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oh, well yeah, you know i can measure it. yeah. oh . i think the people who are adopted are afraid of losing people were very scared of rejection. not now is there a no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. who is a wall between us, a strange coldness that i don't feel any more. so as a father, i compare myself to my father. home when i was in love with our biological family, we have branches. i'm like
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a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. but below i have no roots. at least not one's i'm aware of why? yeah. i mean, i only have 2 main numbers on it. uh huh. i am in the military that day. are you all la lady learning era? happy that i know jan. not it in. i'm a little turn on his case in by yeah, i still 1000 find you don't we haven't got out again to dinner. not that of his dollars replaced bottle or not yet on the was those looking to put in years up against brick wood? i knock at her, luckily,
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i know they have what little gravel she last they boss as either but as a brush apple or gym blanket or gaskets. did that mean? like i thought it was almost, i mean, i don't know. i sent sam as well. mm. ah, she oh, i'm with you. i got a feeling bethel, uncle seminars, quarterback for you, and that it does him in a squad of them and be a no alice until you not go into the funeral. go to the death with no soda. busy in a good little bit of them drama doesn't seem to via mega. i thought ah,
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but i'm the one of the vehicles in a lot of will come into sports but never got in the guy that one of the one of them because i know, but i'm gonna, we'll we know, we'll say we go down and we put them if they don't get, mustn't the most is seen for them on the road. yes. all right. one does he have you have any? yeah, i saw no show me that. i knew that jim would have been shot. okay, let me up under the pump and look in his club. i wonder what one is just the. yup. and okay. did there is one that could play single dilemma, shall know the number. i got a hold on mike with
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i, lydia senegal heroes who are the 2 on oregon robbins us, me are the numbers with young people, but i thought turning on cobra, maybe cobra which will give english which angle if one of those murphy activated d, the lessons needs melbourne burmese. okay. not open up a lot. us see. nice more able to see up. so mindy, this on your sort of, rhoda, i mistakenly, jaqueline gwen did my review. she roman tequita, you know, not have you just got up in the vicinity of work in barcelona, i guess lack of somebody. and in our legacy, emma, looking more thinner. she can, could be really, she could get another secret of water than a g. anbo. people gambling here. yeah, he think it has been done. he might have a similar, similar analyses. ah
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no person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. in my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. i don't know why the members of his church are precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. maybe they're afraid will dig up something very dirty. yes. when someone doesn't want to give you something, they can destroy that something. oh, hide it and then where do we look for it? mm. let him go. yeah. ok, osceola, missouri. now when i'm on a removal around like a shelly motion to lose your amalia the hotel and i'm in there, me mental model or that those he me 0 feed mark 1000000 board under made him feel
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caution or lucia to they want to the job to gauge and you know, doing this to me, a bit of a model that we will have on a well told me on that cannot be in one of them in a level also in number. we're still, if you know, i'm, i'm not sure why your, why don't you guys have those more. how many to me my that if i don't have to that one will. yeah. yeah. what i mean, like, you know, me, me, me, and i think it just, you know, money that the own. but if you call your mom and battle didn't get it, you know, there was no shame if you know you're not on demi, but you know, under somebody with lisa muscle to see my space. i don't want, i want to, but then the other, he says i know you just get super. know what i mean? no. no, no, no, no, no, no, no, i don't know anything. guess he,
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those i go up the owners and what was it again, but i got into us and got those 9 years ago. i don't know. let me go. i mean, i'm not sure why didn't go. yeah, i learned carport. well darneilia the u. e. are you, what do you think if with you know, what do you think you said? i probably thought somebody video, but i don't law
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upon winning the spanish civil war. the dictator inspired by the psychiatrist valet . whoa. now hero who had studied nazi germany, decided that spain had to be pure catholic and free of the red gene or some imprisoned republican women had conjugial visits while others were already pregnant . let me get on the grade level on a one not on grow. it only bought about a vestigial for faster than my own. global is fairly well meant that and they'll get sickle cell and kill us equals the last person anabolic honestly when, when he's done it on nina, on the nose equally. and in the us we had a government that house seasonally. bertha gave us a little phone down below. there were no student, i mean nino separate hours. mr. mcclure this natania squad, enticing window. this yellow in the middle in the office. next is thea, philadelphia you and them and didn't recommend 4th easter eileen eloquently alicia kalika it on colloquial d. o. in. okay. it. les less echo mean hour allotted,
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handled with this. yeah. wellness maybe cause you have a lot it to atlanta santa ozium. we fucking that, i thought, okay, in apple, that poly debussy alone the one of them and i, it says he, you don't call him the reverse by home, a book, read them, whatever they get is the one i feel them for what as us borders seek us evil boys in there go me yet. he won us was nino couldn't separate ours from others. calling daniel controls from ford focus galaxian and i and they're out of media ginobili and that he host, he couldn't out the normandy cont, sugarland, doesn't us eunice? yo yo la s w, future miller's the latino said than done. and because only from an elder michel, freedom of gay gibbon, miss abhor said calling me in the past that says me note of that anderson, i think ultimately now
