realty essentially starts with you and the way that you live your life, you are, which what you're doing now is to coin laundry, going back and fixing some of the wrongs at one point, stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps, 1500 people of the jewish faith died there. i find it hard to believe from the nazis were really avid, in real getters. trailing hands as well. they were coming merely coming in to wait for the training to go on the dock house, so be more house and stuff. and i was just curious on their voyage. what you wrote in the the book, i guess books. where did you write?

i'm sorry. i wanted to come to room a theme is a theme and judaism in play with the way we count the numbers on the letter that we offer. exactly. i wanted to see where my team was, the more sure where the buyer is, the person, there's torture for story. starting at the end of 42 dead bodies were cremated in terms crematorium in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters. the letter is age off, the 2nd letter age for his age letter, a blood red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy,

but i'm still very high provincial and as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me . but when i would be asked if i forgiven the scanning guys to try to take my life, i would say it's the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time, me to value life in the sanctity of life. we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots and we walk through or you seem to draw and get very, very cold. there's almost like there was electricity in the air. the air in my body would stand up and just to take it into know it almost everyone that walk through that donald didn't walk back was a lot to take in there. i yeah. i don't even know what's happening.

if you were going to die and you knew it. there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one the it would be torture has to be laid down. not knowing if it's going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brain sunday. exactly. will that one? yeah. or we close off the outside world. you turn in. this isn't happening to me and this is a real, i'm going to live to wake up,

be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace that hit me when i was attacked by the skins. just when i came to the old one understanding conclusion that i wasn't going to make it out of it. and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is. tuition like they just want to go home, right? just one your bed, your mom. when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe. and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement or not you're that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know lots of the sheriff's part over in the class and probably still off. i went down to one point after i was out of the school for quite

a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority. and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all the way to the tooth. and one of the tattoos i had was quite vulgar in quite a phone and their symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows it still sees in his way, knows what it means. and it was not anything. i still believe of course, but it was still tied to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up and a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to

prison. most likely can. i've never been more afraid from myself because i knew so i was going to tell the truth and then i was gonna say, my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. huh. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience, i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i

had on my body. and it wasn't even about me. it was about other people and about sending message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past and that, that really had a home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. we would all way through the tunnel in round at the corner and headed down the little hill. i saw 3 crosses, there was a tour group, and the one was speaking in english, made mention that this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the

3rd reich had taken over it and occupied the high and was using the camp, ah, as a transit camp and a death camp, that's where these people have locked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it took what little bit of okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real one of those people came back and this is where they met or it is very re for those who weren't tortured of course record sure to hear if you'd like to do today in the kitchen. i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being himself, being people of the earth, living their lives. it's

a heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preach the same nonsense to lot of people inc, against a lot of people that it was right. i should feel shame showing tragedy right from this point. oh, well this is a huge, huge to there were a few places and john and i had stopped and john brought some, some stones that i had asked him to bring me. ah, from jerusalem. because i thought juice on being the holy city. ah. and the whole is place to the jewish faith. she now these people made it, their challenge was right around the corner. memories be for a blessing that always be remembered. ah,

i walked through all of the gray stones. nice only one gravestone. i didn't have iraq on i made sure i've been a rocker so everybody knows that they're not allowing me on anything. it really hit me as about a 3rd of the more just numbers. they didn't have names. so it's terms of bodies in the ground. and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families. entire villages are completely white dog. there's nobody to remember. and nobody tell anybody that ah oh service reminder. oh, all the lights that were snellville this horrible place where the horrible camps around europe. no stone from jerusalem on a rock?

oh inquired the day john as when she realized that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth. along as warriors are also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people that are good people in the world. and i was one of them. i, i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. and we don't have to be afraid o

