i said, oh, there's no medical reason why you should be alive and you to find something to believe. john story is a story of ho story, victory, and whatever i can do to help him, i would kill oh, the links. oh yeah. oh so so, so was it was i think i'm good so now remember, if you got me, i feel awful. i mean, it was good to me after we become wise man, very wise mom. he find a piece with a dad. i feel happy for him. i'm not feeling worried about it when i feel like grammy is good with really so i will be appreciated for really thankful for reading

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look for a lot of good la la la la la, muttered josie, done, i knew, mitchell, i jumped on maggie, just shut my bottom dollar and she i took the short mustard for a month at the shortfalls. i'm sure i miss my dad and my brother was of the people that i lost maybe daughter mitchell place with even when i was batting. my brother. i lou, it's too hard,

by the way. this one of the things that the fixed on me for more in war zone, you don't have the time to cry. you're not going to be able to cry in front of your or your friends. you feel, but you can express. ah, ah. so we're losing all of those things and watching people, not losing both things, you will not feel equal. you will feedback. i don't like people that much because i found that there is a whole become between me and people. they could understand that i'm looking at the life from a different type of view. most of them seem that they didn't realize that the

soldier is mom, just a killing machine. they can understand what the meaning of having brother within or they can understand losing someone from your friends in the army. they usually talk about humanity, but they are so far away from and the civilian people have less humanity than people in what don't feel each other. they don't support each other. they are full of jealous for fade for anger. i don't feel comfortable. i feel like stressed when there are many of people i don't know, they want a hi. this is wrong. or

maybe she came over. i got an or yeah, i do a while and i've been feeling we've been doing a when. how are now when you leave them one to do something about saving the planet will be a unit any. and you have to save that. and then the modified about a half down because it's going on because law, the plan is doing so clients are doing a lot of bomb elaine on them. i don't want, my name is sending a guy that is on my list and i'll finish and even i don't think you'll be like a wait guys headed to brooklyn and like a mom the when i, when i be a spend on godaddy, he already out of it, this is how it is. it didn't, you know, wouldn't let me do less if you want to. i want that. i love you dime, how by the on we're on behalf of all about and then you can what i said at least

cover with like, those really wasn't feel more. i'm the company, i'm and, and to save the planet, let's hear from and saving the planet a law and a claim. a deal of yours were about to close on a lot of my kind of leave to will help with why. i don't care. i don't care at all. we are so, so we don't need to save the planet. we need to save or self before. mm hm. with whom i have a trustee. because, you know, i usually trust my friends,

but when the best way, i was like, i'm not going to trust anyone. i feel they betrayed me when they gone. so i don't want a new betrayed i why i try to early because he stayed til now with me because really become part of the they become part of him when he was the one who was really easy when he was the one who is next to me the a fix, what i speak. if i say, if i ask him in english, you will have some in english. if i ask him and not a b q will answer them not to be in the beginning. i started, i starting talk to him about my life, my decisions, my options, my dreams. i usually ask him when he are we going to have, let's say, a good breakfast tomorrow, and i do think we're going to make it we are going back

a life to. so he was like not answering in the beginning, but then it's like my voice become williams voice. i make fun for me always. ah, let's say if i am wearing something or trying to wear something and like it's muscle and my food, it was like, always. okay, your fat, your eating too much. he was like this always also i have right, something like, you know, like a message or the letters to willy. so least it was going to move in and, and so on. so and so, and i went to and i'm on tickets and i wanted to share it will be with you as good as you can. is mona and the height

height. natalie sam. and i see for the moment you and i was left home for her. she's going to be up for being a saturday. okay, i'm for the muscle and it will show me it will be what at this moment, let me out and then what do you see emma them and would make me happy was upcoming and fusing mika. how about with him and he had to, i mean little me. well i'm a se, se what i'll call him as anybody who could see except what am mallory so d k color and lead? he cannot. so the coffee are you crazy?

what are you crazy? yes. it's lovely to be crazy in this case. what if i'm not crazy enough? i'm not gonna make it because this is a crazy or you have to leave it any crazy way. i'm going to be honest. sure that is something wrong with the ah

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journeys 3 high are already from the neighboring down. you know, right? because the other down shapes haven't shopped of the trees, but in type got in the name of development in our 1st ship to become a gap in like a single board. we are all going for administration. i'm just covering all the grades with gumby. so when you distract nature, it takes every vein just ah oh, and i'm trying to help myself to feel better to become

a better person to control my emotion. to change my life again. maybe god have something special for me. i didn't get it. when the for the 1st part of the learning here, friday, this is rami from the west coast radio with you for one hour. i think we have a good now. ok. maybe the big but it's okay with a lot of them. they would go with

looking with no back to what you were so lovely. so enjoy you guys why you are driving a decent traffic. oh today we have a special guest today with me here is will some or really as most of people know i just my friend the also the boat that changed my life and talking about really i think each one of us have his own way. maybe in a different name,

