for now i hope that now, well, lera understands further, seryozha, he’s a little bit like he’s done, life is ending for him, mom is screaming, mom is saying something, that’s it, mom is refusing him, really no, i i say, i ’m just indignant about all this, because i love you, because all this hurts for me, all of your some form of indifference, yes, that’s why all the screaming and nerves and hassle, rit, please tell me, we are all growing up, everything in us is maturing, including our feelings, yes, say, as a mother, maternal. feeling like growing up when a small child, one relationship, when he is already a full-fledged adult, but what does the mother’s heart feel? and you know, i re-read it at one time, when the children were still little, a lot of different literature, now not, now i don’t read literature anymore, i have - a number of friends, women who already have grown-up children and boys, here’s one from my friends, i say to irish, well, here’s what to do, she tells me, just don’t pay attention, because i say, i also have two adult sons. we went through everything, she told me

he says: be patient and wait, so i am gaining patience, also something, first he will burn something there again, and i will express something there, then i cry somewhere in the corner, that is, this really happened, yes, yes, yes, it’s terrible, it’s a pity, i also think, no, i didn’t say that, it’s a threat to my conscience, and i’m an emotional person, there’s no lecturer, that is, she’s a smart girl, the head girl in my class, she’s trying to study, everyone praises her and calls from everywhere, in general , everyone now dreams of such a wife and... to just have mothers there, oh, i wish i had a wife my son like this, that’s why i’m calm, here ’s lerok, everything’s fine with me, it’s a boy, rita tells me, this is a boy, he should be like this, everything will fall into place, get used to it and be patient, and i’m patient and waiting, and boys, they’re just later, yes, that ’s interesting, he also heard enough somewhere, mom, by the way, only c students grow into real people who then achieve some results, who achieve some kind of results, a students you know, not always here? because we have

immunity, just as we are not welcome there, we are not welcome there either. we are happy, so we, in general, when going into big life, we meet the same reception, excellent students who, especially not with their intelligence, have good behavior, they then go into big life, and there they, just like us, too not happy, and what next, and a lot of examples when success is so initial, it just didn’t turn into success in life, do you have something special? school? no, our rural, as i say, the most ordinary, our village, that’s it, but there the teachers are trying, in general, they demand from them, as it should be, i i joke about when a child goes to some very expensive school, yeah, and gets a's, what do parents think, they think we 'll pay a lot, so a's, when he studies at the same school and gets d's, parents think that well, we pay, we pay, but he brings deuces, parents are always suspicious, it’s the end of the year and lera comes, says mom, lera works hard there, she just

takes a shovel and digs, well, everyone seems to celebrate this, they say: “ lera, if she doesn’t understand something, she will torture all the teachers, she will walk, explain this to me, and show me this, i didn’t drink this, if she gets a d, god forbid, that in general, well, it happens quite rarely, but a c, yes, but she will walk straight, allow me fix it, tell me that i’m not, that is , she’ll get it, she’ll go and fix it, seryozha goes to school like it’s a holiday, if before he constantly demands something from him, seryozha is there, this needs to be done, clean up the mess in the room, show me your homework, this, then the school doesn’t require anything, teachers are lucky now, probably a good class, the same, yes, that one, he ended up in the very same class where they collected all those soft, annealing, yes, they are all there together, difficult to cut, but these are diamonds, which means diamonds, diamonds , he has pure diamonds there, what mom says, it feels like you

unconditionally believe in fate, you know that one day an epiphany will happen, one day something will happen that will help you choose a job for yourself, everything will happen in a timely manner, there is you have this feeling, well, a little, yes, but now at school you still need some to get grades, you have to study there somehow, how do you cope with this? well, i try, in my own way, i try, i learn, i know, pay attention to such a thing, if he really gets involved in something, he likes something, he does some things perfectly, that’s an ideal person, he even studies and does something, when in some subjects he gets a d, a d, i say, seryozh, well, then he sat down, tried for something like that, he gets an a, an a, i say, seryozh , you can do it, teachers say, lord, you have a child, when he does something, really does it, he can, and i see it, i say, seryozha, that’s why i’m mad, that’s why i’m cursing, because... i know that you can,

tell me, why do you have the ability to do this with pleasure? ? sports, what kind, in the town, you have prizes there.

