i turned myself to be a real american patriot, but i don't like the direction that my country is going. all right, i will let my young i'm calling keeper now because it was a earlier full then overwhelmed with emotion. started shaking, embed. and as i went into laboratory a few moments ago, i get sick. wow. going to the camp. it makes it like putting in a face with a name. it's no longer, you know, old reels that you see on t v. programs and documentaries, you know, written by some guy who wasn't there on the page from history book. it's real

long history where you can fix the world. the best of your ability is that just starts with you and the way that you live your life. you are which what you're doing now is gonna be going back and fixing some of the wrongs you can at one point stop it. that's enough. things need to be different. and they gave me more than 1500 years when prison, a small fortress, their destiny was worst of all the groups of prisoners, about 500 from them were tortured to death. here, most of the parish after the deportation to the concentration camps. 1500 people with the jewish faith die there. i find it hard to believe from nazi or really avid in real go getters. transit hands as well. people are coming merely coming in to wait for the train to go off the dock house. so the more house and stuff, and i was just curious on their voyage, what you wrote in the a book, i guess book, what did you write?

i'm sorry, i wanted to come, the roommate seem to be the theme in judaism, like we're playing with the way that we count the numbers on the letter that we offer. exactly. i wanted to see where my team was, the more sure where the body is, the person who's torture for story. starting at the end of $42.00 dead bodies were cremated and turned discriminatory in the form of the jewish ghetto. a divine letters. the letter is age off, the 2nd letter age, or his age letter, a blood red circle around, you know, i mean, i'm still not gonna lie. i'm still afraid of

a large group of black people. and i know that's still a little bit crazy, but i'm still very hypervigilant as well. there's to certain things that i don't feel that i can turn my back on because i mean, if it's happened more than a couple times, you learn from your mistakes. i'll admit that i do have certain animosity within me, but when i would be asked if i forgiven the the scanner guys to try to take my life, i would say to the best thing that happened to me because it gave me like a time to value life in the sanctity of life, we walked through a 500 year long tunnel. there were several spots we walk through or you seem to drop and get very, very cold. there's almost like there was electricity in the air. the hair on my body would stand up and just to take it into know almost everyone that wants that donald didn't want was a lot to take in there. i 7. yeah,

i don't even know what's happening and if you were going to die and you knew it, there's something known as the martyrs. prayer. ok. here is the lord your god. the lord is one. that is something that i'm sure there's always more than one it would be torture used to be live down. not knowing it was going to happen. your brain tries to rationalize how, what's happening isn't happening. right? it's somehow going to live. so now i'm going to survive and from fights you've been in attacks. you've gone through. i'm sure your brains and the exam. will that one? yeah. are we close off the outside world? new turn in this isn't happening to me, and this is a real,

i'm going to live to wake up, going to be fine. your brain is so arrogant. the one thing that it can't say is, i'm not going to survive this in a moment of peace could hit me when i was attacked by the skins. was just when i came to the old one understanding conclusion that how is it going to make it out of it? and then it was just like my brain just relaxed. really, you know how it is, tuition like that. you just want to go home, right. and when your bed, your mom, when you go, you want to go where you feel safe. at that moment i did not feel safe. and i knew enough cops that were involved in the white power movement. they're not here that they're not the best people to go to that kind of situation. no, i mean that whole part of central florida as we know most of the sheriff's part over in the clubs class and probably still,

i wouldn't know. one point after i was out of the school for quite a while i, i was arrested and thrown in jail for what kevin does best, being a smart drunk and not listening to authority. i have always had a problem with authority, and i wound up in jail for a long time, but enough time. and i still had not covered up all of my tooth. and one of the things i had was quite vulgar and quite a phone. and there are symbols that anybody in the widespread, the world knows and instantly sees. and his li knows what it means and it was not anything i still believe, of course, but it was still tied to me and i couldn't make it go away. and i wound up in a cell block was someone from the area in brotherhood who had just violated

parole and was about to be before the judge to be re sentenced to go back to prison. most likely can. i've never been more afraid for myself because i knew. so i was going to tell the truth and then i was going to say my east and let him know that that's not who i am any longer. and i don't agree with you. and it was honestly probably the scariest 48 hours until that until i was moved and became a trustee and was moved to a different cell block. since i was a skinhead, i'd never been, i hadn't been that scared in 15 years. it brought it down to know that i didn't cover up the tattoos because i wanted to remember, you know, how stupid i was. ah. and i wore them so that i didn't forget not about anybody else, but so i didn't forget. but after that experience,

i felt it was time to not hurt anybody else with the images that i had on my body. and it wasn't good about me. it was about other people and about sending a message that i didn't believe in. ha, so it can be very hard to walk away from your past and that i really had home. and that was when i truly started thinking about the future, which was something i have really never thought about. i kept living in the past and that was like one of the clarifying moments. knowing that moving forward, i still have to have a life. oh my god. will we? but all the way through the tunnel in round at the corner and headed down the little hill i saw 3 crosses and there was a tour group. and the woman was speaking in english. made mention, this is where the soldiers lie. when this was still just a military installation and use this embankment for target practice. but after the

