from my mouth and he said, don't you know that that's what the capitalists and the jews want you to do. if you were violent towards those people because we believe that were the superior race, we were here 1st and this is our pantry, guns, ammo, still tow doc martens, tattooing violence, or just prerequisite to enter or exit free. walked off like i could see this looking to face about the fear, like he feared me being part of that movement, i got to feel a sense of power. when i felt powerless, i got attention when i felt invisible and accepted when i felt we had a strategy, we wanted to clean our image up and make our message more palatable to the masses. don't get tattoos don't shape your head. don't get arrested. go to college, joined the military, keep your head down, go mainstream news. news

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ah, in i began to hear about these organizations that were trying to help guys get out of the movement because only the guys who were in the movement could really understand what the guys who are currently getting out with feel like what life after hate is an organization that was founded by for ex skinhead, neo nazi white supremacist in the us and canada. and they found each other and they knew that they wanted to help other guys get out. so the idea is to get them out, make, keep them safe. and get that kind of support that they need from other performers in order to stay out with

. welcome or well, we're pioneer and we're the 1st ones to do this. we're the 1st one. and quite frankly, probably the only ones doing it. and we're certainly the only ones driven by 100 percent formless at this point. even if your desire to do this is new and you don't have the experience. each of us in this room has the capability to help people where we once were just doesn't are packed and anyone should have to do a loan. and if there are people in this room have to do it alone in the beginning, then you understand how difficult that was and what kind of critical role we can play in the lives of someone else. mm. mm. my name is frank leverage. i can show it off it in the movement any ages,

13 or 14. in the movement i got very active, especially very violent kidnapped. somebody went to prison and i was 17. as i got out of my way was oklahoma city bombing that made me reach out to people to help the picture of the fireman right down the street. that, that little girl is something that will always stick with me. ended up going to prison for about 4 years. and that's when i got involved the skin and movement. there's meaning behind the color of the tat to like if it's a solid black tad to a person committed a murder and got away with hulu. i just, some serious things are safer. i get that covered up. i have to look at it. no more . went to treatment last year and when i got to treat my reached out to my pastor hadn't been involved with them doing stuff. hire portland, trying to reach out and help other people that are struggling to come out of the movement. i was involved with the white area and resistance can, has,

and emerson has in san diego for 13 or 14 years. we would do gay bashing runs and we would attack people just for the color of their skin. i have left people laying there that i, i don't know if they lived or not. i was involved in the skin that seen from mid eighty's all the way to the, to the mid ninety's. for 7 or 8 years i went through a disengagement, but i'd left the movement. but the movement had left me. it was the birth of my, my daughter. you know, i get enough little girl in the delivery room and my son was born 15 months later. they saw the magnificence of me when i couldn't see it. and they gave me that gift that allowed me to re humanized. i became a gang member, spent probably about 18 years and started that kind of stuff in and out of prison. june holmes of the car, after surviving

a race right became pretty violent in aggressive urban started started manifesting, to say towards whites as a result of that race, right? because of my role in the riot, i quickly grew within the game one of the highest ranking getting members of my state. i haven't even made a vall that if i was going to rob steele pillars, whatever it was going to be white, we can start to feel special and what we're going through here and it is special, but it's not as unique as you might think. it's really a humanistic, quite it's the same story. it's the same feelings. it's the human experience and hate no matter what. what flag you fly under has a very similar approach. this inaugural gathering of the former's, i think, is an incredibly important you know, we were able to get in so far as just us as volunteers working together as

a team and being able to handle the load. but that's not possible anymore. this countries him too far, crisis with we are being ethically quinn. yeah. in our own nation. i believe you're right. we've got like the reserve ourselves. we've got a right to keep this nation, the nation that our forefathers in vision. that's what we're fighting for here. everyone rode together. now, in the 40 words, i want to secure the existence of the white race in the future for why children. that's what this is all about, is about stopping white genocide. sobbing, multiculturalism american white working class is angry. they, they've been so systematically ignored by both major parties for decades. now,

