howard, one of those grenades with his own body. ah, of course i was frightened, but i tried to compose myself. i was thinking somehow i had to come back because mom was waiting for me. this is the thought that comes you down moms waiting for your thanks. this is here. is none before because every one of us is ready for it. well, perhaps not completely reading it. it's hard to prepare yourself for death, but we do know the risks, moves them. we know what our task is and above all, where it is that we serve. we never committed. that was the 1st last my unit ever suffered to them and the 1st loss, under my command in general, do to go sir. dominant maids with india to grant us prayer. ting. tinker. china.

good morning. conrad miser faith. how are your comrades measure your shift? i often think of them over millions, especially of guinea offices. they was different to all the other new recruits on political committee, he approached me and asked if he could enroll in my group as long as he wanted to serve in asbestos unit unit. i showed him a blank sheet from my notebook and said, just to see the sheet schneider will you to or a clean sheet at the moment. it's up to you to prove yourself worthy. we'll shuttle everything's in your own hands, hooker. people have to make the decision themselves sure, which if a man wants to put himself to this test, to go through this trial, then he must do so. both becoming a soldier was always my ambition to r. o

. usually the singer is a chosen arbitrarily holland with which the 1st is mostly the soldier with the loudest voice voice. in this regard div gainey was always the best one he sang in the school choir and was never embarrassed. you can. so he had no problem singing the army with so many people listening to him. ah, we both thought there was still plenty of time before he left that so when the 15th of november, when he had to go eventually came round, was spent the whole night packing his things in a hurry. i wonder if he has a sweet tooth. he had one so have his huge hole dole was cramped to the brick with sneakers chocolate bars and other sweets flooded hysteria, taking warm clothes out to because they didn't fit. but he wouldn't allow me to

touch the suite. there was completely out of the question to fan vaccine but i just knew that everything would be fine. for some reason we were so confident of california because we were going to get married officially after he came back with everything was planned but even sent out the invitations. how could he not come back? we had the mere thought of it never crossed her mind. sorry, i can't ah new bird somewhere that heroes and cowards feel exactly the same things for the

difference is that the hero moves on any way while a coward stepped back up. ah, but i from the case natural to be afraid that that can be every deployment feels like the 1st everything repeats itself there. well yeah, every one scared of. well, getting ready for the mission. i never think i'm invincible. immortal feelers. nothing like that. i didn't realize that event after the mission class in the classroom with the we drew plans of the conflict corolla. what would phase with death usually takes the best of us, because the bass are always up front in you because they're the quickest to make decisions. look like you have any up of deeds during that fight coming up or. ringback how shocked was i do in your car? surprise, we're good. one more. this was the so called his laska terrorist group is

like which just one year before that fight carried out several terror attacks inside. douglas don alluded, brilliant. these people were fanatics. they'd abandoned the normal life with the bureau for them. life had become war zullie called going re, oh, you killed me. and you bought this was just sort of, they took part in a tax on the security services for them. so they were directly involved in killing law enforcement officers for them if there's and they were responsible for terror attacks in the town of chrysler hargrove. and in fact, the whole chrysler area. and i guess, done business. whoops, yesterday. when logan, you, mom, the special forces are an isolated community. i can understand how their wives are able to wait, constantly anxious, is vanya, we still legible than all, even when a special forces soldier is at home. what he can be called up at any moment. would you shook off thinking chairs? it means their wives are always waiting, knowing that their man might not come back.

jenkin we just did. we had a heart to heart talk once me ain't need guinea out of what you are still with. he told me a lot about himself. hm. yeah. i asked more and more questions you've approached. sometimes i didn't even have to ask. i took up the phone. he just took whatever the subject was and elaborate on it to try to rule that. so when i asked my mother to send me my documents, i didn't tell her i was going to sign a contract to serve in a special forces unit wasn't. she might have guessed, but she didn't know for sure. during my 1st deployment, i was lying to her about where i was and what i was doing at the beginning. and i can find the words to describe how it feels when you're so tense and anxious with that every phone call. every text message sets your teeth on edge or when he calls and tells you that. com voice of his phone, i'm glad you were going on a mission for about 5 days. maybe more. don't worry what i'll call as soon as and