you already know what you have to do, and you come to the competition, you start competing, you start to worry, you’re shaking, you know all your mistakes, you realize everything, but you can’t get there, this is what you need to get ready for, this is exactly what you need to get ready to get in, in this sense lera is amazing, she is a valuable employee in the team, because she is left-handed, it turns out that there are pieces that can only be killed with the left hand, what kind of pieces are they, a letter, this is also quite difficult, a shooting gallery, a well. well, the rest can be corrected in principle, i almost don’t know the rules at all and i think i’m not the only one, that is , this is a team, no, there are personal competitions, you have team competitions in personal competitions,

well, either you set the bet yourself, or you have placer, you throw from a certain place and there is a penalty, the platform itself iron, and... behind the court there is a rubber here and there, it is determined, if you hit the rubber, then a fine, if what is a fine, a fine - it cancels the throw of all the pieces, if you hit 5, yes, it is set again, the most it’s interesting that children judge today, they already take part on a level with adults, so to speak, judges, they sit, judge, they already work, and they get paid for it, and they put pieces on other players, that is, it’s considered work paid, and just a couple... they call me and say: here payment, as it were, well, children for a salary, like we call them, one in court, the other here to put figures, how much has been given to us, dawn flames of scarlet, a window into the spring garden, but this

is not enough for us. we are beckoned by a big, uncertain, endless world, we are following our dreams, we are walking dearly , seryozha, you called sports towns. could this be a profession? yes, maybe you can be a referee, you can be a setter, you can be a coach, and a special one, to teach children how to play correctly, a lot of people are involved, but it could be more, it seems to me, it could be

more, because the sport was once known for a very long time, now it was slowly forgotten, now not everyone knows what it is, maybe this is a clue. seryozha chose something that is not yet very developed, not very well known, but it means the future is great, when everything is already on stream, there is a lot of it, everyone has it all, then you get in the general queue and stand next to last there, well, yes, but here you’re still almost at the start when everyone is home. can i see you, i’m unemployed for now, i’m running out of time, don’t bother me, i’m in love unworthy, why are you punishing yourself so much, what did you do that

you can’t even tell me, a terrible accident will happen, cancel it all, well, cancel it, it’s dangerous, mom, you went with your fears... your own , i just don’t know where does this trouble come from? another victim was found in the north of moscow. it’s easier for her to see someone else’s future than to forget her own. there was something in your life in the past that torments you, am i right? i now saw a person i haven’t seen for a long time. evgenia dobrovolskaya, a woman with a past, on saturday at ttr. you're looking 100 to one, y what is our task, to open all the boards. we'll handle it, if you ask, it'll be a breeze. the name of which character from pushkin’s works everyone knows, how many are 7 and 8, 7 and 8,

how many, who is at work, speaks a lot and loudly, if you answer, then with humor, i cut oak, don’t pluck, problems with water, electricity, housing and communal services, i don’t know what... geometry, algebra, physics, chemistry are a set for headaches, god forbid now beep, if you win, then hurray, 100 to one, oops, today on rtr, this is a mozora, this. yes, but with him there is already love in general, he saved me, premiere on rtr, come out

for me, and i want to be a captain, in our village you won’t find a better groom, she has your character, stubborn as a barat, that the sea has chosen her, you can help, we will definitely save her, who are you... we need let's start, he will always help, we will train, how to walk on ice correctly,

he will always tell you how to increase low blood pressure, how an air freshener can lead to asthma, how to take medicine correctly, he will always support you, a bowl of macaroni and cheese, a pan of dumplings or a pan of fried potatoes for lard, knitting needle that's how a child is. i sleep, but i don’t advise you to do this: a doctor who you can trust 100% will make you happy, but i can’t guarantee happiness, but your health will definitely improve. doctor myasnikov, today on рrt. when everyone is at home. day follows night, so the face is many years old,

to a simple question, and i have to find an answer, they argue day and night, but we will be able to help them, which of them is stronger, i need to know this, what should i do next, fall or fly, millions of years , today they are waiting for an answer from us. night is coming, you charge me, the feeling is new, it’s me, only just believe that the night is stronger than the day, now they are trying in any way to occupy the child’s time all the time, everything, without leaving him the opportunity to occupy himself, now what’s the problem, phones, i don’t like this, computers, these phones, yes there is something like that the modern word is sticky, that ’s when they don’t get out of there and there are some

shooting games, racing games, some of these games, tupelki, tupelka, yes, i say: seryozha, i have never even seen the eyes of your classmates , because they on their phones all the time, they don’t even get under their feet they look, guys, well, this is terrible, but what to do, take away, just take away, well, i take away, to the question why, the answer is because, well, somehow, yes, but how else, right? parents should keep an eye on this, who their children are friends with, and what they have on their phones, now children come there periodically, once a week, so open it, come on, they will decode something there themselves, all this, we will check it all, we will sit there with the phone there. all this is where they are, what resources they went to, the children know about this, that all this is being checked, so the truth is now they learned how to do laundry, but the fact is that everything seems to be under control, what i mean is that this is normal, and the children know when to me, what are you saying, i need one of my friends there, this is his personal life, there’s a phone number, how can you take it like this, i say, guys, well, how would i explain to the children, that is, exactly as long

