a page from the history book, it's real. mm. as doing what you can fix the world, the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and where you are. which what you're doing now is to coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people of the jewish faith died there. i found it hard to believe nazis were really avid in real getters, transit and as well were coming merely coming in to wait for the training to go on to dock house. so the more this was just merely

a stop on their voyage. what you wrote in the the book, the guest book, where did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to room a theme. you they seem to judaism and play with fine with the way we count the number a letter that way. exactly. i wanted to room 18 was the mortuary, where the buy is a person. there's torched for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cremated and turns crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters. the letter is age off. the 2nd letter 8 or his age letter, a red circle around. i mean i'm still not gonna lie.

ah, i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial and as well. there is to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me . but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me life at time me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air. the air on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone walk through that. donald didn't

walk. there's a lot to take in there. i yeah. i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs prayer. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one. it would be a torture has to be laid down, not knowing this is going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how what's happening isn't happening right or somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through, i'm sure your brains and the exam will that won't. yeah. are we close off the

outside world? you turn in? this isn't happening to me. this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up. be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins. just when i came to the ultimate understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out of it. and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is. i need tuition like they just want to go home, right. just when your bed a lot. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. they're not sure that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know

most of the shares are already in the class and probably still, or i wouldn't know one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority, i've always had a problem with authority. and i went on up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar and quite a for and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows and instantly sees. and his li knows what it means and it was not anything i so please of course, but it was still trying to do. i mean, i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in

a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew. so i was going to tell the truth and then i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them

so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past canada that really had home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i had really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. we but all the way through the tunnel in round at the corner and headed down the little hill. and i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english,

made mention that this is where the soldiers lie when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd reich had taken over it and occupied high and was using the camp, ah, has a transit camp and a death camp that that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met or it is very true for those who weren't tortured, of course rec, secure to hear if you'd like to get a job in leadership. and i mean,

every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being himself, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people. and convinced a lot of people that it was right. i should feel show it's ready to ride from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge step. there are few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some some stones and had asked him to bring me ah, from jerusalem. because i thought jerusalem being the holy city and the whole his place to the jewish faith. she now these people made it,

their challenge was right around the corner. memories before a blessing man always be remembered. ah, watch to all the gray stones and i shout only one gray stone that didn't have a rock on. i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's, they're just bodies in the ground. and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody that ah oh service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snapped out this horrible place where the horrible camps around europe

know the surgeon jerusalem on iraq. oh inquired the day john, it has once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth along as warriors. you've also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them. i, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't undo what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people, to, to the truth that ignorance and fear great hatred. and we don't have to be afraid.

ah, not another way while div easy while finance says ah, here for you except one slide. yes. south. yeah. rush them out with a new dock. awesome boys. now watch them up all me at that a bull up. i'd beat them that is in minneapolis video from sure. let me just kim's room thoughts. did you say the why? the ela. a bill? yes, my vote or gender again to your fortune. pretty up my be a lot about it more than just not sure

who i know. so kevin kemp, some of the stones that he had and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you're is a place like this again, he wanted to have. so i was saying, i mean,

to go to ash his version of why exactly auschwitz? well places were a 1000000 people died there, no 1000000, 100000. i know of to know would you be willing to be awake at $4.00 to $5.00 in the mornings, more for 4 with all the places you can visit and do the expansions for a little bit ago. i'm serious. i did take a moment. the park lunch is to say and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going to brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters, we crossed to the entry way. josh,

kevin fell on my shoulder a, i'm sorry so, so, so in just a thought today raised our kinetic kersats symbol. mm . disease is you're walking through bunch with and we came to the destroyed gas chambers. and it was quite literally the end of the line that was where the roots are coming to. that was part of the

spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years with part of our national anthem. thinking about truth from our dream of 2000 years. ah, i, [000:00:00;00] i figured out here and walked out,

there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, he felt like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah, this is as close as goes on for ever. ever answer your call. yes, this maria, thousands of people, please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory. i,

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for a he went in probably one of my changing events in my life, american life trying to take a long time to take all the sense i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotional, this hate, and i don't want it to be because i don't have anybody to 8, i was angry. i have no place to project that. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come

with and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed or they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but the motion would drop out from school. they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you die mining up at your own end of the line. then it was an end of the line for you. but it was in the line for us to you mom and dad. and you brothers, you, what we went through allies were turned upside down to one of those that ever again,

i can't think of anything worse. family have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to, you know, with john story to the story of the story victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i, i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came to, where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've

that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like kevin, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being and what i can back to society and be ready and available just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change. it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were involved in my attack have changed for the better. some of more or less stay the same. can't really expect society to change. it begins with you.

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you color a i, my name is frank richardson, philadelphia got in the movement at age 13, going on 14, and we were violent towards those people because we believed that we're in a race. we were here 1st and this is our country being part of that movement. i got a sense of power. when i felt powerless, we got attention when i felt invisible and accepted when i felt a level of life after hey, is an organization that was founded by for a skinhead not see white supremacists in the u. s. in canada. and they found each other and they knew that they wanted to help other guys get out. there's 2 parts to getting out of a violent extremist group. the 1st part is disengagement, which is where you leave the social group. and then the next part is d.

radicalization where belief systems audiology are removed. it was very impactful when someone finally came along with no fear, no judgement, you heard my story did nothing to challenge it. validate with roy says, president says the you is didn't lose, you know, to think it can have an energy market independence outside power. but as the block is full supply info us natural gas, it costs $3.00 times higher than domestic rates with fever representatives at the world cup conference date, a flag of the for any military knew not seat as all but howdy and it hadn't been