back. well i suppose i know they told me to run by why you we had an exam passing it grants you the right to where the special forces chevron and khaki bray eagle moore. that's the 1st stage. every one tried really hard. if danny was very strong willed, i used to say stubborn ordinance rules. he would set goals for himself and you could see he was moving on to achieve them full, full, born or given some of the good thing. when you set yourself a goal, who then you try to achieve it at any cost? the did you just told her this was in spite of all that of the 222 soldiers who took the exam or only $33.00 of those passed obama gainey and i were running in the same race. this battle march is the main

test, those soldiers, stamina with them on for him with the purpose of the test is to make sure that we will know what it's like when you're utterly exhausted and still have to drag a fellow soldier along the way. that's a part of the special forces codle's cells under no circumstances. will we ever leave one of our guys on the battlefield? i wish you drag your friend because he know that his life is more important than your own. i remember you. i passed the test in my 1st attempt and your guinea on his 2nd or 3rd, after passing that we could both proudly hold our heads up high.

yeah, you know, i feel the exam was in so did he of guinea. during the test, he was doing pushups. i slapped him on the helmet and said, we're pull yourself together, boy, no, before i do the login, a lot of things remind me of him. we used to work out together, for example. now had to do it alone with the dime. mr. williams, i'd ask him to keep time for when we were doing the exercises. no, i have to ask other guy who's in the folder after i reenlisted. i had nowhere to stay time and so he agreed and just like that that he's gonna, he did the cleaning up in i did the cooking. so lived together, came home together, was left on the same air bed, woke up every morning and went to service together with school. oh lads, enough. what's the time? time nicholas, if he hadn't covered the grenade with his body,

lot of other guys would have died in a split 2nd to him. he made a conscious decision and found the courage to throw himself on top of it. he would have sworn it was not for nothing but we're going out the semi colon slow witted grunts, but we have a purpose enough of yours. unless we combine terrorism that russia may drown in chaos system or use microphone. i mean, we took a dog. gold's a bother with us on that mission when you're below wouldn't want to bring your longer for it is there was barely enough room in the truck worker. then we put her in her lap, which was a little bit. then she started behaving strangely. jago and running frantically back and forth whimpering so she must have felt that she was about to die and would open early after dark no,

before we went several meters along the path winds above us swerved to the site for you. there was a patch with no snow and we saw a hatch route at that very moment. it opened and militants started shooting from its yup. where were island fire on the hatch and commanded baba to go for the attackers. jordan jumped ahead through her and suddenly the dog let out a very loud howl. then she turned back and covered me with her own body and blocked the machine gun thigh that the medicines were aiming straight at me. afraid of dog i had to last press for it was so long, so loud and then there was silence. i couldn't help myself after that. i started crying her oh, well we often think about her home. i've recently taken in the gym and shepherd

puppy more. now training him for coma tasks, but i've noticed that she resembles the barbara and he's habit steven up at the same look in his eyes portal when she lies just the way she did. well, there is a very clear resemblance between the 2 of them. all right, that i down is right. lie down. oh boy. good boy, weldon. it's been 30 years since the soviet union collapsed. mom miss got louder, little chill on to water pump nuclear, you know, talk, so shown where you also trust them. one coil or tom ukraine was one of the independent states that emerge from the ruins of a super about doing awesome good. would you also get on google greens?

come a little more surely confusing and less new use in west energy or better lung or a surface, a fisher with water the past 3 decades. green light for you. grain eye witnesses were cool. leah, venice. this will be more or less so do tissue both in the deficiency of chipotle. what i knew to know is that order, i'm not sure, but i told them once with modern windows and what other forces were at play, you have to do so to whom you show in. sure, mushy. in those them you are on the kid. what it a little bit when is it shows us the most of the versions. rosalie's brother, take a look at ukraine. 30 years after gaining independence. you don't get your phone with us for dinner unless you mean like unity recorded live,

but a will. it could be issue ok of lush will still holding for more than 20 years have passed since one of the world's deadliest terrorist attacks that took thousands of lives. people started to scream, they will waive that chemo for us. that was like opening up an oven door, but not all wounds of heel. the survivors respond does have increased rates of cancer and other health issues. due to the dust and chemicals they inhaled. coming in to get my blood cleaned out, the the metals a team and a lot of lead i was in terms of 1st responder was well over a 100001st responders. and there was some estimates that 10 to 20 percent still happy with

