or so i knew i was seeing things, you know, really that's what makes it real would use other people see the same thing that i saw. remember, you're all champions here. you're all special. god, not you very much. he's never forgotten you. he's right there. even when the midst of her mess, he's right there waiting for you. well, here and i, i live here since i was 5 years old. so sorry, 5 years old man. i grew up here and you what i learned live here. the but i had to learn to love to people, you know, because uh, i be like a lot 0 going all the way me the day because i asked deal they have, i apologize to have what happens in everything else that's being real about myself and being really got to because he has to be real, a real with him 1st, you know, have to little over 32 years ago. i find myself in a really, really dark place in my life. uh, you know, no home,

nothing. i was just my wife and i uh, you know, she's with the lord now, but uh, we just had nothing and someone reached out to us. so someone offered us help. and we just want to get back to these beautiful people out here. i'm telling you is such a blessing. we come out once a month in order just that you don't speak to them about the lord. pray for them, offer them clothes we do raffles and make it exciting the books for the children. and that's what we're doing out here. and there they just have a seat, they go back thing tangled up in the airbags, their own ways, an interpretation of the word. but if you break it down and you just take the word as it is door and strictly that nothing else, that's how you make your word. she cuz it shows strange in near the people of the religious check. don't understand and never heard of. like all things for our enjoyment, they don't understand that and just show but you know, rules and regulations kind of, it's just guidelines of us to how to do that right. and do it wrong. so it's just

right way and wrong way of doing stuff. so, but do try series by the worst with oh yeah, i try my of most, you to the, by the word and people sometimes will say, well, what do you, what you're doing here, what you're doing there for what to do is not worry about it. that's between me and the creator the, you know, just to be honest, uh, i'm a drug addict and i have been for 25 years. uh i quit shooting dope probably about 10 months ago because you know, i work every day and tony's my weird and i work every day and you know, and are a few bags broken year choose lab or don't cause you know the, bring it to me. i'll fix it all the kids around here. if they need advice,

they come over to hopefully they don't pick as real expensive on that. they say i like a bikes. i give it to. so i get bags of clothes, you know, mean not all the time, but regularly enough. and when they come in, i tried to get through them right away. i try not to leave anything in the bags and then i, so i pulled the t shirts out. i pulled dresses and hang them up, nice clothes. i won't like to see them less than the bags. people know you already, and they the night holders and you can spread, isn't the committee exactly. people typically were there close until they flipping fall apart or her. i got tires the tires for days. i feel like when i'm not aware of the time now. i feel like i feel like i'm an acre, you know? like mike tammy, where's my task? when you, when people are even people, when i sit there like, uh, uh there are like, uh, arcadia guy with the guy. oh sir. yep. i got out of town right now. like is this one of the quotes? the word?

yeah, that's right. that's not true. the trunk, the trash. why should we go? look, say right here, bro. this is the best deal in this lab. oh no, sometimes this is like, like a dream to me almost. you know, like this is what my yard would look like. if i had a yard, you know, all these rocks and all these tires and trees, dont all these rocks. i brought all this up here, but by myself, without a car i'm doing by myself. so man, it's a lot of work shift. this is heavy if you know, uh, so i'm gonna put it in the ground. and then once i get it in the ground, i'm gonna put a fence around it, and then it's going to be the, the toiletry. it's going to have toys all around it. so this is how i make it all smooth. right? uh, so, uh, carver,

go with the shovel. and then let's go to this one over here because this one has less rocks. uh huh. so i uh, take out all the rocks so uh it doesn't mess up the tools, but i just wanna just just find it out and make it look like that for my whole yard. fit steak size. uh maybe 2 days to get it all done. how often do i do? uh uh, once a week. yeah. it's a lot of work for sure. like i'm making it look nice for everyone to see. you know, number are saying about the for us 1st impressions. what like, single part of the reason why we're a tie, you know, like, uh, so i look nice. so when people 1st see me, well, that's one way or 2 or 2. people come here for the are to look at our i think the,

my, my places i one of the newest places what the newest are you know what i mean? like for people to come and see, you know, it's been a while. so this is all i have a little can't walk here to go back stage and getting a lighting is done. yeah. we had it for i'd say think it was about 8 months. it was rolling. so kitchen. yeah. yeah. and it was uh, faded and several couches there and, and bar adult. mm hm. um, there was a stage there we didn't really ask for use at that much for a stage. oh really? now no one makes any money out here. we really do try to share with each other as much as possible. i think most of us are pretty well convinced the economy so in,

