started tonight this is "ghtline." >> tonight, breaking her silence. robyn williams' widow speaking out for the first time abo his sea correct past and mysterious disease that would have devastating affects on them both. the love of her life spiraled down befefore his suicide. >> i just screamed, robin, what did you do? the flag unfurled. the first pitch. military tributes at athletic events can be heartwarmg but sometimes these acts of patriotism can also cost taxpayers millions. totonighthe sports league's responding to our investigigation. and to the scue. >> oh, my god. >> how this parachute saved this plane from a deadly crash in the middle of a busy road. but first, the "nightline" 5 5.

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of hard stools. good evening. we begin tonight with robin williams' widow susan, silent for more than a year after the beloved actor and her beloved actor committed suicide. opening up in an emotional interview with abc's amy robach

medical condition that changed everything. >> your last conversation with robin, what was it? >> it was time for bed. it was getting late. he said, good night, my love. i said, good night, my love. and then he came back again and he looked like he had something to do. and that was lilike, i thk he's getting better. i thought, this is good. then he said, good night. good night. thatat was the last. >> reporter: tonight, susan williams is sharing for the first time the private pain she has endured since losing her beloved husband robin williams who took his own life last year. now susan is ready to set the record straight about yet another illness, beyond the depression and the parkinson's he was diagnosed with, a mysterious illness that was also eating away at her famous husband's brilliant comedic mind. >> most people think your husband killed himself because

>> no. lewy body dementia killed rocks bin. >> it's a body disorder that attacks the brain. >> the only way to diagnose it solutely is autopsy. the lewy body dementia, it's so rapid, there is no cure. it's really just about managin it. if robin was lucky he would have had maybe three years left. and th would have been hard years and it's a good chance he would have been locked up. >> reporter: his unexpect death came all too soon for his family and his millions of adoring fans. he was known for his quicksilver wit in "mrs. dotfire." >> i'm a hippo granny, dance to your drop. >> reporter: but also for his quiet gravitas like in "good will hunting." but to his wife susan, he was much more than just a comedian, he was her best friend. >> how would you describe robin the husband?

the best love i eve dreamed of. >> reporter: robin and sue an had a seven-year relationship, a happy and very private three-year marriage. >> how did you first meet? >> we actually several times have said thank you steve jobs beuse we met at the apple store. it w this immediate sense of comfort and a knowing of each other. >> when we think of robin williams this larger than life, big hearted guy, funny, as funny as funny gets. >> fussy, fussy, fuy. >> it's funny because i would hear that from people a lot. how do you manage. is he always like that? that's's his job. >> reporter: on august 11 last year life took a drastic turn. susan went to work that morning thinking he was still asleep. >> i said call me when he's up. she sent me a text and sai he's not up yet. what should i do?

and the she called -- she called me back. >> what did she say? >> i can't -- i can't even -- i'm sorry. that 20-minute car ride. i just screamed the whole ay, robin. >> did you get to see him? >> yes. i got to pray with him and i got to tell him, i forgive you 50 million percent, with all my heart. you're the bravest man i've ever known. you know, we were living a nightmare. >> reporter: that nightmare at its wor in the months leading up to his suicide. this 63-year-old was secretly battling depression, anxiety, and paranoia which dro him to take his own life. >> paranoid? >> apparently at the end, yes. we would be out at dinner and if people were looking at him because people couldn't help themselves, he would say, are they giving me the stink eye?

