the, the home or the wall, 17 times i understand that there's thousands of victims from gone virus, but there's 17 direct victims from the private employment. the we also have 17 flowers. so a way for me to somehow support these other families and make them be part of this without infringing the privacy or anything is to place a flower. you know, these methods the

kind of want you to know. so here's where i live with a low voice funding for these right now is our margin for his life is large and for your life. so this very strong the i didn't know was before this, but i feel like i do not. it's indescribable, the amount of like work that is father's been doing. he's always there for us and i think well, and then well, we're as we call him in our movement till manny has become isn't really an uncle to us. it's amazing to see the amount of loving successions man can have. factors such tragedy occurred the or

the same go back and look at these. david was a great kid over. he never gave us a hard time about anything new. there was just one with the cap on the cherry tree bottles or something that takes there's going to be cool some day when he is old. like now it's perfect. i'm not surprised, but david became and asked of us because he's pretty much always been an active us to his entire life pc, something that needs to be done. he's going to do it. my husband and daughter and i are exactly the same way i'm. that's just how we roll before the shooting. i don't believe we ever really talked about gun control at all. we've always had guns in our house because dad was a f b i agent. so david grew up,

seeing guns being cleaned and being taught about gun safety and the importance of that. and i think what's last about david is that he's actually a really fun person. but since the shooting, he's been so angry, he's just been spurred on by the anger and that's what people see is anger and seriousness. one of the most shocking things to me has been the backlash. that's been really, really challenging for me. especially through social media of people telling me things like they want, i can tell my son or that i should have had an abortion, because he's just a disgusting specimen. somebody said, we know we're making a difference when we hear that and people are getting angry. but it's still really hard to take as a parent, the gears are on their see what they will

be under as long as the thing that one main thing is to keep away from hate hating anybody. it's very easy to fall into that tating and not having enough told her is so i need to train myself into not fall into that the,

the franco best buy the i believe in having. i believe that this is just like that. this is not the whole thing. there's more i also understand that my kids because of the way he was murdered. as a march here he has, i can direct pass to that. i want to make sure i go to the same place, the

change this and only one of them came home. and why? because an actor shorter with an 8 or 15, made it into a school wide

. there were side sellers file. yeah, my daughter was home. ok, so you all for joining. those were political motives by the way, we could care less about this. one guy will not go away the winter from and that's why i couldn't go to the energy convention to me and fall really weird being and attacks for the 1st time. not as like a major event or i'm trying to hunt on congress sign and harass then saying sign this, no, any money flags or you know, like why don't use for common sense gun legislation before that the other 2 times that i had weren't my products were at the time,

100 thing and the correspondence dinner, i think the fact that the president and vice president showed up there for the 1st time together ever in the interest history is a testament, our afraid we do have guns in my house. we are supporters of the 2nd amendment. we aren't, i don't remember so. and as we understand the volume, somebody wanting to protect themselves in our family, we're not trying to disarm american citizens. we're trying to make sure that people are able to protect themselves the safe and responsible manner where they're sampled are still able to practice our 2nd amendment rights, but not able to go out and killing innocent child. is that that much task? it looks good. we do good work here. i'm in a the owners for yearbook we did an entire backpacks spread and it's this kind of ironic now because we all have the same backpack too. i really like that. it's kind

of the opening to the memorial sections. you know, since we had an odd number of pages, you know, we wanted to find a way to transition from our normal coverage into this alone because function jamie, the people she danced. hicks, in the, i think the children to so i think the and change the thing

i think as a class, we discussed it and we said that we wanted it to be more about their lives and not about the events. right. so we decided to make it profiles to kind of highlight their accomplishments, their personalities, their, their friends, their experiences before and kind of just not mentioning anything about how it was because it serves 17 friends, right? it's not, it's not anything as iris. odd, are 17 friends from me is elaine and patty helena or alex. there's carmen. i think right now it's kind of just for waste that everybody has it and like,

i don't know cuz we've been stressing about getting it out really, really well received. so i'm proud of it, the more expensive and i'm here to plan with you. whatever you do. do not watch my new show search like why watch something that's so different whitelisted opinions that he won't get anywhere else. welcome to planes or do have the state department c i a weapons, bankers, multi $1000000000.00 corporations. choose your fax for you. go ahead. change and whatever you do. don't want marshall stay main street because i'm probably going to make you uncomfortable. my show is called direction, but again, you probably don't want to watch it because it might just change the way you

i was interested, i thought this was for the americans as the cargo border brothers put what was that up in there. so some of this will be slippers associated with me. the last name was name is really it was can when we used to live you much and we have some more for someone who was this we which i knew people to the the the,

i don't know how we even continue on. we just do it's a crime scene and, and we still go to where it all happened. it's hard to just get over it. it's not just the school, it's the community that you're in. people might not say it, but you're always thinking about a always good to hear door close at school and a lot of us still john police sirens. i'll think of that day. i'll just picture myself, walking out and seeing all the cop cars everywhere, or any loud noise. i associate with gunshots. if i close my eyes, like that's all i hear the sound and the bullets heading, the walls and people call you a survivor. but i'm not a survivor yet. i'm still healing. i'm still processing, like i don't know is or if i title, i don't know like you want to avoid everything. you want to avoid doing anything. so you never find yourself in that situation ever again. but we were at school,

so if we weren't safe at school weren't in safe know where the 2 publics, the states, dominic grocery store chains supporting a candidate for governor who is an unapologetic supporter of the n r, a douglas student inactive as david hawk preparing for a diane at a public, there is a boy cut movement building steam on social media cache, a boy con public. the switched over. thank you very much. is that on the offensive? is the wrong thing to do? been just made of the nation of $670000.00 to solve for us and that is running for governor that is totally totally supporting the entering yeah. okay, well we see you tomorrow. you're going to see people lying down for 12 minutes starting

at 4 pm. 4 minutes are present 700 seconds and that's the number of school shootings that we've had and read in recent history as a result of the inaction of our politicians in part because of lobbyists, organizations like the generate publics can stand with us. they can pull out the half $1000000.00 from that pundum campaign, and it can double that amount and donate it to the stone and douglas victims fund. many of the students that are in there still have the gsp from what, how many events going on for stuff as many of them started yesterday from what happened at our school, we're trying to ensure that we're able to pay for it if there's a man over there that's chanting, thinking that we're trying to take our guns, we're not, we're trying to save law. we think that if one of our regular melissa, you should get 10 hours of training for each guns, because they support trends. if i get the

need to get ahold of this, i mean, honestly, i don't, i don't get it. we're just trying to save lives. i. i'm not trying to check in with the guns. it's the people that are spreading this misinformation about me and everything that goes on that causes it. it's probably what's gonna cost me to be killed.