[000:00:00;00] when in september, after the dissolution, the parliament was surrounded by thorns, and having turned off the light, heat, and sewerage , rescuers began to go there by underground routes, alexey led them, natasha was next to him all the time, then people talked about speliologists, desperate guides, i even envied them, i didn’t yet understand that everything... there was shooting ahead , what a normal person should feel, especially a young person caught in this atmosphere of a white house, a building without light, without heat, without everything, but there were people there, and of course, when they approached him with the idea that if he climbs

caves, but maybe he can use communications? maybe they carried candles, carried medicine, took someone out. october 3, a demonstration of many thousands is marching towards the white house, the blockade is broken, barbed wire is torn , the mayor's office is taken, calls are made to go to ostankino, to go on air, i remember that warm evening, i was eager to get there in the thick of things, but my mother was for... my husband and i we went to the seaside to relax for the first time in 25 years together , lesha didn’t meet us, and on the fourth we found out that he had died, we left kostankin, it was completely unclear what to do there, but they

they threw me in general and shot me, lyosha, natasha. all the time i wanted only one child, only a boy, the most beloved, the most desired, he studied well, he was a primary school teacher himself, he had the most terrible punishment, when i took a book from him, and he began to read under the blanket with a flashlight, very so very gentle, when the rain passes, there’s a puddle, a bug is swarming there, he picks off a leaf, he brings this bug to a safe place, i give him a cutlet, he’ll go outside and feed the homeless cats that

we had in the basement, and the stray dogs, so i’m teaching lessons, i turn to the board, i’m wiping, because i’m looking out the window, and there we have a huge territory, they went skiing, and serozha was tall, he went first, i move my hands, i watch how my son walks in a circle , my heart rejoices, in the same school, we’ll rent. after yeltsin issued the decree, 1400, it was illegal, against the constitution, and seryozha began to go to rallies, but my mother says, i will soon be 18 years old, i myself want to participate in the life of my country, i want to figure everything out myself , i walk around, listen to this and that

side, time of decay, humiliation. impoverishment, criminal division, huge pieces of property, a time of disappointment and anger, but a time of still hopes, illusions, when they believed in the rule of law, the opportunity for any citizen to influence the politics and fate of the country. the dissolution of parliament was perceived by many as a stinging blow of injustice. then mom told me. riot police dispersed us with batons, on october 3 he deceived me already, mom, i’m in the wrong place, the month itself nastantin went with the people, he promised

to come at 4 o’clock. he's gone, i've already started to worry, then i started watching these terrible chronicles on tv. everyone said that nothing would happen, it would work out, they wouldn’t dare to shoot, not only children thought so, the adults of 1993 were also in many ways children, naive, straightforward, or confused, understanding little of the deafening new reality. i came home, completely disheveled, terrified, mom, what’s happening, i don’t understand anything, people are being killed there, everything is burning there, i told him, i said that this was a deliberately created

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chekhov, bernard shaw, he loved his brother, he looked after him very much, protected him very much, but when i became very seriously ill, i was sick a little months, and i was literally between life and death, he was here... sitting next to me at night , he brought me out, he pulled me out of the other world, as a result, he did not have to undergo flight tests at the club, the instructor offered him for the next year. there was no more for next year. october 4, early in the morning the assault on the white house begins. the first to die were the barricaders who slept in tents, the apcs that were crushed and shot. tanks hit the building and snipers join in. we lived nearby at the time, and i woke up to the sound of the windows rattling in the apartment. what's happening,

i asked. they told me, and my heart sank. i didn’t let him in, i, i begged, i cried, i hit him on the cheek, i said, don’t go, don’t go, no, especially now i’ll go, and my little one is sleeping behind the wall, who should i choose, and i’m left , he left, i watched the tv all night, i didn’t leave the tv all night. i felt it, i felt it in a second, i said, zhenya, no, zhenya died, i waited for him all day, i hope that maybe he will come, by the evening i already understood what to look for, i called my friends and said, guys,