you're robin williams. >> reporter: throughout his life robin had been open about his struggles with addiction and depression. both in stand-up -- >> as a alcoholic -- >> reporter: and in candid interviews like this one with didiane sawyer in 2006. >> you look down, it's a voice, quiet voice that goes, jump. it's the same voe, the same voice goes just one. voice that goes, jump. and the idea of st one. >> reporter: susan says by the time robin passed he had been sober for eight years. but what no one knew is that while robin was still alive he was suffering from that debilitating brain disorder lewy body dementia. >> lewy body dementia is a complex disorder wh manany presentations. the key thing about understanding it is that it can present with cognitive symptoms, with motor symptoms, with neuropsych trick symptoms, so it n react in many different ways. >> reporter: lewy body demtia

lewy bodies affect chemicals in the brain causing it to slowly deteriorate. symptoms can include hallucination, confusion, memory loss trouble sleeping, anxiety, and depression. >> when did you first notice that something wasn't quite right? >> november of 2013 he had a little gut pain. we never found out what it was. then it went to, next month, it was another sympto it just kept going through this different symptoms, constipation, urinary problems. they got worse and worse. we were supposed to go to some friends and at the last minute we had to back out becau robin was laying -- he was laying in bed and he said to me, he said there's something rlly wrong with me. i said, i know, honey. i know there is. and we're going get to the bottom of this, i swr.

and inside my mind for the first time i started to wonder, are we? >> reporter: suesan says that robin's symptoms continued to get worse and while filming "midnight at the museum" he was suffering from debilitating anxiety and paranoia >> his fears and insecurities were killing him. his brain was full out attacking him by now. with what i know today he had chemical wararfare goi on inside of his head. >> reporter: after months of testing some answers finallyly came in may of that year. robin was diagnosed with early stages of parkinson's disease. >> did he ever do anything during this time where you were afraid for his physical safety? >> yes. yeah. july 24th. i was in the shower. i saw him lingering at the sink for a while. something didn't seem right. i opened up the door and there was blood. blood.

and i just screamed, robin, what happened? what did you do? he pointed to the door. and i said, did you hit your head? and he nodded. he couldn't verbalize it. and what was so scary in th moment was the lack of affection on his face about it, that i felt like, my best friend was sinking, you know. my husband was disintegrateing before my eyes. >> reporter: that last week the doctors were going to check him into a facility for neurocognizant testing. they told you three years left? >> one to three. >> was this bin's way of taking control back? >> in my opinion, oh, yeah. i think he was just saying no. and i don't blame him one bit. i have sent off hisisast two years of medical reports,

coroner's report, brain scan, off to four doctors. they all said across the board, this is one of the worst cas we've ever seen of lewy body dementia. and thehere wasothing more that anyone could have done. and that was comforting to hear. >> reporter: ask anyone and they'll tell you their favorite robin williams character, perhaps genie from "aladdin" or that energetic professor in "dead poet's society" -- >> we read because we are members of the human race and the human race is filled with passion. >> reporter: but for his wife susan, well, she has her very own. >> my favorite movie of robin williamsas "robin williams being a human being," not an actor. best movie in the world. >> reporter: for "nightline,"

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it's before almost every professional sporting event, likely puts a lump in your throat or tear in your eye. men and women of uniform waving the stars and stripes, american pateriotism on display, but sometimes that p pride com with a very high price tag. and guess who's paying the bill. tonight abc's correspondent investigates. >> reporter: georgia army national card georgia cstance mack loves to sing and serve her country. she won the military version of "american idol" called "operation rising star." specialest constance mack. >> reporter: she often combines them singing the "national anthem" in uniform at sports events le this event at the

atlanta hawks game. that's her on the jumbo-tron. >> singing in front of that many people, the rush, m myheart beatg, it's a high for sure. >> reporter:o imagine her surprise when we told her that another one of her performances was what critics are calling an example of paid patriotism, that she knew nothing about. the atlanta falcons, as part of a larger sponsor agreement with the pentagon, agreed to host a military appreciation day on november 23rd, 2014. that included the unfurling of large flags on the field and a national guard member to sing the "national anthem." yep, constance mack. patriotic? yes. but profitable, too, to the tune of $114,500. >> knowing that these, y know, joyful, tearful, very, you know, heartfelt moments could be paid for kin of makes you feel like a paid actor. so i guess, yeah, in a sense, it is cheapened.