i'm looking at these extreme white nationalist flights cremmit this year. nazis is these guys who are active in the stream, right? the very, very end of a continuum because i want to know how they went from the center and drifted off there and ended up so far from what i consider to be the mainstream. because i think they can tell us a lot about what's going on in the mainstream as well. why would this group that seem so privileged? feel themselves to be such victims? these guys are furious, and in many cases they're kind of right to be furious. they've been delta bad and you can understand the sense of this range without understanding the sense of entitlement that is founded on. so when i say that their anger is real, it's because they feel like they've been dispossess something's taken from them. the the

bill language that they use, it's all a language of retrieving restoring, reclaiming your masculinity because you had it, they took it away. now you've got to get it back. i think i like the the the way that i would ever back down the such a little read like may or finer that i would ever back down when the governor of the state where for emergency if they thought they don't understand what's in my

heart, they don't understand the all right. they don't understand the some higher moves with randy a sammy i just wanted to check in with you see how you're doing before we come over can be so good to meet your brother. yeah. i can't wait to hear. i brother will be there in a few minutes. all right. it's the hardest thing i have ever made at the time. my young 900 years was to get out of this. i was 20. i'm now going to lose family members that are mentalism. when i was every friends i've just had for the last 6 years and they're all going to go. so just kind of recap and fresh out,

fresh on like, i think it just like he one day to the next as still questions things. but he, like he went, he didn't go through a period of questioning his membership. he went from being in it to me and i'll like almost instantaneous, same day kind of thing. you know, he was got turned at the rally, the getting beat up. he was getting beat up through protester side of things. people were kicking him in the house and people have to know that it's really rapid in when people are getting out to turn to other things, alcohol, drugs, yep. other addictions and so you know, it's, it's, you know, they make the clean break and it's, it's, there's going to be a whole $180.00 on a lifestyle my situation when i got out it was like,

i'm alone out here. like i'm completely isolated. i'm alone. and i would try to tell people what my experience was like, but no one could we leave, you know, and it sounds like this guy that we're seeing right now is what i'm hearing is loading uncertainty. you know, cut off, i think happy than all the others are here. to understand what it's like to be in the movement understands what us like to get out of the movement. to understand what is like post change as possible. there's a way out there is life after, hey, you know, with a

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the news oh say like or ask you like the racial and you always have been a little racist. yeah. yeah, yeah. and this kind of fell into next step and you know, was in your like in your family with your community? it's every other everywhere. so arm a few them. yeah, yeah. well, the way lighting well i, i was afraid to be open about every come. grace wants to go personal prism every person together. mishawaka already had it. i didn't,

i need to know what i felt, what i believed felt right. most guys going to get out. they don't keep with it. i know if i, if i have a good person, that's what i have to do to click back. oh, so how long over the whole course your life are you involved like actively as like a white supremacist michelle time? sure, it's all the time. we always make new ones. you know, make them more fashionable. usually. i know. so just one big was the on the for i know i, michael i was like was coming off now. i don't buy the boat had pointed up, you know, 44 magnum, you know, long, barely, you know, it's going to take it everything inside. it kicked down. it came back, clean, clean, sharp. how long you've been clean. now. let's see. when

we left a couple of years ago or for 3 years, you know, she not, she met me all day long into life boys do this unless it's why it's called nazi. know, a lot of change is getting thrown at your right now. you know? yeah, yeah, a lot, a lot, you know, not using drugs, you know, it's a millionaire and he's gone and the racing was all correct if you will. you guys have been lifelong, irreplaceable, you know you're reaching out though, man. you know, you didn't, didn't, didn't do william the person. you know, god coming to hit me and now there wasn't, wasn't that guy. you know. god, you not fearful as you know, when you called in today we are definitely going to be down there. got real. got real quick. i can't imagine what, what, what the future holds. she ma'am, but if it's anything like what we're seeing up the glove,