help, on the 5th i arrived in my car, drove in from the side of the park, well, didn’t get to the end, stopped somewhere , walked on foot, there was some kind of kiosk on the right side , there were a lot of corpses there, but for some reason there were no dead ones without belts, that is, everything here is lifted up, thrown off, in fact, i said something to my daughter , you know, so especially so to speak, i just looked, there were ambulances, there were military guys standing to pull out, i went up and said, guys, let me in, here was mine son, they let me through, i went, i walked between the killed people, i found a nurse who she was sitting in a completely insane state, smoking, sitting on her haunches, tell me, help me find, my son must be here somewhere, maybe you saw him, maybe he was wounded, maybe among the dead, she says, you know , there are so many guys here, wounded, dead, young, i can’t help you, you... better go to mor

sklifosovsky, yes, i was in the shklif, well , imagine this little bowl, on which, yes, uh, that means, uh , five corpses - lying on top of each other, in this way , and this is not in one place and not on one cart, so i walk through them, so to speak, they show me, here is a woman, here is a woman, here is a woman, all this is killed in these events, everyone was shot down in these events, yes, in my opinion, i visited about four or five morgues, i... so to speak, i didn’t see it, i don’t know what pushed me, when in the description there was a 45-year-old woman in overalls with boots, which means gray hair, in the fifth office, when i came, they knocked her out to me alone, i saw her , turn, so diagonally, well, the back of the head with the ring ones. how did you find out about the death of your son?

they called us and said that he was wounded and in hospital, from there, i almost said from the battlefield, teri dunkin, an american student, carried him out and, in my opinion, six or seven other people, brought an ambulance here, someone, guys, they brought him with serious wounds to botkinskaya , he died in botkin's, he was still alive, but i broke into the morgue and i saw shelves like this and bodies lying on top of each other, well, they pushed me out right there, zhenya grapes brought people out from under the fire, saved their lives, mom, oh how he died was told

by a witness, one of the saved wives, there were 11 of them the man led them zhenya, he led them everywhere, they crawled, got out and went out onto this street, on the other side of this street there was a cordon, they managed to enter one of the entrances, then they decided that one of them would take a white scarf and go to the uncoupling, and zhenya came up and said that help us, please, here we are absolutely not involved, we are unarmed, the officer looked and said: guys, one by one, quickly across the field, they gradually all ran one by one, zhenya was the last, at that moment because an armored personnel carrier drove out from the corner near a standing building, a drunken major got out of there and started a line, and so ended the life of my son, an eighteen-year-old boy, a boy who probably could have done a lot in life, but who was a worthy person, well

, how could i find him, i couldn’t find him in any way these maps, here are monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, we are still looking for how many there were, parents who were running around moscow these days in search of their children, it was impossible to wrap our heads around what happened, soon my dad, a priest, went to the black building , at the stadium, where else there were traces of blood, the first funeral service took place, i remember the funeral pancakes and the woman sobbing in the cold who held them out to everyone. we arrived at the skrifasovsky institute, then at one end there was crying, then at the other end a woman who was working, yana

came up, hugged, said, brace yourself, we ’ll go identify him now, it was seryozha on his face, such horror, his eyes were half open, i wrote him out wounds, these are seven wounds from a heavy machine gun, he says to brace himself, we need to save him. natasha died at 93, on october 3, and dad didn’t

she became 94 years old in january, her father loved natasha very much, he simply apparently did not survive her death. how i coped, purely as a woman, sometimes howled openly, i’ll tell you now, because it was complete darkness, they kept it in my dress, we had nothing, we were beggars in 1993, and we erected monuments, maybe yura told you, with the proceeds money from selling potatoes and honey, do you blame yourself for something? this is one of the components of its formation, well, yes, it sounds like its own justification, but

it is so, you cannot caulk it, so tell and don’t let anywhere that he will grow out of him, girl, you know, this is a very independent person. deprive her of her freedom, but i don’t know, it’s the same as killing, when your cold comes, light a fire, you are unbearable in your heart and rest assured, it is kept for you, will save others in bad years, will save others in bad years, the most sincere and honest guys. well, that’s where they get this despair, for justice, well, in their minds, to protect the weak,

to protect. these are my son's things, grapes. at the moment of his death, this big warm sweater, this is the back, pierced through, pierced through , right here... a bullet is an ordinary bullet, here is an ordinary hole, then a bullet is an ordinary hole, here everything is disassembled

