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pointedly had leukemia and eventually succumb to organ failure. mr. young led the country for 10 years from 993 to 2003 period where china opened up on a grand scale. with this rapid growth a former neil nazi on the run across 3 continents after his going find out he's jewish. you don't want to miss the extraordinary story of john dealing next. an escape from the i wanted to go and pay my respects to all those who lost our license, the hands of the 3rd. right. and i wouldn't want to do it with anybody other than john, honestly, you know, horrible atrocities that affected millions and millions. and this is the ideology
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that i live 5 or 4 years and went on his journey. since it's harder than mine, big jewish had something to turn to. he didn't. he left something that was like a family type relationship and move back into the real world, living in israel and finally feels at home. and he feels like he's with his people and a leading with his i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know, i'd like to feel that i do belong to something that i have something to look forward to. and i have something to believe, i'm not sure what it's going to be basically turned myself to be a real american patriot. but i don't like the direction that my country is going. all right, i will wear my young with them because it was the room with
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earlier full then overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking, embed, and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to the camp. it makes it like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v programs and documentaries, you know, written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real life is doing what you can to fix the world, to the best of your ability, etc, starts with you and the way that you live line or you are, which what you're doing now is a lot be going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they do more than 1600 years when prison is small fortress,
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their destiny was worst of all. the groups of prisoners, about $500.00 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish i for the deportation to the concentration camps. 1500 people of the jewish faith died there. i find it hard to believe from the nazis were really avid in real getters, transit canvass. well, people were coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go off to the dog house. so be more and stuff. and i was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote in the the book, i guess books. what did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come, the roommate seem to be they thing and judaism and play with a lawyer. we count the number a letter that we offer. exactly. i wanted to remain team was the mortuary,
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where the body is the person who's torture for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cream. i didn't turn this crematorium in the form of a jewish get a divine letters. the letter is age off. the 2nd letter age or his age letter, a blood red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very hypervigilant as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me
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. but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time, me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots we walked through or you seem to dropping it very, very cold. like there was electricity in the air. the hair on my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone that walk through that donald didn't walk was a lot to take in there. i yeah, i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs. prayer here is or the lord your god, the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one
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it would be torture has to be led down. not knowing it was going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live somehow going to survive. and from fights you've been in attacks, you've gone through. i'm sure your brand and the exact thing will that won't. yeah . we close off the outside world. you turn in. this isn't happening to me. this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up. be fine, your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace could hit me when i was attacked by the skins. was just when i came to the old one understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out of it. and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is,
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tuition like that. you just want to go home, right? just one, your bed, your love. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement or not you're that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know, most of the chairs are over in class and probably still off. i went down to one point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority. and i wound up in jail for a long time,
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but enough time and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar in quite a form in their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows it. so he sees in his way, knows what it means and it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still fair to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up and a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely can. i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew. so i was going to tell the truth and then i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. it was
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honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't even about me. it was about other people and about sending message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past. and that, that really had
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a home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i had really never thought about. i kept living in the past, and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god, we'll meet but all the way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little hill. and i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd or i can take over it and occupied the high and was using the camp, ah, has a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah,
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it was emptying. i don't else describe it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very her. so if you weren't torture to forced record, sure to hear your should like your tooth integration. i mean every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being himself, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people and convinced a lot of people very was right. i should feel shame showing
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trying to ride from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge step. there are a few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some some stones and had asked him to bring me ah, from jerusalem. because i thought jerusalem being the holy city ah, and be always place to the jewish faith. schneider, these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. when the memories be for a blessing man always be remembered. ah, i walked to all the gray stones. nice. only one gray stone that didn't have a rock on. i made sure i've been a rock chair so everybody knows that they're not alone. they are really anything it really hit me is about a 3rd of the more just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's terms of bodies in the ground. and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire
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families. entire villages are completely white dog. there's nobody to remember. nobody tell anybody that ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snapped out this horrible place where the horrible camps around europe know the surgeon jerusalem on iraq. oh inquired the day john, it has once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the
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truth and what to see humanity for what it's worth along is worried. you also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world . and i was one of them. i, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth, that ignorance and fear breed hatred. we don't have to be afraid, ah, needs to come to rush in the state will never. i've no santini davis with speedy with will van
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in the european union, the kremlin community up machine. the state aren't russia today, and c r t spoke neck, given our video agency, roughly all band on youtube. with me a i. mr. kevin kept some of the stones that he had, and i asked him, as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit
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a place like this again, he wanted to have. so i was very lucky to go to ashes for why exactly auschwitz? well places were a 1000000 people died there, no 1000000 100000. they know of to know. would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the mornings, more for, for a you said all the places you can visit do the expansions for a little bit ago. i'm serious. i did take a moment the park lunch is to say, and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters,
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we crossed to the entry way. josh waits. kevin fell on my shoulder a meeting. i'm sorry, so, so, so in just a thought today raised our kinetic 1st symbol. mm . disease which is you walking through bunch with for james to destroy the cache. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the railroad tracks
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stopped. coming to that line was part of a spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. kevin, from 1st part of our national anthem, thinking about truth from our dream of 2000 years. ah, i, [000:00:00;00] i
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go down here and walk down. there's one building standing. it's the last building, remaining for those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, like the numbers were off, they came here. i would say, right? ah, this is as close discuss on your call. yes, this morning. thousands of people, please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the member.
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oh, [000:00:00;00] i wonder why is it, why did i a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers.
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busy ah,
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[000:00:00;00] ah, [000:00:00;00] a human being probably one of them was my changing events in my life, american life trying to take a long time to take all the sense i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion all this hate. and i don't want it to be because i don't have anybody, they was angry. i have no place to project it. i've never in my life had to process
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something. i've always been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to the trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed where they were ready to kill a brow them because it was a jew. i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most would drop out from school. they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying, winding up at your own end of the line. and it was an end of the line for you.
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but it was in the line for us to your mom and dad and your brothers, what we went through. i was returning to the and it goes to the ever again, i can't think of anything worse than the family. they have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know, with john story is a story of hope. the story victory. the whole story of his life,
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this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where we came and to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family but say like a like cameron, we have a child that's involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survive because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try to improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of
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the people that were involved to my attack or change for the better. some of more, let's stay the same. can't really expect society to
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change. it begins with you.
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ah. the stone sat him in the ground in all the pathways through a ah ah, it would seem we have reached the point of no return. after being the target of
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sabotage, the north stream pipelines will be mothball, the mutually beneficial energy relationship. europe and russia had for decades is come to an end. the geopolitical implications are enormous in europe. is the biggest loser with a for the whole spot accordingly be up to still was then yeah. like i'm on a formula shall fall out at last, but i had an issue with the study and what i did, what i did a let me ask
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