the fluid and we had that attack from the dead or just from the slamming ropes. the last line of my fin, the mesa that's, that was at 5 in the morning. we kept fighting them. me was told me that if you could help us help us. we are old injured, you were in a point far from me, almost one kilometer i wasn't able to

warn them. the next message on okey dokey was like me. you don't have to do it. they are almost here. so we got to fight again. so they fly again, them. okie dokie said that that is not a law that has no make them they closed my eyes and start thinking that they are not here anymore. i wasn't able to to save anyone. i did nothing in that they a yes today with me here is wilson or really when you listen to

a good music and maybe talk about different subjects. my name is that i me some on 33 years old. i born and let's talk. yeah. then we moved to ali and now i'm in the army living in the mosque. i. i remember my 1st day in on the. it was like 10 years ago, the 2020 mine of april. it was also my thursday, and i went in that day to or me. i was scared. i was, you know, looking at the faces there. i was so confused when i have to go what i have to do them things become more easy. i got the uniform and then we start training starts

making new friends. i remember those days that were living in totally peace. i remember the alabama there with he was like and to use us to everything about the army and everything about the military. it was, it was funny, it was funny, look them, it was like, all the joking. lieutenant comedy, the details about or losing someone or something like this. we didn't even think about war in that day. i finished my son in 2000 and then i decided to join the army in 2011 because it's a choice for all this young guy. my name is where it gets from home, syria. i mean,

my friend, one of my best friends, no one expect them or will take all this time. when you touch very more, everything will change for you instead, your soul, your change. i didn't so that i will be in the, in the army, and fighting. ah, we were 3 or 3 kids and the mother and father we was we were like, that's a typical happy family living in good conditions. so we were good. that was that to because dad that he went to walk back from work late. i spend most of the time or i'm more, let's say more close to my mother than my father. my brother has passed away 2

years ago and also my father have passed away 4 years ago. so we are now. we are small family to me and my mother as may be the one of the best relation that i have in my life. ah, i'm not the guy he used to play in the street. i prefer to, you know, like, let's say, spend my time with something more like for me, for myself. the more interested it was about books. those moves who have answers and questions. anyone is looking for answers. we have to look for answers, but the choice is not, you're not going to find answers in books, books or something like a face with makeup books are so different from life. most of my answers, i have it from war, a wise rule or other guy. i mean,

i don't know. i gotta, i'm charge you a name or you know, my, my red blood work and not as active as i know. a lot of them are. one of them are i was good on video games. i used to play go to for prince of persia. don't buy the go do. do i was good shooting people on video games. those video games become like through later there are new development now is theory is on the brink of it all out civil war.

the red cross civil war designation now put syria under international humanitarian law for 8 months. now protesters in syria have been fighting and dying tense, fighting in the talent on this night, the conflict and syria continues to claim live. more than a 100000 people have died and the brutal math does not stop there. i went to work. i was a kid. let's say i'm not kid. let's say. i was a young 22 years 23 years. i watched bad things there. i learned a lot. when i'm young. you know, when you are far away from the people you love, you touch that. when you're 50 or family need you and you cannot go there. it will does that. so i become more ways from,

from what it's done to play games in video games. you don't die. you don't lose your friends and leave the games. you can just restart the mission here, you can restart the mission, you have to fight, survive. i kill some that are just there. and insisting that they are that are just not term of people. they were coming to to kill me. so i killed them 1st. it's not easy, it's not easy to say also, but this is the truth. i will never forget that that day the 1st time also it was a letter. so that is someone shooting me, shootings on him, i saw him. is not too far. i showed him. so he like for now, i remember toby blue because i take

a look at him to make sure if he does or not. i didn't realize the age, but he was like, with older be something like this. so i was a tree lays his face, but it was young with i didn't meet him personally, a lot during the work, but i'm always in touch with him. so again, feeling even i can feel his voice even if you know to me on what can feel his way. sometimes in this one or it's mean to me like he's not good. i was afraid from changing. i was afraid from becoming a different person. after was losing my humanity when you kill your taking your life, you're doing the gun through. so the thought the easy. i was next kid, the god to forgive me that i'm not i can. i used to cry when i remember it,

but now i more like accepted as a tool that i did it for the reason then i touch this part, god's was predicting me god put really in my wake and make me talking to willy. and it was different science that is, god is with me trying to help me much in a different ways. ah, i as in the christian i went to any kind of church. i don't have problem with anyone. i usually break. i don't spray in the typically christian way . i pray like i talk to her, i want to become

a better person. and that's the we only have those chat between me and him. and i, we talk about everything sometimes if i was angry from, let's say, having a bad day, i will be angry at the end of the day. so i was like, why did that happen to mean today? and then okay, i'm sorry god, but i was expressing my emotion. i see him as a friend to me as a father and he is a only god so he will hear me and help you. ah. help me to move through this. it was there also. i thank him always for everything for being your life. ah,

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me. i leave the la city where the temporary attorneys pre hire already from the neighboring town. you know, right? because the other townships haven't shopped of the trees, but in tag got in the name of development. any of our ship to become a catholic to like a single or we are all going for i've been, i, you know, just covering all the grades with concrete. so when you distract nature, it takes a revenge. um, ah ah, yes. now i can you?