, torn into pieces, these are bullets with a displaced center of gravity, in a different way, other bullets don’t tear like that, here are traces of his blood, i don’t touch anything and won’t touch anything, there is no concept of late, from the point of view of crimes against humanity, so i hope that this is all... useful , we are children of the terrible years of russia, we cannot forget anything, these lines alexander blok, about those who grew up too early, about dreamers, russian boys and girls who are the first to rush into the fire and burn, without their flight, we cannot understand our entire history. and then we suddenly found out.

that there were red-browns, alcoholics and drug addicts, so they created some kind of outrage and our alyosha was among them, until now many of those who were horrified by the subsequent episode of violence and lawlessness believe that then in october they suppressed the extremist bastard, the brutalized lumpins , don't know, know they don’t want to talk about the dead people, about who they were, different people, both very simple and a lot of intelligentsia, natasha’s father is a university professor, he still teaches, alyosha is the grandson of a writer, seryozha is the son of a teacher, his wife’s mother and editor of scientific literature , civil war, you said, what kind of civil war is there , it was growth, a quiet old age does not await them, their path lies in other worlds, the path is

sinners, not saints, only god takes them from us, and their souls are probably thrown here , among the torn clouds, looks at us, their heart, i’ve already learned your law, it’s good for me, because you measured it for me... let’s pray to the lord to this memorial from 905, every year six people went with portraits of those who were officially recognized as dead, and there are those who disappeared without a trace, they actually died then, i would also like this know. my work on the commission to investigate the events of '93

did not give me clear answers; it only raised new questions. historian valery shevchenko is looking for the missing, resurrecting the unknown names of the victims. well, in particular, we managed to find the missing person, kostya barinov, in in the eightieth year he came from the army and told his mother, zenedi alekseevna. well, these are generally mysterious words: mom, i will live 33 years, in july ninety-third, he turns 33, and on september 26 he goes to the house of the soviets, mom didn’t see him again,

only in march ninety-four godanov, he was 28 years old then, he was disabled due to a work injury, i served in afghanistan before that, and on the third of october i called my mother for the last time, and that means he said: “mom, don’t worry, we’re at the white house , interesting events are happening here, and this was their last conversation, i didn’t see anyone alive or dead either, well, we don’t have a body, we have no business, right? events that are not really understood and investigated, the most important lesson of october for me is that in any clash, the first to suffer are people with pure and high souls, the most courageous and honest; according to

official data, only 158 people were killed, 348 people were injured , especially a lot of young people. mostly young people died. how i wish the children of the new years of russia were alive, so that we would have strength remember the tragedies, taking history seriously, passing it through the heart. what awaits us around the next corner? how to protect yourself from unrest and schism? lawlessness and inhumanity, it was important for me to show and remember those who are not shown or remembered, because memory makes a people

a people, and a person a person. when i began to think about what they had in common, the word “sacrifice” came to mind. none of them were looking for benefits; natasha petukhova and alexey shumsky delivered candles through the darkness. schoolboy seryozha kuzmin, trying to understand where the truth was, he brought food to the besieged, horrified by the beating of demonstrators, zhenya vinovonov led the unarmed out from under fire. who is my neighbor? they answered this question in the gospel: then throw it into your fire, but preserving the snow through the years , give it to others to the flame, a little is your long way, your road is difficult, and

the human life flows quickly, and the human century flows quickly. i’ve been working towards this all my life, we expect to do it in 10 days, it will be a record, we’re on the verge of possibilities, we’re all with him, because that he is the only one, at the maximum height , don’t go higher. you’ll just fall down like a stone, at the speed of the wind, it’s a super cyclone, a killer cyclone, it’s like it’s chasing you

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