a leading with this, i know that that's something i'd like to feel in life. you know, i'd like to feel that i do belong to something and i have something to look forward to and i have something to believe. i'm not sure what it's going to be basically turned myself to be a real american patriot. but i don't like the direction that my country is going hold on, and i will wear my young with cuba. delicacy. it is people to see room with full then overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking a bit and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get thick. wow. going to can't make it. it's like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know,

old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries written by some guy who wasn't there not a page from history book. it's real. no mom is doing what you can fix the world to the best of your ability, etc. starts with you and the way that you live your life and you are which what you're doing now to coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrong kind of one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they give me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people, the jewish faith died there. i found an article later from nazi they were really avid, in real getters transit as well. we're coming merely coming in to wait for the

training to go off to the dog house. so the more i was this was just merely a stop on the voyage. what you wrote in the the book, the guest books. what did you write? i'm sorry. i wanted to come to learn a thing with a theme and judaism in play with the way that we count the number a letter the way off. exactly. i wanted to remain team was that the more sure where the body is a person. there's torture for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cremated and turns crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters. the letter is egg, off the 2nd letter 8 or hitler, his age letter,

a red circle around i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i was still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very high provincial as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, things you learned from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me. but when i would be asked if i forgiven the guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time, me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or seem to drop and get very, very cold. there's like there's electricity in the air. the air on my body would

stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone walk through that. donald didn't walk. there's a lot to take in there. right? yeah. i don't even know what's happening. if you were going to die and you knew it . there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one. the torture has to be laid down, not knowing if it's going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how what's happening isn't happening right or somehow going to live. so now i'm going to

survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brain and the exact thing will that won't. yeah. are we close off the outside world? you turn in? this isn't happening to me. this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up and be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins was just when i came to the ultimate understanding conclusion that i wasn't gonna make it out of it . and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is. i need tuition like that. you just want to go home, right. and just want your bed and your mom. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. they're not sure that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no,

i mean that whole part of central florida as we know, most of the chairs are already in the clubs class and probably still, or i wouldn't know one point after i was out of the school for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best being more drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority and i went on up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar and quite a for and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows it's the only season it's li knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course,

but it was still tattooed on me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up and a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be recent, to go back to prison. most likely. and i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew said i was going to tell the truth and i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. but it brought it down to know that i didn't cover the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know,

how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past. and i really had a home, and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i had really never thought about. i kept living in the past, and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. we'll meet it all the way through the tunnel and rounded the corner and headed down the little

hill. and i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english, they had mentioned that this is where the soldiers lie when it was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the 3rd or i can take over it and occupied i and was using the cam has a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it. took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very for those who were in charge of the force, rex, sure to hear your

should like to keep your chin immigration. i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being themselves, being people with the earth, living their lives. it's a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people. and convinced a lot of people that it was right. i should feel shame showing trying to ride from the sport. oh, well this is a huge, huge step. there are few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some some stones that i had asked him to bring me ah, from jerusalem. because i thought jerusalem being the holy city ah,

and be always place to the jewish faith. she now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. many memories before a blessing man always be remembered. ah, watch to all of the very sounds nice, only one gravestone that didn't have a rock on, i made sure i put a rock there. so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's terms of bodies in the ground. and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely white dog. there's nobody to remember. nobody to tell anybody. app. ah oh, service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snapped out this horrible place where the horrible camps

around europe. no stone from jerusalem on a rock? oh inquired the de john. it has when she realized that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth along his voyage. i've also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them. i, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best

to try to educate people, to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid a money in that new money. it gives me a my mom allan with

ma, hey, hey, who is the aggressor today? i'm authorizing the additional strong sanctions. today. russia is the country with the most sanctions imposed against it. a number that's constantly growing. a list of course. sure. does he speak on the bill in your senior most in mine or will shit we're banding all imports of russian oil and gas new g. i g over with the letter. you know, we're going to go with joe biden, imposing these sanctions on russia. you know, has destroyed the american economy. so there's your boomerang. i know so kevin kept some of the stones that he had and i asked him,

as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that your visit a place like this. again, he wanted to have, so i was going to go to ashes for why exactly auschwitz? well places are a 1000000 people died there. no 1100000. if they know they know, would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for for a new said all the places you can visit, do the expansions for a little bit ago. i'm serious. i did take a moment the park lunch is to say and try and catch my breath. breaking down, realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this

one is shooters, we crossed 2 way dash kevin fell on my shoulder a series so so, so in just a thought today raised our kinetic kersats symbol. mm . disease which is you walking through bunch with and we came to the destroyed cache

and it was quite literally the end of the line that was where the railroad tracks. oh, becoming a part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. a part of our national anthem, thinking about truth from our dream of 2000 years. ah, i, [000:00:00;00]

i go down here and walk down, there's one building standing. it's the last building, remaining for those centers and which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, like the numbers were off, they came here. i would say, right? ah, this is as close as goes on to your call. yes, it's more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory.

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choose, [000:00:00;00] ah, even probably one of them of life changing events in my life, american life. trying to take a long time to take all the sense i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion all this hate. and i don't want it to be because i don't have anybody, they was angry. i have no place to project it. i've never in my life had to process something. i've always been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me

a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed where they were ready to kill a brow them because it was a jew. i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most would drop out from school. they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying, winding up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the line for you.

but it was in the line for us to your mom and dad and your brothers, what we went through allies were turned upside down to one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than a fam. me to have to go through something, have i ever apologize to you know, with john story is a story of hope. the story victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole

story of john's life is amazing and i, i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where we came and to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families i've that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like cameron, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to try to improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change this possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were involved to my attack or change for the better when of some of more,

let's stay the same. can't really expect society to change . it begins with you. ah.

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a with ah ah, the joggers archipelago homer that she goes to san diego garcia, the largest island in the archipelago is now the location of a very large

u. s. military base. you kick of a med, i to the u. s. government to make a military base and just devoted or juggle some people from their country. so they can return back a real thing for the ride. so with that we do not consider the right to self determination. actually applies to the general since i don't the question of self determination. the legal advice we have received is actually the chic options. we're not at all, not a people for me, it's time to move on and see what we can do for the child. the said community to return back home, there is no support from the united nation. i commission african united nish. i don't care about juggling people i look forward to

talking to you all. that technology should work for people. a robot must obey the orders given by human beings accept where such order is that conflict with the 1st law show your identification. we should be very careful about our personal intelligence at that point, obviously is to great trust, rather than fear a job with artificial intelligence. real, somebody with a robot protective phone existence with i think the overall majority of ukrainians will actually reconcile, reconcile themselves to pace. i don't, i don't,

i didn't use them being held hostage by any analogy. so can i, she's not me, i'm still and i would try to do not join date. i will resist any kind of compromise any, any, any and then and to what, any last territory losses. i remember we can mix up with ukrainian. shelling leaves almost half a tone and rushes belgrade region with electricity. one person is also coming up in the program. this our france condemns. row one for supporting the m $23.00 militia group, which is engaged in fierce fighting against democratic republic of congo forces. while rolanda itself denies the accusations, companies and poets,