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a reflection of reality in the world transformed what will make you feel safe? isolation, whole community? are you going the right way or are you being led? direct? what is true or 5th grade in the world corrupted? you need to descend to join us in the depths or remain in the shallow for the joggers archipelago. coma that you go. san diego garcia, the largest island in the archipelago, is now the location of a very large u. s. military base. you kick of

a med div i to the u. s. government to make a military base and just deported, or douglas and people from their country. so they call it returned back on the island. never, never that we are fighting. that's why i'm flat. we'll fighting for the right. so i, we do not consider the right to self determination actually applies to the trickle . since i don't the question of self determination, the legal advice we've received is actually the chickens, onenote, and all not a people for me, it's time to move on and see what we can do. a full the tumbler said committee to return back home. there is no support from the nomination. i commission, i forget united miss, i don't care about chug or said people with

i noticed kevin kemp, some of the stones that he had, and i asked him, as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again, he wanted to have so i was trying to get him to go to ashes bar. why exactly auschwitz? well places are a 1000000 people die there. no. 1100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the morning tomorrow? for, for a you said all the places you can visit expansions for audio. they want me to go

back. i'm serious. i didn't take a moment to park on just to say, and try and catch my breath from breaking down realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters, we crossed to the dashboard. kevin fell on my shoulder crime. mm. a meeting, i'm sorry, so, so, so in just a thought today raised our kinetic kersats symbol.

mm. disease is you walking through bush, which ah, we came to destroy it. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the railroad tracks are coming in. that line was part of a spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years to the cabin sponsors part of our national anthem singing about truce our dream of 2000 years. ah, i,

[000:00:00;00] i go down here and walk down. there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining from those centers, which is where we were yesterday, everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday, you feel like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say right?

ah, this is close, this goes on for ever. ever answer your call, your guess is more to thousands of people. please maintain silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the memory. oh, [000:00:00;00] i wonder why is it?

why did i a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance go to gas chambers .

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a long time to take all the same. i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion, all this hate, and i don't want it to behave because i don't have anybody. they was angry. i have no place to project that. i've never in my life had to process something. and i've always been sorry, hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing and you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed where they were ready to kill

a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying wyoming up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the line for you. but it was in the line for us. you moment, dad and your brothers what we would a one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything worse than

a family to have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know, with john story is a story of hope. the story of victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where he came to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do stanley's, i've been either going through to have a child like i was initially a jewish family, but say like a like canada we have a child that's involved in the races organization. why do i do answers? always love them, make them feel like they have a place to come back to. many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go.

and i've tried ever since then to, to try and improve myself as a human being. and when i came back to society and be ready and available, just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change, it is possible to change as possible to come somebody else. and some of the people that were involved to my attack had changed for the better and some more stay the same. can't really expect society to change that begins with you.

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with ah ah, ah ah, by the middle of the 19th century, practically the whole of india had been under the rule of the british empire. the colonial authorities had imposed that heavy death bringing the people into poverty and were exporting natural resources. and moreover, these authorities absolutely had no consideration for the traditions of the local population, treating them like 2nd class citizens. the british were showing signs of disrespect even to those who cooperated with them. the fact of ignoring the religious beliefs

of the hindus led them. you'd never see boys mercenary soldiers serving under the british crown. rebellion began on the 10th of may 1857 in the garrison town of may river, north of india. in the form of a mutiny. the rebels quickly took over daily. the heroic resistance of the indian people lasted for one and a half years. however, the forces were not equal. the colonial authorities dealt with the rebels cruelly thine slaves the boys were tied to the mouth of the cannon and were shot through their bodies for the amusement of the public. this type of execution was called the devil's with the obliteration of the mutiny resulted in the dead of 800000 inhabitants of india. however, the british empire never broke the free spirit of the indians and their will for resistance. i think

the overall majority of ukrainian sleep will actually reconcile reconcile themselves to pace. i don't, i don't, i didn't vision being held hostage by denny analogy. so can i shoot me? i'm sure i would try to do that. i will resist any kind of compromise, any prussia, any, any, and then, and to will. and he lost territory loss. he's not really much. we can mix up with a headlines on, on the international natural gas prices shoot up almost 10 percent. it's after a block for the key pipeline in central russia, the transports gas, europe, we had to stand free, people lost their life while islamic terrorist groups continue a tax in but akina fast o r t from speak to the countries in term prime minister of the countries security