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a robot must obey the orders given by human beings, except where such order is a conflict with the 1st law show your identification. we should be very careful about personal intelligence. and the point obviously, is to create trust rather than fear. i would like to take on various job with artificial intelligence. real summoning with a robot must protect its own existence with his e. l. e to fish. good for that? it would be okay with your the, with your god, with your
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dad with if i could afford gold for oh boy. good. do there you oh okay. oh oh.
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with this you can please let me finish my work
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with my father. thank you for the way that you have blessed and guided us and thank you for our family. by this occasion, b as special as it is unique. we pray in jesus' name,
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a man oil in looking back. sometimes it may, this was a difficult memory for all of us to unpack and try to address it. sometimes it helps, but one of the things was what were we initially concerned about in those early days? i still wanted taylor to be a happy little boy, and i don't know how he would be able to handle it. i didn't want the memory to haunt you all your life. obviously, the huge concern about taylor's egg engine. you know, he was so glad whole. and so what it is he gonna have to go through who i was young and i didn't understand most of what was going on at the time and it was difficult for me to process. and i look back as like, i guess it wasn't the greatest danish, everybody out from, from me i guess
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a member and distance from people in his house. just the way of the way i've been dealing with it, but foot known through family and everything. it's all about us, closer than i appreciate, they all done for me is changing my perspective on life. and i know that that i think about daily is power. matthew, expect me to me an example. now what do you want me to live?
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as a kind of big brother, how would it warranted? i'm prove well, and we probably all needed to say they stay well probably needed to be able to express this. because to a great extent, we have suppressed our failings in order to be protected in order to hope all of this would turn out well a
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oh see, so a de la oh he is strong. yeah, she is a oh . i see so clearly. ah, it's so talking really about the it felt very warm,
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october referred to a trophy. i remember watching the tree branches away. i felt peace for the 1st time. and once i got a telephone call from a detective about 2 in the afternoon, she was in intensive care. and if they hadn't told me it was kristen, i don't think i would have known that it was. she was just virtually unrecognizable . it was the next morning when we went to her apartment and i went out on to the balcony and there were bandages bloody bandages of needles. but the most
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dramatic thing i remember, and i still have a very hard time with this. there was actually still a piece of her jaw that was on the, on the full or the apartment of the floor or the balcony. and i don't think i've even told kristen this before. but that is probably what brought the whole thing most dramatically home to me. so look at that dr. you now and remember those feelings is just unreal. it's as so unreal. ah thought about what it must have been like for my friends, i have to clean up. there are pieces of teeth,
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i'm phones and so much life. and i can't imagine what heartbreak must have been for them to have to face that it's so weird to go back in. so that mindset to see that balcony and think about what was going through my headed as i sat there of the gunner, my ah,
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well, i'm in jail, you know, nickname. 40 for that. i can leave i in the browser and ended up being it was my walking down the road away down the steps to the blast. norris i shot and then i asked you more south was up on a pool. my friend saw screaming on the ground. these graham is lee, so i'll look around the pole to our corner. i see 3 missed in
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it, like all 3 of those. so i'll pull my gun out slowly. and in missed she missed up a turn around. start shooting twice in her when our freshman got a gun for the was so loud. and i seen tamera's fall into ground tennis, but i picked him up this funding. well, when i look in the walk over there to was the see. one is for the one, the back nisha my direction saw this turned around as well. i was away. ah. when i 1st heard it, i feel it. well,
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the reason being is because i always justify to myself that someone does something to me or try to take my life that it was justified everything i dental and then i realize how many people are impact got to get his life oh, my belief is that you know, all the things that you have done is recorded. you know, these are the ah
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ah ah ah ah ah a ah ah it so but i think the most, i think what i see will not be a school we did well, i thought i dialed some a couple of reviews on your weight,
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but i know from politicians to athletes and movies, don't musicals, does it seems, every big name in the world has been here. let's see, a group of ms. you can work up a budget when you get the go, but i need to show you what does not give me a glove. would you like me to you? said basil. makes dreams come true, that every one who falls in love with people look like a 3 guys coming to your house and they do what happened to appear. gig whatever measures. yeah. after you protect yourself and it was around you. the
