i basically turned myself to be a real american patriot, but i don't like the direction that my country is going. all right, i will let my a cheaper. yeah, because it was a earlier cold and overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking in bed and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to camp it makes it. it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries, you know, written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real

life is doing what you can fix the world to the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are which what you're doing now with the coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrong you can at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they do more than 1500 years when prison a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps. 1500 people of the jewish faith die there. i find it hard to believe from the nazis are really ab and we'll go getters, transit cans as well. people were coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go off the dock house, so be more out and stuff. and i was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote

a guest books. what did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to learn a theme because a theme and judaism and play with the way we count the numbers and letters the way off. exactly. i wanted to see where my team was, the more sure where the body is, the person who's torture for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cream. i didn't turn this crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters, the letter is age off, the 2nd letter age or his age letter, a red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of

a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very hypervigilant as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me, but when i would be asked if i forgiven the guys to try to take my life, i would say to the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time me to value life in the sanctity of life, we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. there's almost like there was electricity in the air. the air on my body would stand up and just to take it into almost everyone that walk through that donald didn't walk back was a lot to take in there. i yeah. i don't even know what's happening.

if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one the it would be torture has to be led down. not knowing it was going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live somehow going to survive. and from fights you've been in attacks, you've gone through. i'm sure your brain and the exact thing, will that one? yeah. are we close off the outside world? you turn in?

this isn't happening to me and this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up, be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace could hit me when i was attacked by the skins just when i came to the old one understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out of it and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know, it is. yeah, i mean, tuition like that. you just want to go home, right. just when your bed, your mom. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. they're not, you're that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know lots of the sheriff's part over in that class and probably still off. i went down

to one point after i was out of the school for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best being more drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority. and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar in quite a form and their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows and instantly sees in his way, knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still due to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up and a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated

parole and was about to be before the judge to be reset, to go back to prison. most likely can. i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew so i was going to tell the truth and then i was gonna say, my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience,

i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past and that i really had a home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i had really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. when we went all the way through the tunnel in round the corner and headed down the little hill, i saw 3 crosses. there was a tour group and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just

a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd reich had taken over it and occupied high and was using the camp ah, as a transit camp and a death camp, that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very for those who weren't tortured and forced record. sure to hear if you'd like june in the region. mean every person that wound up there

wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people interviewed salon people that it was right. should children show it's ready to right from the sport. oh, well this is a huge, huge to there are a few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some, some stones that i had asked him to bring me. ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew's on being the holy city. ah. and the whole is place to the jewish faith. she now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. really memories be for

a blessing that always be remembered. ah, watch to all of the gravestones. nice only one gravestone. it didn't have iraq on and i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's terms of bodies in the ground and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody that app ah oh service reminder. oh, all the lights that were slumped out. this horrible place where the horrible camps around europe

no stone from jerusalem on a rock only in quite the day. john, it has once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth along as warriors. you also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world . and i was one of them. i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid. our

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ah, i know kevin kept some of the stones that he had and i asked him, as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have. so i was going to go to ashes for why exactly auschwitz? well places were a 1000000 people died there,

no 1000000 100000. they know of to know. would you be willing to be awake at 4 to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for, for a you said, a body doesn't want me to go back. i'm serious. i would take a moment park lunches to said and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is sure. as we crossed to the dashboard, kevin fell on my shoulder ah

ah, a series so so, so just the thought today raised our kinetic 1st symbol ah, disease is you're walking through and we came to the destroyed caching. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the railroad tracks stopped. coming to that line was part of a spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. kevin sponsors is part of our

national anthem singing about truce amar. dream of 2000 years, lou, i for me. i go down here and walk down, there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining for those. which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so, and you said yesterday,

the feel like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say right, ah, this is close to discuss on for your call, your guess is more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory. i own a key. ah,

ah, i wonder why is it, why did i a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers. busy ah, me, i use

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one of my changing events in my life trying to take a long time to take a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion all this hate. i don't want it to be a because i don't have anybody day. i was angry in place to project it. i've never in my life process something that always it's always, hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to the trial and how french so call friends because you all

were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying in wyoming up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the love for you, but it was the in the line for us to you mom and dad and your brothers. what we went through allies returned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than a family to have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know,

with john story is a story of hope. a story victory. the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came to, where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families. i've been either going through to have a child like i was initially a jewish family, but say like a like canon. we have a child that's involved in a racist organization. what do i do?

answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being. and when it came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change. it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and some of the people that were involved in my attack had changed for the better of some of the more or less stay the same. can't really expect society to change. it begins with you. ah,

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a, my name is frank from a reduction philadelphia got in the movement in age 13 or 14 we were violent towards those people because we believe that word is raised. we were here 1st and this is our country being part of that movement. i got your sense of power. when i felt powerless, we got attention when i felt invisible and accepted when i talked to level life after, hey, is an organization that was founded by for a skinhead neo nazi white supremacist in the u. s. in canada. and they found each other and they knew that they wanted to help other guys get out was 2 parts to getting out of a violent extreme. this was the 1st part of disengagement, which is where you leave the social group. and then the next part is d. radicalization where belief systems audiology are removed. it was very impactful when someone finally came along with no fear, no judgement. you heard my story did nothing to challenge it. validate

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