for a down in my chair, laura doesn't want that extra money, but i know it's a little bit more i wanted to go and pay my respects of those who lost their license to handle the 3rd. right. and i wouldn't want to do it with anybody other than john, honestly, you know, horrible atrocities that affected millions and millions of v. and this is the ideology that i live 5 or 4 years and what is journeyman? since it's harder than mine, big jewish had something to turn to. he didn't. he left something that was like a family type relationship and moved back into the real world, living in israel and finally feels at home. and he feels like he's with his people and a leading with his i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know,

i'd like to feel that i do belong to something and i have something to look forward to. and i have something to believe, i'm not sure what it's going to be used to consider myself to be a real american patriot. but i don't like the direction that my country is going a whole lot. when i, when my younger got my key members recall it cheaper. yeah. because it was the room with earlier we pulled in. overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking in bed and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, it gets sick. wow. going to the camp. it makes it, it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know,

reals that you see on t v. programs and documentaries, you know, written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real life is doing what you can fix the world. the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are which what you're doing now in the corner line, be going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here most others perish after the deportation to the concentration camps. 1600 people of the jewish faith died there . i found it hard to believe for the nazis were really avid. we'll go getters, transit hands as well. people were coming merely coming in to wait for the train to

go on to dock house anymore and stuff. and i was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote in the book, i guess book what did you write? i'm sorry, i wanted to come. the roommate theme is a theme and judaism and play with a boy. we count the number a letter that we offer. exactly. i wanted to see where my team was the mortuary, where the body is the person who's torture for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cream. i didn't turn discriminatory in, in the form of the jewish get a decline letters. the letter is age off. the 2nd letter 8 or the aides letter. and it's something to

do with the plot. how the red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very hypervigilant as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, things you learned from your 6, i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me. but when i would be asked if i forgiven the skinny guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me life at time me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air, the air on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone

that walk through that donald didn't walk. there's a lot to take in there. i haven't. yeah. i don't even know what's happening and if you were going to die and you knew it, there's something known as the martyrs prayer. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one it would be a torture has to be led down. not knowing if it's going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been

in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brain and the exact thing will that won't. yeah. are we close off the outside world? you turn in? this isn't happening to me and this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up and be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins. just when i came to the old one understanding conclusion that i wasn't gonna make it out of it . and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know, it is, i need tuition like that. you just want to go home, right? just when your bed and your mom. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. say they're not sure that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no,

i mean that whole part of central florida as we know, most of the chairs are over in the clubs class and probably still off. i went to one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested, is thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority. and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time and i still had not covered up all the way to tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar and quite a for and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows it. so he sees and his way knows what it means. it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still tied to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in

a cell block with someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew. so i was going to tell the truth and i was gonna say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover of the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah,

and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past another that really had a home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. well, we've been all the way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little hill. i saw 3 crosses and there was

a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english. they had mentioned that this is where the soldiers lie when it was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd or i can take over it and occupied the high and was using the camp ah, as a transit camp and a death camp, that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met or it is very true. so if, if we're in georgia to force rectitude here,

we should like to get you in the region. i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being himself, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people it against a lot of people that it was right. i should feel ashamed. shall we try to ride from this point? oh oh, this is a huge, huge to there were a few places at john and i had stopped and john brought some some stones and had asked him to bring me, ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew's on being the holy city. ah

and behold his place to the jewish faith, she none of these people made it. their challenge was right around the corner. memories before a blessing man always be remembered. ah walked through all of the grey sounds and i shot only one based on that didn't have a rock on i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not alone. they are in a thing that really hit me is about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's theresa bodies in the ground. and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely white dog. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody. app. ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were smell is horrible. place where the horrible camps

around europe know the surgeon jerusalem rock. oh. inquired the day john. it has, once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth. along as warriors, you also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them that i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. we don't have to be afraid,

ah, a kid. and engage with so many find them, sell the parts we use to look so common ground with

i mr. kevin kept some of the stones that he had and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was trying to get him to go to ashes bar. why exactly auschwitz? well places are a 1000000 people died there, no 1000000 100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at 4 to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for 4 with all the places you can visit and do the expansions for a little bit ago. i'm serious. i did take

a moment the park lunch is to say and try and catch my breath from breaking down realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is sure, as we crossed to the entry way, josh, kevin fell on my shoulder a series so so, so in just a thought today raised our kinetic kersats symbol. mm disease is you walking through

bunch which ah, we came to destroy cash. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the railroad tracks are coming to that line was part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. kevin, from 1st part of our national anthem, thinking about truce our dream of 2000 years. ah, i,

[000:00:00;00] i go down here and walk down. there's one building standing. it's the last building, remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, he felt like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah,

this is as close as goes on for ever. ever. answer your call. yes, this morning, thousands of people please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the member. oh, yawn. oh, oh and wonder why is it? why did i, a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers. busy

ah, [000:00:00;00] ah, [000:00:00;00] a even probably one of my changing events in my life, american life trying to take a long time to take all the sense i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion, all this hate, and i don't want it to be because i don't have anybody to 8,

i was angry. i have no place to project that. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come out use with and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers? all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but the look at what brought out from school. they weren't interested

in education. in the end result was you die winding up at your own end of the line and it was it in to the lab for you but it was in the line for us to your mom and dad and your brothers. what we went through, i was returned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything in the family. they have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know,

in a john story is a story of ho story, victory. the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came into, where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families that are either going through to have a child like i was initially a jewish family, but say like a like canon, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answers always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available,

just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change as possible or come somebody else knew some of the people that were involved to my attack had changed for the better of some of more than i stayed the same. i can't really expect society to change that begins with you. ah.

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roughly all band on youtube with me. so what we got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy confrontation, let it be an arms race is very dramatic. development only personally and getting to this. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very difficult. i'm time to sit down and talk with me. hello, welcome to well, to part. most of us would agree that a bad piece is better than a good war, although it may be just as heartless,

if not more, to the preservation of life and the nature of human condition. but once a war begins and the political moralizing exhaust itself, what factors need to be in place in order to ended once and for all? or to discuss that i am now joined by richard trubinstein, professor of conflict resolution and public affairs at george mason university. professor rubenstein, it's great to talk to you. thank you very much for your time. thank you. i'm glad to be here. now you wrote in one of your recent articles that the best time to undertake piece talks is one to parties. the warring parties having stepped out di, military efforts declared that they would never ever talk to the enemy. do you think we have reached that point in ukraine? i think that we're approaching it. we may not have reached quite yet, but i think we're getting very close to it so that in fact i'm