3rd or i can take over it and occupy huyin was using the camp. ah, as a transit camp and a death camp. that's where these people have blocked and been executed or walked in beyond. ah, it was emptying. i don't else describe it took what little bit of. okay, feeling i hadn't sodomy and stripped it out and let me know that it's real. none of those people came back and this is where they met her. it is very true for those who were in georgia for richard here. she liked the eugene griffin. i mean, every person that wound up there wasn't there for anything they did besides being

themselves, being people with the earth, living their lives in heavy burden to carry, you know, knowing that i preached the same nonsense to lot of people. it convinced a lot of people that it was right. i should feel sure. show it's ready to right from the sport. oh, well this is a huge, huge to there are few places at john and i has stopped and john brought some some stones and had asked him to bring me, ah, from jerusalem. because i thought drew on being the holy city. ah, and be always place to the jewish faith. schneider, these people made it. their challenge was right around the corner. when the memories be for

a blessing man always be remembered. ah walked through all the gray stones. nice. only one gravestone didn't have a rock on i made sure i put a rock there so everybody knows that they're not alone. they are in a thing that really hit me is about a 3rd of them were just numbers. they didn't have names. so in terms of bodies in the ground, and it makes you think about their entire communities and entire families, entire villages are completely wiped out. there's nobody to remember, nobody tell anybody that ah oh, service your mind. oh, all the lights that were smell is horrible. place where the horrible camps around europe

no sound from jerusalem on a rock only in quite the day, john. it has when she realized that hatred is just fear of the unknown and fear of yourself. i it doesn't take long to want to see the truth and want to see humanity for what it's worth along as warriors. you've also come to the conclusion that there are more bad people. there are good people in the world and i was one of them. i can't, i can't undo what i've done. i can't do what i said, but i can try to stop it. and i can do my best to try to educate people to, to the truth that ignorance and fear breed hatred. we don't have to be afraid

look forward to talking to you all. that technology should work for people. a robot must obey the orders given by human beings except when such order to conflict with the 1st law show your identification. we should be very careful about our personal intelligence at the point, obviously is too late. trust rather than fair. with the area with artificial intelligence, real, somebody with a robot must protect its own existence with ah

a piece in ukraine seems essentially impossible. and there is a reason for this. nato wants russia to be completely defeated. russia in turn, demands new pan, european security structures, protecting its interest. as long as nato exists, there'll be no peace or security for anyone. i noticed kevin kemp, some of the stones that he had, and i asked him as we discussed it, what to do with those stones. he said that if you ever visit a place like this again,

he wanted to have. so i was trying to get him to go to ash his version on why exactly auschwitz? well places are a 1000000 people died there? no 1100000. if they know of to know, would you be willing to be awake at quarter to 5 in the mornings, long for for a you said all the places you can visit expansions for audio. they want me to go. i'm serious. i didn't take a moment to park on just to say, and try and catch my breath from breaking down realizing where i was going in the brain surgery was easier than this one is shooters, we crossed to the entrance way. josh waits. kevin fell on my

shoulder a series so so, so a just to talk to raised our kinetic kersats symbol. mm. and disease is you walking through what's, ah, we came to destroy the cache. and it was quite literally the in the line that was where the tracks stopped coming to that line was

part of the spiritual journey that i've been on for 20 years. and kevin, from 1st part of our national anthem, thinking about truce or dream of 2000 years. ah, i, [000:00:00;00] i go down here and walk down,

there's one building standing. it's the last building remaining from those centers, which is where we were yesterday. everything you see up and down this road on both sides for people that were sent here from there. and so when you said yesterday the, like the numbers were off. they came here, i would say, right? ah, this is as close as goes on for ever. ever answer your call, your guess is more to thousands of people placement in silence here. remember their suffering and show respect for the

oh, [000:00:00;00] i wonder why is it? why did i, a punk little 17 year old kid deserve an extra chance to go to the gas chambers.

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[000:00:00;00] ah, [000:00:00;00] a even this, i mean probably one of the most like changing events in my life. i'm not gonna lie trying to take a long time to take all the sense. i feel a little cleaner inside. and again, i have all this emotion, all this hate, and i don't want it to behave because i don't have anybody. they was angry. i have no place to project it. i'm never in my life had to process something. i've always

been sorry. hey, okay, let's move on. next thing, this is something bigger than me. beyond me, it's gonna take me a long time to understand i think more people should come with and i think about going to trial and how french so call friends because you all were tight. you believe the same thing. you hate each other's bad brothers. all of you were brainwashed, but they were brainwashed for they were ready to kill a brow them because i don't know where the education would make a difference. but at the most of what brought out from school, they weren't interested in education. in the end result was you dying in wyoming up at your own end of the line. it was an end of the line for you,

but it was in the line for us. you mom and dad and you brothers, you what we went through a one of those that ever again, i can't think of anything for them and family. they have to go through something like that. if i ever apologize to you know, with john story is a story of the story of victory, the whole story of his life. this is just one little segment of his life. the whole

story of john's life is amazing. and i think people need to know what a great man and how many great things he's done from where we came and to where he is and whatever i can do to help him. i would do the families that are either going through to have a child like i was mostly a jewish family, but say like a like cameron, we have a child is involved in a racist organization. what do i do? answer is always love them. make them feel like they have a place to come back to many times over the years people have asked me, why do you think you survived? and i definitely know that i survived because god decided it wasn't my time to go. and i've tried ever since then to try to improve myself as a human being and what i can back to society and be ready and available just to talk to people about the ability and the power of change. it is possible to change it as possible to come somebody else. and i know some of the people that were

involved in my attack or change for the better kind of some of more or less stay the same. you can't really expect society to change. it begins with you

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yeah, maybe cause a lot of it is just touching up critical cannot ceiling in for when you're just touching. sure. emma's names, your doctor of the defense didn't pull it up with you. you throw in the problem, you're still with yours and i brought in that the study school district in order to watch. so it was coming to, i'm not on all kinds of sort of today which you, which in to longer it will show you new social, not political push to,

to stream loan because or lose new or your personal view school course. i don't know who's got no point. i don't know. i should just to do give me a minute. you're comfortable. so if you used to play new is come up with with hello and welcome to cross top where all things are considered. i'm peter lavelle. piece in ukraine seems essentially impossible, and there is