in the toilet. you think so? probably isn't it, it's built to fluctuate, but at the same time it makes it extremely volatile. and it's, it's, it makes it so it's like a bunch of plate spinning. and i was going to take is that once freaking replace the that, damn it and they're all going to go down. so when it happens, i don't know, but we do look an awful lot like a country that is losing its balance. and that's economy. yeah, i ran, i worked with large corporations that their data analysis needs, which was really just forecasting information. that's why i looked up ration. not a lot said yeah, i signed non disclosures often with most of the companies that i worked with and, and i just always kept it that way. but since i've been here in this lab, uh, i was that i will also, you know, model. so i'm arranged around and arrange runners, someone that runs the bomb and rage. you get deeper into it. is it anything so far

this guy, the me, a bomb or missile from a jet or from anything? obviously that's where all the grasses were in the impact area. and do i go to the impact area? yeah, i go there quite a bit like miscarriage. sometimes i'm scared of your scared. why do you keep going back? and i keep going back because that's what i know how to do. you know, so do you collect the shells? yeah, i collect the shelves, brussels, nebraska, you don't touch and nothing is not the black shells. like a good good rule of thumb is if you don't know what it is, don't touch it. i know guys it got blown up after 50. kel, the, these are all banks. this is the head from this sewing of boom. there's

gorsline, there's to go through a tank. blue is it's a blue tracer, and we use it. so every, when they're shooting, there's like a 1000 bullets a minute, right? so you want, you can see it in the nighttime, the bullets. so every 5th one is a tracer. and what a tracer means is you can see the which way, the bush line in the dark time, and so as to train the military. so see which way they're shooting a complex if you make a home, then you're more likely to become more a part of the community and in the a part of it and not like a leech on it, you know, to provide something, you know, even if it's just support, right. a lot of people need a lot of originals for people need to run or they need people to care about them. and some people, that's their only job out here is just to be a caring individual. and they have other people like me that have

a lot more means if you will. and so i, you know, i'm, i can easily talk to people. some of the people here can't talk to people they, they're shy or they have whatever elements they have and make it difficult for them to be able to talk to every person who comes into town. so because i can talk to all these people to come into town, i can let them know the stuff that we watch, the stuff that we liked, the stuff that we need. and then those things come here and there via people. they don't always come here. sometimes it goes to the races or the soup kitchen or the range, but that's all letting people know that everybody here does something. and then the ones that can talk to people, talk to people and share the message. oh, hello fanny. hello laura, how are you? this is a france on batch for you ladies. you're right. how are you? oh, you do. oh, perfect. no, i'm good. the people here. we're here like, you know, thank you. know, to go. yes. right. are some ladies from overseas?

you know, then you are. well there's, i didn't mention that many people are visiting from outside of the us, you know, before you cross the world, i mean, everywhere, anywhere and everywhere i really go down to just the stories. yeah, yeah, there's back doors here and a lot of the times the tourists don't even make it up, has salvation mountain so they don't really get to see the range, the oasis. so if you get up above the hill, you get to explore what's out here and i know there's a bad rap and all that for why does does, how can i go on here? but i guess if you don't dabble in that lifestyle or whatnot, it doesn't really exist. so i don't know his ard wonder explain. you just have to experience labs. and by doing that you have to live here though. hey luke, this was a tanner i was in the probably this is karen sound. yeah

. a little bit at a time and i get it cleaned up. i get all a big jumped into there and believe it or not, a lot of that stuff again, even though it's burn up here to get utilize, you know, and i want to try to find somebody clean. i'll just step out and have this car painted. you know, like do graffiti on it and some people are very good and the yeah, this was a good car. it was white headed convertible type. married. and then somebody ran in there one day. so it was on fire. by the time i came out the door to see my trump r plus, i didn't know if there's gas and i didn't want it to blow blow me up. yeah. the

the, the, the many of us again is a display. yes. we shouldn't have that us boy, yes. or 2 hands go. bush just simple boys names. i left them with me and i will extend it. you look up this book when they fitted curious to us like to make up at the hospital. those are what are you that you live in the do what just anything you could with the instance name with general hospital. and when i say as of game is a couple of willie phase, just interest me at my level, i need you to point real 0, which means i immediately either the what the course or not. ok. so look of me.

