they don't forget when you do and you don't want them to forget, you know, you want them to know what you're doing is wrong. it's a guest and it's hatred. hey, i'm right here. don't forget it. whenever anyway, wouldn't piece. luckily you survived amazingly survived. it's really hard to believe almost that this kind of anti semitism, skinhead attacks exists in the united states. is this an isolated incident or do you know of others like it? no, i don't believe it's nice let it in. and i think that where their attacks may not be against necessarily jewish jews in general, but they're against minorities. i think any attack on any minority is a, is an attack on us 6 years after they were sent to jail. if i remember correctly, 2 of the people who attacked you were released and things changed for you. then they were beginning to some of the people went to jail for just assault and battery to want to jail for attempted murder. they were leaders in the races. organizations and they've made it clear that when they got out, they were going to finish the job. i always thought i had the greatest

criminal mind if anyone had ever met. and john love to entertain these ideas because i always had some good life. we just, you know, basically somehow stayed out of trouble was causing a lot of trouble. one of our favorite things to do with go shooting with matching 385 shots, and we put them to work the standards or an organization such that said members from orlando will sit around and laugh and joke around at the beginning of the evening, telling stories about the houses they fire bombed were the only members that they shot before. they began any discussions that way the, the groundwork has been laid for you to understand what happens to people just walk away. ah, ah, what drew me to john as he was very quiet. very well thought you could tell. he was

an incredibly methodical person. he was like a chess players, like bobby session is always 10 moves ahead. he knew what he wanted from life. one of the same things i want salary, i was almost like isn't it? this is because i was very quick to react and very loud. and john was exactly the opposite for tom collectivist, where he would get mad, he would almost whisper, very quiet, smile a lot would get, wow, you face move around a bunch. so it was, it was an odd dichotomy with the 2 of us to get more information. he said it was his friend. so call friend to and that's when his door began to come out. ah, selfish can still be the to where he's been. the best thing ever happened time has made him humble and i used to pray god,

he needs to be broken. john father came from a very violent background. he brought that into the marriage. ready as you name it, i've had it held in my head to my throat, my dad, when he was younger, me was a gang leader. ready oh, in new york city, no small thing and unto itself, my dad was a poor akins to see which way they would fall. that was something i remember hearing more than once, various members of my family's, like when he was younger, you ran over my grandfather and shot my uncle, me the same night about feeling not feeling alone and showing your part of something, even if it wasn't something you wanted to be a part of when you were in, you know, once i was had to and it, you know, recruited i was top and acting as soon as you bring, you know,

5 or 6 people to the table. and everybody loves. one thing is separating me from a lot of the other guys. it's under the notice was the fact that i had no tend to use the only pass i wanted are ones that. ready no one gave me, i wanted skins on the inside of my lip. the other tent that i wanted was a spider one showing that i killed somebody. and number one day, there was, i was in somebody's house, one of the apartments in the area. and a black guy showed up. and they said they wanted one of the guys inside a white guy friend of mine. and i don't know how many it was, but they just came into the door and jumped on and started been on and got back into the kitchen. and there was a frying pan on the kitchen stove, a nice being bled frying pan. and an interesting whack when they hit him in the head, hit him so hard, they didn't, the metal frame can on top of his head. just the fear and helplessness at that

moment that i had no one i could call no one to turn to. there's no one that i could say, hey, i need help. i could come. and that was terrify moment because of the bullying. he had some black people he got so he didn't like them and it put a fear in him. and all the sudden he found these people to be a part of his back. he was tied to me and picked on. and i can't say i blame him against racism was basically a skinheads weren't raised. they weren't active doing much more than just seeking when the next year was going to come from and looking out for one another. and that was something that was new to me and i was instantly drawn to it . i saw other cell address to other comradery. the fact that they flowed to get a laugh together. and more importantly, they all had each other back. you know, coming from being a geeky kid he was picked on, you know, never felt to belong to also have people that would do your bidding. feels good,

i'm not gonna lie till is good. one of the guys sensitive for sure, jimmy whitehead and the black can breaking us, wants to go. and he said, oh, it's cool that you're jewish. you, we don't have a problem with races whatsoever. there were some guys that did have races, white supremacy, tattoos that i didn't know about. they were hidden on their bodies. but i didn't see him so much, much later, to the guys were guns, were landa. and while they were down to the met up with some braces, skinheads from a way of area and use force. a way i was led by a guy named ritchie who was a die hard new nazi skinhead. one, there was a knock in my front door and he was outside with 2 other new nazi skinheads. from the back of mine i was like, if this is for you, like if they're here for you, go with them. i didn't know that the guys that he met up with had already handed over the names and addresses of everybody where we all live. and i didn't know i was jewish. that was one piece of information that chris and you kept to themselves