you know one of the most that you're struggling keep going through, you know, scares hell. but you're joining that that, that group of men and women men who are facing the same change that you're facing right now. i can't tell you how many hundreds of people who don't believe in the ideology of loss while they're in the movement are too afraid to leave or to afraid to leave for safety purposes. but they're also afraid to start over. they don't want to abandon that identity that they have or that community. and they stay in because they have nothing to go back to because they walked away from everything. when they joined up at the top. what do you think about a nation or a political order that is racially, they are richard the what do you think? israel,

let's have some coffee. let's talk. okay. the mike michael, hey, nice to meet, you know, don't know what form or show us is that you can, you can think as, as low as human beings can think in some ways you can do horrible things and you can come out the other side. you should have been so badly broken that there's no way you could come back from this. if you did so can have that right. so can you, if you are going to pretend that this is simply an intellectual exercise and you don't speak to the visceral experience that these guys have in the movement, you won't be able to reach that violence was fairly new to me. i know at the beginning i certainly enjoyed the adrenalin rush and the ability to instill fear in people that was like water to someone of the wandering, the desert correlated factor, and someone joining about an extremist group. child trauma abuse could be coming

from a broken home and drugs and alcohol. my case of it was abandonment, going out to foster care my whole life and being physically abused as a kid by my an uncle and my cousins and stuff. and i've cited since i was a kid, you know, and i grew up in the streets. i know my father loved us very much, but i didn't get to see him a whole lot when i was 10. walked in on him with another woman. and then bang, that's when the god fell off the pedestal, we started to act out at school and to go down this rabbit whole of, of defiance and anger and confuse i was very confused in my dad. i used to be like another guy being another guy. and barbara, that's no line. i walk in and you know, it's not basically knocked me out. will punch an out phase black. they form very

unhealthy identity about themselves. they're not good enough. they're not smart enough. they're not pretty and they're on level, they're less than all my friends in the gang as a young kid, as a young man, as an older man. we all have very similar experiences. nobody use words like trauma or abuse or child abuse, abandonment. my father wasn't there for me. no one could talk about that. it was just like we, we stuff it was depress it. the shame was, i think compiled with humiliation. if you couldn't put away and you couldn't be violent, we live our lives. and until we heal that shame in reaction to in another way is to adopt an ideology which tells you you're greater that that's what i did feel like other people think there's nothing. and here's a group that comes along and says, we think you're something that we think you're better, your special it was my family. it was my identity,

it became the person who i was for 8 years. i found comfort mostly because i was angry at myself and my parents, and being a part of a hate movement, gave me an excuse to kind of remove my own pain and put it on other people so that i could project that and not feel it myself it's sometimes hard to, to really look in word and see that maybe the cause of your problem isn't the other, the ideology as secondary. and i'm talking about every type of extreme, whether it's fundamental religious ideology or hateful or racist ideology. that's something that is just a layer on top of that here and most when i got in prison and mississippi,

the reverse racism is so hard core. i got everything from my home, from a number that always goes behind here. so i figured the best statement i could make and enjoy the most vicious thing i can think of and let them know if you touch me again, i'm going to kill you. and nothing said that message better than the brother. much easier to recruit in southern now it's easy to exploit. you know, you have that person 247 around you. you know, it's not like outside where they can go home, get a break and made me think a different. and then you want to do. and there is perfect, i guess you see i just was here around and then i know recovered, you know, hidden in all my touches. so i used to be the guy with a swastika,

all mean that down the street and people would pull their kids or me literally. i've seen people pull their kids away from me and i say this. so yeah, i get that reaction to somebody who's looking down and like live down there. so natalie, you know, teachers like, you know, most of the possible talk you that out of you wanted me to get some of this remote cover up. i wouldn't be a life changing because i can see that it doesn't come without me putting 1st when you come from nothing you really have gotten up and little bit power, you know, nice fills out and you know, those good to think you're in control or something that's the whole thing about you know, power of how, how power so yeah, it's hard to leave that. it's hard to give it up and go. okay. i will say well with all that but harry thing, i've also taken on the bruise, i've had everything, all the stress, i've been through years of torture for them to say, okay,