what do i suggest? we use the summer available because of the see was more snow when you're the 3rd or what to do. i have a fire, you know, so we had a fire that there was stated, the people who lived here about 10 years 20 yards from it. it is massive me and my can. can me here? yeah. we woke up in them. i woke up in the morning because my feet were hot because my baby is on fire. so that was a huge loss because bad, like, uh, uh, $20.00 to $30000.00 worth of equipment in there. which i'm starting to like collect

items, but which printer i reset as like my own work, like a robot ix in programming of art digital art and stuff. um uh, 6 telephones out here. uh, i take all the phones that people don't need me or that we find or they're discarded, and i get a phone working and i give it to the next person. so i have a list of the less the other people to the phones the can you see how long a frame is it and it only to of 25 managed words burned to, to grow. just say go public, did flags, smoke crazy. you all, you gotta know the whole story and a girl lived there. she had a bad, you know,

are she had a bad when she lived up there? she traded it for this house. and then, you know, the other person g, people just hate, you know, and, and because the band they got to bang, you know, they ended up towing it out here to the cops because they're riding and some they weren't supposed to. so now they're mad and know, come over here and burn down your, your freaking house now. you know stupid, you know, just stupid. it's yeah. yeah. make it absolutely. they burn it down because they're like, right stuff that we burned down and the people have nor staying and i'll have to leave where you got people around your do some down. i don't even get down there for sure. what are the basic rules you think? don't be and if you ground, you'll find out to which we also got rid of the bars. we had like 3 or 4 bars

that have popped up and hard liquor and people being able to hang out all night long with no repercussions, no responsibility, no accountability, things kind of got crazy. so all the bars burned down one summer a few years back and they haven't really popped back up. so now we don't really have that all night drinking arina anymore. the hard core drugs often accompanied the bars, right? so you had the same people that were selling alcohol were the ones that were selling the hard core drugs as well. i don't see you. i don't know. that's not true . i try to be an honest person as much as possible. i steal litres and hearts, but either one, i'm sure there's a dollar 50 or well go down and we'll see you guys later today. yeah. you to say hello to your daughter. oh yeah. so i see loves to get a sense. we've got this place called slab mart, where i got

a bunch of joke over there that i'm not taking it to the jobs. i'll take it to slide more and dump it there. and my friends will be grateful because they walk through and they pick up, you know, like anything like this, we go to slide mart, i'm not throwing that away as a perfectly good all sorts of thing. the is what i do when i come here, bro. uh, so i look for a move when i come, i'm looking for trash bags. uh, aren't ripped open, you know, the air wont be like, oh man, you're breaking into people's houses or something and you know, there's no way people are throwing all their stuff away. but you know, check them out here for all the time. you know, like i live right there. so i can see a flood trailer with a trash close on as i'm driving by shelby the 1st one over here in this labs. we like using a recycling the trash and making it into something some kind of are,

you know, cheap how this all started right here. this skate party is beautiful, good says and then be swimming pool. i'm running across from here and i had adult flashlight. well, i'm ready. now looking back with i'm seeing i didn't see the ground in front of me . i went based 1st in here, but i got up and brushed me up off a little bit, got distracted, and said, by the way, this is escaped part. i mean, a swimming pool and but it had dirt in it. we cleaned it all out. right. there concrete people in grants. we used to do just drop back bill, but there is no rock around here. so i was like, i found a re bar source around here, concrete work in general like a city escape park. like you check out the bill would be like not even half this big, and it'll cost them many millions, most of that probably insurance property and they've got around 10 minutes be yeah, they have these a kickbacks, essentially corruption and goes along with building things to the government but no,

this is pretty safe for a d i y project like a it's not cheap to do this stuff. yeah, so it really didn't have too many people show me what to do. i've got a little glimpse of it, but i've never really been on any other d i y scenes and what kinds of speed everything out. just researching it. the street suite, the costs and we realize it will never be done, but it will always keep going. getting better and better. yeah. the more it gets built, the more people come, the more you know, you get to shred and hang out, have a great time the, the image jam. so that's coming up later this month. which will be super awesome. usually a lot of people come out, i know there's going to be some people vending stuff like that. and so hopefully we can get some more of this stuff for me for everything starts. i mean,