it. so i will, i cherish a minute, i have with family friends. i thought i was home before is really home. was you depreciate white with

ah, yes, that is the of course my health isn't what it used to be before i was wounded, but i'm trying to get back in shape. right now i'm trying to get as bad as a special forces officer is supposed to be what i am preparing my family and friends for the idea that i'm not going to resign you . i tried to explain to them there's no one who's ever going to take my place on the missions we carry out. i just have to learn the lesson of my wound done with him. i enlisted in the army at the age of 18. yeah, i was at college then finishing my 1st year i left to in my summer examinations were in full swing and went to a sped snots unit. oh yeah, i'm fully aware of what happened in what could have happened in that battle. yeah,

i've long since prepared myself for any possible outcome. mean of this, what are there are still people who tried to make me change my mind to, to convince me that i should resign of. how could i do that if it's what i enjoy, right, that's what i live for actual friends. ah sh chuncy. i'm not going to plan anything. now. military service has taught me one very important thing to make no plans for the future ever . i could be returning from a combat mission with other guys now, what fate decided otherwise up a little nip with his law. i was lucky to stay alive. now i'm going to mourn those who died at to bug you couple of course i would like to get

a crimson bray being a true warrior. i'm going essence, that's what i aspire to. also for come for. no, i have to focus on restoring my health and when the time comes, i'll do my very best to pass the exam so that i too can wear the crimson pirated boy where commencing an endurance test, 5 sets of 10 push up. so the 10 pulling your legs until your chest, you and 10 jumps pruning any questions or no questions. also assume front support position lower, but on my comp for press 123 students. were you, sir, as pets, nice soldier must progress and improve you. there's no point for sharing that you're the toughest guy around the world. you're gonna because there's always someone tougher, you will. who did he to? yeah, good. the world is the job good paid for the good and take

a certain delight in doing when was rolston, there's no point thumping your chest could be so boasting about being a member the special forces england. i never liked that sort of thing. ah, no young people often mistake me for a perry trooper or a marine. but once an old man called out in the street to look, look on, there goes a crimson bery muscle totally awful and people are reluctant to sit next to me in buses. if they are afraid of somebody else, which with a while for some reason off of many believe that spits nice are boneheaded gorillas of the keep think properly go in are only good for hurting people and fighting mark on the back of the rocker. or

boy, a flight is what tells you if you are ready, you don't know what will happen tomorrow and then what situations are skills might come in handy. the more you exercise the more easily, you'll pass the test. if it was easier for you to earn the crimson marais than some others, although it just means you worked harder during the training, i think you might be aim of these exams. it is to test our physical fitness. i'm convinced it. there are no limits to what the human body can do is to control it. there are only psychological barriers and inspect nice even when you can't go on any longer. somehow you do it any way. some of those formats are the most important thing is to break through the psychological barrier, they'll pick up after that, everything is easy. brother to special forces i really turned to us, see, and as blood affair you convince yourself that you

have to do it? um what if i hadn't passed the test? i wouldn't have the chevron that you see on me now. i also really wanted to go back wearing the crimson bray and the uniform i'm wearing now. that all these factors together were very powerful incentive for me. lou, why he would wear these bearing any weather for sleep, even when it was freezing cold? i remember him coming to siberia once to spend the winter holidays with me and you can. she got off the train with his creams and burying his head yacht. people were turning to look at him because his ears were blue with cold cars, but he was so proud to be able to wear the be re if jenny was the life and soul of the party for compiler rossi, we told jockey competitions within the squad and he began, he took part in every one of them. okay. during missions we used to make of sketches. his act was always brilliant. so she could all go parking back room for

people literally cried with laughter. what did you get? oh, my spiritual, hoarse. yeah. my girl you know who i am, sergeant. do you know? i keep going for this footage again and again and all the emotion i felt then washes over me again. i can't seem to get my head around the idea that if can, he's no longer with us yet. or sheesh middle school is when i went away on my 1st deployment. i was very nervous. only i'm from siberia and we went to the south of the country. everything was different. even the people that deployment was a long one. it lasted