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walk this way. in the world corrupted, you need to descend a join us in the depths or remain in the shallows. ah ah, there is other places to play, but also there is a family dentistry where little fish live else with the rest of the vessel. castillo's the other month only got loose. the was said the film the full. 6 just needed. yeah. it was, i just would say that in your would. that is images. it goes up as good as the supposed supposedly i'd have my did some i would say again suspend you visit his image is filica mom. that's what your vote was out of the to get the vote for idea . unless your zone plan is some way up,
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sets up a level based on and it comes with a veterans you think a good question because i said at then slicing info cuz there's a dozen. invent that a little, much of what own up, hello. can someone just get a moment while i load in? i love you. not a little. yeah. you know, is the football, those are the comic on the rico herrera is to her mother and bohemia. father angelica going cio concord, when the young lady had on the bible for you said who, no, no, j m,
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we book on that. i must again, melissa, just i was calmer of populous and me gossip was less poly thought this are all about a glad min bullock cooler than i gotta in of content. this will mean easter about underneath. abdullah will be just a moment on medicine than you. it isn't going to, it will not be a have him under their finances and that be alex young. yet another man that nichol beulah am on the unhealthy. the little precise fossil dine, the little dull, erotic what to look almost afoot or out of the fi, adoption of enrique via taurus. what is this? i was almost 23 years old. when i read that request, i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old and playing with my cousins who told me that my family didn't love me because they got me from the street. ah, it was in my adopted grandmother's kitchen. they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind. i was 8 years old. i never asked or thought about it
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when the lead of them and them even. he said everything. yeah, well he may be no common for what am i going up anyway? i remember the brown of my grandmother's old saucepans, the grease that saturated the old kitchen. the blue tiles ah, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice. they got you from the street and me crying. my mom was sleeping. my dad was in the hospital, i went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. the 1st feeling that came up was, who are you? really? i me. i looked for my identity in the mirror, i said to myself, adopted then i said, impossible. if i me come we could use if we any modem, nevada. anyway, here is about here. are you going to laconia feet?
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let have him call me mother. that means him for you to go to them and they could again, not always get it. okay, look at ella for low cost program and diesel iep. ok. nice me mother and you and the thing going into them is when you finish. 2 ah, 1st i had to find out where i was born. i requested my birth certificate. my place of birth was the center isabel foundling home eslumpkind. i have gary control. dora is gonna throw me your think all of that, those that in the, not in as the dentures on the, on the language and age valleys are gonna fill in a child or anything. why? you may call a dingo bitten, not billable. if input can not the noise for my mother to maybe your secretary. yep . i had to look in it and when that actually got a little for fall or okay,
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another marlowe sort of get a felony marathon. as for brinkley, b o n n o m e good. anyways i'm saying it as prevent i'm asking, was it on book or gone? yes go i thought of it on asked our unovia form. so the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasn't helpful. neither was the file that came with my birth certificate . nobody mother. so lawyer salazar, she was then i will, i'll okay, they will mail a few either last more than i guess i'm gonna, i mean i live on it alone. they will mail, feel my luck with that. i will follow them. nicole, they don't go laid up in the know here before. you may who can all come out of the last ticket by that one. and the school should the be going of these in a dollars all dollars? just any of emilia to from that the get it, but i can get it going with it. life has led me to this part of the law, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital. the had to be
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a way to find out the biological mother's name. milk went up. god must game, which is he must it or what he does and telephone is equal from. can i love the analyst panola dolby? well, there's also a controller elect, confused phenol that i love, you know, he sophie, but no contract or he can deliver on the human where the school in the stem wound on on the camel from can allow a few on k asked annoying thing. oh, i must head on only my yes, the language and they said that if the aren't they not that element of believe that many people escorted k i l. a furnace guinea, she get us ethical startled young. she no shall talent. i mean, it will be more that, i mean they, they don't and not that you. if you get out of you can nino, although she located them and they call him out of it build new enough ego. so you are like, is still through either with young is though it is meal did and below school is pinellas is kuth. eunice follows us on the if on king support vend. lila's,
