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back to why a bridge or people dear, i'm more every day we're up loaded system. now with the police were out with 2 states. i'm scared that more children are going to grow up in the country that think says no racism, but they're more likely to end up in the criminal justice system. then there are other fellow friends in daycare so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy confrontation, let it be an arms race is on a very dramatic development. only personally and getting to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very difficult time time to sit down and talk with . if we look at this panel, you can see
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a lot of the old places crew that were done by your previous surgeons and they did a great job really your, your orbits. naval bones are in the right place. and as just left over titanium plates will put the dental implants in take out the titanium mesh. and then when we uncover the implants, we'll do the last one that would be creating the vestibule. okay. you come along with a lot of surgery. yeah. there's still another one to go after that just from at least . yeah. yeah. i'll be happy with your smile with teeth back at me to do you take good care of her until then remember not to eat anything after midnight. right. okay. yeah, get a pizza and beer up to midnight, but night after that i get a ah,
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a lot of people, a lot of the windows and every time i'm in public, a lot of people shake my head. i fail on my desk or stuff like that. to brill definitely sees, well as his role model was to be like coun, in myers everything about his day care. fine is very strong with i know that will has been through a lot of things that had younger years. i think he probably just said that he went to jail. he did sing years like that was probably just straight for oh yeah, i did seniors away for murder exam. well, they're needing him now. i was just like, well that was the past,
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but how did you overcome all of day a good job for him? honestly, he's a strong, mentally, strong to overcome all day and so just deal with in, in come out a good person. when we 1st moved up here, if we had ruined a town for something really the front door, wide open, large. get in and out. we had no fears. pit del change pretty fast. i of devices that help me know what's going on around my place. 24 ship. the
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ukraine trip wires. i know somebody's been walking in the woods around my house. i put up motion detector is i'm not gonna tell you whether at each one gives off its own signal. so i know in the house which one it activated. i can tell the sound of every car that associate with his road. i know exactly who it is without looking at. so i has how, where i am and things going around me. i put things to where i can get to him. no matter what situation developed. whether be in the military or the middle of the night. ah, i'm afraid to go to bed. i actually am at time to hit my wife. afraid i haven't got a nursery. i wake up screaming. i wake up last.
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dreams are horrible. ah, i can hear myself talking. i know i'm in bed. i can't share lou. i see things that i have to rationalize is israel. ah, i see images on a wall. i see people standing already in. i say i'm looking at those curious chinese shape. they that occur silly santander, e o my dream and again in that's a scary part, is waking up in reacting to something that isn't real. how i me react to it. oh yeah, it's irina is
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. pam players we've been married 25 years. our life is pretty much right around here. rob i already was, i 6, we sold wearing down a highway fort at almost getting it where you go. i took one little dog and i fill e mean. well, it parties 14, almost 15 years old. davila born was an animal. we spend that much time live i never had anything or you weren't so devoted to me. he would give up his own
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life for me and i 2nd those were hard. he's going to go right up here. i got cedar tree down over here. and i'm gonna pull it up. i'm gonna make bench right here. i got this crushed marble. we're all done. i'm gonna frame and cover it with a white marble rock. this is what i've been working on. i'm gonna paint all this lettering in, so looks cool. i'd usually most in depth, soul searching and ponderings should or i or just like if there's no phone,
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there's no tv my quiet place and i spend most had time reflecting on harley my family. and of course, that happened here that never goes away with looking through his eyes. when i look into was i seen his father wasn't there. and when i look, as it was on the scene, his mother didn't care what to look into was as i saw, a death and destruction. and when i looked through his eyes, i saw suicidal button. well before looking through was i was sitting down in