. so as i rode with them and they're telling me about this organization that they belong to. oh yeah, you remember that guy, bobby finally sitting, they found them crucified in this front yard. and each one told a story about smiles mysteriously this mr. to this was seriously that the richly over the back and so welcome aboard. and i knew at that moment that i wasn't being asked. i was being told one, you know, with us and to if you try and leave, it wasn't that they did this to strangers that refused, that is for their friends. so at that moment i wasn't going to say, wait a 2nd. i'm jewish, i can be involved little that i know as meeting with my future attempted murder that day. he's trying to have the fact these are you getting more and more involved in serious races? skinhead meeting. there was no internet. there was no computers. you didn't have cell phones, these guys are totally

a mess society. i knew they could find it because you just didn't know if you look . the guy sitting next to the restaurant was a supporter, was active. when you see that at 16 years old, that you're near a police cruiser and police officer in uniform is talking to was an equal because your races are thinking, wow, i can call the cops. what if they said this guy? they were part of your people bragging about hanging with judges to hear people talking about hanging out with politicians. i couldn't type in the google in 1998. how do i get? i've been to you not to organization. can you help me? i couldn't turn to my parents and say, hey, i know you guys know money, let's move to another city, change our names and try and go into the witness protection program. so it doesn't work like that. i would say, where are you going, john? i'm going out, how did you hurt you 1st? it looks, bruce, i don't know. i just not going to get something and send me those shot. i wasn't a part of john life anymore. i really stopped dealing with my parents,

my brothers and other people around me, even some very close friends. they walk down the hall and they're dock martin boot combat boots and the kids and the teachers stepped back and made way for them. and by association, whether you're tough or not, all the same, you are and you scare the people which is very attractive, somebody that months prior ah, was paid all of a sudden, you're placed in a position where, hey, i can defend myself. now. i don't know be afraid anymore. on one hand, i'm terrified that they're going to find out i'm jewish. but on the other, i think it's so far away the chances so far. so remote, so removed from me that i'm safe. now. i've actually found safety in the embrace of nazis in june. so if i'm stuck in or something i can do, i might as well try and be as tough and his crazy and his wildest the rest of the

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with literature where you have regarding joe biden and imposing these sanctions on russia. you has destroyed the american economy. so there's your boomerang. the american front was a national organization with chapters all over the united states and started by hand with land. she was the eastern states chairman of the american front were stenciled. we had 5000 soldiers under his command and bob hike, bob hyde, with somebody that was on the corolla, vera show sick and tired of hearing the sob stories for i get sick and tired to say to uncle tom. here i do with

he's a member of our group, we're almost done. we haven't even finished high school. and he's had his nose and books since he was a kid. he knows the history over on world war 2, their weapons. everything about it, both sides are german, sad and the other side. so when he was involved with these people, he would keep them straight. they try to tell him a story and he said it didn't happen that way. it happened this way. and he could produce the facts and the book in the page and show you where it happened. so these people, the leaders begin to say, hey, we've got a kid, they can think on his feet. he's done this out there birds and fighting and creating a rock us. he can think he knows how to think on his feet and they begin to take an interest in him. this was a leader that they wanted to train. i called me a good little racist one day when i asked about it,

if you said anything about me and i said what was really back to me. you were a little racist and i'm over at the time being so touched. so for bob, this was something i was somebody that he knew they were lunch as well. i was somebody spoken to in the summer of 9090. i received a phone call saying a luncheon or you're the northern florida leader of the american from all sort of blogs you i know in my mind, limited power. i knew that i can pick up a phone call and say, i want something done and they were guys would do it. there wasn't something that i was going to say. no, thank you. and truthfully, i was honored, flatter that i have been recognized. we talked a little bit about it and i remember telling john, john, you've been the yard for him. you see what the nazis did. they kill juice. and he just like shrugged his shoulders. like,

oh wow. i distinctly remember my mom sitting me down one night and me st. john, they're going to her. you know what she meant when they found your jewish, they're gonna, they're going to hear you. i didn't find out. john was jewish. i think until i tried to put him on the ground. ah, ah, how i found out the eating of october, the 6th 1990. the phone kept ringing off the hook. and it was heather, the ex wife of one of john best friends. it was great urgency, she kept saying he must be a date on a beach. we're having a special meeting tonight. he's got to be there. and that's when i found out i knew everybody was involved. none of these guys were going to be like, hey, maybe should get out of here. every time i went into a room, we can quiet like, this is weird. it's just the weirdest 5 of ever gone. at one point someone said,

let's go down to the beach. one guy punched me behind my ear and heard somebody now and the rest came in and the punches started flying. and i'm showing on the scan and trying to take my my trash and trying to rationalize why this was happening. me. somebody shouted out die g boy died. and at that point i knew there's the come back. it wasn't just one or 2 case. i've redone, i mean, it was an ongoing, continuous, savage beating. they were going to kill him and they beat him up and dragged him out in the ocean. drowned him and left him floating out to see when i call my breath any longer and i held i could fill the water in my lungs and as soon as in my lungs i shot it out in my lungs. and i filled up again. i read the position every one that they went back until the ocean sat on him,