that was for nothing. i'm gonna leave it alone and go over here and be a nobody. i don't think there is a single group in the united states that i know of that can be accurately described as white supremacist. they white supremacists is presumably someone who wants to rule over people of other races. that's a term from the history books. yeah. in terms of living in african climate, it's still lot easier. that's why they're, they're different. like foods falling off the trees. yeah. black and white, have you looked at the victim service? i've looked at a lot of victim service. okay. you're looking at how many male on black female rates were there, and the last 10 years, i don't know, approaching them 0. okay. okay, so there are huge discrepancies in terms of crime. and that's our fax. but you think that they're more predisposed to being criminals? yes, africans. yes. or do you think it's just just what it is?

i don't blame you. don't think you don't think of a product of our systemic failures and law enforcement and the justice system and in the schooling system and the fact that up until very recently, very recently in our history where parents were alive, they weren't allowed to have the same access that way we'll have to can i, i think a lot of conservatives will sail africa will destroy by the welfare states. i don't really buy that. i think there was a certain, i think they were destroyed by slavery. how're immigrants affecting you right now? here in whitefish white fish is deeply segregated. do you think we need to bring in more serious stuff? no, i don't think we need to bring in anybody, but i also don't think we need to exclude anybody if they wish to come in. right. how do you feel about that? well, i would ultimately exclude people. yeah. but i'm willing to say i'm willing to say it. like i'm willing to defend the community. and most people, i don't know, i'm doing everything i can to protect my people in civilization. i went on

a path and like you, i was passionate, i was willing to die for it. i was willing to do what it took to to, to make the vision come through a reality. i think your last, like i was for years and i want to know what you down the path. i am the higher ideal of what the right white race can be. and i actually have a super human ideal. i'm not caught up in you know, justice or security or comfort. so white people are just, they're so good in so nice. it once me, it makes me want to puke. they, they, they, they really are accepting towards the other. they want to trust people. but you also need people like me who are guardians of these nice people. we live in a country that's rich by it's diverse and headed to the only way it's going to, it's going to become that way is if it comes down to a civil war, i think there will be a terrible presentation. i don't know when it's going to happen. it might happen tomorrow. it might happen in 50 years or so on. but this thing can go on. what do

you think you're really going to accomplish and already accomplish so much like what identity and his own the all right. and i mean not to be good to go, but my name are now household to rooms to meet me. what endo, to create a more beautiful world. that's exclusive of everybody. but why? ah ah, ah .

ah, what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have. it's crazy confrontation, let it be an arms race is on offense. very dramatic development only personally and get into this. i don't see how that strategy will be successful, very political time. time to sit down and talk with in 1884. the german empire began its colonial invasion into namibia from the very start. berlin encouraged the white colonists to settle in south west africa and take away the best land from the local drives. the germans were actively draining

natural resources and using the local population as a cheap labor source. this was causing major protests and led to a rebellion. in 19 o 4, the hero and nama tribes rebelled against german colonial rule. kaiser wilhelm the 2nd was fully determined and ordered to suppress the rebellion with the utmost severity against the inhabitants of nam may be a germany through it's 15000 well equipped army. all around the country concentration camps were built. in humane medical experiments over citizens were conducted within the period of 4 years. the germans killed up to $60000.00 people, among which there were 80 percent of the hero tribe. and 50 percent of the nama tribe. the events in south west africa are called the 1st genocide of the 20th century, and not without reason are compared to the holocaust just 2 decades later after the

massacre in namibia hitler's assault unit vote on the same brown colonial uniform which voiced the world into the chasm of the 2nd world war with multiple explosions reported in iran with the country's defense ministry confirmed that gets managed toward a drone attack on an ammunition depot. american, british, and other european delegation demand that african countries stuff cooperating with russia and avoid breaking away from the common agenda which the west seas as the restoration of colonial dependence in a new form of brushes. foreign minister lap off condemned is western countries for what he calls, attempts to re colonize africa and pressure to cut ties with.