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a little bit whole what is your favorite? oh my god. when god say to jesus you are my said what it's on. and so it's my favorite part, and i have a thought to work for myself. and they have, even though you still there or you are my, from what it's on because i am one from is for what a firm that's how i see myself. and i have another one also, i know with the not to be my can, i mean a when the people who are trying to send drugs on monday i'm going to leave. he said that and all that was without seem to

was without him to resend the docs. i touch this part, god was protecting me. i know that i know having to do so. my 1st one when, when i was 18, i think it's become more related to things that's happening with me. let's say the, the date of my father have best to wait a few things about my religion. sometimes those are my buddy is summer and so it's important to have, you know, memorize everything that you have been through this life. so i found it a lovely way to memorize everything

which i mean, so the war in many places, some places was very close. there is a moment touch my heart from inside. it was when i lost the general was responsible us. it was in a small heading that out for in the other side and we received. then he would that he become a mercy of the day. it was a real father for all the souls are with us. and when you lose someone they came really hard. the the 1st one the youngsters need. but when they needs mean, they always asked me above how war was and how we survive. and the we tried to teach them to teach them how to survive. we tried to teach them how to act in reward. we held

them to understand the rules for each part from, from being able to kill, to being able to accept the laws that you cannot thrown away mart it will happen. we all know that this is something that we will faces soon or later. i remember all my friend a lot. i remember all the soldier for serve as me and now it's her. i don't think in our life was come back normal

me i'm going with my mother to meet my mother in a vacation for 5 days. i would me to maybe meet the guys also on the yes, my friends there. i'm excited. i think i'm going to our farm. i missed my mom anyways. i only see her for 5 days each month. so i miss her. stella, i know the style ebony, young, young county, and i know a highly di, my virginia gabby. i knew check a mom out of

a a a mess. you definitely did. he's only on but not the one for the other. i can my only mama can move my limits this to move in. i b. yes. so either or no, no, no, no, and the and then them and i came out with the i came out metal, rocky mount. if you don't like my mom need mom on that issue to have the low is them out on a monthly a dollar checkpoint, some unit from the army on the road to protect the road to protect people here.

so to me, when i see chick points i see my friends, maybe i don't know them, but i see people like me serving the country. i'm trying to keep everything safe. so i feel more safety. when i see checkpoints with more to talk about i lost most of my friends about the if i was broken. mm. i'm seen as windy and south federal fi can. can they know that we will have her hi from so we'll see. and while i'm at fi high for some, i will let that the see moving. i follow up with getting mental thought it was because i had to work study on the home mother hub. well, out of the kind of liquidity. why didn't home have either when you call you i had

been home casino comes in as a d and mitchell high school, we handle, but it kind of my team up high school in mccloud a hotel had yes. well, i hope high school will forward you the he couldn't have you bet that will. how many nobility able to look? we hope will house. what honey? how do we i'm a home lay out if when i look, when they out. if one is america, well i have them. for how to work. i'm the home i can always will do you know what? i mean? home wide. many on most, many on ms alone. i don't get, i sent you. lemme and mess with leanna hello. welcome to l y.

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like especially when i lost my friends. so in some make what i'm the moment i came up with an idea to have you know, someone to help me to fight my feet. i met wilson 2013. yes. in that are in the school in that up almost 50 days since i lost my friend a become like presenting my friend that a loss where you for. i mean, if they haven't because i'm happy that i me find is really so you can please law that you don't know where

this is really high, really you're not going to have him, but i think he's saying i to live getting it was a joke. i found the ball score for kids there, volleyball, so if you know the movie castaway, she still max movie. you have that balls. wilson. so it's something like wilson. i don't a bowl like a bit to me. then i draw the face and eyes and the smile. i call it wilson also present the friends that i lost. it become my new friend, the one who's not going to die in or because he is stay alive. it will stay next to me. oh,

my friend from me is almost the only one that survived from there was me. so is full of the souls of the soldier that i lost it. ward and his mother is not abortion. it's a person to me. he is a friend to me is something important to me. maybe to most of people is just bored with a face on it. but to me, he was like the one who was when i was sick, the one where when i was alone, the one where dad, when i was fighting, we share things together. we have stories together. and we watch the whole

war. and we, we survive. you with something in his life, you always have answers for almost every thing. mm. i've actually found safety embraces naziism as a joke. all of a sudden you're placed in a position right. i can defend myself. now. i don't have to be afraid any more. on one hand, i'm terrified that they're going to find out of jewish, but on the other, i think it's so far away. i distinctly remember my mom sitting me down one night and are saying, john, they're going to hurt. one guy hunch me. hi, my hear that are somebody so now the rest of the punch is just started flying and

somebody shouted out digest boy died. and at that point i knew i remember had an indian doctor. they came in and looked and said, there is no medical reason why you're, you should be alive. you to find something to believe. john story is a story of ho story, victory and whatever i can do to help him i what you what he's got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy even foundation, let it be an arms race is often very dramatic. development only personally and getting to resist. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very difficult time. time to sit down and talk with so glad they

ship laughlin who, what is the best time to actually go about them? this is on the political believe it was of it, a pretty complicated with what i school of a car wasn't a port backwards or something. something that might give me a poor thing, it cut order the status of your life. it really it can. you still can't get by the 15th, which is said to jeff. so i mean, i mean you can even down, can be coma, loosened up and become lost. somebody empty, you community, that deep comma, a lovely knob is all like it's supposed to start out. they can affect it door only out of them to live. you need it with us. that's clear. but. but that was the building just spoken to me, right? nobody for you to talk with looking at them during the summer because of my seat. not that it was the reason i would show kathy from

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