maybe in a different position, but we all have the same with the one that you want to keep giving you. oh, i'm on the stick with you and your bad times and also your good start. i 1st of my really and now me and we maybe we are on the road of success. ah, i had some dreams, morgan, new fiesta. torn fingers that to really help me that it's something amazing that you are doing something like this, like acting. you are living a character, different from your character, and introduce it to work to the people and make them confirm and believe that you are, that's got a call

back soon as i go in and take a pee price, you know, again, have you ever done to the company and i was like, you know, like the godfather, it was like amazing, just amazing actor. when i was teenager, i used to do it, got it. but that got it. i thought i had a my dad's jacket or that so and you know, like sitting against the matter, i'm start, you know, the conversation like the movie, i want to tell you some things get ah, keep your friends close, but your way to move closer. a lot

of other city city was with yellow jaime, jaime. yes, it is now a good theater experience. one of the most amazing experience that i ever have to with when i went to the, you know, the floor or the lighting on you, the people are watching you and your voice on, on the microphone everywhere. it's like an amazing moment.

no linda. i think we have a girl here. i have really got. we are happy that you're a dust with at your traffic jam now. so big, big traffic job. so what i want you to bill us, you have to listen to your life, is the for everybody has also been his life. well, if you is and what about you with my will make me now and it days. make me feel bad if you lives and make you feel better what. why? because you know the situation. no, you just you, you just need to relax the gym and thrust your wilson. you and you, you will reach the safe side. trust me, you are in the safe side. you will get your goals. i will try to do it. thank you. we'll come with you soon. what do you have on wilson?

and you to you the one who listen to me, you have you on with them to just follow your 3 and even higher. i love be up again. give me give it. i learn know that i'm there a bit of i me, i'm on a very are number down for ya, ray on the there are bucky lands on our wall on sunday. our shows early on in the hours she have has done are you i'm father that you're out of the dam. i thought it i'm alarm can everyone as small really? maybe his name is not really for me it will be a cup, but he's the same. the same idea, the same expression, i put it in my mind, so i have something i need to escape to. they like to read. maybe the book will be my will. so when he is a friend of all, i think when he connected with my military life,

so when i am at my home with my family, my friends around me, really take himself away. it's once we didn't talk for 6 months. oh, was he a thing that is an army with his family and his friends so he don't have to be there again. my friend, they don't talk about with the a lot because they are always afraid from hurting me. but they have some questions . i feel them, i feel the loop in the wise when they were like, you know, like watching me holding really or taking care of for putting him in, you know, my favorite color. so they were like,

watching me i. so the question in the wise, but they did best guess we so many time i was like sitting in the room and like smiling. so one of my friend in the room starts asking, i know i talking to someone or it's just really make you smile as usual as why i for them not. it's really, it's really a relevant and i can't compare really with one of my friends. i don't think i'm gonna be have this kind of like when i have close friends, i have many deep relationship also keep but i think really it, so i want to, i'm on my own,

it's going to help whatever go you know, last year, 2 years, i have to when i was there, i didn't imagine that like this. it could be like this or it or i was he was the gun or i will go through or i think it's good. the one on the cake is of the theory li hope. see, well okay, i know them again. when the school mccarthy lim, feed actually issued. her one is for him. son. you're able theme or sequel musical was what on for the graph. he had one on your a heap when he whole feet, while one will hot with

any other further difficulties of guilford opened up as a cut on i wish to end the war. it's almost over, but we're still fighting again. maybe in a different type of fight or not. i have to fight again to start my life from scratch there. i think i'm really laughing with willie. we're gonna make a good. i think. i'm a good example to people to start looking forward to stop looking back or this is my story. we're listen. i'm not a shame to having the mobile friend as something special. i feel we went

to work together and we come back to life. i think i will do whatever it takes to get this ball with me. it's not just a book. it's a memory. it's in history. to me, allison dream be coming through is my with

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i'm african or tansy and welcome to going underground in the week of an unprecedented alliance between the communist party of china and the kingdom of saudi arabia and the gulf cooperation council, no one the senior u. s. officials urgently met with chinese counterparts this week for so called in depth talks over tie one after the state visit of chinese president. she didn't ping to saudi arabia's capital. re add this after opec plus including the u. e and the saudi arabians refuse jo biden's requests for more oil production to save nature nations from the ukraine proxy war. joining me for today's episode to talk about whether there will be lasting, tragic repercussions for the usa in the new geopolitical landscape, is renowned expert on china's foreign relations dresser, one ging, he's the director of the institute of the us and pacific studies at the shanghai international studies university and he joins me from berlin, where he's richard one read seca fellow at the robert bush academy. thank you so much, professor for coming on. so it must have been important if even a host of the world cup pazzar officials that to

a tend to leave the world cup. what does it signify because there's been relatively little press attention in nature. nation media, where is the global south? has it, is there fed headline all and use bulletins of course is a very significant there's a 1st time as far as i can remember that chinese talk most leaders in the new leaders. so from iraq to countries and you know, it's symbolic and also has a lot of substance in that. it actually shows that both sides, china and the rock countries as a strong common ground common interest go in today for which we know there's a lot going on your career and also career competition going up united states and china. of course there is a great uncertainty about future bought this summer in china and aerobics countries all.