lamb is doing what you can fix the world. the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are, which what you're doing now is to coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different and they do more than 1500 years when prison is small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people of the jewish faith died there. i found it hard to believe from the nazis were really avid. we'll go getters, training hands as well. they were coming merely coming in to wait for the training to go off to the dog house. so the more stuff this was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote in the the book,

i guess book. what did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to room a theme you they seen and judaism and play with the way that we count the numbers are the exactly i wanted to remain team was the more sure where the bodies of prisoners, tortured for story, starting at the end of 42 dead bodies were cremated and turns crematorium in the form of the jewish get a divine letters. the letter is age off, the 2nd letter age or his age letter, a red circle around it. i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people and i know that's still a little bit crazy,

but i'm still very hypervigilant as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you should learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity with when i would be asked if i for given the, the scanning guys to try to take my life. i would, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me life. it told me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots as we walk through were temperature, seem to drop and get very, very cold isms like there was electricity in the air. the hair on my body would stand up and just to take it in almost everyone that walk through that donald didn't walk back was a lot to take in every yeah,

i don't even know what's happening. and so if you were going to die and you knew it, there's something known as the martyrs, prayer heroes or the lord your god, the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than once it would be torture has to be laid down. this not knowing it was going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening right. it somehow going to live. so i'm not going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brain sunday. exactly. i think will that one? yeah. are you close off the outside world? you turn in. this isn't happening to me, and this is

a real i'm going to live through is going to wake up, going to be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skin. so i was just when i came to the ills, when understanding conclusion that i wasn't gonna make it out. and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know, it is. yeah, i mean, tuition like that. you just want to go home, right. just when your bed, your mom, when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe. and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement said they're not sure that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know, most of the shares are over in the class and probably still off. i went to one

point after i was out of the skinheads for quite a while i, i was arrested, is thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority. and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all the way to the tooth. and one of the tattoos i had was quite vulgar and quite a phone and their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows it, though he sees in his way, knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still tied to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated

parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sent him to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew that i was going to tell the truth and that i was going to say, my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah, and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience,

i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past and that i really had a home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god will weep. but all the way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little hill. i saw 3 crosses, there was a tour group, and the woman was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the

3rd reich had taken over it and occupied the high and was using the camp, ah, as a transit camp and a death camp, that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very true. so if it weren't tortured, of course, record sure to hear versus like june in the griffin, i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being

themselves, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people interviews. a lot of people that it was right. i should feel sure. shall we try to do right from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge to there are a few places at john and i hit start and john brought some, some stones and i had asked him to bring me, ah, from jerusalem. because i thought jerusalem being the holy city, ah, and the whole, his place to the jewish faith. she, none of these people made it. their challenge was right around the corner. memories before a blessing man always be remembered. ah,

i walked to all the gray stones and i found only one gray stone that did not iraq are and i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not alone. they are in a thing that really hit me is about a 3rd of the more just numbers they didn't have names. so in terms of bodies in the ground, and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families, entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember and nobody tell anybody that ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were smell is horrible. place where the horrible camps around europe

know the surgeon jerusalem on a rock only in quite the day. john is once you realize that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth. along is worried. you also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them. ah, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't undo what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid. oh well it shows the wrong one. i

just don't have to fill out the application and engage in the trail. when so many find themselves will support we choose to look some common ground. ah not another body while div easy while furnish says ah yeah. it's a fun slice. yes. south. yeah. rush south with

duck. awesome. but it's now watch done for me at that i'll pull up. my peak on that is emma? yeah. pull video from. she'll let me just kim's room. she thought, can you see the why fi ela? a yes. my thought or change in that again. do you watch anybody out my be a lot about this morning. esther search financial status is the aggression today. i'm authorizing the additional strong sanctions today. russia is the country with the most sanctions imposed against it. a number that's constantly growing up in the future. almost of course renewed as you speak on the bill in your senior, mostly mine, or wish you were banding all in ports of russian oil and gas,

a suffering of high for that is happening. another key with the letter from, you know, we're pretty good about joe, by imposing these sanctions on russia has destroyed the american economy. so there's your boomerang self. the for the move in the business, and you will clean the ready daily. notice. choose your medical graham. when you wrote, you know, we just got to really just such a group of ceiling individuals such as circle image of the different student pulled up and get you thrown with them the problem and you're still there actually this year history as you brought in the studies

of stuff coming to us on ok which which and it was just posted sustainable for a moment because i knew you don't know which you know for the don't know if i should just to do it. and then you can go to these just opinions and also come to kevin kemp. some of the stones that he had. and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you're visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was trying to go to ashes. why exactly? well, places, over a 1000000 people died there, no 1000000,

100000. they know of to know. would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the morning for for you said all the places you can visit passions for spotty doesn't want me to go. i'm serious. i did take a moment the park lunches to said and try and catch my breath. breaking down realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters, we crossed to the dashboard. kevin fell on my shoulder. ah ah,

a series. so so, so the daughter raised kinetic 1st symbol ah, disease is you're walking through and we came to the destroyed caching. and it was quite literally the end of the line that was where the railroad tracks stopped. coming to that line was part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. and kevin spelled 1st

part of our national anthem, thinking about truce amar dream of 2000 years. lou, [000:00:00;00] i, [000:00:00;00] i good on here, and walk down, there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining from those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both

sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday the, like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah, this is close on your call. yes, it's more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory i

own. ah, [000:00:00;00] ah and wonder. why is it? why did i a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers. ah. busy ah me,

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i use a face even probably one of my changing events in my life trying to take a long time to take a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion all this, hey, i don't want it to be a because i don't have anybody to 8. i was angry in place to project it. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey, ok. move on next thing. this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with

me. and i think about going to the trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing? you hate each other's bad brothers? all of you were brainwashed. but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because it was a jew. i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying, winding up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the love for you. but it was in the line for us to you mom and dad and your brothers, what we went through allies returned upside down

to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than a family to have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know, in a, in a john story is a story of hope. the story of victory, the whole story of his wife. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came into, where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do stanley's, i've been either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family,

but say like a like canon, we have a child that's involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answers always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survive because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to, to try to improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change as possible or come somebody else. and some of the people that were involved in my attack had changed for the better of some of more than i stayed the same. i can't really expect society to change.

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a with ah ah ah. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy confrontation, let it be in arms. race is often very dramatic. development only personally and getting to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful,

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