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prosecutor here try to do everything. if you had to find charges to push. he asked me that because you guys were in my house and i didn't know if they were armed or not. it was dark. windows were closed. i saw him standing there, i told him to stop. they wouldn't stop. they kept, i don't know where they were doing. and i said, okay, i mean my, my dad does it to like to say the whole thing or you asked about 20 or 30 seconds and then i got ugly. it took almost a half an hour before the police showed up in age. not gonna come in and do a dang until this scene secure in the scene wasn't secure because it took the guy
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40 minutes to die. as a long time told again, somebody he kept reaching unanswered his belly wouldn't. it wouldn't roll over. and he kept reaching in his pants. i didn't know where it was reaching for. it could have been a gun and i have, i don't know what it was. reach before and stare at me, he'd crawl towards me, new collapse. and i don't know what his intentions were. he wouldn't, he wouldn't say a word. so, you know, i was still a certified medical person that time. if i felt the scene was safe, i don't know what i could have done, but i would have done something, you know, trying to help the guy. but that was the longest 3040 minutes in my life. i knew the guy was going to be down. i've seen enough death my life, my career. i knew there's there's nothing new to this guy
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was i wish i could put it be i mean and move on like never happen. but i know i never will. i don't think anybody are good. very good over it. i doubt it. i liked by to me. there's room
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. i felt i had become a burden to every one i now i had a gun in my room and pace. someone broke and i'm going to do and know what my phone is to unwind it and everything and so i wish pain on things i've just gotten out of control. c c i don't know. c any under way
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something to walk out in the balcony. and um, i'm gonna sit here for a minute and think about a fearful other people that of me a gun to forgive me for an else ill. i'm gonna hold on me. i ah
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ah. mom pulled the trigger and i'm not feeling any pain for me. i can't see my in i'm hearing my roommate screen and then there's. ready 3 weeks later, i will go from a coma and i will create full. i survives
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i remind myself, every day i'm alive. i'm alive. for, [000:00:00;00] for check in . mm. i'm doing my normal
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routine down to the bathroom. i can a shower, brush my teeth and get my hair done as well. matthew, us, he was in the bathroom as well. he was up on the counter. i'm not sure why is up on the counter. he just was proceeded to walk to my mom's room. i think i'm lying there on the underneath the left side of the med and i pay it up and i walk back into the bathroom with the gun on my hands and out of curiosity is looking at it and trying to figure out what it does and how to work it and i slowly proceed to the safety off. and then from there on, i talked the gun back, putting
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a around in the chamber. and i just remember i matthew says to me, you know, that was a gift from papa to mom for safety and i didn't answer and then i just hear a gunshot. and so at 8 o'clock that same night, december, 1st, one by one. we say good bye and on the last one.
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so like which did cleaned over put my forehead against his a little buddy. you're going to do great things for god. i love you. i'll see in the morning. and had a lot in a lot of ways. ah,
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it feels like the morning has never come or mm hm. ah, ah
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ah . news of the way of life of reindeer leading a traditionally nomadic lifestyle in the tundra is similar to a parallel reality. i mean, drive to carry the weight of the household work on the shoulders. this room was full spread sheet now with,
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however, in the vast expanse of russia, there is a spot where a house wife could secure a regular implement. it's in the final semester with oh, thank years ago, the taliban were a different today or more violent than ever before. 20 years ago. the really kind of to stick with central press for so park to they did not have non practical at all except that deal with this principle claim has their own interest. but years ago, there was some sort of kind of dialogue with the others to see what they can do today . they are so kind of restrict your limit. if you check your chicken gun cabinet from one existing call question and from in,
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from inside question there just completely concentrated on what's called the so called upon a the prime minister of molly accuses french forces of training terrorist groups in the north of the country with their armed groups trained by french offices, we have evidence of that, and this is the situation we are currently witnessing molly and we don't understand it and we can't tolerate it. also had on the program, us lawmakers demand sanctions and rushes, nordstrom to pipeline, blaming moscow for a price surge on europe, gas to market. that's despite the market retreating from an all time record after president clinton is pledged,

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