we were in that we had a tag from the dead or just from the slamming ropes. the last line of my fin, the mesa that was at 5 in the morning. we kept fighting till then. me was on the old me that had on me if you could help us help us. we are all injured. were in

a point far from me, almost one kill me. i wasn't able to walk them. the next message on okey dokey was like me. you don't have to do it, they are almost here, so we got to fight again. so they flies again, them. okie dokie. know that there is no law that has no my son. they closed my eyes and start thinking that they are not here anymore. i wasn't able to save anyone. i did nothing in that they a

today with me here is wilson or really when you listen to a good music and maybe talk about different subjects. my name is that i me some on 33 years old. i born and let's talk. yeah. then we moved to ali and now i'm in the army living in the mosque with . i remember my 1st day, you know, it was like 10 years ago, the 2020 mine of april. it was also my thursday. my, when in that day to or me, i was scared. i was, you know, looking at the faces there, i was so confused where i have to go. what i have to do for them things

become more easy. i got the uniform and then we start training thought making new friends. i remember those days that were living in totally peace. i remember the time it there, then it was like and to use us to everything about the army and everything about the military. it was, it was funny, it was funny, look them, it was like, all the joking look at the details about war or losing someone or something like this. we didn't even think about war in that day. i finished my study in 2000 and then i decided to join the army in 2011 because it's

a choice for all the searing guys. my name is away from home, syria. i mean, my friend, one of my best friends, no one expect that the or will take all this time. when you touch very and more, everything will change for you instead, your soul, you will change. i didn't so that i will be in the, in the army and fighting. ah, we were 33 kids and the mother and father we was, we were like, that's a typical, happy family. living in good conditions. so we were good. dad was that to because dad that he went to walk back from work late, i spend most of the time or i'm more let's say more close to my mother and then my

father, my just brother has passed away 2 years ago and also my father have passed away 4 years ago. so we are now we are small family, me and my mother as may be the one of the best relation that i have in my life. i'm not the guy he used to play in the street. i prefer to, you know, like, let's say, spend my time with something more like for me, for myself. the more interested it was about books, those move. so we had answer the questions. anyone is looking for answers. we have to look for answers, but the choice is not, you're not going to find answers in book books or something like a face with mekaux. books are so different from life. most of my answers, i have it from war. i currently on a saturday, a

israel, where are the i know, i mean, i don't know. i got it. i'm to charge you a name or you know, the yeah. my, my red blood from local navarre. i was active on a lot of member one with i was good on video games. i used to play go to for prince of persia. don't write the go do the i was good shooting people on video games. those video games become like through later

there are unit elements now is serious on the break of it all out civil war. the red cross civil war designation now put syria under international humanitarian law for 8 months. now protesters in syria have been fighting and dying tense. fighting in the town on this night the conflict and syria continues to clay live more than a 100000 people have died and the brutal math. if not, then i went to work. i was a kid. let's say i'm not kid. let's say i was a young 22 years 23 years. i watched bad things there. i learned a lot when i'm young. you touch ned. when you are far away from the people who love you touch. when you feel your family and if you and you cannot go there, it will does.

so i become always from, from what it's done to me again in video games. you don't die. you don't lose your friends and leave your games. you can just restart the mission here, you can restart the mission. you have to fight, survive. i kill some artist there. insisting that they are always not normal people. they were coming to to kill me. so i killed them 1st. it's not the easy. it's not easy to say also, but this is the truth. i will never forget that that day of the 1st time also it wasn't that are so that is someone shutting on me that was shooting on him . i saw him. his not too far. i saw him,

so he like. now i remember how we look because i take a look at him to make sure if he died or not. i didn't realize the age, but he was like old be something i saw was a tree like his face, but it was young. resign as it didn't meet him personally in love doing the work. but i'm always in touch with him so it can feel him even. i can feel his voice. it even if he wrote to me on what i can feel his way. sometimes in this one or if you mean to me like is not good. i was afraid from changing i was afraid from becoming a different person after war to losing my humanity. when you kill your taking your life, you're doing the god through the thought the easy i was next kids the god to

