oh ah ah, i wanted to go and pay my respects on all those who lost her life. the hands of the 3rd. right. and i wouldn't want to do it with anybody other than john, honestly, you know, horrible atrocities that affected millions and millions in this is the ideology that i live 5 or 4 years a model is journeyman. since it's harder than mine, being jewish had something to turn to. he didn't, he left something that was like a family type relationship and moved back into the real world. living it is really finally feels at home and he feels like he's with his people and

a leading with his. i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know, i'd like to feel that i do belong to something and i have something to look forward to and i have something to believe. i'm not sure what it's gonna be to consider myself to be a real american patriot. but i don't like the direction that my country is going. all right, and i will wear my a number cuz it was the room with her full then overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking a bit. and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to the camp. it makes it. it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know,

old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries written by some guy who wasn't there. not a page from history book, it's real la mystery. what you can to fix the world to the best of your ability, etc. starts with you and the way that you live line or you are, which what you're doing now is a lot of you're going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they do more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here most others perish after the deportation to the concentration camps. 1600 people of the jewish faith died there . i find it hard to believe from not really avid. we'll go getters, transit cans as well,

are coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go off to the dog house. so we more house and stuff and i was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote in the the book, the guest book, where did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to room a theme. you they thing and judaism and play with the way that we count the numbers. are the exactly i wanted to roommate teen was that the more sure where the body is a person, there's torture for story. starting at the end of 42 dead bodies were cremated in terms crematorium in the form of the jewish get a divine letters. the letter is age off, the 2nd letter age, or his age letter,

a blood red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me, but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me life at time me to value life in the sanctity of life, we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there's electricity in the air. the hair on my body would stand up

and just to take it into know it almost everyone watches i didn't walk was a lot to take in there. i yeah. i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs prayer here is the lord your god. the lord is one that is something that i'm sure there's always more than like the torture who's to be laid down. not knowing if it's going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening right or somehow going to live. so now i'm going

to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brains and the exact same thing. will that one? yeah. are you close off the outside world? you turn in this isn't happening to me, and this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up. be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can. i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skin. so i was just when i came to the ultimate understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out. and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know, it is like they just want to go home, right? just one your bed, your mom. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe. and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. they're not here. they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no,

i mean that whole part of central florida as we know, most of the chairs are in the class and probably still i went to one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested, is thrown in jail for what kevin does best being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar in quite a phone and their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows instantly sees in his way, knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course,

but it was still tattooed on me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew that i was going to tell the truth and that i was going to say, my east in let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know,

how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past. and that i really had home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past, and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god will weep. but all the way through the tunnel in round at the corner and headed down the

little hill i saw 3 crosses. there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english. made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd reich had taken over it and occupied high and was using the camp, ah, has a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of, okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very true for those who weren't tortured, of course record sure to hear her

. she's like your chin in the garage and i mean every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people interviews . a lot of people that it was right. i should feel sure. shall we try to do right from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge to there are few places and john and i has stopped and john brought some, some stones that i had asked him to bring me. ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew's on being the holy city. ah.

and he always place to the jewish faith. now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. really memories be for a blessing that always be remembered. ah, watch to all of the gray starnes and i shot only one gravestone that didn't have a rock on i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not alone. and they are in a thing that really hit me as about a 3rd of the more just numbers they didn't have names. so in terms of bodies in the ground, and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families, entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember. and nobody tell anybody that app ah oh service reminder. oh, all the lights there were snow fell. this horrible place where the horrible camps

around europe no stone from jerusalem on a rock. oh. inquired the day john. it has when she realized that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth. long as voyager also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people. there are good people in the world, and i was one of them. i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can undo what i said, but i can try to stop it and i can do my best

to try to educate people to, to the truth, that ignorance and fear hatred. we don't have to be afraid. i to day i'm authorizing the additional strong sanction foreign companies quitting russia, numbers on to one. thank you. this glycine. so atm cars will blantan banks disconnected from the international payment system, dysfunctional hoppey, jermel,

donna and euro exchange rates followed minneapolis sellable up article the more for those. so i would know what the committee met that evoke the billing address that is the current. can you see what it was? oh, sure. see, i'm a jail. a couple of sports in, in russian business. overcome this song. see, near i bought in nazi to huddle. she's tremendously just me don't plus voice, bullshit, national, productive notches, steel nash, a miracle. what i see that put themselves when you come when you with that, what are you got any of your mind or did not, but i she's go press a key to cut the group when you, when you're speaking with dr. new flison cuckoo, the school. so i had to lose with little booklet lucille included with mr. kevin chip, some of his, of the stones that he had. and i asked him, as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visited a place like this again,

he wanted to have so i was going to go to ashes 1st. why exactly a auschwitz? well, places are a 1000000 people died there, no. 1100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at 4 to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for 4 with you said all the places you can visit, do that crashes for kind of a little bit ago. i'm serious. i'd say a moment the park lunches to says and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shoes. we crossed to. yeah,

josh, which kevin fell on my shoulder. ah, ah, a series su susan the daughter raised kinetic 1st symbol ah, disease is you walking through and we came to the destroyed cache. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the railroad tracks stopped. coming to that line was

part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. and kevin, from 1st years is part of our national anthem. thinking about truce our dream of 2000 years. ah, i oh, i go down here and walk down. there's one building standing, it's the last building,

remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, like the numbers were off, they came here. i would say you're right, ah, why this is close to school on for ever. ever. answer your call. yes, it's more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory i

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one of my changing events in my life and they're going to take a long time to take a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion all this, hey, i don't want it to be a because i don't have anybody to 8. i was angry in place to project it. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey ok, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than maybe on me. it's gonna take me a long time to understand. i think more people thought use with

and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what drop out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you die in wyoming up at your own end to learn it in to the lab for you. one of the in the line for us to you mom and dad and your brothers. what we went through allies were turned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything works in the family. they have to go through something

like that. if i ever apologize to, you know, in a, in a john story is a story of hope. the story of victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i, i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came in to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've

that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like kevin, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survive because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were involved in my attack of change for the better kind of some of more. let's stay the same you can't really expect society to change. it begins with you. ah.

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