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a chair and he saying the money to get him from here to variable was his mother will be there. was this part really working? there are looking to was on the scene as little care was hurting. so i thought to myself, like, was my position because i want to give him money, but the week when twitching, he was ever kind of funny. so i say it's a week or the correct. he said, no, i need somebody to get me there and back. i listen to was odd to say the truth. you now sharon, he looked the new to smirk like may i was even karen. i know the story. oh to well, when i was your age i see using myself. say i was the father this child. i was raised by the streets. i may grow to sandwiches over care. see he, i was a high school dropout. i spear minimal drugs. i did a pretty tough some robins with a neighborhood. so see, i was a hostile on a block. i've been down from the cups until i got court and i just sent me a quote. now and back one is strictly says, my la true, i'm here to bring hope to philly's only you. it was good to know what made you want to help. i so i look and see i want to look and see as i saw an image of myself
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in blue. 2 when you come back and show community, regardless if you want to help in people may not want to embrace you. so forgiveness is a lot to a person and meet with a new the got killed at a brother. that was out mystery in them was slimy. they wanted to shoot me or whispers getting shooting, isn't that what my password? i know he was me
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card there. we were friends on his screen corner brought up. he definitely wanted to murder with. and it scared me to know that this guy killed disguised brother and then it was hard talking to him and talking to him until they talked to one another. and when he was in the marble shop, the name is i, you know, i talk to for minute, i was like, how give me a 2nd. i was going myself, the gas and i was you, i don't want a haircut. say now i want to talk to you when he said that where i said okay, i was just about a very say off a give you a new one, a basin of gimme worries. i know exactly with what it was about. i know him, he wanted to kill will and it scares me even said his day. now, you know,
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i'm talking to you and i'm telling you from our heart. but these are 2 men at any given time. he can feel some kind of way. and any given time to help people, i had a still agree with this. there are people i hated look to say are okay about what he said. that was my best friend. i don't care about what he said. that was my nephew. ah ah, join me every thursday on the alex salmon. sure. i'll be speaking to guess in the world of politics, sport, business, i'm show business. i'll see you then. mm. l look forward to talking to you all. that technology should work for people. a robot must obey the orders given by human beings, except to wear such orders that conflict with the 1st law show your identification
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. we should be very careful about our personal intelligence at that point, obviously is to great trust, rather than fear. i'm very job with artificial intelligence, real summoning with a robot most protective phone existence with when i was around him every day i would feel different. wow. some days i will feel like i hope, you know, they are today and over days i'm like, wow, he's getting better at it because no matter what his brother go. not, no, looking at pictures will i just gotta kill my brother? so that's not easy test. for you here now,
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when matthew died, taylor was 8 years old. so trying to figure out his emotional state what he was actually feeling was difficult or what kind of guilt does he caring about? this was always a big concern of mine. and so we spoke of it to him in terms of being an accident with for many years we didn't have any type of weapons in the hall room shot guns, hand guns, rifle areas and got rid of all that stuff is when he was about 12 he started
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expressing again an interest in wanting to shoot. that's when it would come up in those moments. how do you, how do you feel? you know, how, how do you think are you, do you think you're ready for that? and we've, we've shot a lot since then. i believe that the mind informs the emotions and this is why i chose to shape things for tailor the way i did and, and give him the information that i did so that as he came to understand these things, his feelings would follow. and i believe they have to me, it was important that he comes through this on the other side. okay. with
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with kristin, begin with is now a 47 year old woman who has suffered a gunshot wound to the mandible, upper neck and mid face period. she has gone through numerous reconstructive surgery and currently has a mature bone graft in place that is housed by a potassium mesh period. today he requires a placement of 5 ost integrated pictures, removal of foreign bodies, as well as deep added have graft we'd probably see $50.00 to $60.00 gunshot wound pen can per year on which $1012.00 of them require major reconstruction layer. what we call a boast of contra one able is to displace tissue
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or to basically remove it, blow it away if he will. a lot of individuals who come to us with gunshot wound, they want to be reconstructed to what they look like 10 years ago. i always told them reconstruction to the job that it reconstructed, if not enormously, every reconstructed tissue is never as good as a natural tissue that with last mm ah, cutter, forgive me for taking his brother's life. and i think he did that because of the
