a not sure what it's going to be basically turned myself to be a real american patriot, but i don't like the direction that my country is going all on and i will let my young i'm with them because it was he written a full then overwhelmed with emotion started shaking in bed and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to camp it makes it. it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v programs and documentaries written by some guy who wasn't there. not

a page from history book. it's real life is doing what you can fix the world to the best of your ability. if that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are, which what you're doing now is a coin laundry. going back and fixing some of the wrong kind of one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people of the jewish faith die there. i find it hard to believe not even really ab and we'll go getters, transit camp as well. people are coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go to the dock house. so be more out

a you wrote in the the book, i guess books for did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to room. a theme is a theme. and judaism and play with the way that we count the numbers on the letter the way that i wanted to maintain was that the more sure where the body of the person is tortured for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cremated and turned crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters. the letter is a 2nd letter 8 or hitler. his age letter, a red circle around i mean i'm still not gonna lie.

i'm still afraid of a large group of black people and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me . but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say the best thing that happened to me is it gave me life at time me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots as we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air, the air on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone walk through that. donald didn't walk back. there was

a lot to take in there. i yeah. i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it, there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok? here is the lord your god. lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one it would be a torture has to be laid down. not knowing if it's going to happen, your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks, you've gone through. i'm sure your brain and the exact thing will that won't. yeah

. are we close off the outside world? you turn in? this isn't happening to me. this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up. be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins. just when i came to the ultimate understanding conclusion that i was going to make it out. and then it was just like my brain just relax. really. you know, it is. i mean, tuition like they just want to go home, right. just when your bed and your love. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. say they're not, you're that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know,

lots of the chairs are in a closed class and probably still, i wouldn't know. one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority, and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all the way to tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar and quite a phone and their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows and instantly sees in his way, knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still tattooed on me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in a cell block with someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated

parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid from myself because i knew so i was going to tell the truth and then i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. huh. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them

so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't even about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past and that, that really had home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i had really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. will we? but all the way through the tunnel in round the corner and headed down the little hill. and i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just

a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd reich had taken over it and occupied high and was using the camp. ah, has a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met or it is very true. so they weren't tortured, of course, record sure to hear if you'd like to get a chance in legally fin, i mean,

every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people. it convinced a lot of people that it was right. i should feel show it's ready to ride from the sport. oh, oh, this is a huge, huge to there were a few places at john and i had stopped and john brought some, some stones and i had asked him to bring me, ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew's on being the holy city. and the whole, his place to the jewish faith. she, none of these people made it there. count. she was right around the corner. many

memories before a blessing might always be remembered. ah, i walked to all the gray stones and i shall only one greystone, i didn't have a rock on i made sure i've been a rocker so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's, there was bodies in the ground and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody that ah oh service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snapped out. this horrible place where the horrible camps groaned. europe.

another stone from jerusalem on a rock oh. in quite the day, john? it has, once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth. a long voyage. i've also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them. i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid.

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ah, watching it was a national z. m a . i know kevin kept some of the stones that he had and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was trained on him to go to ashes for why exactly

auschwitz? well, places are a 1000000 people died there, no 1000000, 100000. that i know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at 45 in the morning tomorrow? for, for a you said a body doesn't want me to go. i'm serious. i did take a moment the park lunches to say, and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is sure. as we crossed to the dashboard, kevin fell on my shoulder. ah,

ah, a series so so, so we just thought i'd raise kinetic 1st symbol ah, disease is you walking through us and we came to the destroyed cash. and it was quite literally the end of the line that was where the revenue trex stopped coming to that line was part of

a spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. that kevin sponsors is part of our national anthem singing about truce our dream of 2000 years. mm. mm. oh i for me. i go down here and walk down. there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday, everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent

here from there. and so when you said yesterday, you feel like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say right? ah, this is close. just goes on for your call y'all. yes, this move thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory i own. ah,

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use even one of my changing events in my life. i'm not going to take a long time to take to a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion, all this hate. i don't want it to be a because i don't have anybody day. i was angry, face to projected. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come out use. oh.

and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing, you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed. but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you die in wyoming up at your own end of the line. and it was an end of the lab for you. but it was the in the line for us to you mom and dad and you brothers, you, what we went through allies were turned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than

a family. they have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to, you know, with john story is the story of hope in the story victory, the whole story of his wife. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing, and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do stanley's, i've been either going through to have a child like i was initially

a jewish family, but say like a cannon. we have a child us involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survive because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to changes as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were involved in my attack had changed for the better of some of more or less stay the same. can't really expect society to change that begins with you.

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i, my name is frank richardson, philadelphia got in the movement at age 13, going on 14, and we were violent towards those people because we believed that were raised. we were here 1st and this is our country being part of that movement. i got a sense of power when i felt powerless, we got attention when i felt invisible and accepted when i felt and level the life after hey, is an organization that was founded by for a skinhead? no, not the white supremacists in the u. s. in canada and they found each other and they knew that they wanted to help other guys get out is 2 parts to getting out of a violent extremist group. the 1st part is disengagement, which is where you leave the social group. and then the next part is de radicalization where belief systems audiology are removed. it was very impactful when someone finally came along with no fear, no judgement,

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