as you sit on my neck, while your mother feeds you, sings, clothes you, until you earn money, live, so to speak. with me, next to me, you will live by my rules, and i will do what i want, like only tomorrow you come back from work and say, mom, i earned money, here’s money for food, so i’ll keep some for myself, because i need to buy flowers for my girlfriend, take her to the cinema, to a cafe, we want to sit there and relax, i i say, then i’ll just say, guys, earn your own money, it’s your personal money, yours, do whatever you want, i ’ll understand, i’ll do it like this, i’ll say it, i ’ve done everything in my life right, great, and i would even, you know, developed your idea, not only when he begins to provide for himself, when a child begins to be responsible for someone else, that’s right, but we have this , that’s why i have not one animal in my house, but five, because there are different ages, and they all have different characters, they all eat, pee, poop, it’s all normal, and the children look after them, after all, up to a certain

age, access to the phone, what happened there, life. can save a child, because this is not espionage, this is reconnaissance, that’s right, we had a situation, the teacher’s phone went missing, something like that, which means expensive too, that means she was all hysterical there, at that moment, that means there were children there, seryozha and his friend, and we were all knocked off our feet, and it also coincided that seryozha was there, he went there on the sly and bought a new one phone for himself, there was a whole one there too, he earned money, well, he wanted to spend it all there himself. it’s built into a chain and we’re like on him yes we’ll call the police on you in the children’s room now yes you’re a thief there it’s all like let’s go he’s crying he says mom i didn’t take it i then in the end he brought the receipt and found out what he bought and what this everything is based on emotions, in general, we just found the phone , found the thief of the outposts, we ourselves apologized , forced the teacher who was on them, this

is all she posted on the forum in general, they came and apologized, and that’s right. it must be absolutely correct, correct, because there is a stigma, there is a stigma on children, as if you shouldn’t put labels on anyone, that’s what they were there, that’s them, i say, my child doesn’t take anything that belongs to others, he couldn’t , at the same time, these doubts, when suddenly we see his new phone, i say, seryozha, i didn’t understand, and we don’t having figured out how everyone was carried away, and together , such an idiotic poor thing for several days, i just felt, yes, yes, i say, seryozha, there’s a camera, that’s it, we’ll find out everything, and i was still screaming, we’re all there... according to the cameras, we will find you, we don’t care, we will punish you, it’s all there, mom, i didn’t take it, how can i prove to you that i didn’t take it, how painful it is, when it’s terrible, terrible, and i’m here with you this situation still seems to have splinters sticking out inside, so i’m talking about some situations when you are for which you are, for you don’t forgive your emotions, strongly in front of everyone, but

that’s why the earring forgave us, that’s what my children are good at, they are not vindictive. it’s unique, they have a gift, yes, lera says, we didn’t know memory, but we have a good memory, mom, so they can’t be offended for a long time, they don’t have something like that , that they’ve hidden something there... then, this is their glory, because your emotions are on the surface, that’s why the fire burned out, went out, that means it went out, i say, you understand that i had an exhaustion, i screamed, i say, if it would have been worse, if wore everything in yourself, and then suddenly it kicked you somewhere, all of a sudden and you don’t know why, that’s how it is... you yell, you say something, you throw it out, as if everything is calm, when you need to apologize, it’s not weakness, no, on the contrary, how many children live wearing this mask for their parents, yes, yes, by the way, he behaves like this in front of his parents, he answers correctly, acts correctly, but he is in a completely different world in

which, no one knows, this is scary, i’m very afraid of this too, i really don’t want this to happen every time... i also tell you in front of everyone that i really want not to be a mother, but a friend, first of all, so that children with all their difficulties, with some problems, something happened in life such a thing that in it, well, whatever maybe they would come home, bring it to me and say, my mother is in such trouble, i’m telling the truth, this and that happened, i did what i did, what should i do, i say, bring it home, we we’ll decide everything, not for friends or girlfriends anywhere, not for ourselves somewhere in the country.

it’s just that again you need to get enough too patience, especially now we are in the so-called puberty, yes, when the transitional age, that’s when, so to speak, children are formed and also naturally something bothers them, they cannot understand that the body is actually changing, that’s why they - some kind of anxiety appears, they cannot understand what is happening to them, therefore some kind of psychosis, therefore some kind of unevenness in behavior, and now we have this, well , that’s all, i hope we have survived and somehow move on , but the most interesting thing is that we say so