forgive me that i'm not. i killed, i used to cry when i remember it, but now i more like accepted as a tool that i did it for the reason than i touched this part. god was predicting me god, what really in my way and make me talking to willy. and it was different science that is, god is with me trying to help me much in different ways. ah, [000:00:00;00] i as in the scripture,

i went to any kind of church. i don't have problem with anyone. i usually pray. i don't spray in the typical christian way. i pray, like i talked to him, i want is else to become a better person. and that's that we only have those chat between me and him. and i, we talk about everything sometimes if i was angry from, let's say, having a bad day, i will be angry at the end of the day. so i was like, why did that happen to mean today? and then okay, i'm sorry god, but i was expressing my motion. i see him as a friend to me as a father and he is a of the god. so he will hear me and help you. ah, he helped me to move through this. it was there also. i thank him always

for everything. for me in your life. ah ah. by the middle of the 19th century, practically the whole of india had been under the rule of the british empire. the colonial authorities had imposed that heavy death bringing the people into poverty and were exporting natural resources. and moreover, these authorities absolutely had no consideration for the provisions of the local population, treating them like 2nd class citizens. the british were showing signs of disrespect even to those who cooperated with them. the fact of ignoring the religious beliefs

of the hindus led them. you'd never see boys mercenary soldiers serving under the british ground. 3000000000 began on the 10th of may 1857 in the garrison town of may river, north of india. in the form of a mutiny. the rebels quickly took over daily. the heroic resistance of the indian people lasted for one and a half years. however, the forces were not equal. the colonial authorities dealt with the rebels cruelly thine slaves the boys were tied to the mouth of the cannon and were shot right through their bodies for the amusement of the public. these type of execution was called the devil's when the obliteration of the mutiny resulted in the death of 800000 in. but in india, however, the british empire never broke the free spirit of the indians and their will for resistance. oh is your media

a reflection of reality in the world transformed what will make you feel safer? isolation for community. are you going the right way or are you being led somewhere? direct. what is true? what is faith? in the world corrupted, you need to descend a join us in the depths or remain in the shallows. ah, ah, i leave the la city where the temporary journeys pre rehire already from the neighboring town. you know, right? because the other townships haven't shopped of the trees,

but didn't tiger in the name of development, any of our boat ship to become a captain like single or we are all going for advantage nation then just covering all the grades we've gone. so when you distract nature, it takes every danger. ah, what is your favorite? oh hi, from the bible. when god say to jesus you are my said what it's on. and so it's my favorite part and i have a thought to watch for myself. and

they will have evil as me, so they are or you are my from what it's on because i have one from is for what a firm that's how i see myself and i have another one also i know with the not to be my can i mean a doctor when the people who are trying to send drugs on monday i'm going to leave. he said that and all was without seem to was without him to to send drugs. i touch this part. god was protecting me. i know that i know having to do so. my 1st one when, when i was 18, i think and it's become more related to things that's happening with me. let's say the, the date of my father have best to wait

a few things about my religion somehow and says on my buddy is summer. and so it's important to have, you know, memorize everything that you have been through this life. so i found that a lovely way to memorize everything with the i. so the war in many places, some places was very close. there is a moment, touched my heart from inside. it was when i lost the general was responsible us. it was in a small heading that out for in the other side and we received. then he would that he become a mercy and he day it was a father for all the souls are with us. and when you lose someone,

they came really hard. the the 1st one, the youngsters need when they needs mean the always asked me above how was it was and now we survive and the we tried to teach them to teach them how to survive. we tried to teach them how to act and reward. we held them to understand the rules of for each part from, from being able to kill, to being able to accept the laws that you cannot thrown away part it will happen. we all know that this is something that we will faces soon or later.