pushed him down to the bottom of the beach, where he could feel the break of the sand on his fate and held him down until he that you feel the water rush into your lungs and just as quickly your lungs will collapse to shoot it out. and then again, it will expand again and it takes 2 poles. your diary from to completely fill your lungs with water and you can feel it. or you can feel it. especially october night, she can feel the cold water hits your lungs. and apparently the doctors told my parents here it is saying about your son. a member had an indian doctor. they came in and looked at me and said, there is no medical reason, lawyers, you should be alive, you to find something to believe in a table, a chair,

you need to find something to pray to because there is something that saved your life. so at 1st i didn't believe it, and then when i i knew it was true. i was more concerned about his well being. it was our time in our little town. i'm not gonna lie. everybody, it seemed like everybody was out to get everybody else. everybody was during a real, under the bus. so it, like i said, as soon as i graduated high school, which was quickly, i got a regular all high school diploma. and i was like a prom dress. i was off, i ended up moving to gainesville for a bit, still in the movement, and then wound up in apopka, florida. i hang out with the same group guys, eventually that try to cause john's demise. at which time i realize it's probably a little bit over my head. the last thread i received was a very simple when the last guy gets out of prison or going to every union, all of us together with you. or we're going to finish both started. i contacted us

agency and i said i need to move digital. now. they were a jewish family in trouble. this was a jewish kid in trouble. we were not asking a lot of questions. we just wanted to know how we could. and they began to get the wheels moving and i found myself in short order in my new home. and the state of israel were here. i felt safe me i'm come. ready in a way brain surgeries and that's exactly what it sounds like. you are a wait while you're going through surgery and the operating table that was strapped down my legs, my arms around the side. i can kill him. bully my scout. detached it from my cell for some reason the anesthetic that they use to know my cranium, my skull so i wouldn't feel it didn't work. so once that sliding in there was

a pain that i cannot even begin to describe the neuropsychologist i was dealing with. explain to me that this was most likely the products a slow bleeding. my brain shipped me. you've had this to me a long time. the only thing i can think of because it's still bleed in my brain would have been the beating. and i kevin was one of my best friends at a period in my life when my life was so can mirrors, are sitting and standing talking with kevin face to face. both was had guns in their hands and it's a lot to digest. leaving israel,

cutting the umbilical cord to my hospitals. i'm excited to see him. i'm excited to see who is become or where he's gone in his life, which i'm quite impressed with. but at the same time, what if he still with the white power? 3 over 4 guys with my name's kevin and i'm a small yet. and my brother was hated was a known racist of blacks. but they were scared of him because he was a pretty big violent guy because they couldn't or wouldn't do anything to my brother. i was a prime target. i was 14 my brother and graduated high school. i was attacked by no

more than 6, no less than 4 black use, a crush. my oval socket. i knows broke my jaw. ha. had a cerebral him, a tumor on the right frontal lobe. i had to drill old catherine my skull. things were pretty rough. i was in the hospital for several months, and after that, i was enrolled in a special school for problem children though i had done nothing wrong on while i was not bill, the local skinheads had found out what happened ever the only people to come visit me they were the people that showed me that i didn't have to be scared anymore and i got involved in the movement. and tagging lapse will find the bathroom. keep taking less. i found it. it's going to the streets. so can i try void can not get into awfully, hopefully as you get in there,

i. yeah. so it's close. i've been trying to find john on facebook for quite some time. i literally had to find everybody else from ocala and make friends of them until i found somebody who was friends with john. a boy with parents and came, you shall a, some farmer, john? yeah, let's do it. like down down, i said, eclectic, that decent beers, easiest way to recruit people into the, into the skin head moment in the white premise. moment is people that are just outside. they're right on the french. they're trying to put their foot into a quick turn or trying to belong. they're trying to make friends. they're slightly ag, slightly not. everybody's not like everyone else. because when you show people a little bit of power and you show people loyalty, you'd be surprised what they'll do for you. and what they do is they go through and they take all of your failures in your life and say, no, no, no, wasn't

a failure. it's a conspiracy. and they build a conspiracy slowly but surely and strong enough that you really buy into it. and then you're like, i am at work and these people that are trying to do this, to me, my culture, my family, my race need to be destroyed and you really feel like you're doing something for the betterment of society, erase because all they want to do is restore your race and bring your race down. and once you've got somebody like that, you've gotta, you've got all the war, you've got a terrorist. so it all starts at the top and i was at the very bottom. but by recruiting you're moving out and then all those people are at the bottom is they recruit, they move. so it's an mentality and ideology to move in to perpetuates itself. praying upon the week, the downtrodden not too far from here in longer with a trans term and can check republic. finally, you know, several 100000 there jews through sent them off to in further eastern europe to me

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