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health unison espana shown asi neu, yellow field, and she kit up on it. a persona. how does she look at ghost, uncle michael? you're looking for a peek on those important duck. him. no mental health. you understand his point, neglect on that. me yet. not your knowledge. miss ayla. almost latifah is what a higher percent of me is on to refuse those mean e cause fossils or a spaniards out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but aren't actually related to them. and they will die without knowing that for their real biological origins. because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child mileage. and they said that you know glenda gala. he's always final. kimberly, in the proper bramble, literally if it can be almost a systemic little furnace by your organization. what a went to collect was for menda. and dorothy globe is gavia sally than many of the
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blanca innocentive. she had the low feel. this'll be, well, yes, a list i'll okay. control i, laurie, can the mean, lord, i go tell me about the underlying and when they know of it again, a boy good. doesn't global san leandro and then living. then we'll click get our luth uncle get in there last week with the nick of her stuff. lumbering abuse on the k through does this was all she does. and the merchant that she, they and the 19 over a gallon on book on, on a medical or there's a little bit more cautious. never will any news on the financial in dol samples me . i've met many mothers from santa isabel who was searching. one of them gave birth
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in april 1965, which is when my biological the was there. she remembers it woman writing letters to some one from pamplona on kelly as to fetter. ah, she gave birth a month after my mother did in may, but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that months. this is the closest i've ever been. i was born in may, but ah, it's still uncertain. ah ah ah
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ah ah, why did my mother get pregnant? why did she give me up? was she tricked or forced? what did she give me up wilfully? why did they pay a 1000000 pieces for me? who got that money? ah! the 2nd little notice it was you must be must, i will look for what i must have you and what quinton. but it wasn't a gum and that to sunday wasn't that better than it would do because we've all got it all you had to go to the motor window. yep. winter. how can remember? yeah. like you got a single knowing they multiple can put me down to solve it. i knew i was the other
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younger. nobody wants to. 100000 younger drugs was one and we'll get where are you? i'm with a bad, it's all they will on the loan. i have we've got no, it is a why didn't you will attend to your jewels? come if you thought it was a you know, so you shine. yeah. a mutual coordinate. somebody you did not have yet or gave me the corner. no money you asked. i can. dea vehicle it could you to compare with it? how many you're me hope there was an amount of detail, but you want to build on do? what did i want to you? and my little but issues shoes into this for me and don't be going to read the book because i have a robot video to come. he said, did he give up for a minute that he wasn't marginal by that
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a push came rushing. my non did me, i'm not even the hold up i should get out of. there is no joke and she'll be she will be in attendance and you may miss me. you mean you're, you're, i don't know much to consider when i came up with what she's doing. i did that. i was you know, you know, another woman on the bottom in your oh well then these are the and i have a little while they're love is maybe they took his house, get the leaders pretty oh
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he died. i cried. i just had slept the whole time. i was there. no one really thought anything different. this all thought i just didn't feel good on the way for the surgery. his lungs failed. 30 seconds when i killed him, i had gotten stuck with so many needles that day in 2019 don't to started talking about a new wide spread disease that caused severe lung damage. there's a few points that were really to turn all of the patients were
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diagnosed with a lung injury associated with using electronic cigarettes or facing products. he pulled this out. he refilled. holy crap, he's gonna die. oh no, he's better. it was, i wouldn't want my worst enemy every go through, got out of breath. the coin was created and invented specifically to kill central banks. it says phone and genesis block, and they make a reference to the bank of england when the bank of england started squirming, and i start whining that, oh my god, big coin is an existential threat to our existence. everyone who yearns for freedom in the world today should lead out a collective for ra, because we're finally getting rid of the worst actor on the financial scene for 300
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years. when i see black marriage, i see part of myself, i was growing like a marriage is spoke to me when what a strider did, not those who say black marsh measure is a movement we are importing from america. no, nothing of who we are. i lived in a world where white lives mattered, and i was not wide like missing. and i wasn't known from black america. i learned how to speak back to whiteness. aboriginal people here, i'm more every die. we're out with them now with the police were out with she states, i'm scared that more children are going to grow up in the country that think says no racism, but they're more likely to end up in the criminal justice system. then there are
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other fellow friends in daycare theory, hits, brick wall that has a tend to whip poland into submission only aggravating the ro over the rule of law . also this morning, moscow says it's not surprised by nato's aggressive rhetoric after germany is now calling for nuclear weapons to be deployed near russia's borders. america's leading medical research agency admits funding controversial research into bad corona viruses in china's will hand something previously repeatedly denied by the white as his top infectious disease expert and the u. k. prime ministers accused of selling out working people for failing to bomb the practice of fire and re hire that allows employers to give work as less favorable terms and conditions.
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