>> reporter: now through contracts obtained excluvely by abcews we learned just how often these pateriotic displays were not given for the teams but paid for on field opportunities starring men and women to carry that giant flag at that buffalo bills game, sing the "national anthem" at this boston bruins game or repel down a rope at santa rise to drop the puck at a minnesota wild game. >> these teams do a lot of god work. good work. the problem is when the activities like this is paid for by the taxpayer it cheapens everything else they do. >> reporter: senator and john mccain of california call it paid terrorist tichl and paid patriotism and they have the teams contracts, the price tags for them. the new york jets charged $10,000 for a soldier to be an

the milwaukee brewers charged $7500 to throw ceremonial first pitches. the mavericks charge $5,000 for their cheerleaders to throw national guard t-shirts provided by the national guard. >> to charge the taxpayers for it in the name of patriotism is disingenuous at bestt d, frankly, unacceptable at worse. >> reporter:he leagues and teams deny they charge for patriotic displays saying these events were instead free add-ones to big marketing contracts. the milwaukee brewers, these were simply placeholder amounts. major league baseball commissioner. >> these emotional ceremonial first pitches that we see, great patriotic ts, some of them were in fact paid for by the penton. is that going to stop? >> let me be clear agent one thing. the price was discounted on the de to avoid there being any appearance that those ceremonial acts were paid for. >> is what the contract says not correct, sir?

contract, it says directly on the contract, arizona air nationonal guardoldier throwing out ceremonial first pitch at the home game. >> i'm not saying there are not contracts at contain that language. i'm saying, for example, we in fact discounted the deal so we were not receivingayment for those items. >> i don't think that that explanation holds water. >> reporter: in fact, contracts obtained by abc news show that some teams charge nothing for acts of patriotism. major league baseball says it will review the practice and tell its teams tmake it crystal clear they're not being paid for on field patriotism. >> has there been any consideration in you say small number of cases of giving the money back? >> like i said, we're of in the process of going through contract by contract. i think that our clubs for the minuscule amount of money involved here is -- it's just not material to their business. and ihink that the amount of

things that we do free for the military, hundreds and hundreds of fold makes up for whatever small payments are involved in these trades. >> reporter: the nfl declined an opportunity to be interviewed but did provide this letter to abc news exclusively. omising an independent audit to see if their contracts did include money for heromoments. and if they did, the money they say will be refunded. so constance mack and her fellow soldiers can be honored for their service out of pure patriotism and not for profit. for "nightline," in washington. and next, how a plane plus a parachute resulted in a crisis averted. abc news "nightline" brought to you by e trade. their beard salve is made from sustaible tea tree oil and kale... you, my friend, recognize when a trend has reached critical mass. yes, when others focus on one thing, you see what's coming next.

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and finally tonight, how a pilot and his plane were saved from a crash land that could have been a whole lot worse by good old-fashioned, wait for it, parachute. here's abc's david gurley. >> it was a flight that could have ended in tragedy. three passengers walking awa with only minor injuries after their troubled plane was forced to make an energy hademergey landing. not at a runway but by parachute in arkansas tuesday morning. onlookers took out their phones to record video and call 911. >> plane has possibly gone down. >> reporter: the small aircraft had just taken off when it started to lose oil pressure and

the pilot, former u.s. walmart ceo bill simon, deployed the emergency chute which floated the plane to a road in fayetteville. the plane did hit a truck with a woman and two children inside, leaving the woman in shock. it's nonot the f first time a plane's parachute has saved lives. >> so fast. >> so fast. >> just happened too quick. >> reporter: a texas couple narrowly escaped this fiery crash last month. their plane's chute got tangled up in power lines preveing it from hitting the ground. >> parachute definitely saved our lives. when we stopped, both of us at the same time said let's get out of here. >> reporter: the plane in arkansas has now been moved and the faa is investigating. for "nightline," i'm david gurley. it'seen said both optimist and pesmist contribute to society. the optimist is the airplane, the pessimist, the parachute. thanks for wating abc news. tune in to "good morning

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