. i had to
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take my mentality, has had to my anger or react and respond to certain things. let me so you guys all raise your hand so you want to change your life around. no gaga, 3 gifts. first gift is to give a life. the 2nd gift is to give a reason. and the 3rd one is what? pretty well, exactly. we were on the power choice. we subject because the choice thing with it was when turning rebill were turkey. and just what happened. i had my shot getting a drug. we immediately noticed 3 as you are out for the game. this
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is our encore and i saw that sliding glass door open. i knew it was back again, right around 3 here. then you can see with that door open his car door working out . now you closed the shades, you're closed that door. you can't see you here and what's inner bear. i saw 2 figure standing right there, get door and they had a lot of my guns piled up on this table right here. but i just came in the door and i stood are i here? and i yelled at him to stop 3 times. and they were right here. and as soon as they pop that door open and i realized i didn't recognize him. and they
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were panicking, trying to get out and they wouldn't stop. i told him stop 3 times. they wouldn't do it. and so i fired one shot right from there. and he fell right. darren grass. and he would not quit moving and i chased the other guy out there. he jumped in the vehicle. he was pull off and i popped round off right about here and the car is sitting right, gary, so darn close it. like i said, the pair i was too close for his good fortune. so he took off in the car and i just stood here screamed this guy, allison, i bought it. i went to his neighbor and she stood over him and that's when he was aggressive towards her and she fired a warning shot near course i was up the street,
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but he said he'd shot somebody. the guy was not dead. he was hurt for certain. he was out of it. he was not using capable of doing a life, but he's pretty much groaning and but he died. everyone extend fair, tick would take 40 minutes. 30 minutes for the cops got here. pretty brutal watching the guide i i think about what kevin did is pretty brutal is pretty tough to do. pretty tough to live with. you know, i know he cried for 2 days. you know, after what happened? you know, when, as soon as you start thinking about it, you know, i mean what he done but, but then he would come to a realization, i think that he just knew what he did, he had to do. but it was, it was tough on him really was, you know, i mean i, i still don't think that he's really quite come over yet. no, it's what, it's been
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a couple years now with difficult to process. but the guilt, the grief and guilt that i have from that day, like what i think that gotten, you know, that sounds like the biggest thing i, i, how stupid could i have been, you know, like what was i, what was i thinking like what, you know, i was just a constant thing. i just why did this happen and deal with that?
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i'll think it's honestly ever something i've ever deal dealt with. dealt with just on and i've been there. i've come to terms with their out, family and things. my parents have said, why reassuring me, and i remember exact things, but no, as a kid, you just believe what your parents age is, what you do, you know, than i don't really know how i've dealt with it. honestly, i'm just forgotten about it. mailing with
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a bad welcome into is out was warning. in agree the thing is phrased this morning and dedicate ourselves to him. you know, there is a certain times in our lives that we encounter circumstances that we would never have planned about 10 years ago. december was one of those events in our lives for, for, for me and taylor. and that was when my younger son, matthew died. and he was 5 years old at the time. and he was a very surprised when a tragedy like this happens. i think one of the automatic responses is whose fault is it? for me, i did not 1st externalize that i 1st internalized that if i had
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only he died as a result of a gunshot. for taylor, i'm not, i don't really think of the in the sense of blame for him. and i never really have i think it was actually the next night or 2 family was together and we were just kind of waiting for this conversation. it was initiated by darren and beth as they were trying to say some things to us. there needs to be a, a statement. people need to express how they feel. there needs to be an unburdening of how you feel. and so in that process of things, and i said, there will be no blame in this house. there would be no fixing a blame we will all love you and we will all except we're okay it's we are
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together and this is just, you know, the guilt of it. i just would, if i would have done things differently, may not be at where we are today because of it. but that's why he, at that hock is i was dealing with the guilt really made me thought better that i realize i liked me that it wasn't a clinician. i guess i always drink that is within the happy go lucky me away then goes get away with the check out there with the board just wasn't my plaintiff . i think probably the best
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response that we can have in a situation like that is to say, it's not a guilt placed, but it's a guilt shared just like it's a grief, shared because of that amount of guilt for being responsible for a life in this setting. it's really it's not only too much for one person to bear. i think it's something that's meant to be borne together. and i'm sure you're in here. yeah, i wrote, i think i know where it is that right? yeah. well black wow wrong. but he wants to read this, he was writing us. i know since i was 11 years old, we met in 7th grade and hit it off immediately. he was visiting
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me afterward. my surgeries are says, mat has really just say her task. can i stay with you through the press for surgeries and afterward by recover i he said, i love you. of course he couldn't stay with me. and that's my friendship. you can't okay. if you want to, i know i get to see if we can read and we're gonna get right down to business. so i want to just examine you now, and then we'll take a look at the x ray together. and then we'll kind of tell you what we're planning for thursday. now what i'm doing is just feeling how hard the bone is. mm hm. and i'm impressed it. it's very hard dodge. it's like normal bone. okay. okay. now you see how your lip is scarred down
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a little bit. yeah. that's the other thing we're gonna accomplish. gonna release these scars. huh. and create a vestibule in the mouth. okay. which is like this. yeah. base between your cheek and go. yeah, we need to create that. okay. so for lack of a better term, this is tooth ready, surgery data ah, [000:00:00;00] with ah, but here's the good balaban world. a different today. there are more violent than ever before. 20 years ago. the really kind of the stick was central prince for so called today did not have none of his principal at all, except a deal with principal can, has their own interest. but years ago,
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there was some sort of kind of dialogue with the others to see what they can do today. they are so kind of restrict your limits if you check up your chicken one in it. so one is steve, well question and from is from inside question do just completely concentrated on west gulker, so talk about it, but ah ah, it's so both of them was basically what i see you back. please go. he did. who bought? i bought a dial tomorrow, a couple of these on your quote, but i know from politicians to athletes and movies. delta musicals does it seems every big name in the world has been here. let's see here. hope of miss. you can check out this goes to school. ah, what do i see a button when you get the code, but i need to national laughlin who doesn't give me
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