one of the main pedestrian star streets, we are back to the top of a what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy foundation, let it be an arms race is on, often very dramatic development. only personally and getting to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very difficult time time to sit down and talk i just wanted to go and pay my respects hon. all those who lost their license, the hands of the 3rd. right. and i wouldn't want to do it with anybody other than john, honestly, you know, horrible atrocities had affected millions and millions. and this is the audiology

that i, that i live 5 or 4 years. and one is turning the since it's harder than mine, big jewish and something to turn to. he didn't, he left something that was like a family type relationship and move back into the real world. living it is really finally feels at home and he feels like he's with his people and a leading with this. i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know, i'd like to feel that i do belong to something and i have something to look forward to and i have something to believe. i'm not sure what it's going to be used to consider myself to be a real american patriot. but i don't like the direction that my country is going a whole lot. when i, when my younger a cheaper. yeah. because it was one

ah, earlier, overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking, embed, and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to the camp, it makes it, it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real life is doing what you can to fix the world. the best of your ability is that just starts with you in the way that you live your life and you are, which what you're doing now is a coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrongs at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress,

their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here most others perish after the deportation to the concentration camps. 1600 people of the jewish faith died there . i found it hard to believe from the nazis were really avid in real getters, transit hands as well. they were coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go to the dock house. so the more house this was just merely a stop on the voyage. what you wrote in the the book, the guest book, what did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come the room a theme. you. they seem to judaism, like buying a lawyer, we count the number a letter the wanted to remain team was the more sure where the body of the

person goes towards the story. starting at the end of 42 dead bodies were cremated in terms crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. skinheads as often as stone it made in their own letters. the letter is a 2nd letter, 8th. each letter with the blood of red circle around i mean i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, things you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity

within me. but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me life it time, me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air, the air on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone walk through that. donald didn't walk back. there was a lot to take in there. i 7. yeah. i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one.

the torture has to be laid down, not knowing if it's going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how what's happening isn't happening right. or somehow i'm going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brain and the exact thing will that one? yeah. are we close off the outside world? you turn in. this isn't happening to me. this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up. be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins is just i change the also understanding conclusion that i wasn't gonna make it out. and then

it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is. and like, they just want to go home, right. just wanted your bed and your mom. yeah. when you go, you want to go to where you feel safe. at that moment, i do not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. so they're not, you know, that they're not the best able to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida, as we know, most of the chairs are in the clubs play and probably still when one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while, i was arrested. it's already in jail for what kevin does best, being smart and drunk and not listening to authority. i've always had a problem with authority and i wound up in jail for a long time,

but enough time i still had not covered up all of my tattoos. and one of the tattoos i had was quite vulgar in quite a phone. and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread world knows and instantly sees and hinsley knows what it means and it was not anything. i still believe that of course, but it was still tattooed on me and you couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in a cell block with someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew so i was gonna tell the truth and then i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was

honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't even about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past. and i really had a home,

and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. when we went all the way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little hill and i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd reich had taken over it and occupied high and was using the camp, ah, as a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah,

it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of, okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met or it is very for those who weren't tortured. of course, richard here like june in the region. i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people. and convinced a lot of people that it was right should feel shame showing

try to do right from the sport. oh, well this is a huge, huge step. there are a few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some some stones that i had asked him to bring me ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew's on being the holy city. ah, and be always place to the jewish faith. she now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. memories be for a blessing man, always be remembered. ah, i walked through all of the grace downs and i shot only one gray stone that didn't have a rock on. i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's, there was bodies in the ground and it makes you think about their entire

communities and entire families. entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody. app. ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snapped out this horrible place where the horrible camps around europe no sound from jerusalem on a rock. oh. inquired the day john, it has once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the

truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth along as warriors. you also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people, that there are good people in the world. and i was one of them i, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid all i was showing wrong when i just don't move to feed out because the advocate and indeed it was the trail. when so many find themselves world support. we used to look so common ground

a i know kevin kept some of the stones that he had, and i asked him, as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was very let him to go to ashes bar. why exactly auschwitz? well places were a 1000000 people died there knowing that no 1100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the mornings, long for for a you said all the places you can visit,

do the expansions for audio. they want me to go. i'm serious. i did take a moment the park lunches to sit and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters. we crossed to the entryway dashboard. kevin fell on my shoulder a, i'm sorry. so, so, so in just a thought today recently kinetic 1st symbol. mm

. ah, she's, you're walking through and we came to the destroyed cache. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the tracks stopped coming to that line was part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. and kevin sponsors, part of our national anthem, singing about truce our dream of 2000 years. ah, [000:00:00;00]

i, [000:00:00;00] i go down here and walk down, there's one building standing. it's the last building, remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday,

he felt like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah, this placed on a cordial? yes, it's more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory. oh, we own a key. ah, ah some wonder why is it?

why did i, a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers.

busy ah, ah, a even dessert and probably one of my changing events in my life, i'm not gonna lie. to take a long time to take all the sense i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion, all this hate,

and i don't want it to behave because i don't have anybody to 8. i was angry. i have no place to project that. i've never in my life had to process something. and i've always been sorry, hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with me and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school,

they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you die in wyoming up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the love for you. this is a line for us to your mom and dad and your brothers. what we went through i was returned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than the family to have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know,

with john story is a story of hope. the story victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where we came and to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like kevin, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try to improve myself as

a human being and what i can back to society and be ready and available just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change. it is possible to change this possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were involved in my attack have changed for the better kind of some of more or less stay the same. can't really expect society to change. it begins with you ah, i sat in the,

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