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person i'm to come mentally for gaming by his forgetting 1st and when that it was like really impactful, especially new. and i was like wow, i think i can be forgiven for us. okay. redemption forgiveness in tce are paid desk and we, i mean we may need to do is educate our community about that issue about how you deal with it with their so forgiveness and peace. i able to heal yourself and still live your life in the harbor. so much anger, frustration, and he, we all grew up believing, alive at the streets, told us that we had to behave a certain way that we could back down from a conflict that we could college asked to. we'll never make all those things were for weakness action towards you don't deserve reaction. sometimes you just had to say, you know what, i mean to ignore it and let it go. because you know,
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at any given moment, the situation is going to go for the day or the other week. and i'm talking about daily fe. we are when i actually live in that same life that we know that we grew up with bits of art. there'll be chuck tedious right? because chuck always his 1st for giving this is really for yourself. first lot people go around harbor and a lot of emotion, anger, frustration, any heart is stuff like that and they can't live like my son got killed. and so that when i'm laid it on me, i will not. i held myself accountable last ill myself account. it sounds like i wasn't a good file, but that's still my boy story. which of the day when you are they are 2. i don't know. you must the hell did it yet to have it in there you go. are you going to be? are you still got a not this last my april. same rocket with that?
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no, no, no. i understand what people say. you never want for your child. i guess like mine the most part is filled in the world and then and no. busy day that person life was to sit and then they have to keep this. i gave myself a long time ago. you know, when i started transformation, that's the reason why i wanted to change my life. so i could forgive myself with what we're doing. never really come up with i guess the same person i guess i'll come to like you can only help with feel alone or something like that happens. and like you're the only
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one out there that's fill in this way. i could feel the there's all different types of groups in my class, andrew and jason, pretty different from other people. if i'd enjoy what they understood me more than the others did. so yeah, that's what i told her. i don't think i was the right decision. let's make a bob, mike bomb. yeah. me and tiny met in 6th grade. he was about half my height. i just nicknamed him tiny. my kids. i hope we need someone to shoot a gun. usually tiny, that's kind of his position and our cast the people a with
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with some people would say like, oh goodness your brother died. so why do you still own guns? certain you have gotten rid of those a long time ago? and my answer is no. and guns fascinate me by how like the mechanics of on the stuff. that's always why i'm fascinated with stuff like this and like mechanical stuff like that. but my idea of guns has not changed in the fact whether i should own them or not, is changing the effect of safety. today, we're going to pull up a banana. that's my nana. because you know why not the idea of taylor being involved now in things when he wants to go shooting. when i know that one of the experiments that they're going to do is going to involve an explosion. one of the things that are rely on
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is that for years i have poured into him safety and i just stick it in a perfect. i do know that tiny held the gun not knowing how to blow it in it. he has guns all the time and i trust him to be around me. i'm not like you put that down. you're gonna kill someone because any and he's not a murderer. it was an accident. you can like put in the clip of like him like getting blown up. i think the accident happened because that was god's timing for matthew. and i do believe that's how god intended it to happen. that's what he wo, down in taylor's taylor's book a life we don't really know what was going to come out of these explosions, each explosion that we do. we don't know what's gonna happen,
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that ah no, but i think the most basic but i still need to go we did who bought? i bought a dial tomorrow. either way, but i know from politicians to athletes and movie, still the musicals does it seems every big name in the world has been here. let's see. okay. miss, you can look up. it's good. i see. ah wish them wasn't when you get a call. thank you so much. give me a glove. would you like me to you? said basil. makes dreams come true, that every one who falls in love with luke,
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what? ah! with, with sailing on his word, the austrian chancellor, sebastian kurtz quits amid allegations of embezzlement and bribery. plunged into darkness. the lights would go out in lebanon after the 2 of the biggest power stations in the crisis hit country run out of fuel, causing the national grid to collapse. us lawmakers demand sanctions on russia, north stream, to pipeline. blaming moscow for a price surge on europe's gas market and that despite the figures retreating from an all time record after president putin's pledge to boost.
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