the frameworks already set up and everything is going to be a matter of whether our bodies hold out on it and moving around. a lot of heavy concrete. we'll definitely get you back. and carlos already has a fractured wrist. this year. i won't say anything that's going to terminate or make this place like bad feel way i can do this is my place. you know? i live here. i love people. you know what? i will, i want more people to confiscate, swapped me ro go when you get to vendors and start making the money the right way. feel we're not to do it. the only stream of money that comes in here is doris the artwork. well, i've got a couple of people starting to get the idea on their artwork. come and make displays by the roadside. you know what we need to kind of grow that. i imagine us being a place where a late a lady moves into a new apartment in palm springs and says, a flat wall really needs

a painting. let's go to a slab city and see what they got. so there's, i think it's called slab just as a sub, just this is us like the slab or it's kicking out whoever needs to be kicked out or, you know, run and you know, i don't like doing it. but you know, if you, i don't want extra money or i've been through a lot of my life, bro. went through a lot of the drive by and 96. my best friend oscar hereto got shot in the head right in front of me. uh 60 years old. so i've been to a lot of, you know, cuz uh, i'm uh, trying to do the opposite haul it dropped out. i saw you the oven and it told me it was split up very. you can always rely on the if you got a problem that needs to be solved and i can solve it. if you've got a revolver that needs to be resolved, that can resolve this. and it's got

a little light of the nice of you find the next deal that item for you, for you to draw a model that needs to be caught up with the model to look how many bodies ages condo down here. it is way more to if they didn't, they didn't put it on the news, let you know what the police say that it is. let me start another. this library don't matter. people die. we're still being murdered here all the time. and on the downward facing out of nobody, you know, say you have is your they and be what is this very like one minute are there and then i was it all. yeah. they loved the whole camp right? to do. but the day they trailer data all the, all the for the state is mailed out in the mail and i never didn't tell nobody done . all right, but there is no investigation here. i believe i believe this for a long time that we, we've had a serial killer room. i like that literally down here every day. yeah. so i'm afraid he died. so it has happened. i hear it. it's always the same thing. the or it should ask the people,

since you be here, have a lot of chaise and the kids be for everyone else. but for myself, you know, i would say my morals have case i do, you know, and how do i think that they changed is, you know, before i came here where, you know, i was, someone died and i'd be like, i'm in a job, you're going to take their stuff well now i'm like, man, i'm gonna be over there. um and i'll get that stuff in or when their dad is, they're not gonna use it. and if someone can use my it when i'm there, they have it, you know ours. and you've got that on video for proof a john is everybody, if you decide to come out here besides the keep your morals, there was an because this place to up real bad it had i too much freedom and too much for lady too much freedom for anybody is what freedom. there can be too much

vague. i liked and spared a little bit and then see what kind of colors coming out with them. awesome. and i can let you know how your 2nd one see what i assume. mm hm. yeah. it's a little bit, i'm not trying to get too busy tasted if it's good enough for you, it's good enough for the crew. can i say your caterpillars coming down, but once you get here, you become a butterfly and if you need to leave this place, at least you have just experienced. and so people out there that, you know, the, there is a place where you become what you want to become and that's here. and there's a whole community that will support any idea that anybody have the

my kids are you know, i don't, i don't have them right now. my associates a jury trial in alaska city alone. i can see my kids. so there, i mean, it is very, so, 7th and low whenever i, whenever i see my kids again, you know, when they asked me and asked, what were you doing this whole time? no, that's what i've been doing all the time. i'm is, i'm 11. i'm actually happier, you know, i, i can be who i am and i get judge bothers me. you know, uh, i don't seem to the hell here, you know, and why would i leave and put myself in a spot where i'm going to be homeless there. right now, i'm homeless. i have a roof of my food in the cabinets. you know, i have stuff that you drink, i have friends, good dinner, we're based here. i give you may, i'll make you laugh. feel

a laugh and bring me man, you're something wrong with you. very some moment you have a good sense of humor, but i love you the way you are when i say welcome home. like this gentleman right here, holding this camera to kill him. welcome home. because you know what you choose me with the best respect didn't just know when he sees his feelings. everybody that are good people, that's been through a lot out here so we don't lie about it. you know, most of my life i took been, i been say, just now i want to, i want to do is be happy. is f is that too hard to be happy? but you know, happy new starts. you know what happened and start it starts right now. if you want to be happy, be happy, you know, is it, if you want to be happy, you know, the easiest way to be happy if we wake up in the morning. thank god. that's a, you know, that's a, that's a good way to be happy to be able to throw it in the dark pay, you know,

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