i remember all my friends last i remember all the soldier for serve as me and now it's her. i don't think in our life was come back normal. i me the i'm going with my mother to meet my mother and have a vacation for 5 days. i would me to maybe meet the guys also on the yes,

my friends there. i'm excited. i think i'm going to have fun and i missed my mom anyways. i only see her for 5 days each month. so i miss her. stella, i don't see it. graham, jani county, and i'm in a highly di virginia gabby. i knew i could hear me with a gun mom out there for a, a, a with the attorney, but not the one that i learned about that i get my only mama gamble my limits here. i'm not sure. i mean, i me. yeah,

so either i'm out. oh no, i know them and i came out with the i came out my thought was a mocking moon. i love, i don't like my mom need mom on that issue. i'm the, i'm not on a monthly a dollar checkpoints, some unit from the army on the road to protect the road to protect people here. so to me, when i see chick points, i see my friends. maybe i don't know them, but i see people like me serving the country. i'm trying to keep everything safe. so i feel more safety. when i see checkpoints with more to talk a lot. i lost most of my friends about the if i was

broken. mm. i'm seen as when the in south federal 15 can they have will have hot hi from salt and we'll see it by layer. and while i'm at fi hi. so somebody will let that the scene will be emotional. i feel a little more that it was getting mental thought it was because i had to work study no one the home mother hub. well, out of the kind of liquidity. why i didn't mean a home have either. when you call you, i didn't mean home casino comes in as will be in mitchell high school. he had a buddy of the kind of my team up high school. i'm a little head. yes. well, i hope high school will fall. why did he couldn't? how do you bet that? well, how many nobility billable to let me hope will housing what honey? huddled in the home. lay out for the look when they out. if one of them, well i have tell me how to work. i'm not home. i can't always will do you know?

i mean home wide, many on most, many on this alone. i don't get, i sent you. lemme. and that's what i'm seeing as indiana huddled. welcome to another one. ah. with

one a. i know a beauty for new people before they have those feelings about like especially when i lost my friends. so in some make what i'm the moment i came up with an idea to have someone to help me to fight my feet.

i met wilson 2013. yes. in that are in the school in that up almost 50 days since i lost my friend a become like presenting my friend that he lost weight for me. is it haven't because i'm happy that i me find is really so you can see law that you don't know where this is really high, really you're not gonna have him. but i think he's saying i to me in the beginning it was a joke. i found a bold score for kids there, volleyball, so if you know the movie castaway,

she still max movie. he had that both wilson so it's something like wilson. i don't the bowl like a bit to me. then i draw the face and eyes and the smile. i call it wilson also present the friends that i lost. it become my new friend, the one who's going to die in or because he is stay alive. it will stay next to me . oh, my friend from me is almost the only one that survived from there was me. so is full of the souls of the soldier that a loss in ward is laza is not

a boss. it's a person to me is a friend to me is something important to me maybe to most of people is just bored with a face on it. but to me, he was like the one who was when i was sick, the one 0, where? when i was alone, the one where dad, when i was fighting, we share things together. we share stories together. and we watch the whole war and we we survive. it all with something in his life. we always have answers. oh, for almost everything we're

what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy even foundation, let it be an arms race is on offense. very dramatic development only personally and getting to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very difficult. time time to sit down and talk in east the counter russian state for never. i've side as on the north lansky with 55 with we will van in the european union, the kremlin community up machine, the state on russia today and split our tea sputnik given our video agency, roughly all band on youtube

with mm. i actually found safety in the braces, naziism is a juice, all of a sudden you're placed in a position where i can defend myself. now, i don't have to be afraid any more. on one hand, i'm terrified that they're going to find out jewish. but on the other, i think it's so far away. i distinctly remember my mom sitting me down one night and her st. john, they're going to hurt. one guy, punch me behind my ear or somebody shell now. and the rest of the punches are started flying and somebody shouted out, died you boy died. and at that point i knew there still remember had an

indian doctor. they came in and looked and said, there is no medical reason why you should be alive. you to find something to believe. john story is a story of ho street victory, and whatever i can do to help him, i would get a few gun milan. i know i was good. i me after really become a wise man. very wise mom and he find the piece with a dad. i feel happy for him. i'm not too worried about i feel like grammy is good