a full 10 months. it all seemed so much easier now because of got the hang of it at last. what we learned, what our charge would be 24 hours before the attack with dfs be had informed us about a group of militants in a particular area. we had to come the ground for them. we go go. i saw a trodden path leading, chew a bush, and noticed a hatch. i pointed out to the commander also, and at that moment i was wound and hosted to wearable around him. some who had the battle only lost for about 5 with maybe 7 minutes. everything happened very quickly to similarly with eskoville, half the terrorists were hiding out in their lair, serona and the other half. they were lying in ambush nearby. what they started shooting at us from the bushes, all at the same time and from several different direction. single boom,

where the militants decided to try and break through you all to heard you, jenny, ab screaming, grenade gilbert, who women's, i'm throwing himself on to it. the explosion blew him over on his back and he and it was all over ocean with booty. when we approached the militants hyde out, they had the advantage news to me because we weren't expecting an attack or the oil . so that's why we suffered such losses. that he did, but we did retaliate, we completed our task and every single one got well was coming to them and helping him with if right after they sold, pardon wouldn't know exactly who was wounded in who was killed somewhat of them later, the commander reported casualties in said, if of his dead horrible for you,

i didn't believe him at 1st for who f o for buffalo in there he broke down on with almost took off. my gear was and cried, you. ah! this is a full day after the battle. when everything was over, we had to go and identify, our guys will get an after paying our last respects, we spent more than a month in the same tent that we used to share with them the samples of which was poor. i truly believe that they stay with us until 40 days after the death, but before we could feel them there or look for that was called if any was the oldest in his military trail. he knew that if he didn't smother that renee with his body some words more if his comrades would die or didn't. so he gave his own life to save his friends, apostles recorded. mm ah!

if jenny was in today on the night of 25th of january, it stuck in my memory. she borrowed the laptop from one of the guys. i switched on the computer and so that he wasn't skype. he was looking at me intently. i asked, what's that all about? i haven't changed. we'll meet very soon. and he answered, now i want to see you now. that's what i remember more than anything else. so for the wand deployment, everything is different. going to the group is more close knit. when we start an operation, there are 15 soldiers with a commander in charge. we know that our comrades and our commander won't leave us, no matter how tough it gets. where team settles in the military base. yes. what is the place where your home and your family are? who chestler all that fuss will attract you. but on the mission,

a man revealed his true colors. almost after the 1st deployment the ship, a lot of people leave special forces inch, never snoo. some of them realize it's simply not for them than you will. those who do stay though they will make up a reliable team. you won't be afraid of going anywhere with them even to the moon when low when some of our guys go on a combat mission floor before they leave. if louis for them to return safe and sound with no losses. as we say, the number of bane it's going out now should be the same. coming back to their homeland i

passed the exam and now i can wear the special forces insignia. everything's great . well i have no regrets. now i'm thinking about signing up for a 2nd tour of duty, but ah, russia's official recognition of the don't the against people's republics as independent states formerly puts to an end what was known as the men's piece of process. this recognition also creates a new political fact on the ground, and there is nothing nato can do about it.

more than 20 years have passed since one of the world's deadliest terrorist attacks that took thousands of lives. people started to scream, there was a wave that came up for us. that was like opening up an oven door, but not all wounds of heel. the survivors respond does have increased rates of cancer and other health issues. due to the dust and chemicals they inhaled. coming in to get my blood cleaned out, the metals, a lot of blood in my blood, in terms of 1st responder was well over a 100001st responders in there were some estimates that 10 to 20 percent still have to yes. so we have a cheap full recovery. i was like sure, sure that i have with friends, i thought i was horrible before because really home was you depreciate life

ah, tensions amount in don't boss with a massive explosion. going golf near a tv station and don't get as ukrainian forces stuff best selling the newly recognized with the 1st way the sanction is targeting moscow or triggered find the west. but russia wanted the global energy market on which the most pain will be inflicted. that then this decision to protect the russian speaking population, a 900000 has led to the violent very recent date. my clothing, the border in neighboring russia party speak to some of the refugees were extremely terrified. that's why when we heard about the vaccination, we gave up everything and came here volunteers helped law and even organized little show.