he had just been acquitt eted o the murders of his wife and ron goldman. of people would ask, why did you get involved with him in the first place? >> very young. very naive. confused. >> did your family or friends say, what are you thinking here? >> yes. all of them. >> you say that he wanted you to look like nicole, his previous wife. what were some things that he asked you to do? >> just the way i would dress. the way i would wear my hair. minor things. but it was always back to nicole. >> knowing him as you do, christie, do you believe that he killed his wife? >> yes, i do now. it took me many years to realize and face that terrible truth. but, yeah. now, i do. absolutely. >> and why now do you? >> things he's mentioned about nicole, about her having had it coming because of her lifestyle. and who she hung out with. mainly, ron goldman, i guess. >> you did try to leave him. >> oh, absolutely. several times. >> what happened when you tried to do that? >> he would find me. i couldn't leave. i didn't have anywhere to go. >> o.j.'s attorney said the facts