welcome to pick a card. can you say i don't see, a metallica from a sponsor russian business overcome this song? see, near i bought in nazi to huddle. she ins tremendously. just me don't plus voice bullshit . not sure, productive. not to steal a miracle. what i see or put themselves when you come when you with what you got on . yeah. i mean when i'm going to speed not, but i see so price of i need to have a cost to get the group when you, when you're speaking with dr. new flison, who is a school, some diluted, little booklet, newsroom club rooms in bytes. wanted to go and pay my respects hon. all those who lost her life. the hands of the 3rd. right. and i wouldn't want to do it with anybody other than john. honestly, you know, horrible atrocities that affected millions and millions and this is the ideology

that i, that i live 5 or 4 years a model is journeyman. since it's harder than mine, big jewish had something to turn to. he didn't, he left something that was like a family type relationship and moved back into the real world, living in israel and finally feels at home. and he feels like he's with his people and a leading with this. i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know, i'd like to feel that i do belong to something and i have something to look forward to and i have something to believe. i'm not sure what it's gonna be based. extend myself to be a real american patriot, but i don't like the direction that my country is going to hold on. and i will learn like a cheaper delicacy. it is people as he room mm

ah. earlier full then aim, overwhelmed with emotion. start shaking a bit and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to camp it makes it. it's like putting in the face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries, you know, written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real life is doing what you can fix the world. the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are, which what you're doing now is to coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrong. you can at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different and they do more than 1500 years. we're in prison. the small fortress,

their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about $500.00 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people of the jewish faith die there. i find it hard to believe from nazi or really avid, in real go getters, transit camp as well. people were coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go on to dock house. so the more house and stuff, and this was just myriads stop on their voyage. what you wrote in the book, i guess book what did you write? i'm sorry, i wanted to come to run a theme. is a theme and judaism and play with fine with the way that we count the numbers on the letter the exactly i wanted to remain team was

the mortuary, where the body is a personal torch for storm. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cremated and terrence crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. skinheads as often as stone. it made it their own letters. the letter is a 2nd letter for hitler is the letter show me with the red circle around i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, if you learn from your mistakes, i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me. but when i would be asked if

i forgiven the the scanner guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time, me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air. the hair on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone that walk through that donald didn't walk. there's a lot to take in there. i 7. yeah, i don't even know what's happening is that if you are going to die and you knew it, there's something known as the martyrs. prayer ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure it is always her life. i

would be torture used to be lead down. not knowing it was going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening, right. it's somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure you're brainstorm the exam. will that one? yeah. are we close off the outside world? you turn in. this isn't happening to me and this is a real. i'm going to lift it and wake up. be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skin. so i was just when i came to the old when understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out.

and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know, it is, i mean, tuition like they just want to go home. right. and when you're better, your mom, when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe. and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. that they're not the best people to go to. that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida. as we know, most of the chairs are over in the clubs class and probably still, i wouldn't know. one point after i was out of the school for quite a while i, i was arrested, is thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being smart and drunk. and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority, and i wound up in jail for a long time,

but enough time. and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the charities i had was quite vulgar in quite a form. and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows and instantly sees in his li knows what it means. and it was not anything i still believe, of course, but it was still tattooed on me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up and a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew that i was going to tell the truth and then i was going to say, my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours

until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah, and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't even about me. it was about other people and about sending message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past canada that really had home. and

that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. we've been all way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little hill. i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd, i can taken over it and occupied the high and was using the camp ah, as a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have locked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah,

it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very re for thursday morning torture to force rectitude here like the new tooth in the garage. and i mean every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people with the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people it against a lot of people that it was right. i should feel shame showing

tragedy right from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge step. there were a few places at john and i had stopped and john brought some, some stones and i had asked him to bring me ah, from jerusalem because i thought drew's on being the holy city ah, and be always place to the jewish faith. now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner where the memories be for blessing. man always be remembered. ah, watch to all of the very sounds nice. only one based on the didn't have iraq are and i made sure i've been iraq care. so everybody knows that they're not alone, they are in a thing that really hit me as about a 3rd of the more just numbers they didn't had names. so it's, there was bodies in the ground and it makes you think about their entire

communities and entire families. entire villages are completely wired dog. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody that ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were smell is horrible. place where the horrible camps around europe know the surgeon jerusalem on a rock. oh. inquired the day john, it has when she realized that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the

truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth a long way to also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people, that there are good people in the world. and i was one of them. i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid. oh, look forward to talking to you all. that technology should work for people about my baby orders given it by human beings, except where such order to conflict with the 1st law show your identification. we should be very careful about artificial intelligence. at the point, obviously is with

the artificial intelligence, real, somebody with a robot most protected tone existence with a with i noticed kevin kemp, some of the stones that he had. and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was trying to get him to go to ashes bar. why exactly

auschwitz? well places 1000000 people die there. know no 1100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at 4 to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for, for a said all the places you can visit and do the expansions for audio, they want me to go. i'm serious. i did take a moment to park on just to say and try and catch my breath from breaking down realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is sure. as we crossed to the insurance dashboard, kevin fell on my shoulder a

meeting, i'm sorry so so, so in just a thought today raised in, in a curse at symbol. mm disease. is you walking through a bunch with ah, we came to destroy it. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the truck's coming to that line was

part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. and kevin sponsors, part of our national anthem, thinking about truce or dream of 2000 years. ah, [000:00:00;00] i, [000:00:00;00] i go down here and walk down,

there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining for those centers and which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, you feel like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah, this is as close as goes on for your call, your guess is smarter. thousands of people please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory. oh i yeah. i

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let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to try and help french. so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you die in wyoming up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the lab for you,

but it was the in the line for us to your mom and dad. and you brothers, you, what we went through. i was returned upside down with those that ever again. i can't think of anything worse than the family. i have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to, you know, with john story is a story of hope. the story of victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i, i think people need to know what

a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came to, where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like kevin, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years, people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to try to improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of

the people that were involved in my attack have changed for the better, for some more or less stay the same. can't really expect society to change. it begins with you.

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